2023 Dec Thoughts & Ideas

Ra's other Son Leo.

Supposedly, besides Malik, Ra also had another son named Leo. He might have been half-white or half-asian or half of both, but the rumor says that the other Africans were jealous of him and would treat him badly. He went up to Europe where he supposedly went into hiding, and some white family gave him power of their military. The rumor says that some of the invasions and some of the cause behind slavery was actually because of Leo, who was controlling the white military from the shadows. I don't know if that's true or not. He would have to have found a very trusted family that would let him use their military and that wouldn't try to enslave him. I wonder if he could have survived for all these generations without being taken in as a slave. I also don't think he would have wanted the colonizers to take it that far, but that's how that rumor goes. Ra had Leo. Some of the Africans were jealous of him and mistreat him. Supposedly, he went up to Europe where he was given power over a military and he used it to get revenge on the ones that mistreated him while operating from the shadows. It's also possible that after all these generations, his bloodline became white to make it easier to blend in and so he wouldn't be harassed or threatened with slavery as often, but if so, it's possible that they still preserved their history and that they only turned white on the outside. I'm not sure if any of this is true, but if it was, they probably wouldn't want to take credit for being a part of slavery and colonialism.

Stolen Babies/Genetic Consolidation.

They let the Mexican drug cartels steal our babies, and they put those stolen babies in families they have blackmailed. The families have to raise them and pretend those are they're own children or they can go to prison and be homeless. The drug cartels and the police watch that family to see if anyone comes after the baby or recognizes it. Most of the time, the babies are told they're Mexican, no matter where they were stolen from. When those stolen babies become adults, if they're successful or good-looking, the KKK will get the best ones and auction them off whether they those adults realize it or not. They get manipulated without their awareness while they're being watched. The drug cartels get the rest. They try to steal babies from talented families, hide those babies over here to raise and pretend those are their babies, and depending on how they grow up, they either go to the KKK or the Mexican drug cartels. The KKK usually auctions off the best ones to Europe, and the drug cartels just prostitute and sell the rest of them to whoever they can.

Brainwashing Backups.

They're always trying to brainwash me. They've broken our families apart, lied to our children, and tried to destroy our history. The MK Ultra torture was difficult to recover from, but being lied to and manipulated since I was young was hard too, even without the drugs and torture. I'm always being watched. They're always sending a constant stream of actors and undercovers wherever I go from the bus stop to the bus to inside of stores. They survive by lying. They try to include us in their lies. They try to brainwash us into believing their lies. I think it's good to keep an online journal like this. If I get brainwashed again, or if I get killed and my children don't know who their father was, I still leave behind this record of who I am, what I'm doing and how I think. There's always a chance that this could be hacked into or deepfaked. I think if I have multiple eyes watching this, it's harder for one of them to change anything without the rest noticing. Hopefully that helps preserve it. They're always watching me. They're always trying to brainwash me. They're always lying to me and trying to manipulate me. I don't trust any of them. We speak face to face with respect and honesty. We don't take any shit. We're not like them. I don't work with them. I don't sleep with with their women. I don't party with them. I'm not one of them. I try to stop them. Don't believe their lies. They won't stop lying. They will wait until you drop your guard, until you put your gun down, and until you trust them before they stab you in the back and try to do the same shit all over again. They're not going to stop. Don't trust them. They put the chip into our heads and they slowly try to brainwash over time. It's easier for them after they just tortured us. It's easier when they can drug us. However, because they have surveillance, they have actors stationed around, and because they can keep trying out different lies from behind the microphone, they try to slowly brainwash a person over time by feeding them lies over and over again. It's important to keep track of everything going on, because they're going to watch, lie about it, and try to create confusion. It's better to keep track of everything from multiple angles and from different organizations, because it's easy for them to hack into one camera or for them to infiltrate and blackmail one organization. They're always watching. They're always lying and trying to cover it up. They use drugs and cameras as their weapons. They try to drug us into acting out of character, and then they try to blackmail us with the camera footage. They're watching me right now from behind my back. When I'm out here, I'm not out here partying or working. I don't even have sex anymore. I'm trying to stop them from stealing our babies, destroying our history, and spreading their brainwashing further.

Chlorine Fountain Bet.

Two sides had a bet about who could make a cleaner fountain. One side put a lot of clorine in their water. The other side tried to use pure and clean water. The clean side was obviously the better water, but the spoiled chlorine boy wanted to win so bad, he would dirty the other sides water. They would try to keep their water clean and stop him, but its easier to dirty water than it is to clean water. Their businesses went out because of trying to keep their water clean when the chlorine boy was trying to win the bet. They ended up going into hiding or something and could only use employees to keep their water clean from far away. The clorine boy ended up winning that bet and he put clorine in their side of the fountain too. Pattern of behavior. They're spoiled little children. They would poison your side just to win some stupid game. They would even poison your women and your children just because they want to act like their better than everyone. If they're better than everyone, how come I won't fuck the cheapass prostitutes they keep trying to bribe me with? It's because they're better at nothing. They just lie to themselves. Even their women are cockroaches. Only their drug cartel rats like their women, because they're rats too. Fuck their family.

Scientology as a Weapon of War.

Scientology was the testing grounds for the weapons industry. They were testing brainwashing tactics and methods while using Scientology as their cover. After testing it for a while, they stopped and started to jump into other religions. They study the books and use the original texts to promote their own agenda and attempt to brainwash the followers using their own religion. They mostly using psychological manipulation tactics such as tone of voice or taking acting classes to make themselves seem more believable, but they also use pharmaceutical drugs if they get the chance to. They can use any religion as their cover. I forgot. Besides the pharmaceutical drugs, they also use computers, radios, and they will even install traps into the infrastructure to drug the air the followers breathe.

