2023 April Thoughts & Ideas
Aaron Swartz, Trump, MIT & the Secret Service. Why I don't trust their surveillance? Because they can have me killed and make it look like a suicide, and then they legally cover it up. I don't trust them. I know about Aaron Swartz because they made me do it. Fuck them lames, fuck their surveillance, and fuck their microchip radio.
Television vs Internet. Ever since they took over social media, YouTube, and many online media sites, the internet is starting to look more like television. They predetermine and censor the channels that the search algorithms chooses to show us. It seems like anytime there's something good, they try to either charge for it or get rid of it.
The Hypocrisy. How they mad at me when they're the ones stalking, harassing and trying to blackmail me. It's like the rapist mad at me for not letting them rape me. It's like the slave ower mad at me for not being a good slave. I'm not following them. I'm not stalking them. I don't sneak diss them. I'm not sleep depriving them. Im not stealing their children and selling the kids to the police as crash dummies or prostitutes. I'm not selling drugs to their children. I'm not killing off the babies that look like them and only keeping the ones that look like me. I don't even want their kids. I'm not working for them. I'm not their friend. I won't even have sex with their women. They're the ones harassing me, but they're mad at me for not bending over and taking it quietly. Fuck these lying manipulative hypocrites and fuck their money. I rather die as a homeless bum than to let them raise my children. I rather be raped to death than to start a family when they're watching. On My Life. I don't trust them. I don't respect them. I rather die than be a slave. I rather be raped to death than to mix with a family of lying, manipulative rapists. Idgaf about not having money. I refuse to let my children be stolen or raised by them. I refuse to let them gangbang my wife, blackmail my family, and use my daughters as their prostitutes. I won't even have sex no more. I rather sleep on the street than to mix with their families. Fuck them, fuck their lies and fuck their money. Fuck their microchip radio too. I rather die than to let them microchip and brainwash my children. Fuck their bitchass fake family made of stolen children. They can't even talk face to face. Fuck their radio.
Lucy's Fur. The story goes that the book was stolen. When it was stolen, some of the names were changed. Lucy was the name of the woman that was with the man that brought them the book. They had raped, killed and skinned her and then they tried to buy off her man with gold and prostitutes. He refused, killed the man, and ran off but he couldn't get the book. They cut out a bunch of lines and changed the name so that if he ever got a copy of the book after they published it, it will always remind him of how they raped, killed and skinned Lucy. He didn't really care about the book being stolen because the stories still got out even if the names were changed and many of the lines were cut out and erased.
My Greatest Sacrifice. My greatest sacrifice has been refusing to start a family while under their surveillance. By sacrificing my own life and sacrificing my ability to start a family, I am protecting my children from being used ans manipulated by this system that prefers prostitutes and crash dummies over those that work hard. Every day, their undercover organizations try to torture me in different ways but mostly using psyops, drugs, and sleep deprivation while they lie about it and pretend to be nice. I'm not pretending. I'm ready to die. I refuse to let them steal my children from me, lie about it, and then cover it up the way they have already done many times before.
Evil Lost Twin Theory. It is the theory that certain nations, militaries, corporations, cartels and other miscellaneous organizations have evil twins of us locked inside a basement or a dungeon somewhere and they only let these evil twins for false flag operations to create distrust and confusion whenever we're not around. Being known is a type of protection against this, because no matter how much someone may look and sound like me, the more I speak for myself, the harder it will be for them to pretend that they're me.
Internal Affairs. They said, you only made it because you're his son. I said, I work harder than you. You don't even go outside. All you do is stay in your safe little corner and play with rocks. I go out all the time and I'm always risking my life to find out. You all have each other, but you're still scared of going out. You're lucky they even let u in. You don't do shit. All u did was notice when the tides come and go.
Ebony. A tribe may value and wish to preserve the darkness of their skin color, but if they have children with any other race, there is a high chance that the baby will come up with a lighter complexion. That makes it very difficult to preserve and protect their color. In order to preserve racial diversity, problems like this need better solutions. We noticed that even our own people don't really like the leaders we bring them if the ones we train are a completely different skin color, even if they are smart, respectful, work hard, and we raised them ourselves. Whether in Europe, India, or Japan, most communities still prefer to be led by someone that looks the same as them. Even the drug cartels in Mexico prefer a leader that is uneducated and disrespectful over someone that works hard and is intelligent, as long as that person looks the same as them.
