2023 March Under Surveillance Notes

Mar31.

4:47AM. I rather die fighting them than to raise children around them. I don't trust them. I don't respect them. I don't want their women. I don't want to mix with their fakeass families. I don't want their money. They can lock me up or they can kill me. I rather die than to raisea family around them. I'm glad I found out about their trap before I tried to have a family because otherwise, they probably would have been able to blackmail me into silence using the same manipulative lies and tactics that they been using on me these last few years. I don't trust nothing. I don't want nothing. Real until I'm killed. Fuck their money, lies and fake love.

4:57AM. They blame it on whatever they want, but they still don't bring up their lies and manipulation. It don't matter how much they lie and blame something else, because I still don't trust them and I still don't want to mix with their families or have sex with their women. I don't respect them. They're always lying and playing dumb. Glad I saw their real face before I tried to have a family or else, I probably couldn't even speak out against them.

5:14AM. It's not too much to know. They just been laying to us our whole lives and raising us to be stupid and easy to manipulate, so by the time we learn the truth, we're unprepared for it because they raised us wrong. That's because they raise crash dummies and prostitutes. They don't know how to raise kings or queens. That's why I rather die than to raise a family around them. They only raise crash dummies and prostitutes. Fuck their cheapass fake families. They lie to survive too much. It becomes a survival instinct that gets wired into their DNA. Fuck surviving if I can't survive by being real.

5:22AM. They whispered, soulless. Their agencies, departments, businesses, and drug cartels are soulless. That's why I rather die than to have a family around them. They can keep watching. I still don't trust them or respect them. I don't know them. I don't work for them. I don't want to mix with their families. I don't want to have sex with their women. Idgaf if they lock me up or they kill me. Same shit, new day. I still don't want to have any children with them watching. Fuck their family, fuck their culture, and fuck their entire race.

5:27AM. They must be brainwashed by their own lies too much. They're the only ones that think they're gods. We been fighting slavery for a very long time. This ain't nothing new. Only this new surveillance technology and their science of psychology and neuroscience is new. 

5:27AM. They whispered too much, but they don't talk face to face. I'm nothing like them. They killed their own parents and sold their own children. I'm nothing like them. I rather die as their prisoner than to mix with their fake families. They can keep watching me. That don't change shit. I ain't selling out for their money and they're not going to blackmail me into silence, but they can lock me up or kill me any time they want. I'm easy to find.

5:30AM. They're still disrespecting me by watching me, whispering and hiding. I disrespect them back by rejecting all their women. Fuck their whole race. I don't even want to fuck with their women. They don't stand up enough. They're too pussy. I reject their families because I'm not a fakeass pussy bitch. They can lock me up or kill me. They can't have my children tho.  They're too pussy and fake to raise my kids.

5:57AM. Their voices sound like the same rats that kill their own parents for inheritance money or sell their own children out to massa. I rather die than to be one of them. They can kill me. It's their own fault if they don't. I still don't trust them or respect them and Ima keep going against them until it's safe to have a family. Even if I don't see it in my own life time, I rather die fighting against them than to join their side. Fuck these liars.

5:47AM. Fuck their way of life, fuck their culture, and fuck their system. They can't even talk face to face. They can't even be real. Fuck everything else. They sell their own children out and risk their women and children's lives. Their men are cowards and bullies. I reject their families.

9:17AM. Look like they gave some random homeless guy a skateboard and chain but he don't even skate. Poser. I'm not a pro skater but I'm not a poser either.

6:41PM. This new age of surveillance is a strange place. One never knows but they know. At first, there is a higher level of freedom. When it reaches adulthood, everything in this system revolves around money. That's often when they show their hand. When they have you identified and targeted, they make it hard to do anything by sending what seems like an endless number of strangers. A lot of traps and very little trust. I still stay real, but I've already been identified for that. It's always a level of manipulation, suppression, blackmail and cover ups because of this. It's never an opportunity to deal with things directly. They make money and send their puppets but they don't ever actually clear things up face to face. It may be an illusion, but no matter how much they try to cover up their lies, I still don't have to have sex. That's not a lie. I'm not making money to say any of this. Nobody sent me. Their organizations can stalk me, lock me up or kill me, but they don't own me. I don't respect them. They hire more rats the more I call them out. I rather call them out and be stalked by their undercover rats than to have sex with their women or raise my children under their lies, manipulation, and blackmail. When they kill me, they kill me but I don't work for them. I don't know them. I don't even want their women. I'm not their slave. I'm not a animal. It's interesting how they respond to what I'm typing as I'm typing it. Some group of employees somewhere watching me in their surveillance control room and organizing which agents they send at what time. It's annoying to me tho. I feel like I'm in a wild habitat with strange creatures I don't understand. They use some of the same words but it's different meanings. I just move around in this and try to be aware of my surroundings, but I'm not integrating. I don't trust any of it. They're not straight up. It's too much acting and lying. I'm going to keep my shit straight and keep this going, but I dont see any way of working shit out with them because I can't seem to talk to them straight up. If they threaten me, stalk me, and make subliminal threats, that's one thing. They're haters. That's what they do. But when they almost had me brainwashed enough to almost hurt my own family, that's when I stopped fucking with them and their program. I don't talk the way they talk. Fuck their surveillance and their manipulation. Fuck the chips and psyops. They can lock me up or kill me. That's them doing what they always do. They not brainwashing me into do shit no more tho. I'm not a animal. I'm not a slave. They disrespect me with the way they talk. They're around me and watching me but I'm living by my own standards and I'm knowing they're being insincere. They're watching me and they know I'm typing what I'm typing. I know because they react at times, but when I bring up certain issues, they play dumb instead. As if they're not always in my shit. It's important to re-enforce this because they always tryna manipulate me. It's like interrogation room tactics on the street. They split up u, your family, and your friends. They tell everybody different things and try to manipulate everyone differently with different lies. It's one of those situations where they will tell u your friend agree with something to manipulate u into fuckin with them. But they won't say that shit if u and your friend were both there. All lies and manipulation. It makes it easier when they got all the surveillance. Either way, even if they kill me, I still been refusing to work for them and refusing their money and rejecting their lies. I don't trust them. I don't respect them. I don't have sex with their women. I'm not raising children in slavery. I'm not starting a family when I'm in a trap. I'll free slaves out of their trap, but im not trying to work for their trap or catch slaves.

11:27PM. Land of many traps. More rrsos than usual as soon as I got here. They got their fake neighbors in place already. Same shit as usual. They must be using their invisible weapons again. Idk if it's some acoustic weapons or some type of microwave. Cover outside too. All this waste of money to cover up their false flag operation. I don't trust them. I don't know them. I don't work for them. I won't even have sex with their women. It's a type of prison using their surveillance network and undercovers. If I try to get a job, they send someone to get me fired. If I try to sleep, they send fake neighbors to run sleep deprivation campaigns and use invisible weapons. Normal Nazi behavior. It's easy for them to cover it up when they abuse agencies such as the Secret Service and the military. Fuck them tho. Even if they kill me, I still ain't fucking with them. Fuck their lies, fuck their money, and fuck their traps.

11:47PM. Secret Service full of spoiled brats that abuse their power to fuck little girls. It's like being protected by rapists. Fuck them and fuck their surveillance. I wouldn't trust them to do anything but have me assassinated and make it look like a suicide. They act more like Secret Police, especially with the way they use psyops, electrocution and chemical weapons.

11:57PM. The fake neighbor next door is normal. I wonder what type of technology they're using to manipulate my heart beat. Can't explain what it is but I can feel it. That's why I guess microwaves or acoustic weapons. They're something I can feel but I don't see anything.

Mar30.

9:41PM.Their surveillance industry sent children again as part of their undercover false flag operation. It's not the first time they used children before as a part of their operations. One of the last motels, when the fake neighbors they sent were running their sleep deprivation campaign there and I knocked on their door on live stream, they came out and we're using a child as part of their cover that time too. That time, they were white or brown and looked like they were in the military. I don't know what color they are this time but they're all the same. Just a bunch of liars tryna to steal our children from us and tell our children we were stupid and their mothers were witches. All their surveillance and all they do is lie and cover up their lies. I rather be sleep deprived by their undercover agencies for the rest of my life than to raise children around them. Fuck them, fuck their pharmaceutical weapons and fuck their microchip implants.

9:42PM. They whispered some bullshit again but they don't talk face to face. Anytime they want, they can talk to me face to face outside, but they just sent puppets and actors and homeless people to lie and talk in codes. They can kill me or they can lock me up. I rather die than fake it with them. I don't trust them. I don't respect them. I don't enslave their children or steal their children from them. They always do this type of bullshit and then they try to lie about it. They use their children as cover the same way they sell and prostitute those same children. It's because that's not they're real children. Fuck these lameass liars, fuck their money, and fuck undercover agencies. They're too manipulative and they lie too much. I'm outside all the time but they waste all their money for nothing and play dumb about it instead of talking to me face to face. 

10:00PM. They're doing whatever fakeass manipulative lying bullshit they usually do again. Some sleep deprivation tool or some shit while I'm under their surveillance. Idgaf. It's always the same shit. They let all these different citizens get hurt and places get destroyed and all that shit while they make more money. At any time they want, they can just talk to me face to face, but instead they try to blame me for what they're doing while they keep me under their surveillance the entire time. Eventually, their lies are going to blow up in their own face. All that money ain't enough. 

Mar29.

2:32AM. They whispered something about family. Fuck their fakeass build-a-bear family. I don't even know who they are. I don't trust them. I don't respect them. I don't sleep with their women. I just do my time and try to stay out of their lies and bullshit. Fuck their doublespeak. I refuse to be manipulated by anyone that don't talk face to face. I'm not a slave. I'm not a animal. I don't believe in their fakeass invisible families. I don't even know them. 

2:37AM. Immediately after I finish, I get another response. Fuck their stupidass manipulation. They don't talk face to face. Fuck their stupidass shit. I refuse to be manipulated by their invisible bullshit. I'm not a slave and I'm not an animal. They disrespect me every time they don't communicate face to face. I don't trust them. I don't respect them. I don't even want to have sex with their women. I just do my time and stay away from their bullshit.

2:41AM. They can kill me or they can lock me up but I don't know them and they don't work for me. They made it worse because they rape and prostitute everything they touch. That's what they always do. I rather die than to raise kids around them. If they gona keep me under surveillance and try to sabotage and steal all my honest hard work, then I'm going to expose their trap. I rather die fighting against them than to raise children with them watching. Fuck their institutions. Fuck big oil. Fuck trump. Fuck schwarzenegger. Fuck Hollywood. Idgaf about fakeass Hollywood. They all fakeass actors and their audience is all brainwashed anyways. 

2:47AM. The undercovers whispered "he means war " lmfao, I'm in their trap and they're trying to me as bait to lure over and microchip anyone that trusts me, but they have the nerve to hide their face and blame me for the shit that they're doing and they're making money off of. I'm not the one hiding and covering shit up. They mean war. They just hide and blame me for the wars they start while they got me under surveillance and lie about it.

2:55AM. I don't trust them. I don't respect them. I don't have sex with their women. I wouldn't raise children with them watching. I'm just doing my time as their prisoner while they got me under surveillance and try to use me as bait inside this trap. I don't know them. I don't work for them. We're not friends. I won't even have sex with their women. They just stalk me and try to assassinate my character while they look for more women and land for them to drug, rape and prostitute.

2:57AM. MK Microchip Killa. Their science is dangerous. They tell everyone else lies and fake science while they keep us all under surveillance and weaponize all the research and development they often steal. Fuck their weaponized science. When they can no longer hide and have to answer for all their "science" face to face, they won't talk the same way they talk to the rest of their lameass rats that think they're better than everyone.

3:10PM. It's all radio now. Fuck them and fuck their radio. I don't fuck with their radio. I don't fuck with their system. I don't even want to have sex with their women. I'm glad I saw their real face early before I tried to have a family. I rather die as their prisoner than to raise children in their trap. Fuck their radio. Fuck their fakeass family. Fuck their whole race. I won't even have sex with their women. Fuck their whole radio race. I won't even have sex with their women.

3:17AM. They whispered "the fire is out". They can whisper whatever the fuck they want. I'm glad I found out about their trap before I tried to have a family. They can whisper whatever they want to me. I'ma just keep trying to break their trap. I'm glad I found out about their trap before I tried to have a family because it would be much harder to deal with if I had already started. The constant surveillance, secret blackmail and subliminal threats would be impossible to deal with if I was trying to raise my own family. I can just keep going all in against them even when in already in their trap because I'm by myself. Even if they kill me, I ain't raise a family here so fuck them. I don't trust them. I don't respect them. I won't have sex with their women. Fuck their whole race. I won't even raise children around them. 

3:27AM. I dont want to have sex with their women. I don't want to mix with their fakeass family. I want to go out as the last of my kind. Fuck the streets. Fuck Hollywood. Fuck their system. Fuck their money. Fuck their lies. I'm not one of them. I don't know them. I don't trust them. I don't respect them. I'm not a fake, a rapist, or a slave ower. They still tryna blackmail and manipulate me while they lie and cover up what's really going on. Fuck it. I'm still not one of them. I won't even have sex with their women. 

3:37AM. Don't trust them. They say they know what I mean. They lie. They are who I'm talking about. They use that fake love and fake friend bullshit to get close to u and gain your trust. I don't fuck with them. They might say shit behind my back, but they're not my friends and I don't know them or work with them. I won't even have sex with their women. Fuck their surveillance.

4:27AM. I survived their trap on my own. I found out the truth on my own. I recovered from their electrocution and got back my memories on my own. They ain't help for shit. All they did was keep me under surveillance and try to prevent me from recovering while they pretended they were on my side. I don't need them for shit. I dont trust them. I don't respect them. I don't even have sex with their women. They haven't blackmailed me into silence. They don't own me. They don't control me. Fuck their microchip implants, fuck their electrocution, fuck their mass surveillance, and fuck their drug and prostitution cartels. I rather masturbate than to fuck their women. I sacrifice sex so they can't control me with it and I can keep breaking down how they use a combination of electrocution, chip implants, mass surveillance, manufactured poverty and their institutions/cartels to test their weapons on us, blackmail our families, and steal our children. I rather masturbate than to let them steal my children from me. Fuck their money, fuck their technology and fuck their system. That especially applies to big pharma, big oil, and the military industrial complex. I might be surrounded by them by I'm not one of them. That's why I refuse to have sex anymore. Fuck their secret race war and fuck their secret gene consolidation tactics. I rather be killed by them than to have children with them.

6:37AM. These pussyass hired rats spend all their money on their fakeass bullshit but they can't talk face to face. They just fake it and stay in character. I'm not one of them. Fuck Hollywood and fuck the streets. I take them all on until they kill me. I rather die than be a slave. Fuck their surveillance. They ain't do shit. Their industries still blowing up tho. Fuck their money. I wouldn't even fuck their women. I'm only here to destroy their slave traps or die trying. I risk my own life for it. They hide, whisper, and even risk women and children to deliver their message. Also, I rather cry than to have already had children and for my children to be crying. Fuck their surveillance and fuck their trap. I risk my own life. Fuck their money. 

6:41AM. They said some shit about being the best. I'm the best at sacrificing my own life. I'm not one of their desperate crash dummies or their brainwashed slaves either. I might be surprised and outnumbered but they still don't own me or control me. Fuck their fakeass bullshit. Real vs Fake. They still lying, hiding, and faking it. Real vs Fake. Fuck Hollywood and fuck the streets. Fuck the military industrial complex. Fuck a second term. 

9:02AM. I rather masturbate than to fuck their women. Sacrifices. It's either me or my children. As long as I die for it, my children don't have to go thru the same shit. Fuck their surveillance. Fuck their trap. Fuck their whole system. I don't trust them. I don't respect them. I don't have sex with their women. I win. My kids win. Ain't no SchwarzaTenenegger. Ain't no El Ten in every single hood. They don't get to have my DNA. I protect my own line from them even if they kill me. They don't get shit. Fuck Hollywood, fuck their institutions and fuck the streets. They can lock me up or kill me but I don't want to mix with their fake families. They get nothing. They lucky they saw anything at all. If I knew it was a trap from the beginning, I would have never done shit for them in the first place. I still realized it was a trap before trying to have a family. I protected my family by prevented my children from being raised in their trap. They don't get shit. I win.

11:07PM. Eyes started burning out of nowhere. Don't trust anything. Too many invisible chemical weapons. Keeping note of it regardless. 

Mar28. 

12:01PM. I don't trust them. I don't respect them. I don't know them. They can lock me up or they can kill me. I still don't want to raise any child around them. I refuse to have sex with their women. I refuse to have sex at all with them watching. Fuck their whole race. They can kill me. They can't do the same shit to my children tho because I refuse to have sex with their women. Fuck their system. They can't even talk face to face. Fuck these pussies. 

12:05PM. I don't trust them. I don't respect them. I won't even have sex with their women. Fuck their whole race. They can keep whispering. That ain't changing shit. I rather die under their surveillance than to let them raise my children the same way they manipulated me. Fuck their whole race. I won't even have sex with their women. Fuck their whole race. They can kill me. Idgaf. They still some lameass trash bitches and I won't even have sex with their women. Fuck their whole race.

12:14PM. I don't have sex with their women. If they mass produce the name, it's only a name. They can't raise our kids the same way we can. Fuck Hollywood. Even if they steal the name, they ain't getting shit. I rather die than to fuck their women. I rather die than to let them raise my children. I rather die than to mix with their fake families. 

12:56PM. Their undercovers tapped the wall again but this time they said, "we learned it from you". That's a lie. I didn't teach them that stalking shit. They been doing the same shit since I was on Ball and Euclid. They was doing the same shit since I was in Upland. That's just how they are, but they lie and blame me for the shit they started. I didn't teach them to lie like that. That's their own trash family of liars, prostitutes and rapists. I don't trust them. I don't respect them. I don't sleep with their women. Fuck their whole race. I refuse to raise any children with them watching, but I'll let them kill me or lock me up. I rather die than to raise children around them. Fuck their race. Fuck their family. Fuck their system. These pussies can't even talk face to face. I never want my children to be one of them. They can kill me. Fuck their whole race. I won't even have sex with their women. 

12:57PM. They can whisper whatever the fuck they want at me. I don't trust them. I don't respect them. I won't have sex with their women. Fuck their whole rat race. They can call me whatever they want, but they can't say that to my children because I'm not raising any around them. I won't even have sex with their women no more. Fuck their whole race. They can kill me but they can't make me respect them. Fuck their whole race. 

1:00PM. They're whispering shit thru their radio and chip implants again. Idgaf. They not gonna implant any chips in my kids because I won't raise any around them. I won't even fuck their women. Their women are as trash as the cheapass prostitutes they raise. I refuse to have sex with them watching. I accept my own death. Fuck their family. Fuck their race. Fuck their system. 

1:17PM. They whispered "all for a name". They kidnap children, kill the parents, and raise the children as crash dummies and scapegoats but they think I'm doing this over a name. They're stupid as fuck or they're lying on purpose like they always do. I'm doing this because I don't want my kids to be their crash dummies or scapegoats. Thats why I refuse to have sex with any of their women. Fuck their race. Fuck their family. Fuck their system. They're the real bullies. These pussies whispering to me on their surveillance equipment while they watch me on their cameras from their hiding spot. These undercover rats are the real bullies. That's why I rather die in prison than to let their women have my children. Fuck their fakeass family of liars, prostitutes, and rapists. I rather die than to let my children grow up around them, their cameras and their fake love. On my life.

1:41PM. They're a cancer that steals our children, implants bitchass microchips, and they enslave, entrap or prostitute everything they touch.

8:09PM. X-rays, microwaves, or something other invisible bullshit I can feel but can't see.

Mar27.

10:27AM. Everyday is another day with their undercover surveillance network trying to blackmail, entrap and manipulate me. I dont trust them. I don't respect them. I don't fuck their women. I rather be killed by them than to raise kids around them.

