2023 May Thoughts & Ideas

Whore Trap. Before they took the R out of whore, which is the hoe, the whore was being used as a trap. The difference between the hoe and the whore is that the whore was being raped and forced to have sex while the hoe was having sex for fun. The whore was used as a trap because they would threaten to rape her in order to get us to save her. Then they would trap us and blackmail us into working for them, or else they would hurt her. I bring this up because they still use the same trap today, so instead of working for them, I choose death. This is because they have been know to have us killed after we have children. Even if they didn't have me killed, they would still try to blackmail me by threatening to hurt the children. After I die, they would put my children thru the same process in order to manipulate and use them. In order to prevent any of that from happening, I refuse to have sex anymore. I don't really care what these different organizations say or think. I care about what my kids would have to go thru if they grew up with these organizations watching them. That refers to the military industrial complex, the prison industrial complex, and the Nazi's and some of the other organizations that are known to have a long history of trying to steal or handicap our children. Even before that. Since they murdered and skinned Lucy for her fur.

Family Killers. For those that are talented and skilled, what they do out here is try to get you to sleep with their women. It doesn't matter how. Whether through marriage, money ,drugs, or blackmail, the point is to get you to sleep with and impregnate their women. Once you do that, they don't need you anymore. They prefer boys because it's easier for them to have the boys arrested, and blackmail them into having sex to get out of prison. They mass produce your bloodline, raise your children and then they send your own children back to you as crash dummies or as token actors that make their slave owers look good. Those are for the children that survive into adulthood. The rest will be used for experiments and as test subjects so they can analyze the skills and capabilities of your lineage. They have entire prisons here with a higher population than entire countries. It's very easy for them to mass produce your bloodline and create an entire military company using your DNA. That's why I don't have sex anymore. I don't want them doing that to my children. Fuck their system.

The Invention of Dynamite. When dynamite was first invented, a Erupoean came to Asia to challenge one of the samurai's in that area. The samurai beat the Eurpoean, but did not kill him. The samurai went back to the waterfall he was tasked with protecting. The European had planted dynamite around the entire waterfall and triggered an explosion, destroying the waterfall entirely and forever. This was the ancient Monkey King waterfall. This is also why we don't like mining, deforestation or war.

Puppet System. The puppets are only puppets which is similar to slavery. Sometimes they play the victim card about being puppets, but sometimes they sneak diss as if they supported slavery. This might be because they are eating from it and refuse to give back the spoils of war that they only acquired as a result of rape, colonialism and slavery. I don't share in their spoils of war. I stopped working. I stopped having sex. I stopped talking to them as much as possible. I'm not their slave and I'm not their puppet. I don't want their spoils of war. Fuck their war.

Jamaica & Haiti. First off, they already had black skin in these areas before colonialism. When the West Indies slave port was created, Jamaica and Haiti were created as runaway slave havens to go to when they escaped the plantations they were at. The main difference between them and why they split camp was due to how they chose to deal with the anger of being taken advantage of. The Jamaicans wanted to be able to sing, dance, and smoke weed to be able to relax and not be so angry about it. That doesn't mean they were cool with to, but that they didn't want to be mad all the time. The Haitians wanted to concentrate all their anger into fighting back against slavery. They didn't want to sing, dance or smoke weed because they didn't want that energy to be used on anything else.

Puppet System. The way they do things allows them to lie and manipulate things from the shadows. This is especially true when it comes to the radio microchip, the mass surveillance, and the lunch mob gangs. With the radio and surveillance footage, they can watch all your old videos, and then get an actor to try and sound like someone you knew. Then they try to manipulate you by making you assume the person on the radio is someone you know. They got a bunch of rats out here with radio's in their brains. I'm not one of their rats. This is why I say face to face only. Fuck their puppet system. They have to be accountable for their actions. They have to lie to my face. Fuck their radio. Also, the radio is more for rapists anyways. They don't know how to read a woman or how treat a woman right so they have to read their minds instead. They lame as fuck. Fuck the radio.

