Oct Thoughts

My latest updates are at the top and the oldest ones are at the bottom. Keep in mind that they can deepfake and rewrite my words and I don't always go back to check if anything was changed.

1.) Remember

2.) Bring the Background into the Foreground

Christian's and Catholics. Christian refers to the guy that won the game before the big man got killed. Big Man took the stories saying he would publish them, but then he killed and skinned Lucy. Instead of apologizing, he offered gold and prostitutes and said get over it. He was later killed with his own letter opener in his own office. Before that, he said to play a game. The winner would get the collection of stories named after them, even tho those stories already had names on them from the ones that lived it out in the middle east. Christian won that game and his name got put on the stories. Catholics refers to the mirror religion. They preferred killers. That's why they had an thing for raping young boys during confession. The purpose was to damage the boys so that as they got older, they were so traumatized that they would starting killing whoever reminded them of their trauma. Lucy's Fur refers to the woman that got killed and skinned. Cat-holics refers to cats and alcohol. Specifically it was in reference to how someone could kill Big Man, climb out the window, and get miles away before any of them realized Big Man was murdered at which point they sent an entire military force to chase down one man. The combination of athleticism, beer balls and being taught what's right and what's wrong. If a child is never taught something is wrong, they won't know. Once they are taught right from wrong, they will know not to do it and may even fight back instead of listening the next time. A couple other mentions, I'ma tell it to you the same way it was told to them, "Yea but don't say it like that." Germ Any, His Panic, Am Azon, Asgard, Can Ya?, Most Cow, A Miracle, Not Z, So Viet, Who? Man. Each one refers to a specific story of why it received that name. Most are obvious such as Most Cow, but some have different stories behind them that refer actual conversations when something may have been said or discovered.

Psychology of Prostitutes. This refers to prostitution in it's deepest meaning which is one who sells themselves out for money. This meaning include men as well. Prostitutes are trained to fake it. They fake love, they fake pretending to care, they fake enjoying sex. They can fake all these things because they're sellouts. Sellouts are trained to fake it, talk fast, be misunderstood, and play dumb all for money. They don't ever clear things up face to face even when they know there's a problem because they make more money if they play dumb and pretend they don't know, even if they have people everywhere watching everything and letting them know what's going on, they will continue to play dumb because they fake it for money. Faking it is an evolutionary advantage for a prostitute. They lie, manipulate, play dumb, and fake it for money because it is engrained in the very DNA as a means of survival. They have been trained to survive by faking it thru many generations. They live and die by the lie. Lie to survive. That was the way of the prostitute.

The Psychology of Knowing. It's different when one does not realize it's a trap. There is a natural human expectation for things to be fair and when one is being manipulated and lied to, it's natural to be angry. However, it's different when one knows that it's a trap. The expectation of fairness disappears and instead of being angry, one recognizes the conditions of the trap they are in. For instance, if one does not know they are in prison, one may get mad at some of the things that happen. When one knows they are in prison, those same things not as surprising and is just a normal part of the prison one is in.

Synchronized Hive Drones. Only places that generate large amounts of electricity can organize, manipulate and coordinate all these drones. The command centers would have to be places that generate a lot of electricity and would need powerful computers as well. Major cities like Mexico City, New York, Miami, Las Vegas, and Los Angeles. They would need a large power supply to maintain connection with the populations they control. The farther the signal has to transmit, the more power would be required.

The Alphabet of Maps. Similar to the letters XYZ, some of the ancient languages are made up of all maps. XYZ in particular had to do with a secret path thru the mountains that most of the European's didn't know about. They tried to captured and force their prisoners to let them know the thru path and they would make fun of the broken English. Either way, the true path was not Z. Y referring to the crossroads and X which marked the spot. Before most of the jungles and forests were destroyed, bombed, or deforested, there were many paths that only the first explorers knew about. There were no maps or cameras back then. Wheels had not been invented. The way they would remember these true paths is by using letters. The letter was the map, just like XYZ, except that the Z was a lie to prevent the soldiers from knowing the true path. It's not Z(Nazi), it was a Z sideways, which is an N. The other letters are not in English. European history does not like to admit that they were not the first ones to travel and map out the world. They may have been the first to travel with large armies and take over entire cities they came across, but they were not the first ones to make it out. When u look at the Alphabet of Maps, each letter represents the true path or the path thru, and there is a mark symbolizing either the destination or the place where the journey begins. Most of the paths no longer exist due to war, bombs, or simply because of construction. The alphabet was created long before any books, maps, or even painting was ever invented. This was not created by Europeans. The Alphabet of Maps is an ancient alphabet that existed long before the European's knew how to cross the mountains surrounding them. They did not know the path thru, aka the true path.