Mar26.

8:13AM. They send their actors and prostitutes wherever I go. These actors and prostitutes can never match up. I ain't no Schwarzenegger actor and I ain't one of his cheapass prostitutes. Fuck Hollywood and fuck the streets. Break the trap or die trying, but I would never want my children growing up as their crash dummies and cattle. I don't trust them. I don't respect them. I don't even want to have sex with their women. I help a million kids see their invisible traps tho, but I ain't let them raise my kids.

8:17AM. They whispered handgun. I respond with cameras, actors and blackmail. I rather die in prison for trying to kill them than to work for them or let my children grow up around them. I freed a hela children out of their trap. Fuck their mass surveillance, fuck their gene consolidation, and fuck their microchip implants. I won't even have sex with their women.

9:02AM. Their proxies whispered what happened. I found out that they're fake friends, I don't respect their families, and I rather die than to raise my children around them. That's what happened.

9:07AM. They whispered, "we don't want you here". I'm not listening to any pussy that can't even say it face to face. They could be a proxy, a prostitute, a rat or a actor. Fuck them. Them pussies can't even say that shit to my face. They can lock me up or kill me. I'm not listening to a lameass pussy that hides. They gona move me to the room in Santa Ana next. Idgaf where they move me to. I don't trust them. I don't respect them. I'm not having sex with their women. I'm not raising children with them watching. Fuck their system. They can lock me up or they can kill me. I rather die than to let my kids grow up around them.

9:14AM. They whispered "king trouble". They can call me whatever they want. I rather have them talk shit to me than to raise children around them. I call them king pussy or king coward because they don't say shit face to face. Fuck their way of life. I rather be sleep deprived for the rest of my life than to let them turn my children into pussies that are scared of dealing with things face to face. They can never have my kids. I win. Fuck their system.

9:40AM. They whispered something about a house. Fuck a house. I ain't a house nigga. 

11:38AM. Last time I went to this Starbucks, they started sneak dissing me and when I called them out on it, they lied to my face and called the police. Let's see what they do this time.

11:45AM. They didn't serve me. I knocked down their shit for lying to me the last time tho and cling the cops over it when they were lying. Fuck their business, fuck their money, and fuck their liars.

11:07AM. If preferring to die where one stands is considered a weapon, then what do u call all the refugees that ran away and abandoned where they stood? If everyone has to run away from violence all the time, then who is left that can even speak the truth about what happened? Everyone that knew ran away and the ones that replaced them don't tell the truth. I rather die as their prisoner in the place that I was born than to work as their slave, raise children around them or run away from their threats, abuse and harassment. They can lock me up or kill me. They can't make me trust them and they can't earn my respect.

1:27PM. Expired milk in my Starbucks drink. Lames. That's why I refuse to have children around a bunch of undercover rapists that do some secret rapist-like shit and then they try to lie about it amd cover it up. I don't trust them. I don't respect them. I would never want my children growing up around them. I accept my death. I reject their fake love. 

3:24PM. I rather die under their surveillance than to have sex with their women. They can't make us. They can't raise us. All they do is steal our children and try to take credit for the children they can't even raise themselves. Fuck their system. Fuck their money. Fuck their scouts.

4:47PM. It's annoying when their employees play dumb and do shit wrong on purpose, especially when they were just sneak dissing to the side. Then they get mad if I call them out and call the cops. Fuck these Walmart employees. I gotta deal with them lying and playing dumb but if I call them out, they call the police. That's why I refuse to have sex. I don't want my children growing up around liars and manipulators.

5:10PM. Ever subliminal messages that their undercover agents bring up doesn't take into account how they get paid to manufacture beef or how they get paid to manufacture wars. They don't bring up that part. They only bring up how I fucked them up after they got paid and sent to fuck with me. The rats don't snitch on their massa tho. That applies to trump, big oil, the military industrial complex, or the drug cartels. 

7:47PM. Same shit, new place. I don't trust them. I don't respect them. I don't work for them. I don't know them. They don't own me. They don't control me. They can lock me up or they can kill me, but I'm not having sex with their women or raising children around them. They steal my work and try to push me into the school-to-prison pipeline and they send their goons and henchmen at me and get mad when I defend myself if they can't use or manipulate me. Fuck their trap. Fuck their lies. Fuck their money. Phone might die. Won't charge. Still not fuckin with them. 

10:00PM. I rather be sleep deprived by them than to sleep with their women. I don't respect them. When I finally die, I'm glad I got to disrespect them for every day I chose not to have sex with their women. If they force me or drug me to do it before I die, it doesn't count. For every day I can think for myself and make my own decisions, I choose to disrespect them by masturbating instead of having sex with their women. I would never want my kids to grow up around them. The way they raise their child is trash. I risk my own life to break them trap or die trying but I'm not raising kids in their trap.

Mar25.

3:07AM. They disrespect me by keeping me under surveillance and manipulating me secretly as part of their gene consolidation and manufactured wars/manufactured poverty. I disrespect them back by turning down their money and lies and refusing to have sex with their women or have child under their surveillance. I rather die as their prisoner than to work as their slave. Fuck their microchip implants. Fuck their human experiments. Fuck their weapons testing and proxy wars. 

3:17AM. They can lock me up or they can kill me. I rather die thsn to have children with them watching. I dont trust them. I don't respect them. I wouldn't raise kids around them. I refuse to have sex with any of their women. They steal our children from us and raise them to be their crash dummies and prostitutes. I rather die than to let my kids grow up with them watching. They can lock me up or they can kill me. I rather die than to have sex with their women. Fuck their whole race. I don't trust them. I don't respect them. I don't fuck their women. Fuck their whole race and fuck their entire family. I don't share in their spoils of war. I rather die than to let them raise my children.

3:27AM. Fuck Hollywood too. I created an entire generation of rappers that all become bosses and leaders in their communities. I killed a bunch of rapists and child molesters. Troops left Afghanistan. A bunch of drug routes got shut down, drug lords got killed and even the president got impeached. I don't give a fuck about Hollywood. I'm better than any of their cheapass rappers anyways. Fuck Hollywood. I won't even have sex with their women. I don't respect them or their money. Same with the Mexican drug cartels, the corporations, or the institutions and their fake families. They can't use me as their proxy no more. All I do is call out their lies, turn down their money and women, and wait for them to kill me. Even if I can't do anything else, I can still disrespect them back by refusing to have sex with their women. Their entire race disgusts me. 

3:33AM. Their lameass rats still whispering and keeping me under surveillance. They can say whatever they want to me but they not saying anything to my kidsnbecause I refuse to have kids with them around. I rather die than to fuck their women. Fuck their entire race.

4:55PM. They whispered west coast style and hit the walls. I respond by rejecting their money and rejecting to have sex with their women. Microchipped prisoner style. I rather die than be a slave. I rather die as a prisoner than to have kids under their surveillance. I rather fuck a sock than to fuck their women. Fuck their entire race. 

5:01AM. They whispered Adrian this time and tapped on the wall. They can whisper whatever they want. I don't trust them. I don't respect them. I don't have sex with their women. Fuck their mass surveillance. Fuck their manufactured wars and manufactured poverty. Fuck their mass surveillance. I aceept my death. I rather die under their surveillance than to let my children grow up with them watching. I won't even have sex with any of their women no more. They can lock me up or they can kill me. I rather die than to let them raise my children.

5:04AM. This time they whispered run. They can whisper and talk shit while they hide. I rather they say that shit to me than fro them to steal my children and say that shit to my kids. I don't trust them. I don't respect them. I won't even fuck their women. Fuck their whole race.

5:27AM. They disrespect me by whispering bullshit, spying on me and hiding their face. I disrespect them back by rejecting all their women and refusing to have children with them watching. I don't trust them. I don't respect them. I rather fuck a sock than to fuck their women. Fuck their entire race. Fuck their entire culture. Fuck their entire system. I rather die out here as their prisoner than to have any children with them watching. Fuck their entire race.

5:41AM. They said I reverse uno on them. I rather shoot them in the head and get locked up for the rest of my life than to let my kids grow up with them watching.

6:10AM. They whispered something about my aunt. Idgaf. I don't trust them. I don't respect them. I'm not having kids around them. I'm not fucking their women. Fuck their whole race. They just mad I won't make them millions of dollars like I did for all their slaves that I freed. Fuck them. I won't even fuck their women. Fuck their whole race.

6:17AM. The microchipped mass surveillance hive mind is a new race. I don't trust them. I don't respect them. I won't even fuck their women. Fuck their whole race. I rather die as their prisoner than to have children as their slave. I won't even have sex with their women. Fuck their whole fakeass family. I rather die as their prisoner than to mix with their family. I rather fuck a sock than to fuck their women.  Fuck their whole race.

6:21AM. Fuck the microchip implants. I will never listen to this stupidass shit that tried to get me to hurt my own grandmother, my own mother and my own family. I won't even have sex with the women out here. I refuse to let them have my children. I rather fuck a sock than to fuck their women. Fuck their whole race. I rather die in prison than to let them have my children.

6:23AM. They're just a bunch of liars, rapists and prostitutes. They dont even know what real love is. They survive by kying and by faking love. I rather die than to mix with their families. I don't trust them. I don't respect them. I don't have sex with their women. I don't want my kids to be rapists, liars or prostitutes. I don't want my kids to grow up with them watching.

6:25AM. They cant even talk face to face. They only lie to our faces. I rather die in prison than let my child grow up around them. I rather fuck a sock than to fuck their women. Fuck their whole race. 

6:37AM. They said Tony's rare. Tony not rare. There's a bunch of u little crash dummies around hiding in the background. That's why I refuse to fuck your women. Fuck your whole race. Y'all whisper secretly too much and then u lie and say u didn't say anything. I never want my kids to be like u pussyass undercover surveillance rats. Fuck your whole race. I rather fuck a sock than to fuck your women. Y'all can keep watching. Fuck your whole race.

6:43AM. They can call me whatever they want but they can't say that to my children because I refuse to have any with them watching. Fuck them. I rather die as their prisoner than to work as their slave. I don't trust them. I don't respect them. I rather fuck a sock than to fuck their women. They waste all this money when they could have just spoken face to face. Fuck them. They're stupid. I don't want them having my children. Fuck their whole race.

8:41AM. Lameass scrub in a green collared shirt and white Honda with his wife and baby making subliminal threats. That's how they talk. I wouldn't even want my kids to grow up around them. They might enslave my children and play dumb about it the way he was playing dumb when I responded to his subliminal gesture. They all the same. White or brown, they still enslave us and use our children as their crash dummies and scapegoats. I don't trust them. I don't respect them. I don't work for them. I don't have sex with their women.

8:47AM. The white man with a family only used subliminal gestures. The women with black hair spoke up as I turned my back. Either way, I don't like the way they talk back to face or talk sideways and I would never want my kids to turn out as fake as them. I don't come from fake love and prostitutes. I don't want them raising my children. I don't want to have sex with their women. They can kill me. Idgaf. Not one person any of these organizations has contributed half as much as I have to this society, to my generation and to the world. Fuck Hollywood. Idgaf about them or their money. Fuck their whole culture. I don't even want them having my kids.

Walking passed some guys at Walmart, I got a whiff of the spray and could feel the tension in my head since then. Got suddenly a lot more dehydrated at once too. Walking out here can feel like walking inside an invisible pharmaceutical soup at times. Never know who's gonna be where and what they have.

4:56PM. They do this thing that's like the matrix deja vu where they false flag the same event over again, but now that I know about the surveillance and their traps, I look at it differently.

5:07PM. Seem like they were in this room right before I got back. They had their female cough as I got back and they whispered on the radio. They can do all this shit to me and lie about it but they can't do it to my children because I'm not having sex with them watching. I rather die under their surveillance than to play their game, work for them or sleep with their women. Fuck their whole race. I never want my kids to grow up around them. I won't even have sex with their women now. Fuck their whole race. They lucky they got to see even a glimpse of what I was capable of. If I knewnit was a trap from the start, I would have been turning down theirbwomen and refusing to work from the beginning.

5:10. Housekeeping knocked as soon as I finished typing to let me know I'm still under surveillance. They can watch me all they want. I rather masturbate than to have sex with their women. I'm only here for the truth. I don't respect their families and don't want to sleep with their women.

Mar24.

8:10AM. Woke up to the hive mind. First thing it said was "Friend". Already, I don't trust it. All my friends, I knew face to face. There is also an issue with some of the friends being fake friends that were planted by the whitexican drug cartels in my life. They did this weird thing where they seem to have been purposely trying to overwrite my good memories that I had with my real friends, by planting their fake friends in my life and trying to make new memories in those same areas. The next thing I heard was "Adrian". I feel like they bring bringing that up because they set him up and invited him into their hood as a fake friend. Because he would hang out with me, he wasn't the same as the rest of them, and I feel like they felt threatened by that because they only want crash dummies, homosexuals, and stupidass fools so they set him up, tried to make him start a beef, and false flagged it on who they tried to get him to beef it with. That's why I don't fuck with any of their women. That's not just the drug cartels tho. That's this whole street system. The streets are nothing but the goons and henchmen of the politicians. Any time we call out the politicians, the industries, the institutions, or the military, they hire and send one of their gangs or cartels at us. That's how they deal with free speech out here. They can't deal with us face to face so they hire and send one of their rats to fuck with us while they pretend to act nice and steal our children from us. I don't trust them. I don't respect them. I won't even sleep with their women. 

8:17AM. Sidenote. This is where they had the white fake neighbors run their sleep deprivation campaign on me and when I went upstairs, they tried to start a fight and then they called the cops on me. Also, it looked like they were in the military or some shit. Idgaf what they were in. They're liars, fakes, and manipulators that say and do anything for money. When i was young, I didn't know this whole system was a trap. Now that I know, I don't trust them. I don't respect them. I don't have sex with their women. I don't want them raising my children. I put that on my life. They can spy on me and whisper bullshit to me while they hide every day, and everyday I will reaffirm how I don't trust them, I don't respect them, and I rather die under their surveillance than to have sex with any women or to have a family with them watching. All they do is steal our children and raise them to be their crash dummies and scapegoats. I don't trust them. I don't respect them. I don't have sex. They can keep watching. Watch me die. Idgaf. I'm not bringing my kids into their system.

8:31AM. The slave ower's still spying on me, makinf comments, and trying to come up with new lies to use and manipulate me with. Fuck them. They spying on me and trying to come up with new lies anyways, so I'm reporting on my own life and commenting on the situations they're putting me in. That's way, whatever new lies they come up with and use next, my own self-reporting will help me build a pattern of behavior on the types of lies and manipulation tactics they try to use. While they're hiding, lying and faking it, I'm risking my own life. I rather die under their surveillance than to let any of their women have my children. I risk my own life.

8:42AM. Everywhere I go and everything I do, their bitchass invisible administration is watching me, studying me, and strategizing their new lies and manipulation tactics. Even tho I cannot see them, I'm studying them too. They force me into a situation where I have to study them back for my own self-defense so that I'm not a victim to the bullshit tactics that they come up with when they're hiding and watching me. They eat by lying and manipulating, so when they have nowhere left to hide, they're gonna have to come out into the streets with the rest of us, without a cover.

8:17PM. Fuck how they play their stupidass game around me and claim that it's because of me when they never come up face to face. They lie and play dumb too much.

Mar23.

6:15AM. Every time they whisper anything about me or my family, I just take it as a subliminal threats from their undercover agencies hiding in the shadows. They have been known to steal our children from us, only keep the ones with their skin color, either kill off the rest or raise them as their crash dummies and scapegoats, turn them against us, and play dumb and pretend to be innocent the entire time. So every time they say anything, I just think of it as the slave ower's talking shit again. I don't know them. I don't trust them. I don't respect them. I don't sleep with their women. I'm not having kids anywhere with them around. I'ma just do my time and keep fighting against them until I die. I do not want to try to raise a family in prison and I do not want to try to raise a family as a slave, even if the prison was made out of diamonds and even if the slaves are free-range. I reject their manufactured beef. That's just something the politicians pay gangs to start with us so that they don't have to address the issues with bring up when we use our free speech.

6:17AM. The pussies come in all shapes, sizes and colors but they never speak face to face. It don't matter what color they are, because they're still pussies that hide their face behind the puppets, actors, and cameras. 

10:17AM. As soon as I woke up, the first thing I hear is their bitchass surveillance. I don't know them. I don't trust them. I reject their system. I reject their women. I reject their way of life. Im not their slave. I'm not their cattle. Fuck their mass surveillance. I rather die in their surveillance trap or die in prison than to have children or have a family as their slave. Fuck their microchip implants. Fuck their fake families of kidnapped children and blackmailed parents. Fuck their manufactured wars, manufactured poverty, and manufactured consent. I choose to die fighting against the trap than to have kids with any of them watching. Fuck their surveillance. They can't have my kids. 

2:22PM. Their hidden surveillance agency whispered something about smoking. Idgaf. I rather smoke than to sleep with their women. I don't respect them or how they raise their children. They hide their face so I don't know what they look like, but even if I can't see them, I can still disrespect them by rejecting any of their women. I'm not having sex and I'm not having a family with them watching. I'll just wait until they have me killed.

2:24PM. They whispered nerd when they're using advanced surveillance technology lmfao. Stupidass hypocrites. They can lie and say anything when they're not face to face. The ultimate form of disrespect is reject to have sex with their women. Their race is so disgusting that I rather die in prison than to let them raise my children.

Mar22.

1:07AM. A females voice said "he doesn't want to stop from one side and a male voice said "double up on it then" as I was sharing an article on big oil. I already said I'm going to die for this. I don't even fuck with their microchip implants, let alone their undercover stalking and undercover harassment. They don't control me. They don't own me. They don't work for me. They can torture me everyday with sleep deprivation and undercovers. They can lock me up or kill me. They can't make me respect them or trust them tho. I wont even fuck their women. Fuck their surveillance.

1:23AM. The female voice whispered "Jupiter". I don't know why. All I know is they hide their face, they try to manipulate me psychologically, they run constant sleep deprivation campaigns on me using a rotation of undercovers and even women and children, and they often try to false flag and blame someone else or some other group for their actions. I'm surrounded and outnumbered by liars and fakes. I don't even want to sleep here with these liars around. all theyre going to do is try to drag me into their manufactured war as one of their proxy soldiers while they lie, pretend to act nice, and then steal my kids and raise my kids to be their next line of slaves, crash dummies and prostitutes. Meanwhile their organization making billions of dollars a year, stealing our children from us, and stealing all our gold, oil, and trees while they lie about it and cover it up in the media.

12:10PM. When I wake up, the first thing I hear is their bitchass stupid fucking rapist nazi radio talking bullshit. Fuck them, fuck their microchip, and fuck their surveillance. I don't know them. I don't trust them. I wont even fuck their women. They're surveillance agency will probably have me assassinated, make it look like a suicide, and tell everyone they don't know what happened and they were my friends. They ain't my friends. They're just part of some bitchass organization that says they're friends as their cover. They call themselves a family as their cover. That's a lie. I don't even know them. I'm inside this bubble but I'm not one of them. I dont play along with their lies. They watching me and making comments from somewhere I cannot see. They can say and do anything when they don't have to show their face. I don't believe them. I'm not fucking their women. I refuse to have a family anymore in any place where they're watching. They just going to have my locked up or killed and then steal my kids after while they keep running surveillance and pretending they're protecting us and pretending they're our friends. 

12:47AM. Their stupidass organizations that always got me under surveillance are also putting me in different situations to test how I react to it. I react by refusing to work with them and refusing to sleep with their women because their surveillance agencies and their false flag operations turn my birthplace into a prison that that only looks like a city. Fuck their comments. Fuck their tests. Fuck their surveillance. I don't trust them. I don't respect them. I don't know them. They can lock me up or they can kill me but I still refuse to participate.

2:37PM. It's crazy how they don't talk face to face. I choose to die than to have children around them. They're not getting my blood now. Everyday, they talk sideways and everyday I refuse to fuck with them. 