Human Bait.

This relates to my Prison City entry, earlier. It's easy to do this with inmates because they're already in prison. They can either be put into cells they don't like or they can accept a deal. They also do this with children who's family's they've already broken and with old people they have on drugs. The puppet masters behind the scenes that are watching everything will have them change their name. Then they position them in the place of someone they want them to pretend to be. That's why when they talk, their conversations can be very generic or they might not talk much at all. They use these blackmailed puppets to make their traps look real. These puppets, and often times muppets, are the bait for their traps. They tried to blackmail me, too, so I know how it works from the inside-out.

Before the West.

Before the westside of the USA was colonized, we met some of the native tribes out here. They were already having problems with rape and with slavery before the slave owers showed up. When we met them, they told us about how their tribe gets jealous easily and has been killing off their own leaders. Because of that, they had learned to play dumb and not be the best, because they had seen their own tribe get rid of their own best leaders as they were traveling. This is part of the reason some of them were more open-minded to change when the Europeans first came. They were willing to work and to learn, but once it became about slavery and disrespect, it became no different than the tribe they had just left. If it's all slavery, then they would rather be enslaved and disrespected by their own skin color than by anyone else.

Ana Trap.

The KKK wanted access to Ana's numbers. We had helped her and her son escape from the Midwest. As we were traveling out west, we were leaving giant hand prints in the stone to scare the settlers as they started moving out west too. The point was to make them think there was something with a giant hand in the area and they should turn back. There used to be these things that could be struck once and supposedly, it would cause magma or some type of lava to come out, but it could only be hit once and then it would be covered by the dry magma. We used this to create the giant hand prints in the stone. The Nazi's were stalking our group and we didn't know they were following us. They saw us leaving the giant hand prints for the settlers, and they decided to leave a giant footprint in our path. When Ana saw this, she thought there was a giant man with a foot the size of a human body somewhere out there. I found out through some of the Nazi's hostages that when our group was busy, the Nazi's had whispered to Ana to come here. She left the group temporarily and went to where the voice was whispering. The Nazi's had climbed up the trees so she couldn't see them, but they told her they had magic powers and were making themselves invisible. They told her they would build a city for her out west. Ana goes back to the group and doesn't tell anyone about the voice she heard. Later on, she leaves with G because he promised to build her an entire country. He kept his promise, but it wasn't good enough, so she left and went back to California. When she got to California, the KKK was waiting for her. The Nazi's had already contacted the KKK and they knew about the giant footprint. They set up a trap for when she arrived. She got back and the invisible voice would whisper to her to do things for him so that he could become visible and let her see him. Eventually, she met him, but it was just a trap the KKK had set up. They went to get the biggest guy they could find. Ironically, we were trying to train some of the natives to be like sumor wrestlers, but that tribe was also conquered, so the biggest guy they could find was actually one of the natives that we had put on the sumo wrestlers diet. They told Ana that he lost his magic powers and he shrunk as he got older, but to sleep with him anyways because his kids will be as big as the giant footprint she had seen earlier. She agreed to and had his kids. They chose to do it this way instead of just capturing her and enslaving her because they wanted access to her numbers. If they had taken her as a slave, the native tribes in the area probably would have attacked. Together, they would take out any of the whites that weren't racist and trying to help while also taking out any of the brown leaders that were intelligent and would not allow themselves to be slaves.

Prison City.

Based on the theory of the Theseus Ship. Besides those that either don't know or they have the money or numbers for protection, the majority are blackmailed. There are some houses that have prison inmates that get continuously rotated. If the family there does something they're not supposed to, they get removed and one of the prison inmates replaced them. Sometimes, they have the same name or change their name. They pretend to be the same. If anyone comes looking for that specific family that used to live in that household, the new prison inmate pretends to be them. They try to get information, lure them into a trap, and get them to bring more of their own. They are constantly getting replaced and the new ones pretend to be them to get out of prison.

Psychological Warfare

They're still sending undercovers to make undercover threats. They send someone else to do it so that when you're beat down and tired from fighting all the rats they send, then they come out pretending to help even though they're the ones hiding and sending these undercovers. Its part of their psyops. They send someone else to beat you up. Then they come out and pretend to help. They never speak face to face until you're beat down so they can come in and pretend to save you, when they're really entrapping and enslaving you

Anti-Slavery.

The kids of the slave owers had turned on their own parents and their own community, robbed them, and then made a run for it and tried to start their own community using the money they stole from their slave ower families. Later, they got tracked down and they would get punished for stealing, even though their parents wouldn't say anything bad about slavery. If the kids disagreed with slavery or tried to stop it, they would be kicked out. If they tried to survive by stealing, they would be punished as thieves. If they tried to survive with different races, a lot of times, they would be enslaved and raped. But if they went back to their parents, they would have to accept owning slaves whether they wanted to or not.

Poison in the Water.

The whole thing about stealing babies from better families, saying they're Latino and giving them to a family they blackmailed to raise, and then lying about it and pretending they don't know and that those are their own child is stupid and evil. They're still lying about it and playing dumb right now. They had blackmailed the politicians with threats of nuclear weapons or ecological disasters if they close or block the tunnels. They can just come in at any time to rape women and kidnap children but when our men chased them back, the men get arrested, brainwashed, chipped and deported. The KKK keeps the best genetics to themselves and they give the rest to their drug cartels. Then they all lie about it and cover it up over here. The only ones that survived are either sellouts or they're blackmailed and can't say anything. They have been stealing the genetics of the best families they can find, trying to poison and sabotage the family they stole it from, and then lie about it and act like those are their children. We're trying to stop them from ever doing that again, but they keep lying about it and making money from it. They use that money to drug, blackmail, and frame us. The other men were brainwashed, chipped and deported. They didn't know what happened to them. It took 3 generations to figure it all out and being it back over here.

