Anti-Pavlov Conditioning/Domestic Psyops Log
A lot of it is coming from their micro-fabricated cochlear implants or their hidden cochlear speakers which are communication devices they use to transmit messages without having to speak face to face. I have to pay attention to everything they communicate not for what they say, but for the type of psychological manipulation they're trying to use and the order of their positive or negative statements. The point of this is to analyze how they're trying to brainwash me so I can better defend myself against it. Sometimes it feels like I'm being shot at from everywhere and I can't actually tell where the shooter is positioned. By doing this, I want to be able to catch on to any patterns they go through because it does seem to be standardized method of brainwashing, but to me, it's hard to know what they is because they're using it against me.
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Oct 26 @4AM
I actually had a dream this time. I don't remember it that well. Haven't had dreams for a long time ever since the stupid cochlear implants started being used. Also, even when I would dream, I was normally being sleep-deprived so much that I would wake up angry at whatever was doing their stupidass manipulative bullshit. Woke up to take a piss and I hear the radio again. This time, I hear one thing that sound like a compliment, then another thing from another direction that may have just been an extra distraction, and then I hear what sound like a threat from another direction. It's important to pay attention not to what they're actually saying because I can't verify who is speaking or question them about what they mean by their words. It's important to pay attention to whether their statements are positive, neutral or negative. The order of it is more important than the things they are actually saying. When a rapist says love, their version of love might be rape, so I don't know what they mean even if they use the same words I use. It's better to deny anything they say because they won't let me question them and ask them what they mean by that. Paying attention to whether their statements are positive, neutral or negative reveals what type of strategies they are using in order to get their poison into my head.
Once I finished typing, a male voice said the habit. Don't know what they mean by that, but I do notice that they wait until I finish typing to say anything back. It may be part of their sleep-deprivation campaign. I believe that was because the shotgun microphone only lets the load one word or phrase into it before they fire it off, but I'm really not sure how it works. I only know about it from what I've studied and because they use it on me so often.
Then a voice from a different area said something that sounded like heavy. Could be another part of their sleep deprivation campaign. Doesn't matter. I made my standards clear. Face to face with respect and honesty. Every time they refuse to do this, they are disrespecting me.
Another voice. A different language. It's possible that they are trying to use different voices and different languages to see which one they can manipulate me with better. In order to prevent this form of brainwashing and manipulation, I refuse to listen to their cochlear implants and shotgun microphones entirely, but I keep my notesi on it. As long as I don't listen to anything it says, there is no way for it to brainwash me anymore. Everything about the way I woke up to the things they were saying gives me Nazi Zugspitze Mountains fake love vibes. They use lies and fake love as a weapon. They make it harder to trust anyone.
All the sudden, I hear, I know what you mean. That may be one of their fake love tactics that they use to try and earn my trust before trying to manipulate me and stab me in the back. To stop and prevent the brainwashing is number one. Taking notes on how they use the cochlear implants or speakers is an important part about understanding how the brainwashing works. Demanding to speak face to face with respect and honesty takes away their cover and forces them to brainwash me to my face if they want to try to manipulate me at all. Also, I noticed that both their volume has turned down and the amount of attempts they make are less insulting and less frequent. I believe it's because I'm burning them out, so the hostile ones they usually use have been getting replaced more frequently and they're being forced to do it themselves. When they try to do it themselves, they tend to be less hostile and rely on fake love to lure us into a trap before getting us behind closed doors. This all reminds me of the 3 for 1 cities in which the city that looked perfect was actually all slaves that were blackmailed into pretending to act happy or they would get beaten up. I think the ones that pop out to beat them up have lost a lot of numbers recently since I keep taking them on, so the ones that send them are starting to have to come out and do things themselves.
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Oct 24 @ 1am.
This time, they waited until I start opening another app. The ones that sell their kids are the ones that's being sent to try and whip me. They're not victims because if they had the chance, they would want to own slaves too. That's why they keep their mouth shut about it and try to pretend they're our friends. All that brown pride shit is a lie. They backstab and sell their own races kids into slavery the same way they sell their own children.
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This log is on Oct 23 before 4 am.
They said there is no option. I say the only option is to speak face to face with respect and honesty, or they can keep selling their children to the whiteboys.
As in thinking to myself, they try to interrupt my thoughts and communicate through their cochear implants. I refuse to be manipulated. If they want to let me know anything, they have to speak face to face with respect and honesty. I'm not for their games. They lie for money too much, but when it's serious, they play dumb.
They whispered the part to make it seem like they're on my side and they understand, and then they switch to blaming it on another scapegoat while they hide and secretly manipulate events. It's much easier to understand what they're doing when I look at their words and actions in terms of it's Pavlov Conditioning effect instead of actually listening to what they're saying with their words. They use words as weapons anyways, so it's not always good to take their words seriously.