11:03PM. I posted on Facebook and I hear an immediate response from the radio. Always under surveillance. Never face to face. Shadow manipulation. I speak for myself so they can't use me as a scapegoat and blame me for the shit that they control. 

11:07AM. The radio said "you're homeless now." I'm still not fucking with their system tho.

Mar22.

1:27AM. Had a personal disagreement and right after, I hear a voice on the radio. If they were secretly watching the entire time, how do I know they manipulated the situation behind the scenes? They're already watching. They responded on the radio immediately afterwards. They have a habit of secretly manipulating things from behind the scenes and lying about it. They responded again immediately after I finished this, so I'm adding. They don't want to admit their microchip implants or their mass surveillance. This allows them a much higher level of manipulation that is easier for them to hide, lie and play dumb about without ever having to show their face.

1:34AM. There they go again. I'm in this alternate reality where everything is invisible. That's obviously why I don't trust anything. The first time I learned how the trap worked, I was trapped in a cycle. This time, I know a lot about how politics and businesses are tied to the streets and how social media has allowed for microtargeting based on nothing but trigger words. It's different when one doesn't know versus when one does know. 

1:47AM. They been hiring and sending undercovers. Running sleep deprivation campaigns. Following me around room to room. Trying to keep me financially destabilized. They just doing the same nazi bullshit they always been on. They too pussy to even show their face. They just hide and send some rat gangs like lameass bosses. That's what happens when you call out their politics or businesses. They hire and send some lameass rats to stalk you.

2:07AM. They keep trying to set me up with all these false flags, blackmail, and psyops just because I call the politicians out online. Every time, all the sudden they send someone and hire someone. Now I'm picking up I'm on the pattern. Still difficult because they have surveillance on me wherever I go, but it's also easier because I see the connection now. I was thinking, what if it's on autopay? As soon as certain targeted or blacklisted individuals use specific trigger words, they have a autopay account with some of the gangs and agencies that instantly sends someone to whoever triggered the algorithm. Very simple program. 

2:10AM. I also keep these logs because I don't like being manipulated, dehumanized or used as a scapegoat or a crash dummy. It's called a trap for a reason. I point out the link between calling out business and politics issues in social media and the sending of local gangs or flooding with homelessness and crime. They hire hoods to start fake beef, which pulls one away from any type of activism and the manufactured beef takes away all of ones time because one doesn't realize how the streets and the industry is all connected. Everything is connected.

2:17AM. I don't like how they always watching me because I know they're always trying to lie and manipulate me while remaining invisible. Fuck their agencies and shit. It's like they always want to dehumanize me and turn me into their weapon. They're always just doing this bitchass undercover bullshit from behind the scenes. That's how they use their surveillance and undercover networks. It's like the story about the boy that fell in the hole. The officials and the businesses are talking about permits and renting a crane and team expenses and all this extra bullshit when it only took one guy with a rope tied to his waist. That's an analogy to describe how these undercover agencies waste all this money on all this unnecessary bullshit that's a waste and they don't actually do shit when they can just talk face to face and solve it instantly. They're the ones that always follow me around everywhere and always got me under surveillance. Waist of money.

2:25AM. Another night of sleep deprivation. This time in a new place. The fake neighbor downstairs turns his vibrator on when I take my phone out. He starts again when I lay down. Usual shit. They always do this to try and destabilize me psychologically and it makes it easier for them to assassinate my character while pretending they're not doing anything. That's how they do shit out here. Waist of money.

2:27AM. They said family. They don't even show their face. They say and do anything to win. They're not a family. They're a bunch of lying undercovers that say and do anything to win their stupid game of lies. In reality, they get sent by the politicians because of my outspoken, political opinions. Waist of money. They can blackmail me and set me up but I don't actually give a fuck about their blackmail and they can kill me. I'm still not playing along with their traps.

9:07AM. Woke up and immediately hear them on the stupidass radio. Sound like it was the local hoods that the politicians usually hire and work with from outside, and maybe someone they had hired from somewhere else and sent over. Usual shit. Every time I call out Trump, Schwarzenegger, Big Oil, Big Pharma, Big Agriculture, etc, they hire and send one of these street goons or they bribe the cops or they send some actors to stalk and harass me. Keep this in mind. It is much easier to take them on when they haven't chipped u yet. Once they got u with the nazi chip, they can follow u everywhere and annoy u with their voices and u can't really turn it off as far as I know.

9:17AM. They start off already with doing that thing where they respond immediately as soon as I finish. It was a females voice, but I don't know if it was a real person or a automated response. Seem like there's some type of immediate auto response after I do certain things, like as soon as I wake up or as soon as I start trying to study or as soon as I share any important information. It seems to be tied to the Pavlov conditioning attempts, only using the radio instead. Very dangerous because it's like they can brainwash and condition us remotely instead of having to capture us or see us face to face. Also, I was in Orange and there's this thing about the gangs there looking like they run the streets, but they only run the streets for the cops that have them microchipped and blackmailed. So it's this extra layer of protection where the gangs do everything for them and the cops get to remain in the shadows and only come out if they're in uniform and playing good cop, or how I seen it, when it comes to using certain chemical weapons that only they have access to and they don't send their rat gangs for it because they don't want the gangs to get their hands on it. I'm speaking personally about some type of chemical weapons that causes intense migraines as soon as they pop open the vial. Last for a good 4-6 hours and makes one really tired. It doesn't really have a smell to it, but it's a feeling to it when u breathe it in. I had that chemical weapon used on me a few times already so I recognize it now. Back then, I thought it was suspicious because of the timing of my headache, but I was too young to understand back then and I would have never imagined that they would have been doing shit like that to me way back in Jr High or in Highschool. I really wonder who those cops are because I feel like they got really old KKK ties. Seems like I've seen the a few times already now that I remember it. When I was going to Lampson Elementary, they came to my apartments. When I was going to Crystal Cathedral, it seems like they were hired as security after some of the kids from one of the gangs had snuck in a beat up one of the teachers or some shit. I don't know because I wasnt in there and I only saw when everybody came outside. The last time was when I was watching the Matrix 2 in Orange. I bring this up because now that I have been keeping track of all the undercover bullshit, I look back on my entire life and I start to notice patterns that I didn't see when I was younger. Also, with the Crystal Cathedral thing, whenever some of the employees working there needed help with security, they would often hire from the former KKK members because it was hard to work with anyone else because of the history. Whenever they hired blacks or browns, they supposedly got turned on a lot so they would hire white men instead, and the ones that were the most experienced in that field happened to be the ones that were former KKK or some shit like. Supposedly it's also a certain level of manipulation where specific groups would get hired so that the only choice left would be the former KKK members that were manipulating the system. Thinking about the scapegoat system, the network of lynch mobs, and the over-utilization of false flag operations as a means of psychological manipulation. Everything is connected. Nazi's come in all colors nowadays. It seems they have been using the prison industrial complex, the mass surveillance networks, and the gangs they control as a form of selective breeding in which they select for the worst traits possible while eliminating and oppressing any positive human qualities. This is so the ones left over will assassinate the character of their own race and the ones that would have given them a better reputation are all blackmailed into silence, handicapped and turned into an example, or they have been gotten rid of. Also, seems like the slavery was more around the outside of the bubble and coming from the top, or they're only undercover whenever they come into the bubble. Most of the ones that live in this specific bubble are either hired actors, they've already been blackmailed into silence, or they are easy targets as well like the majority of everyone else. There used to be a community of certified freedom fighters, but when that place got burned down, the kids grew up not knowing each other and they ended up fighting against each other. They were easy to manipulate because they were all being watched from young, their fathers were known by the everyone else even tho the kids grew up without them, and the ones that hated their fathers were undercover and only come in to ruin or sabotage those children lives at important moments because their fathers were such powerful forces, that they wanted to make sure their children never got too big for them to control. That creates this culture where they secretly watch us from the shadows and only come into the bubble to sabotage us at specific but important moments. It also creates the inside bubble where those inside can do whatever they want even if they don't want to be racist. That also makes them target and it makes the trap worse, since the more sincere they are and the more they try to help, it only makes it a better trap for those that are watching the bubble from outside. The radio said homeless again. They been saying that everywhere they move me but they don't say shit face to face. I don't even know who they are. Back to how the bubble works tho. It doesn't matter how sincere or genuine is if someone is inside a trap. All the good things they may do only make the trap a better trap since it makes anyone from outside feel like it's safe. It works better if they don't know they're in a trap.

9:47AM. The radio said I'm spoiled lmfao. I just did a I don't know how many hours walk from Irvine to Anahiem last night, on foot, by myself. Meanwhile they scared to even show their face and the ones talking are probably just some more hires they sent, but they say I'm spoiled. They can't even show their face. Their spoiled as fuck like a spoiled princess. All their hires are their personal butlers. I do my own shit. Anyone can come see me. The spoiled little body builder princess hiding somewhere rich talking about hasta la vista. Can't even come out himself. He just sends his butlers instead. Even his butlers can't be real and mostly only talk on their radio or behind their cover. That's really spoiled. Spoiled little princess.

8:17PM. They're still abusing their mass surveillance systems and false flag operations to try and manipulate me and pull me into their manufactured wars. They're like spoiled little children. If they can't get what they want by pretending to act nice, they start lying and doing all this bullshit behind your back to try and force u to give them what they want. Except these are grown adults with money and power that are acting like spoiled little children. They can't even talk face to face. It's been 5 years and all they've done is try to bribe or bully me. 

10:14PM. More nazi radio whispers. Fuck their system. I don't trust them. I don't respect them. I don't have sex with their women. I'm not friends with their men. They can say anything when they don't have to show their real face. I'm not one of these radio pussies.

12:20AM. I don't know them. I try to not listen to them or talk to them, but they always eavesdropping on me and forcing me to hear their pussy bullshit voices. They can say anything when they don't have to show their face. I will never trust their form of communication. I don't talk like them. I don't move like them. I'm not one of them.

12:25AM. They're still trying one lie on me after another. I'm still not doing shit for them. I gave my best years to my friends, not to the streets. All this other shit is just slavery and I'm not one of these lying undercovers that's playing games for money or for contracts. 

Weirdass whisper and bullshit. Feel like I'm being Pavlov conditioned to not sleep because of all the rooms they keep sending their undercover fake neighbors to run sleep deprivation campaigns from. I'm also conditioning myself to be disgusted by their women because I do not want them stealing my kids and raising them as their scapegoats and crash dunmies like they tried to do with me. I don't fuck with their system. I don't fuck with their women. I don't fuck with their bitchass institutions, cartels, departments, agencies or their monopsonies that often use family as their cover.

12:47AM. Right after I finished typing, they did that whisper and shadow manipulation bullshit again. I rather be sleep deprived by their undercover fake neighbors than to work for them or fuck their women. I don't know them. I don't work for them. I don't fuck their women. All they do is send their actors to torture me using sleep deprivation while they hide their real face. I don't even fuck with their women. That's how much I do not respect them.

12:49AM. They whispered "racist". They won't even show their face, but they have the nerve to be manipulative and use these fake neighbors. They have been torturing me for years using undercovers, sleep deprivation and even secretly drugging me but they don't mention that part. They won't even show their face. They just secretly try to manipulate me while they hide. Fuck Trump. Fuck big oil. Fuck big pharma. Fuck the military industrial complex. Fuck the microchip slave auction. I don't know them. I don't work for them. I don't even want to fuck their women anymore. I rather die than to be one of them.

12:51AM. They throw rocks and hide their hand. I throw rocks back at them, flip them off, and cuss them out in front of the entire world. I'm not one of these manipulative, lying stalkers. I'm a straight up, rapist killa. Fuck their undercover false flag operations. 

Mar20.

3:57AM. Another night, another sleep deprivation campaign. Still refuse to impregnate their women. I don't work for them. I'm just waiting until they have me killed. Until then, I ain't working for them or sleeping with their women. They haven't blackmailed me into silence. They haven't made me run away or sell out for protection. I'm just waiting until they finally have me killed. Fuck the bitchass fake neighbor downstairs that they sent to run their sleep deprivation campaign this time. 

4:07AM. This is how they're going to manufacture wars from now on. Study what I put. Don't let all this bullshit I been going thru be for nothing. They keep me under surveillance all the time and run sleep deprivation campaigns on me all the time for no reason.

4:12AM. At least they're running sleep deprivation campaigns on me. At least i don't have fake parents that are prostituting me to strange elders. They sell their own kids out by choice because they always been like that. At least my shit involves blackmail and not having a choice.

4:17AM. I think they got one if these dirty LA prostitutes in the radio right now. That's exactly what I mean tho. They rather work with Hollywood actors and prostitutes that suck their dick, keep their mouth shut and do whatever they're told to than to work with a real one. 

4:27AM. Even with them sleep depriving me when they let me sleep inside and then throwing me back into the street, spitting in my food and drinks, and thrratening to lock me up or kill me, they still can't blackmail me into silence or make me work for them. I rather go thru all this hell they put me thru than to be their friend. They're bad friends anyways. They never did anything for me. I helped a lot of them, straight up, and face to face.

4:30AM. This is not their town. Just because they can hide somewhere and manipulate shit secretly doesnt mean they are from here. They might be from far away or from prison or from down south, but they're not from here and I rather die as their prisoner than to fake it in the place I was born.

4:32AM. I hope all their little booby trap spots and their secret little hideouts burn down so they sre forced to come outside. Let's see them try that manipulative button pushing bullshit if they have to come outside and see the person they was pressing buttons on and that person knows it was them. I know how their cameras, surveillance and undercovers work but I'm trying to fight them from this side where I don't got any cameras or undercovers so all I got is the truth. I figure all their spots can get hit at once all over the world. The same way they try to control and manipulate things out here is the same way they do it in any place where they have this advanced surveillance system installed. 

5:27AM. Managed to fall asleep for like 20 min and as soon as I woke up, they're talking shit on the radio. Fuck them, fuck their radio, and fuck their cameras. I wont even sleep with their women. Idgaf what they can do. I rather die than to mix with their fake families. Fuck them, fuck their computer surveillance, and fuck their stupidass microchip radio. They disrespect me every time they don't talk face to face. I disrespect them by rejecting all their women. I never want my kids to be anything like them. I rather die in here then to try and have kids and let them raise my kids. Fuck their stupidass hiding spot. Fuck their surveillance. Fuck their employees. I rather die outside in the rain than to be with them under the same umbrella. Fuck the blue side and fucn the red side. Fuck their whole umbrella. I rather die outside than to be with any of them. I rather masturbate than to let their women steal my DNA. 

5:35AM. I'm starting to feel like it's some sort of sensor that tracks my movements and as soon as I finish typing and put my phone down, maybe it plays an automated or recorded response or something because it seems to happen too fast and it's hard to believe that they could respond so quickly even if they are watching me. Also, just now, the radio said "it's science" which has no relation to anything I was typing or doing. Might be an automatic response because their fake neighbor downstairs finally stopped. Maybe he went to sleep and put the surveillance system on autopilot or some shit. I want to know who they are so I can make sure to never sleep with any of their women ever again. I feel like its connected to that fake father raising that stolen child because if I remember right, he hates both of us and his fake son is supposedly the real son of some warrior that was killed in battle out here.

5:47AM. They whispered some bullshit on the radio again. Idgaf what they say. They're disrespecting me by invading my privacy, by sending fake neighbors to harass me and by not talking to me face to face. I keep the water on so i don't have to hear their fake neighbors bullshitting, but then they send Harley bikes and turn up the volume. Fuck whatever they say or do. I don't know them. I don't work with them. I reject all their women. I just do my time, get my commissary and wait for them to kill me while I'm in this surveillance-based outdoor microchip prison. I don't want to listen to them but I don't know where their signal is coming from. Just have to listen to them rape by brain with their voice for now, but if I had the chance, I would murder their entire undercover operation. Fuck their surveillance. I don't fuck with their system the same way I don't fuck with their women. I'm just doing my time and waiting until they have me killed.

5:47AM. The automatic response turned off and the fake neighbor downstairs woke up again. I wonder if he's the one talking on or if he's somehow an important part of how they get their signal thru. When he fell asleep, they weren't really talking but now that hes doing his undercover bullshit again, they're actually communicating on the radio and they sound like they're actually thinking and watching me not just some automated responses this time.

5:55AM. Even as I wait to die everyday while under their surveillance, I am still putting out high quality information about how their trap works and how they have been trying to manipulate and use me. Even tho they're still watching me, all they can really do is lie and hide. They got the advantage with their surveillance and all the buttons they press, but idgaf. I wont even fuck their women. I'm just waiting until they have me killed and continuing to break their surveillance down until they finally kill me. I don't work for them. They get mad and have u blacklisted if u call them out for using false flag operations to manufacture wars, and that's only if they don't have u locked up or killed for it.

6:17AM. Still under their bitchass surveillance. Still not working for them. They should have one of their bitchass surveillance agents, Hollywood actors, or their lameass office workers fuck their prostitutes instead. I don't respect them. I don't trust them. I would never want to let them have my children. I reject all their women. They can have more of their Hollywood actors and their lameass office workers instead. I rather die than to join their fake families. I die now in this generation so my children won't have to go thru this same bullshit the next generation. Fuck their radio, Fuck their surveillance, and fuck their money. I wont even fuck their women.

6:22AM. Once they kill me, it's over. My children will never have to suffer under their surveillance. I refuse to fuck any of their women. I'm only waiting for them to have me killed while they manipulate me, keep me under surveillance and try to make it look like I'm not inside a giant trap.

6:25AM. They're still whispering bullshit on the radio and they're still disrespecting me by not talking to me face to face. I disrespect them back by masturbating even tho they keep sending their stupidass bitches my way.

6:27AM. Their still whispering from far away. Fuck them and fuck their whispers. I'm only waiting to die. Fuck their stupidass trap. If I can't remove the trap, I at least refuse to help it. I reject all their women. Their entire culture is so fake and plastic, I rather die in prison than to sleep with any of tbeir women. Fuck their way of life.

6:30AM. I wonder what they're going to think in the future when they read this, or if they even have the ability to think for themselves anymore. I can imagine the whole microchip and mass surveillance getting much worse than it is already if I'm not able to stop it or slow it down. The undercovers surrounding are fucking cowards and bullies. They just keep their mouth shut and take massa's cheese, but they always secretly whispering bullshit and raping my ears with their fucking radio.

6:40AM. Some bitch said some shit on the radio again as it sounded like a tow truck or a garbage truck is pulling something outside. Can't do much from inside this surveillance bubble, but I'm still not working for them or fucking their women and they have not blackmailed or scared me into silence. 

6:44AM. Another voice, sound like someone different this time. They just keep disrespecting me by not talking to me face to face as if I'm a fucking robot or I'm a fucking animal.or as if I'm their fucking slave and they don't have to respect me as a human being. They don't have to show respect to their prisoners, but I don't have to play along like this isn't a prison either. All they do is use their surveillance systems to manufacture beef using their proxy gangs to keep us oppressed, destabilized, and stuck in their manufactured wars.

7:05AM. Someone on the radio mentioned something about spoiling me. I don't share in their spoils of war. I don't even fuck their women. Many of those women are women that come from one of our third world countries that they kidnapped and stole after the military invaded and destroyed everything. Many of those women are women that come from one of our third world countries after corporations extracted and polluted everything and then bribed all the best men and women to leave after they poisoned everything and flooded the community with drugs and crime. So I don't know what they were talking about when they said spoiling me, but I don't share in their spoils of war. I wont even fuck their women. That goes for the drug cartels too. You're all the same. U all steal our children from us and raise our children to be your crash dummies and prostitutes. 

7:17AM. They said some bullshit over the radio again. I don't give a fuck what they try to say. I give a fuck when they gona stop playing games and kill me already. I'm not their slave. I don't work for them. I'm not fucking their women. Fuck this stupidass surveillance trap. I'm not one of them.