Ni & In.

In the beginning, we took on different paths. They would choose the ones that could throw the heaviest rocks the farthest. We would choose the ones that could aim the best. We would raise each other's children as our own, teaching them the way we teach our own, and then send them back. That was before slavery and colonialism.

Ana & Lorena.

Ana would sell her kids to be taken advantage of because she was lied to and promised to be given credit for an idea they had stolen and were testing to see if it worked. They lied, kicked her out, and she came back apologizing and asking to sleep in the house. After that, she escaped, saw an iguana that was named for her, and then she saw a giant foot print. One of the Nazi's that was stalking us without us knowing were actually the ones that left the giant footprint for us to find. They saw us leaving giant hand marks to scare the travelers if they went that direction, so they left a giant footprint ahead of us in the path we were taking. Ana saw this and wanted to have the child of whoever left that foot print. When she was alone, the Nazi climbed up into the trees and whispered to her to go over to where the heard the voices. When she went there, she didn't see anyone because the Nazi climbed up the trees and was above her. He told her that is was his footprint and that he couldn't let himself be seen at that moment, but that if she does what he says, he would build a city for her and she would know it because of the secret code in the name. He called himself He-Man and told her to keep it a secret. She thought it was really some giant man with magical powers or some shit so she kept it a secret and went back to the iguana boy she was traveling with. She meets a big white guy who I think was one of our friends at that time. He tells Ana he can build her a place to live, so she leaves the iguana boy and goes with the big white guy. He builds an entire country for her, but she doesn't like it so she leaves him and goes back to the area the mysterious voice called He-Man said he would build a city for her. There, she gets into an affair with two white men that were married while secretly being with a Latino man that would protect her, but she also secretly waiting for the mysterious He-Man voice that told her the giant footprint was his footprint and that even tho he was a giant, he had to make himself invisible with magic and she believed the random voice. It was just one of the Nazi's that had climbed up into the trees. Ana left with the iguana boy at first, heard the mysterious He-Man voice telling her he would build a city for her but to keep it a secret, then went with another white guy who said he could build her a whole country, went back to the USA and got into an affair with two married white men because the country he built wasn't good enough for her. When she got back here, she was with a Latino man in secret that was supposedly her real man because he could beat up the white men, but the whole time she was in an affair with two white men and the Latino man that could beat them up was supposedly her real man, she was really waiting for the mysterious voice that whispered to hear and claiming to be the giant footprint she saw. That's how she got to Santa Ana where she waited for the mysterious voice that claimed to be the voice of the giant footprint she saw. She first escaped with the iguana boy to Tijuana, then she went with another man to Guyana, and then she came back to California have an affair with to married white men in Santa Ana and Anaheim. Lorena got pregnant while traveling, so we found her a safe place to live because it became too dangerous for her to travel. We found her a safe place to live and to to give birth and then left, but that place was attacked and she ran out into the desert. She found a native tribes with her own skin color and asked them for help. They raped her, prostituted her, took her sons from her, and turned them into monsters. Eventually, she was killed because she hated the men that raped her and kept attacking them. They killed her, told her sons she was a witch, and raised her sons to be monsters. They went from somewhere around the start of Death Valley where they took Lorena's sons and eventually settled in what later became Boyle Heights.

The KKK/Mexican Drug Cartel Rapist System.

The KKK gives Mexican drug cartels military weapons and has them rape women and kidnapping children in third world countries. They're all Mexican even though they're not, because they're all protected by the Mexican drug cartels. Some of them came here for honest, hard work but where then blackmailed and forced to accept the protection of the Mexican drug cartels. They drop off the children they stole from our families and leave them with the families that they have blackmailed to raise. Those families have to take them in, keep their mouth shut about it, and do whatever they're told or they will get fired from their job and end up with no room to live in like I am when I'm in this bubble. The KKK arms and orders the Mexican drug cartel to do this so they can get first dibs on the best genetics that they steal from better families. When we wanted to close the tunnels they were using to rape women and kidnap children, they threatened to nuke the whole village. When we came over here and tried to speak to an adult about it face to face, they lied, pretended to try to help, and blackmailed us. That's how they really do things out here. They steal children from better families, lie about it, and give those children to a different family to raise. The other family will take all the heat and blame for it if the child is found. If the child becomes successful, the drug cartel or the KKK will come and try to take credit for the child. If the child is a failure, they can still use it as an actor, as cheap labor, or as a prostitute. As a business move, it's a win-win as long as it doesn't get traced back to them. They all cover it up, lie about it, and try to torture, drug, brainwash or blackmail anyone that knows. That's how their system really works. I know because I was born here and I grew up out here. Those children are not theirs. The KKK lets them steal our children, and then they hide behind the police and the military throwing up gang signs and pretending they're hard. Fuck their cheapass families. They don' know how to raise their own kids right so they steal children from better families and then they lie about it. "To summarize: they rape women and kidnap children from good families, give those children to the families they have blackmailed, lie about it and pretend to act nice, and if you manage to find the child they stole, they either blame it on the family that they blackmailed and gave the child to or they try to blackmail frame us for it instead."

Ancient Beef/Name Game.