Life is like Programming. If you have a bug, you can add more code on top of it to try and fix the bug, or you can go back over the entire code, find the error, and possibly have to rewrite the entire script. Life is like that without being able to go back and rewrite the script. All we can do is add more code on top of it to try and fix the bug. It's better to make sure it's done write the first time. It's easier to keep things clean if it's already clean. It's much harder to fix a problem later on, and that one problem can create more and more problems as time goes on, when it's not immediately dealt with.

Radio Stories. When I first got released from the torture and brainwashing and came back here, I remember hearing the radio. I didn't know what it was back then so I would get mad. When I look back at it now, it's possible that it was the neighbor. He's seems like he was stupid and has also been brainwashed tho, so if he was doing it, he was probably doing it for someone else. I say it was him because if I remember right, he got to live in his home just for having sex with whoever he was told to sleep with. I probably turned that down. I'm not a prostitute. I also refuse to sell out my own family. I remember hearing the radio at that time too tho, but I didn't know it was the radio. Now that I know how fake everything is out, I wonder if that was even the person they said it was, or if the real one had already been disappeared and if that person was just another actor pretending to be someone they're not. It seems that a lot of families out here have either been blackmailed into silence or they've been replaced by lookalikes that pretend that they're still the same person. I don't trust anything. If they kill me, they kill me. I rather die than be a slave. I refuse to let any radio control or brainwash me. It seems there's some invisible curtain that maybe be blocking off the internet from the rest of the world. If so, I'm still going to keep tally of every die I'm in their prison. Fuck their surveillance. I don't even want their money. Fuck their brainwashing radio.

Ho vs Whore. When slavery was being fought against over here, there were wars and invasions going on in Eruope. Some group had come back on a ship and said they took over in Europe and had found the man's woman. They captured her, raped her and turned her into a prostitute. When the man found out, he couldn't do anything about it because he was over here. That's when the R was taken out and the idea of the Ho was created, being someone that has sex for the enjoyment and not because they're being threatened, blackmailed, or will lose something or be punished if they don't. It must have been around Chicago, because that's where Idaho came from, but that wasn't the only one. There was two of them, so they had one woman each. When Portugal was invaded, it used to be called Portigal, but they raised the community and changed the name. They found the other twins woman and did the same thing. They sent a ship back and eventually the other twin found out which led to the naming of Brazil. They got to choose the names because they were the ones fighting against colonialism and against slavery. They tried to name it after the tribe in the area at the every beginning, but they stopped that because the slave owers would come in, kill everybody, and change the name so they stopped doing it that way. Instead, they tried to name it something in code so that the slave owers wouldn't know what it meant until it was too late. We don't use slaves. We don't rape either. That's why the R was taken out of whore. I would never share a teepee with a rapist.

The Royal Guard's Loss. They used to be one of us. They believed in the same things and fought for the same reasons. Because of this, they rose up the ranks in their area and became the Royal Guard's. One day, their kingdom was invaded. They were all surrounded and captured. Each one of them was raped in front of everybody. Each one of them was publicly raped in front of everybody they knew and worked with by their captors and they were forced to rape each other or some bullshit like that. Then they had to work for the captors that took over the city. They eventually all became homosexual, because rape became a part of their program after they were captured. One of them got sick of it, managed to escape and tried to build all over somewhere new. He couldn't stand working with  them or seeing them every day after being humiliated like that. Sadly, because of how he left and the area he tried to go to, the locals in that area already had a different reputation of him. They looked at him as one of the homosexual guards instead of as one of the rapist killas, because they didn't know who those guards were before their city had been sieged. It seems that after doing it that way for so long, they eventually just started liking it and they are now fully-fledged homosexuals, still today. They still claim to be religious and still claim to believe in God. These days, they usually alternate between Christianity or Hebrew, but that's not what they really represent. They only use their religion as a cover.