7:27AM. I don't respect their radio. I don't respect their caneras. I don't respect their actors. Even tho I'm in this bubble, I am not one of them. I wont even sleep with their women. I just do my time and wait until they have me killed, but I'm. It working for them, I'm not playing along with their lies, and I haven't been blackmailed or intimidated into silence. I just to my time, cuss them out and wait until they decide to have me killed. Everything else is just part of their undercover false flag operations or their psychological manipulation tactics. Everything else is just a lie that's part of their show. In reality, I'm just here waiting to die in this surveillance-based prison. They control everything except for my dick. I rather fuck a sock than to sleep with their women.

8:01AM. Even tho I'm always under surveillance, being lied to and manipulated, and at times even secretly drugged or poisoned without my awareness, I still don't have to play along with their lies. They can kill me. I rather be killed by them than to be experimented on just so they can have me fuck their women if the experiment works. They can experiment on their own children instead, but they don't. They experiment on this slave class and only do it to their own children when the experiment works. I put that on Fetty Wap. They use us as their scapegoats, crash dummies and for their experiments before they have us locked up or killed. That's why they got so many fake build-a-bear type families out here. That's also the main reason I refuse to have sex now. I rather die than to be used as their guinea pig, just to be locked up or killed, and then they do the same shit to my children. They got me under surveillance but I'm not playing along with their lies. I don't know them. I don't work for them. They disrespect me like this. I disrespect them back by turning down all their women.

8:07AM. They disrespect me by invading my privacy, lying and manipulating me, and not speaking to me face to face. I disrespect them back by turning down all their women. I protect my future children by choosing to die rather than trying to bring them into this world with these bitchass liars and manipulators. I don't trust them. I don't respect them. I don't have sex with any of their women.

8:10AM. Fuck their radio and fuck their surveillance. I can't stop them from disrespecting me in that way, but I disrespect them back by refusing to have sex. I rather die than to have a family with any of them around. Fuck their radio. I protect my children from going thru the same shit I'm going thru by making sure they don't get born into this trap system.

8:17AM. Fuck the hive mind. Fuck the radio. I don't give a fuck what they try to tell me. They're disrespecting me by not speaking to me face to face. I don't trust them. I don't respect them. I don't fuck their women anymore. They can kill me. I still don't fuck with them.  I refuse to sleep with any of their women ever again. I never want my kids to be raised by them. I don't trust them and I don't respect them. I'm never fucking with any of their women any ever again. I don't if their the easiest drug cartel prostitute in the world and if they pay me to do it. I do not respect their fakeass bitchass family and I do not want them having my children. I wont even fuck their women anymore. Fuck their surveillance.

8:20AM. They doing their undercover fake business bullshit outside again. Fuck them. If they got the money and surveillance to set up all these bitchass undercover operations, then they could have shown me respect face to face a long time ago. They don't respect me. I don't sleep with their women. Their women are disrespectful trash the same as them. Fuck them and fuck their money. Rapist Killa. I rather be raped and killed by them than to join their families willingly. I kill as many of them as I can until they get me. I don't trust them. I don't respect them. I don't want to have sex with their women. They can keep me under surveillance all they want. We all know this shits not real and im not playing along with their lies. Ima just do my time in this false reality bubble prison, get my commissary, do my yard time, and wait until they decide to have me killed. I don't work for them. I'm not one of them. I don't fuck their women.

8:27AM. One form of sleep deprivation after another while I'm in my prison cell. I still dont work for them and I still dont fuck their women. They can keep lying. I'm not one of them. Fuck their lies and fuck their money. I rather masturbate in prison until I die than to let a lying, manipulative institution of fake families, kidnapped children and undercover rapists raise my children.

8:34AM. They mostly been using indirect forms of manipulation such as airbourne pharmaceutical sprays, microtargeting, shotgun microphones, and anything similar where they can remain invisible. Even tho it's all mostly forms of psyops, it's enough to have caused some to commit suicide. It's definitely enough to completely distrupt any clear-thinking or rational decision-making making. Even tho they are always watching and manipulating me and making it nearly impossible to think straight, I can still keep detailed and accurate records of what they're doing even if they're always sleep depriving me using undercover agencies planted as fake neighbors like they're doing again right now. It's one tbing when they do it to me, but understand these are the same tactics they use to manipulate your children into the school-to-prison pipeline or when they manipulate your children into drugs, crime or prostitution. They use a combination of targeted surveillance, false flag operations, and psychological profiling. I hope this information is useful because they're trying to assassinate my character, blackmail me, and even threaten to kill me and anyone around me over this even tho they lie, play dumb and hide behind whoever they hire and send.

8:41AM. They said I'm stupid. Their game is stupid. They let all these humans die and get hurt because they can be straight up and talk to me face to face. They're stupid, but they make money from lying, so they rather play dumb and make money off of this than to do anything about it. I don't work for any of them. I don't get shit from this. They still throw me out into the street every so often. They just lie about it and make up some Truman Show excuse to cover up what it's really about.

8:47AM. Someone on the radio said "you're nothing to him now". That's what I don't like about this bitchass radio. They're always trying to manipulate me. If it was really that important, they would come talk to me face to face. They just be playing stupid games trying to see if they can manipulate me. I really murdered bitchass rapists with my own hands. I'm not risking my life for these liars that can't even speak face to face. I risk my life for the truth tho. That's how u know I'm not one of them. All the shit they do for money but they scared of the truth. Fuck their radio. Fuck their science. That shit means nothing without a face to face. If they like to hide in the dark, then they can die in the dark too and nobody will ever know.

8:54AM. I'm not playing along with their lies. I don't care if they put me out in the street. They disrespect me by invading my privacy, manipulating me and lying about it, and by not speaking to me face to face. I disrespect them back by turning down all their women and choosing to masturbate instead. They want my kids. I don't want their kids. I don't want their women. I don't want their money. I don't want their lies. I just want them to stop playing these games and have me killed already because they're going to do that anyways if I get their women pregnant.

8:57AM. They whispered that I'm stupid. I rather they call me stupid now than for them to steal my children, have me killed, and then tell my child I was stupid. At least this way, they don't get my children because I'm not fucking their women and they can call me stupid all they want. They're still hiding and they're still scared of me. They only act tough behind their surveillance, their puppets and their money. They ain't shit when u get them away from that. They can call me stupid until they kill me. They just can't steal my children from me because I refuse to fuck their women. They can keep me under surveillance all they want, but they can't blackmail me into silence or make me play along with their lies. They can be as fake, manipulative and as disrespectful as they want because they lie and hide. Even tho they hide who they are and lie about what they're doing, I still disrespect them back by rejecting all their women. 

9:33AM. These bitchass fake neighbors whispering thru the walls and running their undercover organized sleep deprivation campaign on me all night, so I stomp on the ground a few times once I got out of the bed and them pussies have the nerve to talk shit. Fuck these pussies. They act one way undercover, but outside, they lie and act and never break out of character. They don't fight. They send their actors and puppets to go fight for them. Then they send us to go fight their actors and puppets. It's all lies and manipulation. From the fakeass neighbors they plant next door to the manufactured poverty that they institutionalize and profit from, to the proxy wars that they manufacture to both test their new military weapons as well as to sell those military weapons to both sides. I hate being manipulated. I couldn't do anything about it when I didn't know and I couldn't do anything about it after they tortured me and tried to wipe my memories, but now that I remember, I refuse to work for them and I'm putting all the lies, secrets, tactics, strategies, and weapons they ever used against me out their in the open. They disrespect me by invading my privacy, manipulating me, and by not talking to me face to face. I don't have the technology or manpower that they have, but I disrespect them, their system their culture and their families by refusing to have sex with any of their women while also taking their trap apart with all this research.

10:23AM. I never want to be a bitchass Hollywood sellout. They can't even speak from the heart. They have to read what they're told and they get cut off if they don't follow the script. That shit don't work for me. I'm not a fake. I'm a real human being. I have to be able to say what I mean and mean what I say or I'm no better than the rest of these liars and prostitutes that fake it for money. I don't have to fuck their women. I don't want to have a family with them warching. I don't want to put my children into this trap system. I don't want them mass producing my genes and then blackmailing me or killing me after. They can mass produce their actors instead even tho, but they did already, and they don't want anymore cloned stormtroopers with that face on it anymore.

12:27AM. A car drove by and whispered "rare weapon". I'm not a weapon. I'm not a slave. I'm not an animal. I don't work for them. I don't trust them. I wont even sleep with any of their women anymore. I'm only a prisoner here either until they have me killed or until I remove their trap.

3:12PM. Their bitchass radio responded as soon as I posted my music video on Facebook. I wonder if it's a real human being talking or if it's an automated, prerecorded response that plays automatically whenever I trigger it's sensor. I remember some researchers explaining this thing about something they referred to as an echo when they were talking about what I believe to be the microchip radio implant. It seems to activate immediately after I take certain actions leading me to believe it may not always be a human being behind the microphone.

4:07PM. Taking note of everything the radio says for mental defense against Pavlov conditioning. Lately, when I'm talking to myself and say something that's a fact, someone on the radio will respond with "that's not true". Seems to be another form of psychological manipulation meant to create confusion, waste my mental energy, and manipulate me. I still keep track of it all because it's important to take note of what they say so that I can figure out how they're trying to manipulate me and recondition myself the way I want instead of how they want me to be.

Mar19.

1:00AM. These lames hide behind their money and technology. Waste of money. They try to create a layer between us and so they can benefit from spying on us, manipulating us, and stealing our work while they pretend to look busy.

2:22AM. Fake neighbor next door starting their sleep deprivation campaign once again as soon as I tried to close my eyes and sleep. They been doing the same shit all my life. I just didn't know it until I fell into the trap and learned how it works from the inside. Fuck their military industrial complex. Fuck their undercover agencies. Fuck their false flag operations. I don't know them. I don't work for them. They can run all their domestic psyops and sleep deprivation campaigns they want. I don't work for them and I don't sleep with their women. Their actors can't do half the shit I've done and I rather be tortured by these undercover agencies for the rest of my life than to raise a family with them watching. I don't work for them. I don't trust them. I don't respect them. I don't have sex. I still contributed more to the world and freed more slaves from their trap than any of them. I just choose to die rather than work for them because I know it's a trap now. I'm not a slave ower and I'm not a rapist. I rather die than to mix with their fake families.

2:25AM. Being sleep deprived and targeted by their undercovers for the rest of my life is better than letting them get their hands on my children. The best way I can disrespect their lying and manipulative culture is by rejecting all their women. I don't like their entire culture so much, I won't even sleep with their women. I rather sleep outside on the street than to sleep with their women. I don't like them. They lie too much.

2:27AM. The fakeass neighbor next door whispering as I'm trying to sleep. They said, "you saved them for no reason then" in reference to me not liking liars and me holding it down for this city. That's what I don't like about these undercovers. They play dumb and act like I was talking about someone else. The fakeass neighbors are the liars that I'm not liking, but they play dumb and act like I'm talking about someone else. Fuck their entire agency. I don't sleep with their women. I'm only uncovering with their lies, traps and manipulation tactics.

2:40AM. Now they're just whispering shit from next door whenever I try to sleep. I just wonder how they're watching me from behind the walls. They open and close the doors, but if I talk to them, they're going to play dumb about all the shit they been whispering and they're not going to admit spying on me. This is the type of bullshit their undercover agencies try to do to manipulate us and drag us into their manufactured wars as proxy soldiers that are unaware that we're being manipulated. This time, I know. All this fake neighbor bullshit don't work the same since I got my memories back. Either I get their trap off my birthplace, or I die trying but I'm not fucking their women. I'm not a family as long as any of them are around. I rather die in prison than to let my children grow up anywhere where their organizations operate.

2:44AM. They spy on me typing, then whisper some shit thru the walls once i finish, close my eyes and try to sleep. All part of their false flag operation and manufactured war. I'm not one of them. I'm only taking note on how they manipulate us while they hide and play dumb undercover. They probably make a lot of money off weapons sales by testing them on us and using us as their crash dummies. These are the methods they use to turn us into their crash dummies. They use fakeass undercover neighbors that have access to advanced technology and use domestic psyops against us while pretending to be normal and smiling to everyone else. Lameass rats.

2:47AM. They whispered, "he's homeless". I rather be homeless than to fuck their women. I rather be homeless than to work for them. I rather be homeless than to be one of them. The fake neighbor whispered, "yup". I rather be homeless than to be a fakeass bitchass neighbor that manipulates the next generation into these bitchass traps. He whispered, "fuck you". That's probably what he says to the kids whose future he ruins as well.

2:55AM. Pharmaceutical drugs again. Just more of their invisible weapons. I still don't work for them or fuck with their women. I'm in the middle of their trap. It's all cameras, actors, and manipulation.

4:27AM. It's weird that the fake neighbors are watching me masturbate in the shower. They're whispering thru the walls and I don't know they see me, but they're watching me masturbate the same way they watch me turn down all their women. That's why I say this shit is like prison and why I refuse to work for them. I'm just doing my time, staying the fuck away from them, and taking notes on how this prison works from the inside. Shout-out to the fake neighbors watching me and shit. I just busted a nut while thinking about your dead homies. When y'all finally have me killed, I hope to waste another nut in my pants knowing that your women are all plastic trash and I rather masturbate than to play along with your lies. Keep watching me. That goes for your entire surveillance industry. Watch me when I'm in the shower the same way u watch which children you're going to prostitute and which ones you're going to crash. I don't cover up your traps for you and I don't make money off of them either. 

4:41AM. I rather masturbate than to fuck their women. I rather sleep out in the streets than to work for them. I rather die than be a slave. They lie and say I made it up or that I'm not serious when I say something they don't like. That's only because they never talk face to face. If they said that to my face, I would correct them. They rather just spy on me masturbating and say shit thru the walls.

4:47AM. It makes sense. I don't want them to steal my kids and raise them as crash dummies and scapegoats. I don't fuck their women and I masturbate instead because I rather die alone under their surveillance than to fuck their women and then they turn my kids into their crash dummies and scapegoats. It makes sense.

4:57AM. The fake neighbors spying on me and running their psyops and sleep deprivation campaign said "you're not safe here". I'm not safe anywhere their agencies, corporations and drug cartels operate. I didn't come here to be safe. I came here to find out how they were brainwashing everyone. Found out. Whether I die or not don't matter. I still found out about your secret electroshock and brainwashing program. I still found out about your microchipping and human experiments. I still found out about your manufactured poverty and manufactured wars. Y'all can kill me. I don't give a fuck. Fuck your fake neighbors.

5:14AM. I rather die as a prisoner in the place I was born than to live entrapping and exploiting the place I was born. Fuck them, fuck their system and fuck their way of life. I wont even fuck with their women. I don't respect their people. Fuck their brainwashing, fuck their microchip implants, and fuck their pharmaceutical weapons.

5:17AM. Its strange being under surveillance by the same ones that set u up, tortured u, and tried to erase your memory. They never mention that part. They won't even talk about their human microchipping program.

5:23AM. Since their undercover fake neighbors want to play games, whisper thru the wall, and run their sleep deprivation campaign against me all night again, I'ma put the water on so that the sound covers up the sound of these undercover fake neighbors.

5:27AM. I thank God for putting me here. Everyone was wondering why their own kept turning on them after coming out here. I'm glad I could do something to find out, even if I end up dying out here for it. Fuck them, fuck their traps, and fuck their money. I am not one of these stalkers, rapists, or slave ower's. Fuck their microchip implants and fuck their brainwashing. I rather die out here poor and by myself than to be used as a microchipped drone, brainwashed zombie or a blackmailed crash dummy against the 3rd world countries overseas.

10:22AM. First thing I hear after a night of their fake neighbors running their sleep deprivation campaign on me and spying on me while I masturbate, is some female saying "enemy" into the mic. If I'm their enemy, they must either be homo's, rapists or slave ower's. Either way, just shows how they try to manipulate and condition me from the moment I wake up to the moment I try to sleep and probably even when I'm sleeping. They're always watching me and they're always trying to manipulate and brainwash me. That's what I deal with out here. I'm not out here partying and fucking their women. I'm out here being stalked by these closet rapists as they try to intimidate and brainwash me, assassinate my character, and at the same time, have their other sides try to bribe me and showe fake love so that I'll get under their umbrella. Idgaf if they use the blue slave ower or the red slave ower. I rather be out in the rain by myself than underneath the umbrella with any of them.

11:17AM. They whispered, "he doesn't see" and then some cars started racing on the freeway. I see how much money they waste on manufactured wars and setting slave traps instead of talking to me face to face. When I die, I still held it down and fought against their modern day slavery. I don't trust them. I don't respect them. I don't love them or their money. I don't have sex with their women. This is my own personal sacrifice and I accept my death.

8:07PM. They closed the store I was going to early. They could have let me know they were going to close early, but instead, they just have their cars follow me around. So now I'm going to use their cars to get dropped off at the cell they got me sleeping at tonight.

11:33PM. Always under their undercover surveillance from morning to night. Still not working for them, fucking their women, or supporting their false flag operations, their extraction industries, or their manufactured wars. They might have everyone within this filter bubble brainwashed and lied to, but I'm not one of them. I think for myself and I speak for myself to the death. Fuck their way of life.

12:17AM. New fake neighbor running their new false flag operation and sleep deprivation campaign. I can't talk to them and get to know them as human being because they're not allowed to break out of character. Either they get punished and sent back to whatever hole they got pulled out of, or the surveillance agencies will see that they're too cool with me and change them out for someone I don't like. Meanwhile, they pretend like this shit is real and they're not just setting me up with a constant line of undercover, false flag operations instead of just talking to me face to face. If it's prison, then it's prison. Don't talk to me face to face then, but don't expect me to work for u or even want to try to survive in here. I don't work for your kind. I don't even want to sleep with your women. I would never want my children to be raised by your kind.

12:40AM. I'm always under surveillance, so fuck it, I'm always keeping logs of them keeping me under surveillance. They got the advantage with their mass surveillance networks, umbrella of different agencies, departments and cartels, and their constant data collection and data mining but still, fuck them lames. All they do is rape and prostitute the planet while stealing our children from us and using our children as their crash dummies and scapegoats. That's why I refuse to sleep with their women. Their children liked being around us and their women felt safe around us. I don't sleep with their women and I don't want my children to grow up around them. They raise our children to be their crash dummies and prostitutes while they hide behind their money and pretend to be nice. They keep stealing our children from us and raising them to be their crash dummies and prostitutes while they fake love and throw money around. Fuck them, fuck their fake love and fuck their money. I don't fuck their women. I dont want them raising my kids. I'ma repeat these words until I die because these are more than just words. If I change, that means they killed me and I'm not the same person anymore. They always got me under surveillance and they're always testing new lies on me.

12:51AM. They got their hired biker going in and out now. They should have their hired biker fuck all their women too because I rather die in this prison than to mix with their fake families. It's literally kids out here with fake parents that don't even know that's not their real parents. There's parents out here that are blackmailed into taking on kids that's not their own children. It's too much fake shit going on in these bubbles and I'm not one of them. I will keep on and stay real until they finally kill me. I'm not working for them or fucking their women. I'm just recording the types of false flag operations and manipulation tactics they use against us, as well as some of the surveillance technology, psychological weapons, and chemical weapons as well as how some of them work. I don't support their trap. I don't support their undercover surveillance. I don't support any of these agencies, departments or cartels they have me surrounded with. Even tho I'm in this trap, I'm letting everyone know it's a trap and to not fall for it. They gona keep me in here until I shut my mouth and play along with their lies. I refuse. Even if I die in this trap, I make up for it with every person that didn't fall into this trap because of me. 

12:57AM. The undercover department whispered, "look at his face" on the radio. Man, I wish I could see who the fuck is on the radio. If I could put every single one of their faces up by sacrificing my own, I would, just so they can't hide and manipulate us secretly any more. Fuck their surveillance, fuck their hiding spots, and fuck their secret codes. 