The Schwartz and Nazi beef is older than the beef between the Christian and Muslims, or the beef between the blacks and the whites. Before the Africans got enslaved and conquered, the Schwartz had just recently been enslaved, had one of the children stolen from them, and their genius child was raised as a Nazi. Scharte Mountain vs Zugspitze Mountain. Schwartz got their put on name because they were nice, would invent things and they tried to make the lives of those around them easier. They earned the right to have the mountain named after them because the locals respected their family. The Nazi's changed the name to Zugspitze because they conquered it, beat everyone up, and forced them to change the name. Also, Schwartz got beat up and forced to change their names a few times too, so everything they named was not their own choice. Even some of their inventions were stolen and used as weapons which made the Nazi's even more powerful. That's why some had fled to the USA and that's why they started using different variations of their name. The Nazi's have no name. They often steal the names of those they raped, or they allow the children they stole to keep their original name so they can infiltrate the family that child came from and use their family name for the Nazi's agenda. Eg. Schwarzenegger is made up of the genetics of Tookie Williams and Aaron Swartz. What the Nazi's like to do is steal the genetics of your family, raise a Nazi using your stolen genetics, and have their version Nazi version fight against someone of the same age as the original family they stole those genetics from.

Little Trump.

There is this story about Trump when he was a little boy. His Nazi parents had sent him to come live out here in the USA. He found out about some old people that were giving money away to whoever they thought could use it. His family tracked down their family across the country and was able to find someone they were related to. From there, they snuck Trump in as a grandson or as a nephew by using the person they were related to and he eventually made his way to the donors. He was still a little boy at this time. He got them alone when no one else was there, drugged their tea, and then started telling them stories when they were on drugs. He told them stories to scare them so they would give him money because he had the solution to whatever problem he was making up at that time. Some of the other foster kids realized something was wrong, because Trump came back and started doing all kinds of foul things and when they tried to stop him, he said that his grandparents said he could do it. So they went to go ask their grandparents, but Trump had gotten there and drugged them first. They didn't know about pharmaceutical drugs or about spiking someone's drink back then, but they knew something was wrong because Trump would ask them like a little toddlers and pretending to be a victim or something like that. He asked in a way that was very childish, like a 3 year old boy crying about bullies, when he was already almost a teenager. They other foster kids could tell something was off, but didn't know what and they couldn't prove it. Later on, one of them figured out that Trump was drugging their drinks. He tried to make it public, but he ended up getting drugged too, humiliating himself in public, and then Trump would tell the old people that he was lying and he was just a drug addict, even though Trump is the one that drugged him and he has been secretly drugging old people so they would let him borrow money and sign off on his real estate deals. Since Trump was a spoiled little boy that was drugging his own grandparents so he could ask them for money, he would try to remain invisible and use their name on his projects, so that if anything bad happened or if he got close to being caught, they would take the blame for it and he would keep the money. That was probably over 50 years ago by now. He's an old man now, but he still lies and acts like a spoiled little boy.

Public Code.

Public is code for pub lick. It has to do with this secret meeting that went down at a bar. Not sure what it was over, but one person was asking another person for something while pretending they weren't talking to each other. Those drinking around them had overheard it, but couldn't prove anything. Not sure when it happened, but the ones having the secret meeting were captured, raped and humiliated at that bar, aka the pub. They call it public because it's code for pub and lick. 

Master of All Martial Arts.

The original Li/Lee was a master of all martial arts(it was spelled with two E's so the stupid, racist caucasians wouldn't mispronounce it). This was only in the beginning. Originally , there were only two styles which was the black magic version and the white magic version. The black magic version doesn't really exist anymore and I don't think there are any masters that still teach it. The white magic version is what they use in MMA, today. As time went on, the original version of martial arts splintered off into different fighting styles. Some would specialize in kicks, some would specialize in throws, and some would specialize in something else. Now, there are so many different belts that it seems like it would take too much time and could be impossible to master every martial art. There will probably never be another master of all martial arts, ever again.

In The Land of Actors.

In the land of actors, being real is hard. The actors need us as an example because they pretend to be us, but when we're around, they're not needed. They only have a job when they can pretend to be real. This applies to politicians, business owners, and anyone that works a job that a 10 year old child can learn in 2 weeks. There are a lot of actors here that only pretend to work. They try to look busy and pretend to act normal. I'm not one of them. I don't like the way they do things. I'm one of the real ones. I don't like the actors, fake families, cheap labor and cheap prostitutes they put around me.

Secret Non-Colonial German History.

It's crazy to imagine a different timeline where one small change could have had a huge impact on what the world later became. The majority of Nazi's come from abandoned babies who's mother's didn't want to raise because they were raped. The first original Nazi family has an interesting backstory that I might explain one day, but not today. The majority of Nazi's come from one boy that was athletic, knew how to build metal tools, and would run around looking for villages with women to rape. The Holland windmill was one of their first major thefts. They were surprised that it was so easy to take over, but the ones that were operating it were very peaceful and they were given the windmill as a gift. When they got attacked by the Nazi rapists, it was a big shock because they were non-violent and they had never been through anything like that before. This gave the Nazi's an easy source of food which allowed them to spread out further, rape more women and leave more abandoned babies out. Another one of the first places they conquered was Zugspitze Mountain. This use to be called Schwartz's Mountain, referring to the same bloodline that produced the genius Aaron Swartz in the USA. The Schwartz or Swartz family had earned the respect of those around them by inventing things that made the lives of the locals much easier. They did not get their name of the mountain through rape, theft, or war. We know their history because we trusted and respected them enough to let their family raise one of our children. They got the iron knuckles too, even though they don't really use it or need it. The name was later changed to Zugspitze Mountain after the Nazi's had raped, robbed, and conquered everyone in the area. They beat them up and forced them to change the name. Remember that, because when you look at certain codes, just keep this in mind. We don't do things the way that they do things. That's not how the Amazon or Yellowstone was named. We speak face to face with respect and honesty, and we got to name things by protecting it or by making the lives of those that lived their better. We don't do things the way that they do things. The Nazi's beat them up and forced them to change their name. They did not invent anything or provide anything to make the lives of the locals any better. The Nazi's would rape their women, steal their food, and enslave their men. It is interesting to know that the entire world could have been much different if the Swartz bloodline left Europe before the Nazi's did. It's possible that colonialism and slavery might have never happened. If the Swartz line had made it out first instead of the Nazi's, it's possible that the Germans would have a much more positive reputation and that, instead of being known for wars, slavery and the holocaust, they might be known for being geniuses whose inventions made the lives of everyone around them better and easier.