They whispered, good ending to his story, or something that sounded like that as a car was revving in the distance. It seems like the more I figure it out, the less they try to hide it, change the subject or create distractions. This may be because the truth is still breaking through their lies no matter which tactics they use against me.
I was looking at Instagram on my phone at a picture of a car and then they communicate through the cochlear implants saying something about a car using the accent of a cholo. So they let me know they're still watching me and they're trying to sound like a cholo as they let me know they're still watching me. It also sound like it was coming from the house behind me across the corner. Keeping this records from the point of view of trying to understand how their Pavlov Conditioning works is very helpful. A vehicle with a loud exhaust just passed by which is usually also part of their surveillance. They have a large number of vehicles driving around and do doing surveillance at all times. That's why it makes no sense that they haven't been able to speak face to face and clear things up.
They whispered some more as I laid down and closed my eyes. I noticed that the seem to talk more or the volume goes up as I move. This may be because the nanotech is supposed to be charged by body movements, or maybe it has nothing to do with that, but the way they were transmitting is almost like trying to hide the sound of a fart behind a cough. It's like they try to hide the communications behind another sound.
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This log began sometimes last night, but I'm typing this right now at 8:00AM on Oct 22.
They're still using her to try and manipulate me. This is why I wouldn't raise kids here. They pretend to be nice but they'll threaten to hurt your kids to blackmail you or they'll blackmail your parents to manipulate you. I wouldn't raise kids out here. It's a trap.
I typed a post on Facebook and then a car drives by that probably had some cochlear device installed because it was transmitting. They said that's true, which is probably just another one of their attempts to pretend their own my side even tho they still refuse to speak face to face with respect and honesty.
From what I'm noticing, their pattern seems to be saying something to pretend their own my side and then analyzing, labeling or trying to categorize me. I believe that's a mirror to the play dumb and fake love in order to get someone to train them type strategy, but instead of playing dumb and trying to get me to train them, they pretend they're on my side and tell me what they think I'm doing and then they watch my response to see if I agree or disagree.
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New log. This one begins at 9:20PM on Oct 21.
This time it starts with them saying no emergency then. It has to do with them using their undercover surveillance to stage false flag events that they use to manipulate us into doing what they want. This has to do with them blackmailing my mother and using her to manipulate me. They cannot blackmail me because I chose death instead, so they try to blackmail my mother instead. They have their Mexican drug cartel women speak undercover from a distance which is probably how they're blackmailing my mother as well. It's all part of their secret weaponization projects. Everything is under surveillance out here, but they pretend to act normal.
Seems like they're beginning their cochlear implant psyops and sleep deprivation program. I'll keep track as much as I can again.
They start with a "I know what you mean" and then go into a "your style is such and such", and if I figure it out, then they try to hit me with one of the distraction tactics to make me think about something else.
Another psyop run. Undercover surveillance. Manipulation tactics that they control from behind the scenes. Staged false flag events. I don't like how they lie because that's the same way they lie to start wars and ignore pollution. They try to play stupid games to manipulate me, how I see things, and how I'm looked at. It's all under surveillance. They have the advantage when it comes to money, numbers and technology but I just stay real in all their set ups. Right now, they're having my mother run their psyop program while they watch from a distance to probably make sure she follows through with their orders. It's annoying to have to live with all these liars using their surveillance equipment to secretly manipulate events. I would not want to put my children through this so I choose to stop having sex and to stop working.
They have my mother be part of their undercover false flag operation. I refuse to be manipulated by them even if they use her to do so. They can kill me. They're not good enough for my children. We speak face to face with respect and honesty. In all these years, all they have done is try to set me up while they play dumb and make money.
The cochlear said cameras and then my mother started fake snoring louder. She got aup and a Mexican voice said something in the background all of the sudden. I wouldn't raise children out here. They send the Mexicans to spy on us and fake it and blackmail us by threatening to hurt our children while they keep up their illusion.
The Mexican voice was saying drive safe, and then they drove away. She started the car and then turned it off, leaving the radio playing. I think they got her with the micro-fabricated cochlear implant too. I know my mother was blackmailed already when I was still a little boy, but I didn't know it back then. Now that I know how they've been manipulating me since I was young, I refuse to work for them or play along with their lies.
Heard teeth sucking on the cochlear implant after I finished typing the last entry. They still have me under surveillance and they're trying to force me to play their stupid game instead of speaking face to face with respect and honesty.
They whispered terrorist on the cochlear implant. My response is that they're trying to manipulate and blackmail into being one for them, but I reject their programming.
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This log begins at about 2 am on Oct 21.