1:07AM. They whispered something about them not wanting me here. I guess that's why they do all this secret manipulative lying bullshit and can't speak face to face. Meanwhile, they threaten the entire planet with their nuclear weapons, chemical weapons, microchip implants, secret weapons programs, and manufactured wars. Psychological manipulation all undercover. If they kill my mind or they kill me, I hope this information helps the best of you deal with their lies and traps better than I have been able to. I'm in their trap. They already know what I stand for and they watching me. Shit is hard as fuck now lmfao. Good luck to the future. Hopefully they didn't microchip all of u yet. I've had to give up sex just to make sure they don't get and do the same thing to my kids. Shit is crazy right now even tho they make it look like nothing's happening.

1:10AM. These undercovers can never break me. They can lock me up or they can kill me. They can't break me tho. I wont even sleep with their women. That's because I have self control. They can't break me. They can't do shit but lie and fake it. They're playing their stupidass undercover bullshit still. Hopefully, they haven't microchipped everyone by the time y'all read this. Hopefully they didn't deepfake edit all my shit either so u can still read what I originally wrote.

1:17AM. All this mass surveillance and microchip bullshit. That's why I only do shit face to face now. I feel like I'm in a prison run by microchipped cyborgs that are keeping me down unless I accept their bitchass microchip control. Fuck them. Fuck them. I'm a human being. We talk face to face. All that acting shit and mind control drone bullshit is not for me. They're spying on me even right now. If this message makes it to the future without them deepfaking it, I hope everything has gotten better and your not all brainwashed by them and under their surveillance. Right now, they got me giving up sex entirely because I don't want to have kids with them secretly watching and controlling everything. Fuck these lames tho. I don't trust them or respect them. If someone finds this in the future, I wonder if they can find my body or how I died. I also wonder if they can find all the surveillance footage. These bitchass fools have been secretly manipulating my entire life. It would be funny if someone found my words and found the footage and saw all the crazy stupidass bullshit they try to get away with. It might not show all the cars they have driving around as part of their surveillance agencies. I don't know if their secret communications can be heard or if it only transfer into the chip. Either way, this is how they're abusing the technology right now and how they're using it to control and manipulate is. Really hope they get exposed and overthrown before I die. If not and your all under their control by then, then I'm glad I gave you sex already because I do not want my kids to grow up in that world.

1:27AM. All this bitchass undercover surveillance, psychological manipulation, blackmail and exploitation is going to make my death feel so sweet. I just gotta hold it down and stay real until then. They make it hard as fuck tho. They make it harder to be real. They make it safer to just sell out, fake love and be one of their prostitutes. Life here has be hard. They're always lying and being manipulative. Death will be sweet. I stay true. I am not one of them. I don't share in their spoils of war. I wont even have sex with their women. I sacrifice my own life so my kids don't have to go thru this.

1:47AM. Their stupidass lames still whispering bulkshit in the radio. Fuck them. I wonder where they gona out me next. This entire fakeass bullshit gets old fast. Prison is still prison even if there are no walls. All they need is surveillance and some microchipped agents in the area and they can microtarget anyone anywhere at anytime. They just target me more because i keep calling out their bullshit. I wonder where they're going to put me next. I wonder where they're finally going to have me killed. I wonder if they're going to make it look like I committed suicide or if they're going to pay some homeless drug addicts to do it. Either way, I rather die than to join them.

1:49AM. They're still watching me and trying to communicate secretly. I'm still waiting to die, turning down all their women, and refusing to work with them.

1:53AM. Sleep deprivation again. They move me from one room and send one of their blue or red sides to run their undercover psyops there. Then they move me to another run and send one of their red or blue sides to run their undercover psyops on me at the new room. It's just a giant prison in which they move us from one room to another until we agree to keep our mouth shut and play along with their lies. Then they let us make money and live in society with the rest of them, but only if we agree to play along with their lies. I may not be making any money but I'm still exercising my freedom of speech even if they keep moving me from room to room and running constant psyop campaigns against me.

1:55AM. It was some high pitched sound that could barely be heard because the tone was so high to some low bass. They just change it up as they watch what I type and react to what I'm saying in real time from wherever they hiding at, whispering and watching me from.

1:57AM. Team no kids. This applies to anywhere around the world where they operate. I got to watch out for the talent extraction tactic. That's when they fake love and act nice to your face and giving u job offers, while they're secretly hiring gangs and shit to break into your car and steal your shit so that u want to move. Team no kids. I don't trust them. I don't respect them. I don't sleep with their women, no matter where they may be running their talent extraction operations from. 

2:00AM. They said "that's true" once I finished typing and out my phone done. I'm just being watched by these bitchass slave ower's and stalking rapists from inside this surveillance box. Just doing my time inside this trap. I am not cooperating with them, working for them, or having sex with their women tho. I'm just doing my time in this trap while they watch me.

2:01AM. This time, some guy responded and the light flickered. I don't give a fuck. Fuck them, fuck their system, and fuck the way they communicate. They don't talk face to face. They're disrespecting me. I disrespect them back by rejecting all their women.

2:04AM. They whispered some shit as their loud ass car driving by. They disrespect me by not speaking face to face. I disrespect them back by rejecting all of their women.

2:07AM. They whispered something about "throw a bum around". The funny thing is that it sounded like a prostitute said that. She probably gets thrown around a lot too, just like the bums she makes fun of.

2:12AM. More secret psyop bullshit. They disrespect me by trying to manipulate me from wherever they're lying. I disrespect them back by turning down all their women. Let a bum fuck their women instead. Let one of their lames that just drives around doing surveillance for u fuck your women instead. You're not stealing my children and raising them. U can steal and raise one of the kids from these bums or these drivers you got surrounding me all the time instead. 

2:15AM. My honesty is my sanity. They got the advantage when it comes to computers, surveillance and pharmaceuticals, but I got the advantage when it comes to be real.

2:31AM. The microchip implant hive mind radio whispered, "told him". I don't know who the him they are referring to. It's hard to cuss out the microchipped hive mind. They always play dumb, pretend they're invisible, and act like I'm talking to somebody behind them.

2:37AM. I wonder if all they do is plant surveillance equipment everywhere and then just talk shit all the time thru their hidden surveillance systems. Their fake neighbors are bad enough, and then they call the cops after on top of that. But even if I manage to make it passed their fake neighbors, their fake gangs, and the cops they bribe, I still gotta deal with their bitchass radio and hidden surveillance. So many lies.

2:40AM. Right now, they're just trying little things to trigger me that they can lie and play dumb about. The sleep deprivation makes it worse, but the main thing is their fakeass neighbors because no matter what I do, they're just going to fake it, play dumb and call the cops on me.

2:47AM. I know that the umbrella that has me under surveillance right now is part of the same umbrella that had me tortured and wiped my memory. I was thinking, what if that was the same umbrella that also split my family up all that. That would mean they are always watching and only do little things here and their to manipulate and misdirect my life at key moments. Another good reason to not have sex anymore. I don't want them watching my kids and doing the same thing to them.

2:57AM. This time they whispered something on the radio and their undercover fake neighbor down stairs turned the volume up or some shit. That's how well coordinated they are. I feel like I'm surrounded by synchronized drones that are pretending to be human and running constant sleep deprivation campaigns on me until they rob me of my humanity and the microchip implant completely takes over my mind.

3:07AM. I'm still up. That's because every time I lay down and close my eyes, the undercover agency has someone drive away or come back and park, or they have someone whisper something on the radio, or their fake neighbors turn the volume up. That's how much money they spend on trying to keep us down while they steal our ideas and children from us. Just something to keep in mind when coming out here. This is not how they make it look on television. This is how they really operate undercover. This is also how they cause problems in our home, push our fathers out of lives, put our mothers on their prescription drugs, and manipulate our children into the streets. It's with coordinated, undercover operations like what they're doing to me right now.

3:23AM. Their stupidass fake neighbors still running their targeted harassment and undercover sleep deprivation campaign on me while they play dumb and lie. I just cuss them out straight up and loud. They're the ones playing dumb, being manipulative and lying about it. I cuss them out straight up the same way I have stabbed and shot them straight up. They're the ones lying, playing dumb and being manipulative. They force me to but they lie about it.

3:27AM. I feel like this whole place is bugged and booby trapped. I have been fighting for the truth and staying real for a very long time no matter how hard this has been. Really looking forward to when they finally have me locked up or killed. These passed few years has been very long, drawn out and incredibly boring. I don't even have sex anymore. Just waiting for them to kill me already while they keep faking it playing pretend for the cameras.

Mar18.

1:27AM. The radio whispered, "they broke you" and then all the sudden i hear what sounds like a jackhammer from outside. Whoever they are, they're probably the same ones on the radio that sent the guy thats outside. I still refuse to play their game or fuck their women. They can say whatever bullshit they want on the radio. They can hire and send whatever lameass companies they want. I don't trust them. I dont respect them. I don't sleep with their women. When they kill me, they kill me. I refuse to be manipulated. I'm not a animal. I'm not their slave. Fuck their manipulation tactics. Fuck their false flag operations. Fuck their manufactured wars. I dont trust them. I don't respect them. I don't work for them. I don't fuck their women. I'm not their scapegoat, proxy or crash dummy. If they can hire all these fools, they should hire and send someone to give me the keys to my own car and the keys to my own house. Otherwise, they just lying and blaming me for all the shit their military is doing even tho I had no control over it, I made no money from it, and I had amnesia during the majority of the time they was operating. They lie. I don't work for liars. I rather be homeless and by myself out here than to be rich with any of them or fuck any of their women. They can't talk face to face. Fuck them. They don't talk face to face. Fuck them and fuck their lies. I don't trust any of them. I wont even fuck their women.

1:31AM. They said I put my mom in too much danger. When I was a little boy, some white men came over when only me and her were there, and they told her she has to do what they say or they're going to kill me. I was too young to understand it back then. I don't trust them. I don't respect them. I don't fuck their women. They can kill me but they don't control me or own me. Fuck their surveillance, fuck their manufactured wars, and fuck their school-to-prison pipeline. I'm not one of their undercovers, businessmen, or employees. I say what I mean and I mean what I say. Fuck their radio and fuck the way they talk. I'm face to face. I don't like all this Truman Show Matrix 1984 bullshit.

10:0AM. The first thing when I woke up, I hear some guy coughing outside. Now, it's some stupid voices saying "science". Fuck these lames. I don't know who they are, who they work for or who sent them, but they turn my birthplace into their weirdass trap and surveillance prison. Fuck them. I don't trust them. I don't respect them. I don't fuck their women. I don't give a fuck if they lock me up, kill me, drive me homeless, or if they just keep relocating me over and over again. I don't trust them. I don't respect them. I don't know them. I don't work for them. I wish I could see the face to face, but they're pussies and they rather hide somewhere and send someone else. Here we go again. I dont knwo where they're hiding at but fuck them, fuck their proxies, and fuck both their science and technology. Fuck their money, lies, and surveillance. That's the truth, everyday, for the rest of my life. I rather shit and piss on myself sleeping in the street than to fuck their women or work for them. Fuck them whoever they are, fuck the way they move and fuck the way they live.

10:02AM. They whispered some shit again. I don't know who they are or what they said, so if they say anything about me, they're lying. I don't know them.

10:04AM. They said cigarettes this time. I rather smoke a cigarette than to fuck their women. I don't trust them. I don't respect them. Back then, I didn't know this was a trap. Now, I'm not working for them. I don't fuck their women. I'm not playing along with their lies. I rather smoke a cigarette while pissing and shitting on myself sleeping in the street than to work for them, sleep with their women, or be their friend. Fuck these liars, fuck the way they move, and fuck their money. When they kill me, they kill me. I'm still not one of them. I don't know them. They don't work for me. Fuck their lies. That's why I always have to speak for myself now. They always lying on my name and behind my back and on camera. Fuck them, fuck their money and fuck their lies. I am not one of them. I think for myself. I speak for myself. They do not represent me. I represent myself.

10:07AM. Some guy comes out, coughs and plays music as soon as I finished the last one. Fuck them and fuck their stupidass bullshit. I don't know them. I don't trust them. They don't work for me. I don't work for them. I speak for myself. I don't know who the fuck any of these strangers are, but they're not with me and I'm not one of them. I think for myself. I speak for myself. I'm not playing their game. I'm not their slave. I'm not their pet. I'm not an animal. I don't know who the fuck they are. I don't trust them. I don't respect them. I don't work with them. Fuck their surveillance and fuck all these other departments, agencies and cartels doing the same shit. They're all under the same umbrella. Fuck their umbrella. I rather be outside in the rain by myself than to be dry with them under the same umbrella.

10:10AM. Their undercover agency whispered some bullshit about going to some lake. So if I don't fuck with their undercover bullshit, they try to make threats. Fuck them. They can lock me up or kill me. I don't know them. I don't trust them. I don't respect them. When they kill me, they kill me but I'm not out here making money, partying or fucking their women. I didn't forget about where I come from and I didn't go Hollywood. I'm out here dealing with their abuse, torture, blackmail, manipulation, lies and traps.

10:47AM. Taking note of the way their umbrella rotates the different organizations, departments, companies, and cartels that are under it. Seems like for one, the umbrella tries to get me to join one of it's many sides by using fake love and bribes. One side might try it, then another, then another, then another and so on, supposedly until they finally break me down and I give in and join one of their sides. Then, the umbrella tries to get me to join one of it's many sides by using fake hate and manipulation. One side might threaten me, blackmail me or get paid to make up a reason to start shit with me, and then another side might try it, and then another one, and then another one, and then another one. Once again, they repeat this pattern until I finally break down and I run to one of their other sides for protection. I turn down the whole umbrella. I rather dance in the rain by myself than to be dry with any of them under the same umbrella.

3:07PM. Guy outside seem like he was talking in codes on some bullshit. Then when I get in, they whisper "what happened" on the radio. That's the lameass bullshit they still tryna do to manipulate me. Ain't no face to face. I'm not one of them. I refuse to be manipulated. Fuck their manufactured wars, manufactured poverty, and manufactured consent. I think for myself and I speak for myself. I don't share in their spoils of war. I'm not out here partying and fucking their women. I'm dealing with their lies, traps, and manipulation. Everything else is their manufactured wars, domestic psyops, and cover ups. I risk my life. They ain't do shit about the Aaron Swartz thing besides cover it up. They got all these lookalikes that look like him tho, but what have they ever invented and what have they ever stood for. Aaron Swartz stood for easily available, high quality education for free to anyone that was willing to study it and he stood for distrupting the blackmail and extortion of the military industrial complex and the corporate industry over the academic institutions. The lookalikes are just puppets that do what they're told and they probably never invented anything useful. Nothing worth having the government assassinate him, cover it up and steal at least. They ain't do shit about their manufactured wars, their manufactured poverty, or the school-to-prison pipeline. They ain't do shit about their mass pollution, deforestation, or chemical runoffs. I'm wrong. They did do something actually. They took bribes, covered it up, Android got rid of anyone that called them out.

5:10PM. They aint say or do anything. I just started feeling this thing like some sort of pulsating pressure in the air and my heart rate went home. Then the fake neighbor hit the wall. Just their proxy forces testing their military weapons against me again as they try to drag me into their manufactured war. I don't know them. I don't trust them. I don't respect them. I'm only out here getting hit by their invisible weapons and being followed around by their proxy soldiers that are spying on me and trying to pull me into their manufactured war. They use false flag operations, financial destabilization, and right now, some sort of acoustic or microwave weapon that is in the possession of one of their undercover false flag, official or proxy agents. Not sure which. I can't see him. I don't have the type of technology or weapons that they have access to and that they test on us.

5:17PM. Their fake neighbor goes outside playing music, then goes back inside and hits the wall. I know their spying on me because they're also whispering and reacting to what I'm doing inside the privacy of this room. Unless they can see thru the walls, they shouldn't be able to react to what I'm typing on doing inside. This is just another one of their attempts to manipulate me into fighting as one of their proxies in their manufactured war. They don't talk face to face. They just send the blue side or the red side to manipulate u into getting under their umbrella.

5:24PM. They whispered something and then tried to activate my PTSD trigger again. They were probably sent by the same agency that had me electrocuted and drugged. They also have access to the military and prison industrial complex. It's part of their human weapons program in which they try to dehumanize us and turn us into robots that they can control and manipulate remotely. Fuck them. I don't trust them. I don't respect them. I would never want my kids to be in their programs. I don't even fuck their women. They keep sending their different agencies, departments and cartels to spy on me and manipulate me. I'm just taking shots and taking notes of all their invisible weapons as well as their strategies and tactics. I'm not out here being friends with them, working for them or fucking their women.

5:27PM. They whispered some shit again. I don't know who they are. It's always someone I can't see, don't know, or don't recognize. I'm just supposed to trust and work with these mysterious organizations. Fuck no. It don't matter which one they switch with. I don't know them. They don't communicate the way I do. They don't show respect. They lie, fake it and manipulate. I'm not one of them.

5:33PM. Seems like they're deepfaking some of my words after I type these. The fake neighbor is putting up another act. Their organizations prefer actors and prostitutes. They don't like real ones like myself unless they can blackmail us into silence. The prostitutes and actors have no problem faking it or pretending for money. I come from those that try to make it through honest, hard work. Their system prefers actors and prostitutes. Their system tries to institutionalize and criminalize us using undercovers, false flag operations and mass surveillance instead. 

9:10PM. Always have to be aware of airborne chemicals weapons because it's difficult to know when one suddenly takes in a spray dosage of pharmaceutical drugs that's going to affect their chemical balance, their mood and behavior, as well as their bodily functions without one realizing one has been drugged.

9:40PM. Fuck the hive mind. When they kill me, they kill me. I'm not playing along with their trap, their fake families or their fake freedom.

7:57PM

 Dealing with their stupid ass cars and their stupidass secret communications when I'm walking. I'm not their slave. I'm not a animal. I'm not one of them. They don't talk to me face to face. I dont respect anything they try to tell me.

Mar17.

12:24AM. The new fake neighbors whispering "he doesn't know better." I know I'm in their bitchass prison. I know they're trying to manipulate and scapegoat me. I know they're only using me and lying to me. I don't know them. I don't work for them. I don't fuck their women. I'm not their slave. I'm not a animal. They can lock me up or they can kill me but I don't work for them and I dont play along with their lies for money. The politician and industries are better off hiring the hoods, gangs and police they usually hiring because I'm not one of their pet rats. Fuck their money. I bet the military industrial complex gave the hood that microwave weapon. They act all hard and gangsta even tho they're rats and their whole hood sells out to the big money. They sell their own kids out for it. They sell our kids into slavery for it. They fake it and pretend they're victims while they watch us, manipulate us, and tell everyone else they're our friends. Fuck them. Fuck their lies. Fuck their money. Fuck their system.

12:30AM. Now that the brainwashing and torture wore off, the fake neighbors PTSD triggers don't work anymore. I'm still trying to recover from the torture, but their secret signals snd PTSD triggers don't work. Fuck the politicians, fuck the military industrial complex, fuck the useless mass surveillance that they only us to silence us, turn us into their scapegoats and crash dummies and to pick out which girls they want to prostitute early. It's not for cleaning up pollution, it's not for stopping over-extraction, it's not make us better. They use it to exploit us, lie about it and make money off of us. I'm real to death. Fuck their money. Fuck their electro-shock torture. Fuck their pharmaceutical drugs. Fuck their lies and blackmail.

12:33AM. As soon as I finished typing and posted, they said some shit thru the walls to let me know they're watching me. But if I go knock on their door, they're going to lie, play dumb, start shit, and call the police on me. That's how they move out here. The politicians and industries pay their good slaves and pet rats a lot to keep their mouth shut while they exploit and manipulate us. They like to talk behind the back and while they hide but they're only well paid actors. Their industry has a lot of money but they are pussies in real life. They're only actors. Money. Cameras. We risk our lives for this. Death.

1:10AM. The politicians are mad at me and they're using the police and the gangs as proxies against me. That's their cover. 