The Chase.

There was word of some women being raped and children being kidnapped. The men were ready. The next time it happened, the men jumped in their cars and chased the rapists. The rapists drove into some location that the locals had never seen before. The men chased the rapists all the way through that hidden street and they popped all out again somewhere in LA. When they saw the rapists, the rapists were standing in a large group of men behind a fence and they were all throwing gang signs up as a cop car drive-by between the rapists that ran away and the men that had chased them all the way through.

Lies, Blackmail and Cover Ups.

They're purposely trying to block, censor and silence  me. If they start a war or use nuclear weapons, just know that I'm not one of them. I don't work with them and I don't give any kids to their families. I don't go along with their false flag operations, their war-profiteering, or their mass pollution. 

Secret USA History.

Some were trying to cut ties with the place they came from because they were slaves there. They came here after being disowned and sent on a suicide mission, but they had all the technology and knowledge. When they got here, they had tried to make fair arrangements because they had no place to go. They would offer to build things, teach things, or to trade things they had already built. It seems they could never get a fair deal because the native tribes would always come back after kick them out saying that they didn't belong there, even after having made a fair trade and leaving with the belongings. Dakota, Oklahoma, LA. It happened at least 3 times on our record when we were there. They got wrapped up in the war between the white rapists and the brown rapists who's men were constantly having sex with one another back and forth, but they would call everyone else a homosexual over it. It was even worse when they Nazi's came with their secret drugs. They had snuck into that family by asking for help. Eventually, they got the grandparents alone and had drugged their tea. When they were on drugs, that spoiled little Nazi boy started making up stories to tell them so he could ask for money. Some of the other foster kids realized something was wrong, but they ended up getting drugged too so when they tried to explain what happened, nobody believed them. This is sad because some of them were trying to use their advanced knowledge and technology to help those around them, but they would get pulled into wars they didn't want to be part of and used for selfish and greedy agendas when they were really trying to pass down what they knew and help those around them. They weren't sent here by choice. They were disowned and sent this way in a suicide mission because the majority of European's didn't think there was any land this way anyways. Someone told them the world was flat and the ocean just falls off into nothing if you sail too far that way or some bullshit like that hahaha. We didn't want the majority of them coming out here because we know how they steal everything and disrespect everyone. Only some of them knew what was out here and when they got caught, they tried to cover up their tracks and told everyone not to go that way.

Economic Trap.

Can't prove it, but I know they're always watching. They watch how much money I have. If I try to save money and I get to certain point, I get robbed. They make it seem like you can make it through honest, hard work and by saving your money or investing it wisely, but they're always watching and they can have you robbed at any time.

Social Energy.

I had one face to face conversation with another man yesterday. First one in a very long time. I cannot say if anything is real out here anymore because I've been under surveillance for so long and they've let so many things slide without reaching out and doing something about it that I have zero trust in any of this anymore, but the man didn't say anything that sounded like disrespectful or manipulative. I was writing out a poem and then he heard it, gave his opinion on it, directly, and added his own thing to what I was doing. It's hard to trust anything in a place where it's all about money. I got the sense that it was cool to talk about the poems or about making money, but not to really get too deep into anything specific. It gives me partial slave vibes like it's okay to talk about working but it's not okay to talk about things one doesn't like about how the job works. Last thing, and most important, is this thing about being around other people that adds an extra effect. It's not something I can't explain with words but I can sense it. Being alone for so many days and weeks and only being around people without really interacting with them doesn't provide the same sense. It's like I was dragging my feet and not looking at where I was going, but when I started interacting with this other guy face to face, I realized I was dragging my feet and stopped doing it. That's just a metaphor for that thing I could sense but can't explain. I cannot say how real anything is when I know I'm always being watched and I don't trust anything anymore, but I can say that interaction reminded me of some energy that I don't get anymore because I'm alone all the time, but I used to be a lot better at it when I was always hanging out with someone back in the days.

Eavesdropping.

We don't eavesdrop. There are situations when it's a danger or a threat and it's necessary to get something done, but after that, we respect privacy. We speak face to face with respect and honesty. It's difficult to be in a place that normalized eavesdropping as a way of life. It leaves too much room for manipulation and lies. We're taught to respect privacy and deal with things directly, face to face, from early on. They're not like us. They lie, eavesdrop, and rape. They don't respect privacy or deal with things face to face. I do not add to or contribute to their way of life. I don't do things the way they do things. As the only one sincere in a crowd of insincerity, it's important to stay away from their ways and to not let it rub off on me. I have to separate myself from them somehow, whether I can deal with them or not. The problem is that they lie. All this time, and they have not reached out directly to clear things up face to face, but they lie and manipulate things secretly. I'm in my own bubble apart from what they're doing but they're watching me, eavesdropping, trying to force me to hear them without speaking face to face, and lying about it. I'm not one of them. They will lie and say something else if something bad happens. I don't trust them. I won't let their women raise my children. They have to sell themselves because they don't know how to do anything else. I'm being forced to hear them acting and lying. Thry have all been doing this for a long time already. It's only business and about money. I rather die than to mix with their families. I did what I did for a reason, and now I refuse to have sex and I refuse to work for them. I don't like how they normal eavesdropping and how they try to force me to adopt their Adolf way of life, instead of speaking face to face like adults. Cheap, useless trash that only the rapists pay for and protect because the prostitutes let the rapists get away with anything. I don't like having to hear their toxic, Nazi energy and I don't like being forced to hear them. I'm not an eavesdropper. I don't like this whole lying for money and playing charades program that they have going on. Whatever stupid shit they do, I don't work with them and I don't have sex with their women. I'm not one of them. I don't want to and I try not to eavesdrop.