Traps on Traps on Traps. Protect the environment. Protect free will. Protect against exploitation. Traps on Traps on Traps refers to falling for a trap based on what one cares about and is trying to preserve. Trying to protect one thing leads to having to sacrifice the other things, which is not a good sacrifice. Let's say one wants to protect the environment so their sacrifice free will. That means that later on, the environment can still be exploited because free will has been sacrificed. Let's say a country is trying to protect it's natural land. It has 5 different cities that are all trying to do the same thing but they are also in competition with each other. An outside force that wishes to exploit and prostitute the resources there comes in and starts pressuring one of thise five cities. They also false flag the other cities into attacking the city they are targeting. This is made easier since all 5 cities are already in competition with each other and probably have a hostile relationship where they have been lying and backstabbing each other for money for a very long time. The outside force comes in and offers protection, weapons, technology and money to the group they are targeting. All they ask for is for their target to give up one of the other cities in that group of 5. They then use that information to target the next city and repeat the same strategy until they get all 5 cities to sell each other out while they all lie, fake it, play dumb and prostitute each other. The only way out of that cycle is for someone real and straight up to challenge that system and that outside force. It would require someone that isn't a liar, someone that isn't a backstabber or a sellout, and someone that rather die than to give in and play their trap games. All 5 cities are trapped because they made secret deals to back mstab and sell each other out, so now they have to keep their mouth shut about ratting out their neighbors because they already made secret deals for their own benefit and protection. I didn't make any secret deals with them. I got brainwashed, blackmailed and lost my memories. Now that I got my memories back, fuck them, fuck their trap and fuck their deals. Even if they lock me up or kill me, I am no fake and I am no sellout. Them bitches owe me the truth, face to face, the same way I gave them the truth face to face. All they want to do is lie and fake it and play dumb for money while they make secret deals with the slaveowners to sell out the real ones. Fuck them and their money.

Virtual Reality, Mind Upload & Artificial Intelligence. Besides the brainwashing and the trackers, the other thing they do is put their target in virtual reality. In virtual reality, they create a bunch of simulated experiences to test how the individual will react to their virtual reality simulations over and over again. Once they test how the individual reacts to their virtual reality simulations, they create a database of that individual's psychological profile. This profile includes a copy of their target's thought process and how that individual reacts to specific events they faced in virtual reality. The memory is then wiped and the individual is released back into the trap. They then have a copy of the individuals's thought process which they can then use to manipulate the individual from the shadows. That is the mind upload. It is a database of reactions, reasonings and thought processes of the individual. They can then test out of different tactics and strategies against the Mind Upload. The test out how the Mind Upload reacts to their strategies, and if they find one that makes the individual do what they want, they then use that same strategy against that individual in real life. The data is uploaded into an Artificial Intelligence program that also has a collection of different minds uploaded into it. Whenever they want to shadow manipulate their target of choice, they use the Artificial Intelligence and the Mind Uploads to find a workable strategy before applying to their target in real life. The combination of Predictive Programming and Artificial Intelligence tries to predict how their target will respond to the given stimuli so that they can try to manipulate the target into responding the same way in real life. When one is fighting against this type of Artificial Intelligence, it is like fighting against yourself because it is basing all it's actions in how it predicts you will think.

The Intellectual Trap. There is this movie called, A Beautiful Mind. There is a secret, unknown part of the story that was never explained in the movie. It's the part when the main character starts to develop schizophrenia. The truth is that he did not develop schizophrenia natural. Part of his hallucinations were real. The intellectual trap had to do with certain organizations using NASA as a trap. They would lure over genius intellects by offering them to work on a secret project that they couldn't tell anyone about. They would do some tasks here and there to test their mind's capabilities. Then they would be set up and robbed for whatever research they were working on. It would often be their own best friend that did it, due to bribes or blackmail. The part of the movie where he thought he was hallucinating in the movie was actually the part that really happened in real life. Specifically the scene with the therapist/the rapist. (https://youtu.be/GvF4-C1EuJU) It was an intellectual trap because it designed to capture genius intellects thru the promise of working on a secret space project. Very similar to what happened with Aaron Swartz assassination/suicide cover up situation. 