1:27AM. I wonder if I'm being microwaved right now. The industry likes to give their good slaves weapons to test on us before they sell them and before they blackmail our families, steal our children and try to raise them to be their good slaves. The rats can take massa's cheese. I'm not their slave. I might be getting microwaved. They scared to go face to face but they do all that drone war, chemical war, and psychological war type bullshit. Freedom of speech vs spoiled rich brats in power that abuse their privileges.

1:32AM. For the third world countries, I'm still holding it down. I don't work for them. I don't know them. I don't fuck their women. Im not out here partying and having fun. Im not even having sex. I'm only out here being real while they send wave after wave of different colored rats and sellouts to fuck with me. They can lock me up or they can kill me but they can't blackmail me or make me fuck with them. I don't trust them. I don't respect them. I'm not scared of them. 

7:14AM. I dont think it was a microwave. I think it was some sort of acoustic or sonic weapon. When I woke up, their undercovers whispered, "her". I believe that's another attempt of theirs to false flag and blame someone else for what they're machine is trying to blackmail and frame us for. They are always trying to use their mass surveillance , psyops and chemical drugs for their talent extraction program. When it comes to child talent extraction, part of it involves turning us against everyone and everything we ever knew. That way, we have no one to go to besides their machine for protection because they either got rid of our family or turned us against our family. They can lock me up or kill me but they can't blackmail me or make me fuck their wkmen. I don't know them. I don't trust them. I don't fuck their women. I'm not part of their machine. I challenge their microchip slave auction and I challenge their undercover slavery. They're not going to kill me off, steal my children and give them fakeass parents that raise them wrong. They're not institutionalizing my name and my face and creating a gang, cartel, or monopsony with it. I rather die than be a slave. I'm not having sex. I don't trust them or their women. I have no respect for their system. Everyday, I accept my death and I do nothing for them. If the world ends, I'ma smoke a blunt and watch it happen. I don't know them. I don't work for them. I don't fuck their women. We don't even speak the same language. I'm not one of them. Fuck their machine.

7:27AM. I don't trust them. I don't respect them. I'm not having sex. I don't fuck their women. I rather die than to let them have my kids. I don't have sex anymore. I don't trust them. I don't respect them. I don't work for them. I don't fuck their women. They will steal your children and try to blackmail or kill u after. If you come out here, beware of that. Even your own race may sell u out into slavery, just to get themselves out of it. Your own parents might be fake parents the system have you after they killed your real parents or they might be getting blackmailed by the system. Don't trust their fake love. They're lying and faking it out here. I put that on my life. Their undercover proxies are still secretly watching me and working for them. I'm always surrounded, outnumbered, and under surveillance every single day by them by I don't work for them and I dont fuck their women. That goes for the politicians, the military industrial complex, their corporations and businesses, and their drug cartels. Big oil, big pharma, big farming, and the mass surveillance and biometrics industry. Don't trust them. They will steal your children from you and raise then to turn against you.

7:43AM. Their undercover Secret Police fake neighbors banging on my jail cell walls again. Fuck their surveillance. Stupidass pet rats. Fuck these undercover sellouts.

7:47AM. I don't trust them. I don't respect them. I don't fuck with their women. They can keep me imprisoned under their surveillance and watch me shit on myself and masturbate instead. They can lock me up or they can kill me. I don't fuck with their women tho. I don't trust them and I don't respect them. I put that on my life. They know. They're watching me. This ain't for them. They're a fake family. They're an institution that disguises itself as a family using the children they kidnapped. They're not a real family.

7:57AM. The crips and bloods ain't make me. Their agencies and industries ain't make me. Their drug cartels and military ain't make me. They can't even get me to sleeo with their women. Fuck their system. They can't make another me and I'm not letting them steal my children. I'm not having sex anymore. I rather die in this surveillance prison than to raise a family under their blackmail and surveillance. They're upstairs right now. I'm just waiting to die being honest and with my integrity while they keeping lying.

8:03AM. Schwarzenegger, big oil, and big pharma are pussies. Y'all not getting my bloodline. I don't trust y'all. I don't respect y'all. Ain't gonna be a Tenenegger. RIP Swartz. Y'all can kill me. I'm not having a family just for y'all to blackmail me and steal my children after. I choose death.

8:10AM. They talk about paying a debt. They still owe us for slavery, for destroying our land and for stealing our children. Fuck their spiils of war. I don't know them. I don't work for them. I don't fuck their women. They still owe me a face to face they don't want to pay up. When I die, I ain't sell out tho. I ain't out here partying and fucking their women. I'm out here being real and honest but being punished and forced to live in poverty for it because they make money off their lie and exploitation. I die for the truth. 

8:13AM. The ones watching me said, "soul." They never talk about themselves tho. I'm trying to get to them but they always hide their face, hire someone else snd talk about someone else tho. I keep trying to talk about them but all they do is play dumb, look invisible, and talk about someone else. Whitexicans lie a lot. Sometimes they say they're white. Sometimes they speak Spanish. Whatever works to their advantage. They say and do anything to win.

9:14AM. Every time I type something, they stomp. They spend all this money on their good slaves, but they don't want me to make it because I'll slap Schwarzenegger in the face on live TV. Their women are made out of plastic and their men are scared good pets or abused starving dogs. I think for myself. I don't fuck their women. I rather die than to let a rapists like nazi schwarzanegger assimilate my bloodline into his fake family of kidnapped Frankenstein combinations.

9:17AM. I'm not their son. They can torture me with their undercovers and their surveillance, but I don't work for them. I wont sleep with their women. I'm not part of their family. I'm only a prisoner here, but I rather die as a prisoner in the place I was born than to be rich as a runaway. I rather die as a rapist killa, a chomo killa and a freedom fighter than to live as a rich and famous microchipped celebrity. They not getting this T. Fuck their institution. Fuck their mass surveillance. I accept my own death. Don't trust them. I don't sleep with their women for a good reason. I rather be tortured by them for the rest of my life than to lure you into their trap. Don't trust them.

9:17AM. They keep trying to secretly manipulate me and egg me on so I just keep putting out the word on how they lie and how they operate. A lot of activists have committed suicide over this. It might seem like it's nothing, but don't underestimate their use of mass surveillance, proxy forces, and blackmail.

10:33AM. Their surveillance agents whispered beef on their radio as they drove by. They manufacture beef the same way they manufacture wars to rob us, keep us enslaved and held back.

12:47AM. Dealing with the same shit from place to place, day after day, and still not playing along with it or selling out. It's strange now that I know how things really work compared to the way I was taught in school. Some of it does work the way it's taught, but it doesn't keep up with the advanced in technology. I was passing by this big pharma plant and suddenly forgot what I was thinking about. Strange life now. Always under surveillance. Randomly have my air, food and drinks drugged without my awareness at any moment with no way to prove it. Now that I know it's a trap, I deal with it differently, but I'm already in the trap. It's this strange thing where I can try different things but at any moment, the trap could snap shut because I'm already in it. It took a lot and many years to get the trap opened up again, but I'm still inside it. Anything I do can cause the trap to shut and the big money keeps sending it's puppets to try and trap me. I was thinking about how difficult it is to get out of this trap now. Especially after having been targeted, destabilized and relocated for so many years, mostly all starting after I started to get my memories back. It's hard to hold to paperwork or keep a bank account under these conditions. It's not like I could keep a real job anyways. They send their agents and puppets to do dumb shit and get me fired on purpose. So at the moment, I'm just in this strange situation where they're limiting and sabotaging any legal opportunities while trying to blackmail and harass me back into the trap, but they won't talk to me face to face or treat me like a human being. I'm just always being watched and manipulated by strangers from the shadows. It's like being on a chessboard. They send their pawns wherever I go. At this point, it feels the matrix desert of the real. It's like everyone else is faking it and pretending to be something they're not while I'm being sincere and genuine. It's like I'm the only one of my kind and everyone else is an actor playing a role. It's very frustrating. I wonder how many individuals are actually under the same umbrella. I know the majority of organizations all exist under the same umbrella, and the organizations have a lot of members, employees and prisoners. I wonder what the percentage of sincere and meaningful human beings vs lying manipulative actors vs blackmailed puppets there are in this region. Everybody looks the same so it's hard for me to know. Even if I'm in all this fake manipulative bullshit, I still stay real. I don't participate in their programs. I'm not part of their machine. The system is routinely using different human beings to try and manipulate me. This is not the same world it was when I was in highschool or shortly after. Everybody is lying, faking it, secretly watching me, and secretly trying to manipulate me now. If I call them out, they lie and stay in character and make up different reasons to argue about. They call the gangs on me, they call the cops on me, and they call their cashier's and clerks and employees on me. I'm always surrounded, outnumbered and under surveillance. I still don't play along with their lies or bullshit. I'm not one of their proxies, drones, or slaves. I'm not out here just partying and having fun. I ain't even been having sex anymore while I'm out here. I just been trying to get my memories back, and as I been remembering this trap I'm in and how it works, I been trying to figure out better ways of dealing with it. They still got surveillance on me at all times and there's not much I can do about that on my own. I feel like I'm in a prison where everyone is faking it, acting, and secretly manipulating me whenever they're not faking a smile. Same shit, another spot. There was this video I saw about a form of psychological destabilization through constant relocation. Supposedly, they try to break the person down by constantly moving them from one place to another, and it's supposed to be just a bunch of concentration camp type environments until the person finally breaks down and plays along with the system. I ain't tryna be like that. Also, it sounds like diesel therapy from prison, only much more psychologically based. Another day after getting my memories back and realizing I've been under surveillance by the same organizations involved in torturing me, wiping my memories and trying to blackmail me. Definitely don't feel safe with them watching lmfao. They're surveillance is so good, they can have Aaron Swartz assassinated by his own friends without even his own friends understanding what's really happening, cover it up and make it look like a suicide. Their surveillance is so good, they can carry my body to a car, drive me to a separate building, try to sell me out, and then drive me back without me waking up and nobody else around knowing anything. Their surveillance is so good that nobody knew I lost my memories or even realized anything was wrong even tho they always got their undercovers driving by and fake neighbors running sleep deprivation campaigns on me. Surveillance so good, they can have you murdered, make it look like a suicide, and use it to blackmail someone that was on your side. I wonder how much money it really costs them to keep this whole charade going. I don't play along with it. I'm just out here. I'm not out here partying or sleeping with their women. I'm out here dealing with their traps, manipulation and blackmail. 

Mar16.

4:44AM. They whispered, "you're stupid" and then their fakeass neighbor starts stomping upstairs. Just some more of their proxies trying to entrap me into their manufactured war so they can sell weapons and manufacture poverty. They always lie and fake it like that out here. Right as I tried to close my eyes and go to sleep too. It's just part of their sleep deprivation campaign. But if I start fucking up, they're just going to lie and play dumb about how manipulative they are. They same way they lie and play dumb about torturing and brainwashing me even tho they're the ones they tried to set me up and sell me into slavery. They know I been trying to heal and recover from their torture, they send their fake neighbors to start shit, prevent my recovery, lie and play dumb about it. They hide behind their lies. I risk my own life. They set traps. We free slaves. I don't know them. I'm not one of them. I wont even fuck their women.

1:47PM. The rats whispered "strong pc". Meanwhile they kiss massa's ass and sell their own children into slavery while they keep their mouth shut and make money. They ain't protecing me. They tryna enslave me and sell me out to their slave massa. They ain't blackmail me into silence or scare me into hiding and lying tho. They're massa's good slaves. They do what they're told and they keep their mouth shut so massa let's them sleep in the house, even tho they're some bitchass rats that do anything for cheese. Massa don't like me tho. Massa likes his good slaves and pet rats more than me even tho I'm smarter, I work harder, and I got bigger balls than them. Massa don't like me because I don't sell out my children and I'm not a bitch. Massa prefers bitches, good slaves, and pet rats that keep their mouth shut and take massa's cheese. Lameass fucking sellouts. Fuck them bitches and fuck their whole fakeass family of rats, sellouts and kidnapped children. Fuck them, fuck their radio, and fuck their microchip slave auction. I rather die than join their bitchass fake families. Rapist Killa until they kill me. They ain't kill me.

These pussies hide, act tough and talk so much bullshit but then they lie and play dumb about it because they're cowards and bullies that can't stand on what they say or do. The slave last ower's used to say and do the same shit, but they didn't have to lie, play dumb or hide after. These ones are like the last ones but they're more pussy about it. Also, they took out the racism element, but they still trying to be bitchass slave ower's when they're more pussy than the last ones, and the last ones already learned their lesson. That's why they have to lie, hide and play dumb now. We're face to face with it. We're not those pussies, cowards, bullies or manipulators. 

10:40PM. When you deal with the bosses, they send their pussy henchmen. They don't own me or control me. They can't make another me. Same shit I always say. I rather die than be a slave. I'm not their animal or their slave. I refuse to be manipulated. Fuck the money. I don't take lies for money.

11:07AM. As I was walking inside earlier, I walked passed a man with a hoodie and glasses that gave me a strange look. He didn't say anything. Now I went back inside, and the fake neighbors upstairs are doing their undercover harassment bullshit. I catch the vibe that guy hired or paid these fake neighbors to do their sleep deprivation bullshit again. That's how they really operate. They act like it's fair and free speech, but they got us all under surveillance and they hire and send someone to try to oppress, blackmail or assassinate us if we use our freedom of speech. Then pussies with money are going to run out of actors to hire if their actors keep getting hurt. That's why they have to manufacture poverty and abuse the prison industrial complex for their crash dummies and gene consolidation. I couldn't say anything after I first got released from the torture and brainwashing program. I got my memories back now. I didn't know it was a trap at first. Now I know it's a trap. They get mad at us for being real while they lie, fake it and exploit us. That's why they threaten to hurt us and threaten our families when we stand up to their bitchass big money. Fuck their money. I don't know them. I don't work for them. I don't even fuck their women. They can lock me up or they can kill me but they can't blackmail me and I'm letting them try to turn my kids into their crash dummies and scapegoats like they tried to do with me. Mass surveillance, undercover harassment, political cover ups. They lie for money.

Mar15.

9:57AM. New room after sleeping outside for two days. Still trapped in their bitchass mass surveillance and targeted psyops bullshit. I still don't fuck with them. I rather die than be a slave. I don't trust them. I don't respect them. I don't work for them. I wont even fuck their women. I'm not out here having fun and partying. I'm only putting out what I was taught from outside the bubble, even tho they punish me for it. I refuse to work with them and I refuse to play along with their lies. Fuck their money, fuck their lies, and fuck their system.

10:00AM. I think they're bitchass agents whispered something about me being their boss. Fuck all that. I would never want them to work for me either. I rather die than be their slave. I rather die than be their boss. That's just some bullshit they made up to try and scapegoat us for what their machine is doing. The tribe eats their own chiefs. They'll call you their boss, and then blame you for all the shit they already been doing and the shit you have no control over. If I really was their boss, I would fire everybody that I don't personally know by name and by face, and I would fire everyone else I don't like and that I don't trust. I'm not their boss. That's just anothrr one of the lies they use to try and blame me for the bullshit they do to make money.

10:10AM. The pussyass undercover lames whispered, "that's how he thinks." Meanwhile, they talk like racist slaveowners and inhumane scientists spying on the human beings they're experimenting on. So my counterpoint to them bitchass spies watching me: that's how you speak? You secretly spy on and look down on us like you're better than everyone just because you have money and you can hide? Fuck you, fuck your system, fuck the way your operate. Just because your boss pays you for being a rat, doesn't mean your not a rat. One day you're going to run out of places to hide and you're going to have to answer for everything you ever did. If you don't, your grandkids are going to get the same treatment you gave to us.

10:12AM. Some bitch whispered on their radio. I don't give a fuck what their bitches say. I wont even touch their women. I don't trust them. I don't respect them. I wont even fuck their women. I don't party. I don't hang out with friends. I'm not sleeping with their women. Fuck their system. Fuck their money. Fuck their lies. I never want my children to grow up under their surveillance. I rather die alone and give up sex than to bring my family and my children into this bitchass system. I will not let them raise my children to be their scapegoats, crash dummies or prostitutes. I don't trust them. I don't respect them. I wont even fuck their women.

8:23PM. The fake neighbors upstairs on their bullshit again. I don't know them. I don't work for them. I don't protect me. They don't own me. I don't fuck their women. They can have one of their actors, rapists or slave ower's fuck their women instead. I'm not a fake.

11:27PM. They said I don't stop even tho they were starting shit earlier for no reason. When I'm trying to recover from the torture, they lie and act like I'm starting shit, even tho they know because I've said it. They know because they're always watching me. They know because they're the ones that sold me out and had me electrocuted. They got paid for it. The rest of them play along because they're part of it too. None of them are real face to face. I healed my own shit. I still ain't sell out. They ain't blackmail me into silence. I dont fuck their women. I still call out their bullshit and I still challenge their money and their lies. Fuck their weapons, fuck their blackmail, and fuck their lies.

1:38AM. Feel off. I think they might be secretly drugging me again. Huge disadvantage because they got all these invisible weapons and technology, but they can only lie, fake it and manipulate. They can only bribe or threaten me. They can't be straight up. I don't fuck with them. Even their women are trash. I don't trust them or respect them. I'm not one of their proxies. I refuse to be manipulated into their manufactured war. If they kill me, they kill me but I don't know them, I don't work for them, and I don't sleep with their women. I'm under targeted surveillance and I'm inside an invisible chemical weapons soup. When I die, I die with my integrity. I rather die than go Hollywood. Fuck their money, fuck their lies and fuck their system.

1:45AM. The rats know they started it because they got paid to do it. Theyre just lying, playing dumb, and blaming it on anyone except for the organizations competing over their security contracts. Rats do anything for cheese. They sell us out into slavery, but they keep their mouth shut for their massa.

1:47AM. They sold me out. They set me up and had me electrocuted. They tried to brainwash and blackmail me. They been trying to manipulate and use me like a slave or an animal instead of speaking to me face to face. They say that they're different but they're all the same. I don't want them institutionalizing my genes. They can have their fakeass actors, cheapass businessmen and pussyass gangbangers fuck their trash ass hoes instead. I'm not even sleeping with their women. Fuck their system and fuck their way of life. I don't want them trapping my kids. Fuck Hollywood.

2:27AM. There they go being manipulative again while they lie about it and got me under surveillance. I might die trying to break their trap, but I'm not putting my kids thru this. I'm not fucking their women.

Mar14. 

9:20PM. New room. Their fake neighbors already upstairs running theirnslreo deprivation campaign and whispering their toxic nazi bullshit. This is just how they try to manipulate us, lie about it and pretend to be victims, and act like we got mad for no reason even tho they're purposely trying to start shit and play dumb about it. I could go upstairs and knock on their door like a normal human being, but they're stalking me and manipulating me on purpose. All they're going to do is play dumb and maybe get mad and start a fight like they did last time on video, or they'll play dumb and won't open their door like they did last time on video. Same shit again. They can harass me and lie on my name, but I dont know them. I don't work for them. I dont fuck with their women. All they're trying to do is false flag me into fighting their proxies so they can drag me into their manufactured war. Fuck them. I think for myself. I rather sleep in the street than to be another one of their proxies or to work for them willingly. I was saying earlier, sometimes sleeping two hours on the street is better than sleeping five hours inside a bed when they're running their targeted sleep deprivation campaign. They do worse to the children of third world countries that they exploit. This shit don't hurt.

9:27PM. They can say and do whatever they want. I risk my own life. I think for myself. I don't know them. I don't work for them. I wont even fuck their women. I don't trust them. I don't respect them. I don't want them to steal my children and raise them as their crash dummies and prostitutes. I turn down sex as long as they're secretly watching me and trying to manipulate my life.

Mar13.

1:10PM. No sleep. Regular hires being sent to harass. Airbourne chemicals at times. One was causing hiccups before. This one causing tension in the brain like a headache. All their manufactured bullshit they do to cover up their lies for money.

Mar11.