The Hourglass.

There was a guy in one of the European castles that could invent and create things. He could take something and turn it into something else that was more useful. We went there with our brother from the Assassin's Creed. He brought them a bag of sand and ask the guy if he could make something out of that. He created the hourglass to be able to keep track of time.

Giza Strip.

Gaza Strip was supposed to be called Giza Strip. They come from the warriors that helped strip down the white walls of the Giza pyramids after the slaves escaped. They called themselves Gaza because after they stripped the white walls from the pyramids of Giza, they started celebrating and drinking and marching and they didn't write down their name so by the time they reached their destination, all their men were chanting Gaza instead of Giza. The white walls were made of pearls that came from the oysters that they gathered after the first time they dried and blocked the river, which they were forced to do as slaves. They are also the ones that helped stripped the Roman coloseum of its walls. They're usually not the ones that assassinate the main political leaders and generals. They're the ones that come in with lots of manpower after the main ones have already been eliminated. However, they are not rapists or child molesters. They don't believe in anything that is similar to slavery and they vowed to prevent slavery and tear down any place that was being used to keep slaves.

All the Girls.

When the girls started asking, "how come you liked her so much?" Then we would say because she did this or because she did that. Then they would say that they could do the same things too, and they would try to.  But then we would say that it's not the same. "You're all only doing it because we told you that's what we liked. It's not the same way you do it. She would just do that naturally. You're just trying copying her. It's not the same." Then all the girls would be upset because we would never want them as much as they saw us want the ones we came with, no matter how much they would try to copy and do the same things. It didn't matter. I tell this story because it reminds me of everything I've been going through today out here. These families are cheap as fuck. It doesn't matter if they have their women dress the same, do their make up the same, or try to sound the same. I will never treat them the same way. All they get is my disrespect. That goes for their entire family.

Rapist Strategy.

Whether it's the KKK, the drug cartels, or any military that use rape as a weapon of war, the strategy is simple enough to understand and explain. They just rape as many women as possible until they build up enough numbers to surround you and rape you too. All they do is have more and more kids. They don't have to train or educate these children. They just keep having kids until they can outnumber you, rape you into their family, and make you a part of their program. This is how colonialism got started. The Nazi's started leaving abandoned babies all over Europe from the women they were raping. This is why refugees would flee the area they lived in, or why they would come back to start a war. This is how the drug cartels boost their numbers so quickly. They don't have to have respect. They don't have to get the woman to like them. They just rape, build numbers, and rape some more until they've raped everyone into their cheapass fake families.

Satellite Cities.

Normally we would fight until the women were safe and no longer being taken advantage of, and the bullshit kings and bosses and shot callers were removed from power so that families could raise their children in peace. Then we wouldn't have to hide or fight anymore. We would be able to communicate openly and face to face whenever their was a serious problem. Today, we have satellite cities that have booby-traps built into it and are being controlled from far away. This makes it harder to improve the conditions since the ones causing the problem are hiding somewhere else and are stationing puppets in this area that work for them. The puppets sometimes pretend to be business owners, politicians or even gang leaders at times, but they're just prostitutes that the real bosses have dressed up. The issue is that if you go after one of their puppets, they will know who you are and how you did it. They either active one of their booby-traps or they send another puppet to deal with you and then they re-install their bullshit program like slavery, intellectual property traps, and manufactured poverty. This makes it harder to change and improve the conditions in an area, because they don't live out here. We cannot just go speak to them face to face, ask them why they're doing that, and try to correct the problem. Instead, they manufacture those problems to keep us destabilized, use us as their slaves and prostitutes, and make money off the hard work of those out here when they weren't born here, they didn't grow up here, and they don't live here. They only come here to exploit and take advantage of those that are here. These satellite cities change society in a bad way because it creates a population of slaves that are dependent on whoever is pushing the buttons in the control room far away. 

Psychological War.

The radio and their puppets are annoying as fuck. The puppets are annoying, but their radio allows them to keep trying to lie, manipulate and brainwash me remotely while they hide in a safe location and remain invisible. That's why I just keep trying to expose, destroy, or neutralize their radio from out here in the open as an easy target. They force me to. If these rapists weren't trying to brainwash me all the time, I wouldn't have to defend myself against them. 

A System of Backstabbers and Jealousy.

If you pay attention to how the Mexican drug cartels raise their children, they tend to kill off their best ones out of jealousy most of the time. Usually, their best men and best women only survive when they go to another group or protection. There is a rumor that before the Europeans came, their me would kill off any men that were naturally circumcized because they were jealous that the women liked to have sex with those men more. So they would kill off the men that the women liked and then rape the women. This was going on supposedly after the pyramids were built, but before the Europeans had arrived. It's a stupid program. I wouldn't let them raise my kids knowing and seeing that. I grew up with them so I know how they lie and how they make money. The rumor makes sense to me because I've grown up around them, I've slept over at their house and I played on the playground with them. That does sound like something they would do. It also explains why the spoiled whiteboys that invade, enslave and rape everything will feed them, use them, and spoil them like that. They're stupid enough to fall for it, they get jealous of their own a lot, and they will go with anyone that gives them the power to backstab their own, and then they backstab anyone that tries to help them. Growing up around them for so long, I have seen this pattern of behavior a lot.