They went from trying to frame and accuse me to pretending they understand, then they had a female voice use a compliment. Then they had a male give a compliment as a vehicle with a large exhaust drove by. Just now, they made a neutral statement referring to how they have been sleep depriving me while undercover every night lately. Now it seems like they were transmitting random and unrelated words from different directions. Might be meaningless to confuse and make me think about what they say. They said they cut themselves, probably another meaningless statement meant to distract and keep me awake. More meaningless statements. Car revving the the distance as they communicate through their hidden devices. Probably just more meaningless distractions to keep me sleep-deprived. Once I lay my head down and close my eyes again, that's when they start communicating on their hidden devices. It also sounds like it was coming from the house down the street this time. They say something that is supposed to trigger my emotions this time. So far, they went from framing and accusing me, to complimenting me, to complimenting me with a physical distraction in the background, to a few neutral and meaningless statements for a while, to transmitting from multiple directions, to an emotional trigger. Then they put some lyrics from a song, and it was transmitted from a window in the building next to me. They said something that sound like "I see what he's doing", but the signal was muffled and it sound like it was coming from the church down the street. As soon as I finished typing, they said a compliment from what sound like behind me, possibly the implant itself or a speaker in the house across the street. I heard, we can't do anything about that, possibly referring to me detailing their domestic psyops program. Another transmission as soon as I put my phone down and closed my eyes, most likely meaningless and just to keep me sleep-deprived. Another word once I closed my eyes, but I think they turned some microwaves or something insivible on because my body started to ache more out of nowhere. Another accusation and framing, but with the tone that they were sad about it, however it's probably actors faking their tone as part of their sleep deprivation program. Once I put my phone alone and closed my eyes, a car beeped in the distance and as I'm typing this, they're on their hidden communication devices reading what I'm typing. This time, I closed my eyes and they said a few things I didn't catch all at once, but one was referring to religion. Said something again when I closed my eyes, referring to some story I said previously in a Instagram live stream. They said something as I was about to finish typing, and a car started revving loudly in the background again as it just turned 6am. The car started revving even louder as I was typing about it. This time, they spoke in a different language when I closed my eyes, and from a different angle, they say they got it on video. My neck cracked and my arm aches. Don't think the microwaves are still on but I'm still in a car trying to sleep in a cramped position while they're sleep depriving me. This time they made a threat, and I heard a very high pitched tone go up and down. Sounds like a computer or something like that. Also sounds like there are speakers on with no music playing. It's just very quiet static or white noise. Then they turned the tone on again as I finished typing. Then they said something about a video as I finished typing. Once I put my phone down and closed my eyes, they read the sentence I typed before this, but it sound like it was coming from a different angle. This time, only a few seconds after the last sentence, a car parks next to me all the sudden. This time, a female voice said darling and the tone that sounds like a old modem or something was playing but itsnjsut static white noise now. It seem like they waited until I finished the last sentence to say something immediately, probably meaningless and just part of their sleep deprivation program. Said something like ancient, but it came from a different direction, and a few more words from different directions and possibly different voices right as I was typing. This time, it was a negative and sarcastic comment, but also meaningless and probably just to keep me sleep-deprived still. This time, they say random words once I closed my eyes and as soon as I pick up my phone to record what they said, another voice from a different angle says another word. They had a female voice say something about imprisonment this time and a car had parked nearby and left its engine running for the last few statements. As soon as I started styling about the car, I hear somewhat of a loud breath or a laugh coming from the parked car with it's engine running. I closed my eyes and then they said what sounded like a threat and something disrespectful which is usually how their Mexican prostitutes speak, but it was a male voice. Another voice, but it sound like it came from the house across the street this time. I got up to check out the car windows, and they whispered something from the building next to the car, and as I started typing, a loud noise like a metal can falling came from the house across the street. Now a females voice and then a trunk closing. Someone outside sound like stapling something and a door close, and I hear the white noise static again. It must be their other undercovers that lie for money changing shifts right now, but refusing to clear things up and speak face to face even if they're watching me. They transmitted the word Canada from down the street, and transmitted unstraight from the building next to the car. Someone whispered, look at your son, right after as I keep track of their domestic psyops program and refuse to have sex or sell my children for protection to the whiteboys like the Mexicans do. Seems the workers are starting their shift and beginning the morning of their Truman Show undercover surveillance act. I'm going to stop keeping record of this one. I'll check for patterns later, but this has been for their sleep deprivation tonight. Sound like some heavy women laughing as I type this, probably part of their undercover surveillance and sleep deprivation campaign. I won't let them raise my children though, even if they kill me here. I sacrifice my own life for this. As soon as I closed my eyes to try and sleep again, they said I got it custom made, then my mom came back to the car, so now that's it for tonight's sleep deprivation campaign. This is how they're using psyops and surveillance against me. They may have been using microwaves temporarily here and there.
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The order of the types of triggers whether positive, neutral or negative is very important because this is how they also manipulate everyone else. It's all psychology. All of this is important because this is how they keep censoring the truth and how they keep the population here brainwashed, manipulated or silenced.
They whispered, he doesn't learn. I don't like their contradictory statements because they don't say it face to face making it impossible for me to correct their lies and inaccurate statements. Another reason I don't like their cochlear implants or the way they communicate.