1:47AM. They're still running their sleep deprivation campaign on me and testing some sort of acoustic based weapon. I still don't work for them. I don't trust them. I don't respect them. I wont even fuck their women.

8:17AM. The Truman Show producers are going to make me sleep outside again because I refusento play along with their lies. They can kill me for all I care. I don't know them. I don't work for them. I'm not their scapegoat. I'm not their proxy. I wont even fuck their women. I ain't their house nigga either. Fuck their shelter. A slave ower can provide food and shelter for their slaves but that's not love.

11:47AM. Their undercovers are disgusting. Their women are disgusting. The way they talk and the way they move is disgusting. 

11:57AM. I don't give a fuck if they lock me up or kill me. I'm already under constant surveillance, constantly being drugged, and microchipped. Fuck their system. I rather die in prison thab to make money with them. I rather die in prison than to fuck their women. I rather die in prison than to let their blue red illusion protect me.

12:17PM. They call me an animal, but they can't talk face to face or show their face. They're the real animals. They're just lying about it and hiding all the money they make. Fuck their surveillance agencies, institutions, and organizations. They waste so much money coverung up their lies when if they were real, they could deal with us face to face. All they can do is bribe or bully.

12:42PM.Their undercovers still don't talk face to face. They probably were part of it and are just faking mad to cover up their lies and using it as an excuse to beef it and get money which they do all the time already.

2:57PM. Yard time.

3:00PM. They can kill me but they don't own me or control me. I'm not an animal. I'm not their slave. I'm not a proxy. I'm not a weapon. Fuck their manufactured consent. All they do is lie and fake it. I wont even fuck any of their women. They're all the same.

3:02PM. RIP Aaron Swartz. Fuck Schwarzenegger. Fuck their multiple agencies. Theyll probably try to have me suicided too before they talk to me face to face. I don't know them. I don't work for them. I'm not friends with them. Their words are just codes and meaningless gestures because they're working. I say what I mean and I mean what I say.

3:04PM. Their multiple agencies and departments are all the same. Fuck them and fuck their jobs. 

3:07PM. I feel like the bitchass microchip is still manipulating me. I'm not sure and I don't know how it works. Fuck their technology, fuck their money and fuck their lies. I rather be naked, but then they cut down the trees and contaminated the water so I'm here instead.

6:17PM. They throwing their tweakers and prostitutes at me again on that bitchass false flag operation. The bosses send their henchmen. The regular shit they try to entrap me with. I don't work for them. I don't fight for them. I don't fuck their women.

7:14PM. They sent more of their puppets to talk in codes. They soend a lot of money to manipulate shit from behind the scenes. First they sent that lady. Now they sent some homeless drug addicts.

7:47PM. Now that I know the truth, I deal with the worst shit the Truman Show can throw at me. Before, they would just string me along in their euthanasia rollercoaster. I'm trying to separate the real from the fake. They're trying to make me sellout for money and blackmail me into silence. The trap is what I'm breaking. The trap is what they're covering up and making money off of. Whoever falls into their trap. I might be in the trap, but they don't control me or own me. It's harder for them to use me as bait when I got my memories back and I'm not taking their hush money. I don't like the way they exploit the place where I was born. I try to change that and they get mad at me, like a drug dealer mad at you for not wanting their toxic drugs where you live.

8:05PM. Lameass car radios. Also, some shit that makes my spare battery die faster. 

9:07PM. They hired and sent another one of their fakeass actors to try and start shit. On my life, I don't work for them. All that shit they try to blame on me when I had amnesia, that's all them. I don't work for them. They send these clowns to threaten and harass me. I still don't work for them. I don't fuck their women. They ain't blackmail me into silence. I'm not their slave. Fuck their microchips. I'm not their puppet. I'm not their cattle. They're mad at me because they can't talk face to face. I don't trust them. I don't respect them. I don't fuck their women.

Mar10.

6:07AM. Fuck their whispering spying cowards. They can't even be real face to face. The bosses can have these cowards and bullies fuck their prostitutes instead. I don't know them. I don't work with them. I wont even fuck their women. Fuck their trap system. It's better this way. I rather die than to let them get their hands on my DNA. All they do is test their military weapons on us, blackmail the survivors, steal the children and raise them to be stupid and easy to manipulate scapegoats and crash dummies. Fuck their trap. When I die, I free my bloodline from their trap. They don't even know how to raise their own children. They only steal good children from good families like how they raped the Swartz and combined that bloodline with a black man to create the Schwarzenegger. That's not even a real family. That fakeass actor will send someone to act, but he will never fight over a name that he made up. These stupidass undercover nazi's need to stop using this country as their puppet state for prostitutes and crash dummies. They can get their prostitutes and crash dummies from Europe or somewhere else instead.

6:14AM. Fuck their manufactured wars and their manufactured beefs. They can't even be real face to face. They just manufacture wars and manufacture beefs to test their weapons and to steal our children from us. Fuck their blue red illusion. They can come see me face to face. Otherwise, they can just spy on me and send their puppets and rats while they work for the slavemassa's. I'm not any of them. Fuck their microchips, fuck their mass surveillance, and fuck their pussy bosses. 

6:24AM. Their businesses, corporations and institutions have no heart and soul. They will use their employees as throwaways. They will blame their CEO for whatever they were doing. The CEO gets charged, arrested and fired, and the corporation will find a new CEO to donthe same shit and to use as a scapegoat again. That's how the red and blue sides work. They have no soul and they will try to use whoever they can to be their scapegoat and take the blame while the keep doing the same shit no matter who they get to drive.

1:17PM. Eventually, their two-faced surveillance industry is going to run out of lookalikes and body doubles they can send. When that time comes, I'm still going to be here and their pussyass bosses are still going to be hiding behind their money, cover and puppets. I refuse to be a puppet in their manufactured proxy wars. Fuck Trump. Fuck schwarzanegger. fuck big oil. Fuck big pharma. Fuck their drug cartels. 

1:57PM. The drug cartel agencies that turn all their children into crash dummies and prostitutes are watching me. Fuck them lames. The institutions they sell their children to as crash dummies and prostitutes are also watching me. I don't work for them. I won't even sleep with their women. I rather die in poverty than to let them repeat the same cycle with me. I refuse to sleep with their women and I refuse to play along with their money, lies and traps.

3:27PM. Despite all their surveillance police, and drug addicts, they still can't talk to me face to face. They can have one of their rats fuck their prostitutes instead. I don't know them. I don't work for them. I wont even sleep with their women. Fuck their surveillance industry. Fuck their prison and military industrial complex. Fuck their drug cartels. Fuck their politicians. Fuck their industries and their institutions.

3:37PM. The microchip radio keeps calling it beef. It's not beef. It's manufactured wars, proxy wars, and surveillance capitalism.

7:27PM. They sent their fake neighbors to try and manipulate me again, but I see thru their lies. The torture and brainwashing wore off. All they have left is their actors, cameras, and money. I don't believe anything from them especially because they won't talk face to face. I wonder if they're gonna drug my air again. Fuck these lames.

8:25PM. I wonder if the fake neighbors they sent are blowing meth smoke into the vents. I start to feel awake and restless so it makes me wonder. Knowing that they use airborne vapors at all makes me wonder if they're using it all the time. I feel like I'm walking thru an invisible soup of pharmaceutical vapors at times.

9:32PM. The homeless actors they hire and send only make shit worse. They can have their actors and homelessness fuck their prostitutes. Their boss is scared. I don't work for them. I wont even fuck their women.

9:47PM. More actors from their coordinated surveillance industry. They can have their actors fuck their prostitutes instead. I don't work for them. I wont even fuck their women.

10:32AM.Pussyass surveillance spying on me. Fuck them. They ain't do shit about Aaron Swartz. Fuck them. Fuck Schwarzenegger.

11:27AM. It's strange when they bring their kids into this when they know about the lies and also when they broke my family apart and have been trying to blackmail and manipulate me since I was a baby. Also because they threaten to hurt children, and they routinely raise children to be their scapegoats and crash dummies even tho they fake love.

1:10PM. I rather die slowly under surveillance in this Truman Show bubble than to join their fake family, sleep with their women, or allow their institutions and cartels turn my children into their crash dummies or scapegoats.

5:00PM. Went to Starbucks in Tustin and got a headache as soon as I drank the coffee. These are not our allies. That's all lies. They try to bribe us and steal our children from us while they fake love and pretend to be friends. If we don't fuck their women, they kick us out and assassinate our characters. If we do fuck their women, they create a gang with our face on it, raise our children to be their scapegoats and crash dummies, but they take the white kids in and let them enjoy the spoils of war that they got by manufacturing wars and manufacturig poverty. They manipulate events to get us into joining their blue side or their red side, then they use us to fight their proxy wars and test their military weapons, then they steal all the spoils of war from making us fight each other as well as stealing our children after they have us locked up or killed. They're mad because I won't fuck their women. They have been raping and enslaving my family for generations, but they're mad because I won't sleep with their women.

6:07PM. Those is not their children. Those are the children they stole and are going to raise to be their crash dummies and scapegoat.

6:37PM. Not sure what they put in that Starbucks drink but I recognize the symptoms. Creates a throbbing pain in my head like a headache or migraine. Makes me very dehydrated very quickly, which increases the throbbing of the headache. They have been poisoning and manipulating me my entire life but they just play dumb and act like it's a coincidence. I never even imagined that they would do things like this, but now that I remember and I know how they use drugs, false flags and proxies as weapons, I recognize that the reason the symptoms are so similar is because they manufacture disease the same way they manufacture wars and manufacture poverty. I'm in this bubble, but I don't work for them, I don't enjoy in their spoils of war, and I don't sleep with their women. I'm only trying to destroy their trap or die trying.

7:47PM. Even tho I'm in this prison of actors, cameras, and lies, I'm still not working for them or sleeping with their women. I rather be a prisoner than a slave. Fuck their system. They can't even speak face to face. Why the fuck would I risk my life for some cowards and bullies that can't communicate face to face like adults? I wouldn't. I don't work. I don't hang out with friends. I don't sleep with their women. I rather die in poverty than to continue my family under their surveillance. Fuck their system.

7:57PM. They use us to fight their proxy wars when they manufacture the conditions, but they expect me to fuck their women. They can have their scapegoats, crash dummies, or their Truman Show actors fuck their women instead. Even if they stole my genes from me, all they get is the athletic part. They can't raise our children to go half as hard as me. I reject their slave class. I refuse to sleep with their women and I refuse to have a family. Fuck their surveillance. Fuck their system. Fuck their slave class.

9:07PM. Their undercovers said don't run. Tell their boss to stop manufacturing wars, stop sending proxies to fight for them, and stop trying to use me as a scapegoat. I rather die poor than to work for them or fuck their women. Fuck their microchips. How come the radio turned back on after the cops came? I'm not their fucking crash dummy.

9:17PM. I'm not a proxy. I'm not fighting for them. I'm not having a family. I'm not doing anything but letting everyone that's still real know this is a trap and how this trap works. I don't work for them. I don't fight for them. I don't fuck their women. They have no blackmailed me into silence. I think for myself. I speak for myself. I'm not one of them. This whole shit is a trap. They're always watching me and trying to use me as bait. Don't trust them. I'm a prisoner with them around and this entire thing is a trap. They don't even talk to me face to face. I'm not their friend. I don't know them. I don't work for them. They steal our children and raise our children to be their crash dummies and scapegoats the same way they tried to do with me. They're only trying to use me as bait for their trap.

9:27PM. This is the Truman Show. Somewhere out there is their central command center or their mobile command stations where their Truman Show producers are watching us through their surveillance equipment and deciding which actors to put where.

9:41PM. They try to make it all about me, but they're still scared to kill me. I'm not doing this for me. I do this for all the third world countries they fight their proxy wars in, mass pollute, and steal the good men and children from. Don't matter if it's their white slave ower's or their brown drug cartels. I don't know them. I don't work for them. I don't fuck their women. I rather die in poverty than to let them raise my children. 

9:47PM. Schwarzenegger a pussy for sending his gangs and cops. Fuck the radio chip implant. I don't know them. I don't work for them. I don't fuck their women. They're just trying to use me as bait in this trap, but they haven't blackmailed me into silence so I'ma just keep letting everyone know this is a trap and how they steal children using mass surveillance, biopharmaceutical weapons, blackmail and psyops.

10:07PM. They send their fake neighbors again. I still don't work for them or fuck their women. They can have their fake neighbors downstairs fuck their women instead. Fuck their drug cartels. Fuck their undercover false flag operations. Fuck this prison. I don't work for them. I don't fuck their women. I don't trust them. I don't respect them. I sacrifice my own life to let everyone know how they blackmail the families that come out here, steal the children, and implant us with their microchips.

11:23PM. There they go testing their military grade weapons on me again. This time, it's some shit causing vibrations that I can feel through my heart. Doesn't feel like a microwave and the acoustic weapons didn't make any noise when they used it for crowd control. Must be something else. It's vibrating at a frequency that seems automatic and mechanical. Meanwhile, their bitchass rats are spying on me and making comments. Fuck their manufactured wars. Fuck their false flag operations. Fuck their domestic psyops.

12:07AM. Using the same technology they have used before for their sleep deprivation campaigns. That's why it's a trap. They fake love and pretend shit is fair, but then they use these invisible weapons against us to keep us destabilized and in poverty. It's a trap. They act like someome can make it thru honest, hard work. In reality, it's a lot of families blackmailed into silence or being used as crash dummies and scapegoats while they make money off whoever falls into their trap.

1:17AM. Their undercovers are still running their false flag and domestic psyops program on me. This is a prison. I'm just doing my time. I don't work for them. I don't know them. I don't even sleep with their women. They're still trying to us me as their scapegoat. They're lying on my name behind my back. I won't even sleep with their women. I rather just do my time in this bitchass surveillance and microchip prison. I don't hang out with anybody. I don't sleep with their women. I just do my time. They're scared to see me face to face. They haven't blackmailed me into silence. I just slowly unravel their illusion. I got nothing else to do in this bitchass Truman Show Matrix prison.

1:17AM. Their undercover fake neighbors are just spying on me and tapping on the walls and whispering when I try to sleep. Their sleep deprivation campaign. It helps to know the technology they use and the way their psyops works. Fuck these liars.

Mar9.

7:00AM. The Not-Z's talking about their manufactured beef again. All they do is manufacture beef for money. They try to control me when they can't even walk down the street. Fuck them, fuck their manufactured beef and fuck their taxes. 

7:52AM. The not-z hive mind whispered "island of trash". Just because they want to raise crash dummies and prostitutes all the time and they get mad when anyone tries to stop them, they want to trash everywhere else and turn everyone else's children into their crash dummies and prostitutes too. Fuck them and fuck their trash. They can't have my kids. Even tho I'm out here, I refuse to let them turn my children into trash the same way they do to their own children. I rather die than to merge with their bitchass fake families of trash.

9:47AM. The hive mind whispered beef. They manufacture beef. Fuck these manipulative liars. They only fake beef for money and they try to drag everyone down to their level.

11:17AM. I have to deal with these lookalikes and body doubles driving by but waiting until I see them before they turn their car. If they can send these lames to make me see them, they can talk to me face to face. Until then, I don't know them. I don't work for them. I'm not fucking their women. I'm just doing my time and getting my commissary while they keep me in this Truman Show Matrix 1984 prison.

2:14PM. Still dealing with the same manufactured cancer while they play dumb about manipulating my life and wiping my memories. Fuck them and fuck their trap. Real until I'm killed. They can't make nobody like me. All they can do is lie to us or steal our children. Then they lie to our children and try to turn them against us. Either they go with the program, or they get raised as crash dummies and prostitutes. They don't work. They only feed off of the manufactured poverty and all the families that are used as cannon fodder from the school-to-prison pipeline to the prison industrial complex. 

7:47PM. Fuck their drug cartel. Bunch of liars and rapists. They call their prostitutes high ranking just so they can use them as traps, but they still use them as crash dummies and prostitutes no matter what they call them. Their fake red blue illusion can call on whatever gang or cartel they want. I still don't work for them. I won't even sleep with their women. They don't protect me. They don't own me. They don't control me. I'm not their slave. I'm not their cattle. Fuck their drug cartels. Rapist Killa. They sell out their own children already. They use them as traps too. Fuck the fakeass neighbors next door. They sell their own kids out. They mad at me because I don't fuck with their lies, crash dummies or prostitutes. Fuck their manufactured wars, proxy wars, manufactured poverty, mass surveillance and their microchip slave auction.

7:54PM. They always start shit, then they lie and play dumb about it. Blame me for defending myself just because I'm loud, sincere and direct about it and they lie, whisper and fake it. All that secret manipulation shit is why I go at them this way now. They try to play dumb and blame it all on me. Fuck them. They're still lying and faking it right now.

8:01PM. Their surveillance agency grabs drug addicts and tells them to use baby carriages as cover or some shit. Seen a woman walking with a carriage and she look like she was in no shaoe to be carrying a child. Their game is stupid as fuck. It turns this shit into a prison. It's not really a prison, but it's one step away because of all their lies and traps. They're always trying to manipulate us into one of their two sides. Then they use us until they have us locked up or killed, blackmail the survivors, and raise the children to be their crash dummies and scapegoats. Fuck their system and fuck the way they use mass surveillance to manipulate our lives and take opportunities away while pretending that it's fair.

8:47PM. It's weird when their actors respond or react to what I do inside the room, but that's how they do things out here. They secretly watch your every move, copying everything you do, try to sabotage and ruin you, lie and play dumb about it, and then they try to take credit for your success if you survive all that.

9:12PM. The combination of the surveillance, the database of actors, and the false flag operations is what makes up this entire Truman Show Matrix.

Mar8.

2:57AM. The surveillance agencies like to blame my family for everything while they play dumb about their surveillance, their blackmail, their airborne drugs, their prostitutes and crash dummies, or their constant false flag operations. I think of it as their talent extraction attempt and that's why I refuse to sleep with their women. I don't fuck with them and idgaf how much money they got.

6:27AM. Everyday I keep tally while inside this prison. A prison made out of gold is still a prison. Fuck their money and lies. Fuck their fake love. Fuck the Truman Show. I rather be a prisoner than a slave. I might be a prisoner, but I'm not their slave, their cattle or they pet. They don't own me. They dont control me. I won't even fuck their women. Fuck them lames. Fuck their mass surveillance, fuck their microchip implants, and fuck the military and prison industrial complex. I spend everyday of my life fighting slavery and I'ma either going to destroy their trap or die trying, but I'm not working for them and I don't even sleep with their women. The best way I can prove that it's a trap is that I won't sleep with their women. There's something wrong with them. I wouldn't trust them to raise a child. They would probably sell the child as soon as they get the chance.

6:47AM. Some females voice said sorry on the radio as I was typing out my last tally count message. Fuck them and fuck their radio. I don't trust them. I'm not friends with them. I don't have sex anymore. This whole thing is a giant prison. I'm only here to break their trap or die in this prison, but I'm not one of them. Watch out for their mass surveillance, their microchip slave auction, and their airbourne biopharmaceutical agents. They all lie and fake it for money. They use fake beer and fake love as a tactic. Don't trust them. They say and do anything to win their stupid game. Fuck their radio. Fuck their chip implants. Fuck this modern day slavery.

7:17AM. I just wish they would get it over with and kill me already instead of trying to force me to play their stupid game. Fuck them tho. I'm still not one of them. I dont work for them. I'm not their cattle. I'm not a slave. I'm not a animal. I want them to kill me already so I can die with my integrity and I don't have to deal with these bitchass liars, slave ower's and rapists anymore, but for now, they just keep me in this bitchass Truman Show prison.

7:27AM. Fuck the way they talk. Fuck the way they live. When I die, then their post-truth microchip cyborg era can begin. As long as I'm still alive, I'm still going to hold it down for being honest and direct face to face. I'm not one of their actors, liars, or rapists. I rather die poor than to thrive or survive in their fakeasss system of liar, rapists and prostitutes. I don't work. I don't hang out with friends. I don't have sex. This whole shit is nothing but a fancy prison that they try to cover up. A prison with gold bars is still a prison.