Power Games. If I am completely dependent on someone else's power, I will only be a tool for them to use. That applies to using their different forms of technology, science, and understandings. Let's say that someone gave me a fighter drone to use and I use this drone to gain power. Then, everything that I ever gained is only because of the drone they gave me. I refuse. In that situation, anyone that has that drone can do the same thing so it wouldn't matter if it was me or if it was anyone else. It only matters who they give the drone to. In my situation, I came up on my own. I did my own homework. I risked my own life. I wrote my own story. No one can say that I only came up because of them. I don't even want their shit. I rather die poor than to depend on them. They can't even talk to me face to face. They only fake it for money. I'm real even if I don't get paid for it. They only made it because u gave them money. I'm still out here even with u watching my every move, sabotaging my work, and keep me financiy destabilized. I don't owe u shit. Fuck your power. I made this on my own. U don't own me or control me. I'm not your slave. I'm not a animal. I'm not a crash dummy. You can lock me up or kill me, but u can't make me respect u, because all u have is power. I don't need your power. I rather have the truth.
The Philosophy. I risk my own to protect the things I care about. If they hurt me, well, they were already going to hurt someone anyways. Let it be me. If I stop them, that's cool. If they kill me, my fault. I don't give a fuck. Fuck these pussies.
The Slave Ower's Hypocrisy. We would have to fight for our freedom and escape slavery before we could try and survive as men. Before that part, we had to escape slavery. Often times, this meant challenging, fighting, beating or running from slavery. This means that many of the communities we tried to establish were made up of freed slaves and freedom fighters that fought back. The hypocrisy is whe. The slave ower's come back and burn our communities down. We had to burn down their communities to escape slavery. They do it back to us because they said we did it first. We never enslaved them tho. That's their hypocrisy. They do everything else back, but they don't mention how they had kidnapped us, stole our children, and raised us to be their slaves. We never did that to them, but we had to burn down their bullshit so that we could free ourselves from the slavery that they started. They started it. We didn't steal their children, rape their women, or enslave their parents. They started it.
My Worst. Overall, I'm still trying to recover, heal my brain, learn, and get better. However, when it comes to these systems of control, I give them my worst. I'm not working. I don't have sex. I rarely shower anymore. I'm not giving my best to a system that tries to exploit me while lying about it and pretending that they're real. I don't give them my best. I give them my worst. I don't respect them. I don't work for them. I'm not raising children in any of their traps. I still stand on the truth because that's my way of life, but the system is built on a lot of blackmail, manipulation and exploitation so I do not do well in this because I refuse to live a lie. They can lock me up or they can kill me. They just did the other day. I'm still not giving them my best, but I sacrifice my life to break down their traps. I used their own traps to free the slaves in their traps. I survived their tortire, drugs and brainwashing. They don't control me or own me. I broke down how the politicians abuse their privileges alby manufacturing wars and manufacturing poverty, and then using the victims of the problems they created to silence, blackmail, or get rid of us. That's not for them. That's for the parts of the world and those in the future that don't want to be their slaves. As for them, I only give them my worst. I don't work. I don't have sex anymore. I barely even shower anymore. The whole system is a lie. I don't give my best to liars. I only give them my worst. Also, I refuse to be controlled by the voices on their chip implants or the white noise or whatever the fuck. I don't know who they are. It could be anyone. I'm not listening to that bullshit. Face to face or nothing. Who the fuck are they?
Drugs, Camera, Blackmail. Simple strategy. First they secretly drug u by either spiking your drink, spiking the air u breathe, or by injecting u directly. They let the drugs take effect, try to trigger a reaction, and then they record u while you're under the influence of whatever they had secretly drugged u with. Simple enough, but because the chemical and biopharmaceutical weapons are not well known, this strategy is very difficult to defend against. Also, because of their mass surveillance and the way that even their own politicians and businessmen abuse these weapons, they will often use their resources and connections to try and cover up the truth or assassinate the character of anyone they may be attempting to blackmail. Many of these chemical weapons are new and some are even used on entire populations on a mass scale for short periods of time when the powers that be want to make big moves but don't want the public to notice it or remember it clearly. This often involves temporarily drugging an entire water supply, or planting a large field of flowers that is known to produce harmful microtoxins as a byproduct of airborne pollination.