Being Real When Being Alone.

I don't trust anyone. I don't work for or with anyone. I'm not having sex with anyone or letting any of their families have my children. Being here has been like living in an outdoor prison ever since I was released from MK Ultra. However, just because I'm surrounded by actors, fakes and backstabbers that are pretending to be nice while trying to get close enough to set me up, that doesn't stop me from being real. That only stops me from wasting my energy trying to be real with anyone around me. With the surveillance and the micro-fabricated cochlear implants, it's really like they turned my brain into a prison no matter where I go. It's like having a shock collar on that can inject poison into my mind with their words. Still, I speak through this little window called the internet out to the rest of the world and whoever's standing outside these walls and close enough to hear me. Even though I do not trust anyone out here, I can still be real. I figure that if they're on the same page I'm on, they will also be against all the lies, greed and corruption going on out here and they might be able to use this information to do something about it from the outside. If they're against me, like they're just undercover prison guards pretending to be normal citizens or pretending to me prisoners too, they're not going to like anything I have to say anyways. They're going to look at this like a threat and continue to try to assassinate my character, discredit me, keep me destabilized and in poverty, and try to blackmail me into silence like they're already doing. They been using the same move for over a decade now. They been using the same move with different folks. In a crowded society where I'm always being watched, I'm still alone even when I'm surrounded because I'm not one of them. They're are lying and faking it for money. I'm real even when I'm alone. I don't have to join their family of stalkers, liars, and rapists. I can just masturbate instead. Fuck their families.

MK Ultra.

I was trying to figure out why there are no stars in the sky anymore. When I realized that there has not been a shooting star since around my highschool years, that's when I drew the Iron Dome connection. This area likes to make trades for advanced military weapons and technology, so it makes sense that they would try to make a trade for the Iron Dome technology. The medical facility I got tortured and brainwashed at was in Mexico, not in Guantanamo Bay. I disrespect the drug cartel a lot for selling their kids as prostitutes and to be used as experiments because that's the truth. Their drug cartel do get access to some of the weapons and drugs developed when they sacrifice their own, but it's not a worthy trade. They become stupider every generation. However, because they have such large numbers, groups like the pharmaceutical industry and the weapons industry goes to them because they provide human bodies to test their weapons and drugs on. However, Israel has an entire country around it to test weapons and drugs on. It does make a lot of sense for some of their members to have access to the MK Ultra brainwashing technology. They have a lot of human bodies to experiment on out there. Even though I'm under surveillance, I'm still trying to deal with this undercover brainwashing holocaust and trying to figure out where it's coming from, who has it, and how it's being done. The main problem is that the ones that use MK Ultra are also out here and they're using it against the population here in secret. I vaguely remember the Jewish guy at the MK Ultra medical facility in Mexico. I didn't have any weapons on me but I threw a punch at him and then four guys rushed me and grabbed each one of my arms and legs at the same time. Then I got strapped to a table, drugged and electrocuted. That Jewish guy at the MK Ultra facility looked like an evil version of some Jewish politician in office right now. However, in Israel, they told me that most of the real Jews had all left together after the threat of nuclear weapons had calmed down. Only a few had stayed behind and those ones were supposedly targeted hit by the Nazi's when the Murphy's Ranch project in Los Angeles was shut down. It makes me wonder if they're really Jews or just Nazi's undercover. Nazi's have a long history of torturing and experimenting on human beings. Schwarzenegger is known to bribe to police to make up reasons to arrest young girls and he is known to secretly blackmail black men in prison. Besides the fact that the name Schwarzenegger is racist on its own, there is also the fact that he is tied to Austria which is tied to not only Australia, but to the Auschwitz concentration camp as well. So in my journey to try and find out how they have been brainwashing us, who's doing it, and where it's coming from, these are some of the important connections that I've discovered. Arnold Schwarzenegger and Aaron Swartz. Trump, Scharte Mountain and Zugspitze Mountain. Nazi's that pretend to be Jewish and use both the Mexican drug cartels and the Palestinian refugees for their human experiments and weapons testing. There is a medical facility in Mexico that uses torture and brainwashing tactics that are similar to what was exposed in the Guantanamo Bay prisons. They use secret pharmaceutical drugs as weapons and these drugs are not sold in the public market or on the streets. They have possibly made a secret deal with those in Orange County and Los Angeles to trade their Iron Dome technology for something else they want and that may be what's covering the stars at night and why there has been a shooting star out here in ten or so years. My second goal was to stop the brainwashing holocaust. When this started, I was told that the nuclear holocaust was easy to prevent, but the brainwashing holocaust was a lot harder to deal with. They got me under surveillance right now, but the most they can really do is say I'm crazy, I made everything up, and that I'm lying. As long as I don't fall for one of their traps, I can still continue to expose what's really going on out here that they try to lie, hide and cover up. The bloods and crips are proxies and test subjects for the military industrial complex and the pharmaceutical industry. I'm not sure how to deal with this undercover brainwashing program because unless nuclear silos, it's not that big. Anyone with a small, soundproof room, the weaponized pharmaceutical drugs and some electricity can brainwash someone. There may be a bunch of offices, garages and closets out here where they secretly bring us to and brainwash us. There's that Trumpf building for one and there's some surburban houses here and there that I was being electrocuted at. However, since brainwashing is not the same as nuclear weapons, trying to stop it from happening and prevent it is a different challenge. They obviously have surveillance on everything and everyone out here, but they're not using it to prevent the brainwashing. Instead, they use the surveillance to be able to break into our homes, kidnap us without being seen, and have us tortured, drugged and brainwashed without being caught. Since they're using the surveillance to cover up the brainwashing, I have to think of ways to get around that and make the brainwashing known. As long as they're not the only ones with cameras, it will be harder for them to get us. Even if they hired some street gang that has expendable men, as long as their are different organizations doing surveillance, it makes it a lot harder for any one organization to get away with anything. If multiple organizations all agree on brainwashing us and they form a secret alliance to do so, then there would have to be even more organizations doing surveillance so they can counterbalance the secret alliance of brainwashers. As long as I can still speak for myself and I have this window to the rest of the world, it doesn't matter how much they keep me in poverty and under surveillance. It doesn't matter what their micro-fabricated cochlear implants say. I will continue to reject whatever money and women they bring to my prison cell, cuss out their undercover prison guards, and speak through this little internet window to the rest of the world about what is going on inside the Iron Dome bubble. If I suddenly disappear for a while and I come back acting different, they probably brainwashed me again. I don't think they can get to me that easily right now, tho. There are a lot more cameras here now. They have to pretend, lie and act to move around out here now because they really can't get away with anything as long as there are multiple organizations watching the cameras. However, they are using actors and drugs to get us. They use actors and drugs because when someone goes back and looks at the security footage, the drugs don't show and the actors pretend to be innocent. Okay, long entry this time. It's important though because it's about MK Ultra. MK Ultra is a nuclear-level threat because anyone that has the power to brainwash someone can also brainwash someone into pulling a trigger or pressing a button. The politicians, military and businesses are covering this up. Trump and his group had used it against me to have me assassinate Aaron Swartz, but they could not use it to get me to hurt my close family that I grew up with. I snapped out of it before then, thank God. Not sure what my next move will be in this undercover MK Ultra,