7:27AM. The undercover rats said its personal. It's not personal when they sell their children out to massa tho. It's only personal when someone doesn't want to be a prostitute or a crash dummy like they raise their own children to be. When it comes to selling out their own children, it's not personal. When it comes to me speaking up, killing their rapists, or refusing to sleep with their women, all the sudden they say it's personal. I don't even know them. They're nothing but liars, rapists, and slave ower's. 

7:35AM. This is not a home. It's a prison. Their surveillance can turn any home into a prison. Beware of their chip implants and their biopharmaceutical weapons. I am not one of their Hollywood celebrities. I risk my life for this everyday. Fuck their money. I'm still under surveillance right now but they don't own me or control me. I wont even sleep with their women. I don't want them having my DNA.

7:27AM. Fuck their bomb and fuck their microchip.

8:06AM.They said I'm a player for life. I rather masturbate then to sleep with their women. They're liars for life. They need to leave because they lie and manipulate too much. This is not a place for liars.

8:17AM. They're fakeass neighbors whispered weep. It's better that I weep and I'm able to take them on then for them to be making little children weep and lying about it after they blackmailed or killed the parents and prostituted the children. I'll weep for every child in their trap, but I won't fuck their women or work for them.

11:42AM. That's why they have to steal children from good families. They got all these crash dummies and prostitutes but they can't raise their own kids right. All they have is money. They can have one of these crash dummies they keep sending fuck their women instead. They can send one of their Hollywood actors to fuck their women instead. 

5:50PM. I don't know them them. I don't work for them. I wont even sleep with their women. Fuck their trap and fuck their non-face to face communication. I'm not one of them. Fuck this open Truman Show surveillance prison. I don't do anything out here. All they do is hide, lie, and raise our children to be crash dummies and scapegoats while they steal our good genetics from us and make us sleep with their prostitutes. 

5:55PM. I rather die in poverty than to let them raise my children. They're not even a real family. They just steal kids and give them new parents when the kids are too young to realize it. They're not a real family. They're an institution. I rather die in poverty than to be blackmailed into silence by them and forced to breed with their prostitutes to have children they're going to take away like a cow, a chicken, or like cattle. I'm not their cattle. I'm not their slave. Fuck their microchip slave auction. Fuck their drug cartels. Fuck their job agencies. Fuck their military and prison. I think for myself. They just lie, manipulate and steal children from the families they try to destroy. I weep for every family across the world that they ever tried to enslave. Better that I weep than for their pussyass boss making them weep.

5:57PM. They're communicating secretly again and forcing me to hear their rapists hidden voices. Fuck their secret communications and fuck their game between rapists and slave ower's. I rather die than to let their game raise my children.

6:10PM. Being a mental slave to their mass surveillance and microchip implants is not worth winning their stupid game. It's not even worth sleeping with all their women.

I may not be able to see where they're communicating from but I still take shots at their entire undercover surveillance agency. Fuck their microchip slave auction, fuck their electro-shock torture, fuck their biopharmaceutical drugs and their human Fetty Wap experiments.

8:07PM. Their bitchass Hollywood street acting is a cancer that turns everything fake.

Mar7.

12:21AM. Their Nazi radio sound different this time. Sounded like a little boys voice. Maybe Schwarzenegger's pussyboy robot voice.  Fuck the terminator. I'm not a robot. Their microwave or sonic weapon is being used. It almost feels like a forced heartbeat. One of the goals from way back then was to not being controlled by some rich old men from far away. Now, because of their modern day technology, there has to be new ways of doing this because their mass surveillance, microchip implants, and their drone war tactics have made it much easier to control and tax areas that they don't live in and cannot come to.

12:37AM. They're fake neighbors tapped on the wall and whispered some shit. These pussyass fake neighbors been trying to keep me from getting my memories back forever now. They don't own me. They don't control me. Their torture and brainwashing wore off. Fuck Schwarzenegger. Fuck their microchip slave auction. Fuck the Secret Service. Fuck Big Oil. Fuck Big Pharma. RIP Swartz.

2:49AM. The shit the radio says to me, I don't really hear all the time as often. I have been trying to condition myself to treat it like commercials or advertisements. I am more trying to understand this mass surveillance and psychological manipulation going on in the background. It seems to be something of an uninvolved outside force that watches everything going on inside the bubble, and it uses that information to manipulate those within the bubble, but they themselves are not personally involved or personally invested. It seems to be more of a tool they use to create false flag events using whatever is within the bubble. Bubble or not, I was still born here and I'm not faking it. It's always been a challenge to not be taxed, controlled or manipulated by someone or something far away that can't even show their face or walk around out here. 

2:57AM. The ventriloquist says a lot but they don't show their face. I wonder if it's even really human, or if it's artificial intelligence, mass surveillance, and human actors with microchip implants. I don't know how it manipulates me but I know it does even when it seems like I'm thinking for myself. I don't know how this tech really works. Seems it's important to figure it out with joining their side and using it. Right now, I can still say and do what I want. I still try to think for myself even tho I don't know when theyre manipulating me. They don't seem to be able to really think or speak for themselves anymore. It's like they're puppets pretending to look normal. I get put thru a lot of shit for this, but I'm still just being a real human being, not a puppet. I still think for and speak for myself. When I go outside, it's not a lot of real human beings left. Mostly organized acting and puppets and such. I'm still real, straight up.

8:24AM. They sent one of their women to offer me money for coffee. Lmfao, I turned their little boys into millionaires and bosses. I don't need her money.

11:07AM. Even with all their surveillance and their Truman Show false flag operations, they still raise trash which is why they have to steal children from better families. They can lie, fake it and act, but none of their clones ever go as hard as I do. Even their desperate drug addicts crash dummy throwaways don't go as hard as I do. All they do is test their first world military weapons on us, blackmail our families into silence, steal our children and raise us to be their scapegoats and crash dummies. They're still trying to trap me with their blue red crip blood illusion. The politicians, the industries and the institutions hire from both side. They can't brainwash me with that bullshit ass lie anymore. I don't partake in their spoils of war. I refuse to be manipulated. I'm not another one of the many prostitutes they can buy off with money and fake love. I'm not another one of their rats they can blackmail into working for them. I'm not part of the illusion surrounding me. They're all actors. I'm real. 

12:24PM. They sending their red side to make subliminal threats. When they kill me, they kill me. I don't know them. I don't work for them. I wont even sleep with their women. Fuck their mass surveillance. Fuck their microchip slave auction. Fuck the undercover false flag operations.

6:27PM. All they can do is bribe or blackmail.

8:17PM. The one's talking on the radioes are stupid as fuck.

10:35PM. Their prostitutes can say whatever they want. I don't work for them. I don't know them. Even if they got me imprisoned, I still don't sleep with their women. Fuck their mass surveillance. Fuck their microchip implants. Fuck them and their organization. I don't work for them or with them. I'm not friends with them. I wont sleep with their women. They can never get the best out of me. I barely even shower or do anything. That's all they get.

Mar6.

5:27AM. They make up all this shit to justify their false flag operations, manufactured wars, and their human experiments. It's all bullshit tho. They lie for money. They say and do anything to win their game. I'm always being watched and under surveillance. I'm keeping tally while I'm in their false reality Truman Show prison, but I'm refusing to play along with their lies. Their game of slave ower's and rapists. I'm not one of them. 

9:47AM. When you call out the fake king, he sends his guards at you. When you call out the politicians, the industry or the institutions, they send their homelessness, their gangs, their police, and their Truman Show actors at you. Out here, that's usually the microchipped Mexicans, but no matter which microchipped human beings they're using, it's still connected the the same nazi radio. They don't own me, they don't control me, and I'm not their slave. Fuck their illegal microchip implants. Fuck their pharmaceutical weapons. Fuck their mass surveillance and their financial destabilization. Fuck Schwarzenegger. They not getting my DNA. Ain't gonna be a Tenenegger. Fuck the Mexican drug cartels. Ain't gonna be nobody named Sporty in every single one of their hoods with the same face and they're all good at sports. I'm not sleeping with any of their women. I'm not their cattle. I'm not their slave. We don't come from rapists. We don't force, buy or manipulate our way in. RK.

2:07PM. They call me a boss when they have more money than me. That makes no sense. Beware, the tribe that eats their own chief. First, they call you their boss. Then they copy all your moves and steal everything you have. Then they try to blackmail you and steal your children from you. The truth scares them into hiding and lying. Fuck their radio.

2:22PM. They don't stop raping the planet for money. That refers to their red side blue side illusion and gene consolidation. That refers to the microchip slave auction, modern day slavery and their drug cartels. If they dont stop, they continue to exploit third world countries through manufactured wars, deforestation and industrialization until they raped the entire planet. If I stop, they'll just keep raping the planet like they're already doing. They're the ones that have to stop lying. 

2:27PM. They're still communicating through their radio. Fuck their radio. They have to talk face to face. I'm not a robot. Fuck their mass surveillance. Fuck their microchip slave auction. 

2:32PM. They blame me for the shit they control. Meanwhile, they secretly microchipping everyone and trying to blame me for it when I'm always under surveillance and being manipulated. That's just their expensive lies, manufactured poverty, and their trap system of crash dummies and scapegoats. Meanwhile, they use us for their proxy wars, they use us as their crash dummies and scapegoats, and they us as their cannon fodder.when they don't got the balls to fight their own battles. They don't even got the balls to be honest, face to face. The Truman Show don't own me or control me. The Matrix don't own me or control me. The blue and red illusion doesn't own me or control me. I am always destroying their expensive lies with the truth.

4:27PM. The hive whispered that I broke them with my death wish. I don't have a death wish. I wish for the truth. They're the ones threatening me to cover up their lies.

8:03PM. One of their nazi rats whispered in their nazi radio from wherever they're hiding at. I already got them. They can kill me or whatever. I don't know them. I don't work for them. I won't even sleep with their women. I'm not one of their nazi rats.

Mar5.

11:45AM. Weakass pussy scientists. They act tough when they can hide behind their technology and money, but they're pussies and liars when you strip them to their bare skin and they have nowhere left to hide. Fuck their mark of the beast microchip implants.

11:51AM. Waiting to die form inside this Truman Show prison bubble, but every day I will still try to make any moves I can to hurt them, even if I'm already outnumbered, surrounded and under constant surveillance. I killed soooo many of their bitchass rapists. They still can't turn me into one of them. Lameass pussies. They die like fucking cockroaches. I brag about murdering them all the time, but they don't brag about being homosexual because they're embarrassed of who they are. I'm proud of being a Rapist Killa. Fuck the Truman Show. Fuck their mass surveillance. Fuck their gene consolidation. I wont even fuck their women. Fuck their microchip slave auction. They can't blackmail me into silence or into working for them.

2:07PM. The voices came back again. The maid probably changed something when she was cleaning the room. Planted some surveillance equipment or some bullshit. Lameass Truman Show bullshit. Fuck their nazi radio.

3:40PM. Haven't heard anything since last time. To recap, as I laid down, I heard some toxic nazi bullshit. I mentioned it. I heard some other shit and I heard "on the ceiling" and then i haven't heard anything since. I don't know what's going on but all I did was come back and lay down.

8:14PM. Bitchass radio. Fuck them pussies.

2:00AM. Gang and cop combo. Schwarzenegger can't walk on these streets himself, but he can send someone like a spoiled, rich princess hiding in her castle. He can't walk out here in these streets himself, but he sends his butlers. Lame.

Mar3.

12:17AM. There agencies waste so much money on these meaningless false flag operations just to cover up all their lies and bullshit. Manufactured Wars, manufactured poverty, and manufactured consent. They got all this money to keep me under surveillance but they can't do anything about all the pollution, Industrialization or drug addictions. That's all a lie. They just rather keep their prostitutes under surveillance and pick out which kids they're going to prostitute and use as crash dummies while they lie and fske it for money.

12:39AM. I called his agency a waste of money. Of course, he didn't break out of character. The one next to me, the one out of the truck and the one at the register. None of them broke out of character, but they're all still lying and faking it for money. Their entire agency is a waste of resources. They can't even clear shit up face to face. They just manipulate shit from the shadows and I'm supposed to trust them when all they ever been known for is lying and faking it for money. They rather protect their prostitutes, their human store, and their microchip slavr auction. I rather sleep outside than to work for them. I rather sleep outside than to sleep with their women. I rather sleep outside than to play along with their lies. 

12:47AM. Another night sleeping outside because I refuse to be their scapegoat/crash dummy. They still lying and hiring all these different sides to keep me under surveillance. Fuck their stupid lies and this weirdo undercover game they keep playing. I don't know them. I don't work with them. I won't even sleep with their women. That's how things change now that I know it's a trap. They're the ones that lie and fake it. Since I was young, I have always tried to be real. I'm not going to start lying and faking it now that I'm older. I didn't put this trap here. I'm not the one lying and playing dumb and pretending this trap doesn't exist. I'm not one of thrse agencies and cartels that feeds off of this corrupt system. So they make me sleep outside because I won't play along with their lies and take their money. Fuck their money.

1:15AM. Pesticides and street sweepers. Not me tho. I'm in this bubble of lies, but I'm not one of them. I'm not a character. I'm real. Their trap is some bullshit. This is where a lot of their chemicals are coming from. Remember for later. Another reason why their surveillance is a waste and it doesn't prevent or stop a lot of the pollution going on.

1:43AM. All their doing is spreading more pollution and more chemical runoff while they get paid for it, then they blackmail or bribe everyone into silence. All their agencies only add to the waste and all their fancy technology, money and numbers does nothing to stop it. No matter what side wins, nature loses and they all get paid.

3:53AM. As I stay outside again, I think about how many children are forced to flee and sleep outside when these militaries false flag and manufacture wars to invade and extract resources, the same way they're false flagging this entire operation around me and manufacturing the poverty I'm trapped in at the moment.

7:21AM. A constant stream of different agencies running different forms of psyops, but none of them are real. It's annoying because they're always in character and I'm being my real self. They talk so much but they talk like pussies and actors that play dumb when they're called out face to face. There is a constant stream of bombs, guns, and drugs from different militaries running different invasions outside the bubble. I'll deal with their fakeass Truman Show shit going on inside the bubble.

Because they still refuse to admit that there is a trap at all, it makes everything else that goes on within their trap very suspicious. That applies to the manufactured wars and manufactured poverty, biopharmaceutical agents and chemical weapons, as well as mass manipulation through the use of brainwashing, electrocution, chip implants, blackmail, and weaponized censorship. They never bring any of that up but they point fingers at me. That's like taking one line out of context of the chapter that the line comes from, but that is the only way they can argue. If we go at it face to face, they can't take things out of context the same way. I would address them on every point, but that means they would also have to answer for every point that I bring up, and they're scared of what I might bring up.

2:47PM. Every time I get pulled over here, I think Rest in Peace Christopher Dorner. They playing all these bullshit games. It was a quick stop and go. I had my live stream going tho. Last time, I didn't do that and I got arrested. 

2:47PM. All they did was sneak diss and still cover up how they raise our children to be crash dummies and scapegoats. Also, their institutions are still losing a lot of money despite their Truman Show false reality cover. It's kind of the same way Schwarzenegger is putting so much money into good publicity right now, but no matter how much money he pays his public relations department, Hollywood and everybody else is still finding out about what his name really means.and how racist it really is.The Hollywood false reality cover up vs the truth. Ain't gonna be any Tenenegger. I refuse to sleep with any of their women. That holds true for their drug cartel prostitutes and their porn industry actresses as well. I don't want them to consolidate my genetics. Fuck their secret race war. I'm not their crash dummy, scapegoat or slave. I wont even fuck with their women. Fuck their microchip slave auction.

4:07PM. Fuck their auto-pilot program. Fuck their debt-trap contract. Fuck their shady business practices. I don't know them. I don't work for them. They do not represent me. I think for myself. I speak for myself. Fuck all the different sides that are on that automatic transactions type bullshit. They're not even human. They keep charging but they never communicate face to face and I haven't been able to reach a real human being to clear things up with since I got my memories back.

10:17PM. The Truman Show is always trying to manipulate my perception of reality by sending one of its actors whenever I go out. Mass surveillance, psychological manipulation, and the illusion of two sides. I'm not one of them. All they can do is bribe or blackmail. Fuck their money and fuck their lies.

Mar2.

2:17AM. Undercover nazi's making sure I don't fall asleep and I keep running the same way they did to the Jews during the Holocaust. It's not magic, it's science and technology. Targeted Surveillance, Manufactured Poverty, Domestic Psyops. Fuck Schwarzenegger. RIP Swartz.

5:35AM. These weaponized actors are annoying. They pretend to sound like and talk like those they spy on from surveillance footage. They use this to set up their false flag operations, or to run their psyops campaigns, or to cover up their microchip slave auction. Schwarzenegger. Disney. Things I'm realizing have been right in front of me the entire time. When they send these undercover actors to make subliminal threats, it reminds me of how they have a legacy of lying and faking. It's a constant cycle of liars being replaced by new liars that are then replaced by another set of liars. They continue fail to bring anybody real. Rapists feed of this system. They rather turn us into crash dummies and scapegoats while they fake it, pretend they're nice and act like they don't know what happened.

5:37AM. They mentioned something about explosion. Wait until the truth blows up. Fuck all their undercover false flag psyop bullshit.

6:27AM. Seems like they're just hiring old expired prostitutes to come around and deliver their subliminal messages now. So many Truman Show actors. All I do is stay real.

10:47AM. They prefer working with prostitutes and rats  that are easy to control and will do anything for money. Because I'm the real thing, I make them look bad so they make me sleep outside even thonthey always got surveillance on me. it's not that I'm wrong. It's that I don't support being used as a crash dummy and that's all they really want. It's all good. I rather die poor and in poverty than to live a rich lie. they mad at me because I don't fuck with their pizzagate cattle. I'm not their cattle. I wont even sleep with their women. They call the gangs on they. They call the cops on me. They call their employees and their homelessness on me. I still don't know them, I don't work for them, and I refuse to sleep with their women.

5:22PM. By the time they finally have me killed, I already fucked up their whole program. On my life.

Mar1.

9:27AM. There is something in the air. I can taste it's bitterness on my tongue. The more I speak, the more I breathe it in. The more I breathe it in, the more I lose my voice. There's a plane flying over me and a helicopter passed over earlier. Probably some form of chemical weapon in the air right now, and I'm right next to the Irvine Police Department too.

11:55AM. Their undercover came out real quick and said I get jealous too much. If I was jealous, I would want what they have. I sacrifice my own life to try and bring the truth out while they're all lying and faking it and playing dumb for money. All their surveillance, but they want to secret control everyone with it. I'm not one their side. I'm trying to even the playing field by letting everyone else know what kind of weapons they're using. As an American, I have freedom of speech and the freedom to defend myself as actual rights. I refuse to live a Truman Show lie. I put that on my life

12:37PM. The undercovers said "too much trust" and then the next one said "sinner". My response is "too many backstabbing liars" and "manipulators". The rats that sell their own children to massa as crash dummies and prostitutes don't like to admit how fake they are. The slave owers that buy and use our children as crash dummies and prostitutes just hide and blame it on their rats. It makes no sense when they got all these undercovers and surveillance, until the truth comes out and it becomes obvious they use the surveillance and undercovers to target us, blackmail our families, and raise us and our children to be their scapegoats, crash dummies and prostitutes. It's a trap.

8:35PM. Regular surveillance. Blue side, red side.combo. I think for and speak for myself, but every time I call out the politicians, businesses or industries, they hire and send from one of these pools of talent. In this case, the prison industrial complex based on the amount of gangmembers and homelessness they have been sending. Besides that, they also draw from the sports industrial complex and what appears to be some type of actors guild. That's ground level. As for the cars that drive around in undercover convoys, those are probably employees.