Family Trap. For men that they view as valuable, such as the freedom fighters that escaped slavery or the slaves that fought off some of the slave ower's, they want to assimilate our genetics into their race or their fake families before they kill us. They try to do this by bribing us with fake love or trying to threaten or force us to impregnate their women. One of the many ways they try to threaten or force us into sleeping with their women is by using the family trap. They wait until we start a family and have children. Then they keep track of our location, movements, and schedule and eventually hit us with their blackmail and threats. They let us know they can catch us wherever we go and blackmail us into silence or into working for them by threatening to hurt our children or hurt our family. If the threats down work, they might pay a gang to start shit with us or bribe the police to have us arrested. In prison, they continue to try to hire gangs and bribe the police to keep trying to blackmail us but from inside prison, which makes it easier for them and harder for us. To summarize, they try to make it seem safe so that we start a family. Then they use our new family as hostages to force us to work for them. If that doesn't work, they have us arrested and killed and steal our children after they got rid of us. Sometimes the children are put into foster homes with adopted parents that work for the ones that killed the real parents. Sometimes, the children are given fake parents and put into fake build-a-bear families that they think is their real family because they were too young to understand when it first happened to them. Sometimes the children join gangs and cartels that they use as their crash dummies and prostitutes. Either way, the point is to wait until we start a family, and then they use their mass surveillance to hold our families for hostage without ever having to kidnap anyone. Last thing is that if we don't bow down to their blackmail, threats and intimidation, they will try to have us arrested or killed and steal our children after they got rid of us, anyways.
Nazi Microchip Implant/White Noise. I still don't know how it works. It seems to be able to control the movement of animals and humans to an extent. It also seems to be able to feed words into the person's mind. I say that because of the way that little children will sometimes send complex, subliminal messages that seem like too much information for the children to have been able to memorize. There seems to need to either be some type of stationary infrastructure that transmits the signals, a van or large truck, or what seems to be a group of cars with a person on foot that has some type of transmitter in their backpack. Besides that, there is the fact that these chips have been secretly implanted in different populations since the 80s, down south, and since about the 90s in California. In California, it is especially dangerous do to the variety of different races and religions that have been concentrated in one area. With an entire prison full of men of different colors, advanced computer technology and so many types of different car manufacturers, it is very easy for those in politics and business to take advantage of the variety of different races with the intention of using these different races as part of their undercover false flag operations. By having an entire prison full of different races and having the ability to secretly implant, track and manipulate us using their chip implant technology, it means they have a large population of slaves of every color and size that can be blackmailed, bribed, entrapped, experimented on, and used for their false flag operations. This is far more dangerous when one factors in the long history of slavery, racism and exploitation. Most of these politicians, industries and businesses still continue to survive, profit, and eat from the spoils of war that they stole from us yesterday. Even tho I'm always under surveillance, targeted psyops, organized stalking, and being bribed secretly behind closed doors while they hate in public, I'm still not working for them. I don't trust them. I don't respect them. I don't have sex with their women. I don't listen to their microchip implant. I'm not blackmailed into silence. They want their chip implants to be a secret so that by the time the public realizes it, they will have already implanted such a large part of the population that it will be too late to stop or do anything about by then. They already got me. Different organizations had got me with different chip implants, but the torture, electrocution, drug injections and brainwashing wore off already and since I'm not taking their money, all they can do is follow me around and make my life harder while they continue to lie and play dumb about their secret chipnapping and brainwashing program. Instead of addressing me directly, they play dumb and ignore me in public while they secretly both send little hoes to bribe me and send their trash ass actors to threaten me, but they still can't control me or silence me. Instead, they try to use constant harassment, domestic psyops, sleep deprivation, and financial destabilization to get me to give up and take their bribes or to harass me enough to the point where my mind starts to break from their harassment. If my mind breaks, they use that to discredit me and assassinate my character. If they can't break my mind, I can continue to break down their secret microchipping and brainwashing programs. I refuse to be a slave to any of their modern technology, financial programs, arms or defense industries, Hollywood propaganda or their pharmaceutical drugs. I think for myself. I speak for myself. I choose to sacrifice my life to put the truth out than to sell out for money or fame in Hollywood. Even tho they turned everything into a trap, I still used their own trap to free slaves in every hood in this country, using their own covered up slave traps/poverty traps/family traps against them. There is nothing they can do to make me respect them, make me sell out, or make me want to let their women raise my children. Their women make horrible mothers as they are often known for selling their own children out as prostitutes, or stealing our children from us to be their slaves or raised almost like their pets. They sometimes use fake love to hide the fact that they treat us like their slaves or human pets. That's why I often say that I rather masturbate than to fuck their women. I don't want them stealing my children like they have often been known to do. Even if they lock me up or kill me, I rather die as their prisoner than to live as their slave. Fuck their mass surveillance, fuck their military/sports/prison industrial complex, and fuck their manufactured wars and manufactured poverty. I don't want their money, their women, or their protection. They only protect their money and their slaves. They can't even protect the truth.