/psychological war, but I'm sure this secret link between the Iron Dome, Mexico, Trump, Schwarzenegger, Austria, and the weapons industry is very important. For now, I'm just trying to sleep inside this cramped car while they spend a lot of money having their employees keeping me under surveillance as they're still trying to blackmail me secretly even though they keep sending cheapass prostitutes to try and bribe me with during the day. Just know that no matter how safe or nice they try to make it look on the outside, they are secretly manipulating us, blackmailing us and stealing our intellectual property out here.

The Scapegoat System & Brainwashing.

The old scapegoat system was something that certain regimes would take advantage of in order to have their lower income citizens take the blame for what the higher ranking politicians and officers were doing. It starts from birth and the individual is groomed for the position in which they are conditioned and manipulated to be a scapegoat, aka a fall guy, for the higher ranking politicians and military officers. This is similar to what the Nazi's did with Hitler. They had manipulated and conditioned him from birth so that they could control events from the shadows while he takes all the blame. In reality, Hitler was addicted to methamphetamines and was only being used as a puppet. This allows the ones that pull the strings behind the scenes to remain anonymous and invisible so that even after the war is over, they can pretend that they were uninvolved and innocent. This is a very old tactic that military regimes would often use so that their politicians could remain in power without having to take the blame for the policies or operations they had signed off on. Instead of signing off on it themselves, they prepare a scapegoat to sign off on their projects for them. They offer things like money, protection, sex, fame, and power. However, all of that is a lie designed to lure the individual into a trap so that they can take the blame. In the past, it was very difficult to break out of this system because there was a lack of education and communication. If one was being set up for a scapegoat, it was very hard to know ahead of time since the entire government would usually be in on it. These days, it can be difficult to manipulate someone that is educated and informed. With the advanced of psychology, pharmacology and neurology, the ability to brainwash somebody has become a very new and underestimated danger. Combined with the scapegoat system, they try to slowly manipulate and condition us into being their scapegoats while they constantly set us up over a lifetime by using their surveillance technology, pharmaceutical drugs, and those they either hire or blackmail. Once they get us to fall for their push trap, they then try to blackmail us into working for them or they assassinate our characters by using the trap they had set. This is similar to their date rape trap in which they pretend to be nice, drug a woman for sex, tell everyone she was drunk and she wanted it if she says they raped her, and sometimes secretly record it so they have footage to blackmail her with later. The main difference is that instead of drugging and blackmailing a woman for sex, they try to drug and blackmail men into committing crimes for them, taking a charge for them, and into being their scapegoats.

Pick A Side.

I don't like how they try to split everything up into different sides and try to get us to choose a side instead of speaking to us face to face about the individual issues and policies that affect us. This applies to the Democrats, the Republicans, the Crips, the Bloods, and even with issues like Palestine and Israel. With some things such as the probable installation of the Iron Dome technology in Orange County, I have mixed feelings about because it does provide added defense but it blocks out the stars and shooting stars. There are probably better ways to defend against incoming missiles without having to block out the stars. The bigger issue is with the MK Ultra medical facility in Mexico that was owned and operated by a Jewish man. I wonder if he is really Jewish or if he was a Nazi pretending to be Jewish, because the whole MK Ultra torture and brainwashing program is something that the Nazi's have been known for doing ever since the guinea pig experiments in Africa and the Holocaust in Germany. It's possible that this has nothing to do with Jews, Muslims, or Christians. It's very possible that the military industrial complex is using these different religions as a front for their military operations so that they can test and sell advanced military weapons. Picking a side means you agree, support and go along with everything that side is doing. I think for myself. I rather think for and speak for myself instead of having to sacrifice my individuality for protection.