The Food Tester. I would not want to leave my kids anywhere where they are not respected. There was a family that was thought to have honor, and they were entrusted with a child. When the child was checked on, the child would say that he was happy and well fed and being taken care of. He slept in nice room inside a big house. He grew up there and nobody thought anything was wrong. When he later grew up, he found out he was being played his entire life. He was being used almost like an animal to go and test what things were safe to eat and what things were not. He didn't know he was being treated like an animal, so he didn't bring it up when anyone asked him. They would use him to test if things were edible or not before giving it to their own children, but they would never make their own kids test different things to see if it was safe to eat. If they play dumb about what happened, it's only because they don't want to admit how unfair they were really being. Shit happens. When one is naive and trusting their entire life, and then they find out they were being played and treated like an animal after they grow up, then it should be no surprise how any human being would feel in that situation.

Doublespeak. The undercover rapists out here do not say what they mean when they talk. When they say love, it means rape. When they say protection, they really mean extortion and blackmail. Even tho they use a lot of the same words, when they use those words, it doesn't have the same meaning. The words alone are not enough. It depends on who's saying it.

Black on Black Violence. I went by myself, got captured, and had a gun to my head. Blackmailed. They were going to blackmail me into doing some shit they had already planned and told me about it. They asked me to take a memory loss pill and I agreed on my own even tho they weren't going to shoot me if I chose not to, but either way, they were still going to blackmail me into going thru with their plan because I was already captured. The black Europeans out there told me straight up that the black Americans out here would let me starve to death before they ever reached out to help me. It wouldn't matter what I was going thru or what I did for them. I did get captured tho, and they had a gun pointed to my head, but I agreed to take the memory loss pill on my own. That was before coming back, getting tortured, blackmailed, brainwashed, and getting amnesia. The pill only blocked my memory for that one night.

RapistKilla Mentality. Rapists say and do anything to win. They will hide, lie, use drugs, say you gave them consent, and play dumb about what they're doing. That's how rapists always are. They will lie to rape you, blame it on you, and then laugh at you. Rapists say and do anything to get what they want. They won't risk their own lives for the truth, tho. Every time I speak, I'm risking my freedom and my life. It's not about stopping. We will never allow you rapists around our children. It doesn't matter how much you lie about who you really are. I won't even have children with you rapists around. If I didn't exist, y'all would still be rapists. If y'all didn't exist, I wouldn't have to protect anyone from your lies.

Puppet System. The system usually divides itself into two sides, but can splinter off into as many as needed based on the situation. Both sides are assimilated through bribes and blackmail which is why they're puppets. If they go against the system, the strings get cut off and they usually lose their home, car, job, etc. Because they are only puppets, both sides are only an illusion. The puppet masters can switch them at any moment. The puppets can be forced to change colors or switch sides at any moment because they're only puppets. They have to say and do what they're told.

Self-Sacrifice. The majority of human beings do things to survive, to get money, and for personal gain. Even as I type this, there are forces that wish to manipulate, take advantage of, and use me for their own hidden lies and selfish desires when they are not brave enough and do not have enough courage to stand on what they say, openly. They act nice when they have what they want, but when they are hungry or beaten down, they will sell their own parents, brothers, sisters, and children out for money. They would rape and prostitute all the trees, mountains, and rivers for money if they were allowed to and they would blame it on us while they do it. I am not one of them. I sacrifice my own comfort, pleasure, and luxuries to protect the things I care about. I risk my own life for what I say that I stand for. I'm not working. I'm not having sex with their women. I don't party or hang out with them. I don't respect their money. I rather die poor than to feed or support a consumerist system that plays dumb about how much it's destroying the entire planet. 

Hunger Games. I'm not playing their game. They use us as their crash dummies, have us impregnate their prostitutes, and then they blackmail us or lock us up or kill us if we don't take their money. If they can't blackmail us into silence and turn us into blackmailed slaves, they have us locked up or killed and then they do the same thing to our stolen children. They tell our kids we were stupid and they're being saved, even tho they're being stolen. The prostitutes they use are often stolen children or girls that have already been raped and turned into their slaves. The same cycle repeats itself while they act innocent. Their children get to go on vacations all over the world and play the innocent victim role. We get used as their crash dummies and prostitutes. They try to take away every other option so that my only choices to survive are to rob and steal. After they, they'll blame it on me and take my rights away by labeling me as a criminal. It's all a lie. They're racist. It's slavery in disguise. It's a trap. 