The Ancient Bottleneck Trap. This refers to the area that is today called Mexico. They were at war with the North American and South American Native tribes for a very long time before the European's even showed up. The Bottleneck Trap refers to how when South American tribes tried to pass thru and move north, or when North American tribes tried to pass thru and move south, they would not be able to pass. Instead, their men would get captured, brainwashed, enslaved, and often sent back to fight them as part of a group of slave soldiers.the South American tribes had tried many things including sending their biggest strongest men to offer gifts and women for safe passage, but their men would still be turned into slaves. The North America tribes had the same problem, but they were slowly pushing down into that area regardless. They say that if the European's never came, the Native American's would have taken over that region. This is supposedly why certain tribes saw the European's as a way to get rid of the other native tribes who they had already been enemies with for a very long time. Even tho all of this was going on in North Americal, there were tribes that were watching and keeping track of it all from the AmAzon rainforest. The Ancient Bottleneck Trap is probably one of the world's oldest and largest traps that was used as a way by both the Mayans and the Aztecs to capture any strong and able-bodied men and make them switch sides.

Hive Mind Consolidation, Information Supremacy, and The Moral Trap. Information Supremacy refers to having complete control over all information. That is why I fuck with like minded individuals that give the information out for free. Some of us want to make the world a better place by making human beings smarter, wiser and more capable. They just want to take control of the world by dumbing down society so that human beings are easier to manipulate and take advantage of. Information Supremacy refers to their desire to have complete control over all information while everyone else is dumbed down an dependant on them and their gatekeepers for any type of knowledge. Hive Mind Consolidation refers to the secret race going on between multiple organizations that have their hands on that hive mind technology. By implanting everyone with hive mind tech, it creates a new secret class of thought police that can control, manipulate, or distrupt your thoughts and this your actions as well. The desire is to plant a chip in every single human being so that the entire human race is under watch by the thought police. This obviously leaves zero room for any type of innovation, progress, or renaissance since any good ideas anybody thinks of will immediately be stolen from them by those that control the hive mind technology. The Moral Trap refers to the initial push they use to begin the Trap Games. They push u first to test your reaction. Your reactions to their push will be collected and placed into a database that will have your biometric data, your identification data such as name/DOB/SSN, and your psychological profile. They build up your psychological profile by testing u with different triggers such as the push. If u don't push back, they know that they can do that to u again later on and blackmail u, make u sell out, take all your shit, or make u sell out for protection. If u do push back, it's a trap. They will lie, fake it and play dumb about how their organization pushed u first. When u push them back, they have you under surveillance and are studying how you pushed them back. Then, they will send another one of their undercover rats to push u again. This is so that if you have any secret fighting moves or if u invent something to defend yourself, they already have you under surveillance and will steal, copy and imitate whatever methods u use to defend yourself. They will keep sending their line of undercover rats to push u again and again until u run out of ways to defend yourself. Once they have stolen and copied all your moves, they either blackmail u into working for them, use u as a puppet to infiltrate your own organization, or they just consolidate your genes into their own group and then get rid of u. It's a moral trap because there is no right way to respond to the push. Whether or not u push them back, their trap is already set. I first encountered this trap when I was a small child. They would assign, send or activate their undercover rats as fake neighbors to make a lot of loud noise next door. They would continue to set the traps and send their undercover rats over to cause problems until my family was eventually broken up and I had to grow up out here without my father. Since then, they have been using the same trap to try and lie and manipulate me while rotating the different undercover rats they hire, send and use to set this trap. The real question is, what happens if a trap is thrown into another trap? Their trap will activate the trap that was thrown inside and all the traps then become visible.