Proof. They were only able to get us to sleep with their women when we fell for their lies. When they don't lie and we don't take their money, they can't get us to respect them enough to want them to raise our kids. Now that I know the truth, I rather die homeless than to raise kids in their trap. Idgaf how nice Hollywood makes it look. It's still a lie. Fuck their surveillance. Fuck their radio. Fuck their fake build-a-bear families. I sacrifice my life for the truth. I'm not working for them. I'm not sleeping with their women. I'm not accepting their protection. I'm only being real until they kill me, no matter how much they try to threaten and blackmail me for it. I'm still not taking their money. Fuck their fake love. If I'm surrounded and outnumbered by rapists, I rather die by myself than to start a family. Fuck their undercover false flag operations. Fuck their radio. Fuck their drugs. Fuck their neurobotics. Fuck their surveillance. Fuck their electrocution. I rather be killed slowly by them than to let them get away with treating anyone the way they do.

Parenting Skills. Why I choose to be abstinent? Why I don't want just anyone to have my kids? They take our kids and raise them wrong. Sometimes they raise them as crash dummies or prostitutes. Sometimes they raise them as scapegoats to turn on and infiltrate their own families. Sometimes, they corrupt the skills and use them the wrong way. Out of the same DNA, one side creates a Bruce Lee, while the other side creates a Robert E. Lee. Very different outcomes. Some of the ingredients are the same, but they use a completely different recipe. One is bigger and is known for using guns. The other is smaller but is known for using his hands and feet.

Cinco de Mayo. The shadow of Thanksgiving. Sink the Mayflower. Since some consider Thanks giving a day of betrayel, this holiday was created as a response. Not too hard to figure it out at this point. 

Oklahoma. Just like Canada, we would ask if we could sleep somewhere or stay somewhere, then would say it's cool, and then later they would get mad about it. Supposedly, the state of Oklahoma was named because of that. The ones there were told to leave and that they could stay somewhere else instead. Supposedly, this would happen a lot back then. They would ask, pay, trade, and even fight for some of them. They would be told they were allowed to stay or live somewhere. Then, later on, they would be told that they had to leave, but they could go stay somewhere else instead.  From Oklahoma to Mojave, LA. It's pointing in the direction they told us we could stay at.

Last of the Mohicans. The Mohicans were a tribe that wanted help getting the European settlements to leave. There was a translator and one of the freedom fighters that had escaped. The translator said he couldn't do it, but "he can", referring to the freedom fighter. When the European settlement left, the tribe wanted more of the one that got rid of them, this being called Mohican, aka more "he can's". Nearby, there was another tribe. This tribe was also fought for, but the "he can" didn't sleep with any of their women. The point was to preserve their bloodline from any type of mixing. The women were hidden on a local island, similar to the island of Amazonian princesses that was created much further down south. The island was found out by the "he can's" enemies, which also happened to be that tribes old enemies, before the Europeans came. When he left, they came. They raped all the women, and renamed the island Cortes Island, and all the women there ending up being mixed with their prior enemies instead. It can be considered the shadow of the Mohicans since one tribe wanted their women to sleep with him to have more of him, while in the other tribe, he fought for them but didn't sleep with any of them to try and preserve and protect their bloodline from being mixed. Another one of these areas was created down in Mexico. It was also a failure. Once again, once the neighboring tribes had found out about it's existence, they went over there when we were fighting somewhere else, and they slept with and mixed blood with all the women there. This is why is has been so difficult to try to protect and preserve their natural bloodline out here. If it wasn't the European's trying to rape and enslave them, it would be some of the tribes that were already out here, and usually already enemies beforehand. "Mohican", "Mojave", "Amigo". The code is not too hard to figure out. Long History. We're not one of those actors or manipulative liars either. We risked our own lives to earn their respect. If we had blackmailed them, threatened them, or forced them too, they probably wouldn't have called us that and they would have changed the name of words like "Amigo" a long time ago already. I heard that Jose from Idaho was a good friend way back then at one of the farms.