Secret Race War, Gene Consolidation, Prostitution Assimilation & The Trap. The Sceret Race War has to do with certain races trying to collect the best genetics of other races into their own race. This applies to looks, size, height, intelligence, athleticism, and whatever else they consider good genes. This is often done by sending prostitutes usually and sometimes even thru collecting DNA samples and cloning them these days. After they get the genes they want, they somehow try to damage or eliminate that version of those same genes that exist in other races. The Prostitution Assimilation refers to taking those good genes by sending a prostitute to get pregnant so that those same genes may later be mass produced by whichever race is controlling that prostitute/slave. The Trap refers to utilizing one of the many traps they have to accomplish their Gene Consolidation. This can be the poverty trap which means they push that family of genes into poverty. This can be the intellectual trap which means they lure a group of families with trade secrets into the trap with the promise of honest, hard work and the ability to safely raise their families before that group of families gets pushed into the trap and the survivors are blackmailed into giving up their trade secrets. This can be done thru the glass box in which surveillance is used as a means to secretly manipulate or to create false flag events. This can be done thru the use of prostitutes that are trained to fake love and are sometimes sent to fake an entire marriage for years before their cartel comes in, secretly destroys the marriage thru shadow manipulation, and calls their prostitute back to their cartel after she has given birth to their target's children. In that, they can secretly kill off, poison, or damage the best genes in other races and uses these traps to collect and concentrate those same genes within their own race. I might be short and skinny but I can still see thru their bitchass lies, manipulation and exploitation practices.

Two Choices. Their only two choices are to talk to me face to face or to have me locked up/have me killed. After all these years, they still never talked to me face to face even once. If all their going to do is keep me under surveillance and manipulate me secretly while they lie and play dumb about it, it's the same as being locked up. It's just a higher level, more open type of prison. Right now, I'm in their glass box and they have been avoiding a real face to face for many years already while playing dumb about it and trying to manipulate me into doing shit. They try to break up families, put one side of the family on one side and break up the other side of the family and put it on a different side. This is part of their assimilation process when they want to prostitute and mass produce good genes. The other thing is that because their invisible, they can blame all their actions on your family instead. It's the same way the Nazi's went undercover and pretend to be Jewish now so that they're enemies take all the blame for their actions. That's why no matter what they do, if they're not talking to me face to face, they're trying to set me up and stab me in the back. Anything less than a face to face is disrespect. I'm already risking my own life by coming back to the bubble and I'm risking my freedom and my life to put the truth out. They don't talk the way that we talk, so to weed out all the liars, fakes, and manipulators, it's been decided that the only way to know who's who is to demand a face to face. If not, I will just keep taking apart their bubble, their lies, and all their forms of social control and shadow manipulation that they use in these bubbles.

Hive Mind and Brainwashed Weapons. They're not real human beings. They don't think for themselves. They're not real. They don't speak the truth. They're only weapons. They're only traps. They pretend to act normal. They watch you secretly and pretend they're not. They secretly manipulate things while they lie about it and play dumb. They're not real human beings. They're only weapons and traps pretending to act normal. Fuck their microchips, fuck their human drones, and fuck their traps.

Scapegoat in a Glass Box. This is another one of their undercover Nazi strategy. The basis of all Nazi's strategies is lying and faking it. The Nazi's went undercover and pretend to be Jewish now so that anything they do will get blamed on the Jews. Nazi refer to Not Z, meaning that it's never over and even if they apologize or say they want peace, their mentality is to fake apologize so they can get u to drop your guard and stab u in the back. Their apologies have been weaponized. The Scapegoat in a Glass Box is something I just realized last night. It's where they have someone in custody that they're using to take the blame for whatever they're doing. Custody is not imprisonment in jail or prison. Custody refers to being imprisoned by undercover networks that are always keeping their target under surveillance. So on one hand, they have their undercovers and their hive mind implanted agents keep surveillance of their glass box scapegoat. In the other hand, they keep their glass box scapegoat mentally destabilized, under constant subliminal threats and subliminal messages, and constant psyops while also offering bribes every so often. If the constant undercover harassment does not turn their target into another Hitler, their bribes and destabilization tactics are meant to pacify their scapegoat and prevent their scapegoat from trying to fight back or escape. I was born here. I'm not trying to escape. I'm trying to break up their glass box trap, all their other traps as well, expose these invisible puppetmasters, these undercover Nazi's, and their fuck up their stupidass game that they're playing from some hidden location where they hide, lie, fake it and play dumb from. So they're going to try to keep me under surveillance so they can still use me as their scapegoat later on for whatever they're doing while they're invisible and pretending to act normal. I'm supposed to turn down all their secret and subliminal offers, bribes, money, women, deals, blackmail, and threats. I turn down whatever they secretly offer me unless they talk to me face to face like real ones instead of trying to communicate like secret invisible puppetmasters or undercover Nazi's. If they never come out and talk to me face to face, I'm supposed to keep taking apart this brainwashing bubble and the science behind how it works and all the different forms of technology they use to enforce this false reality. That way, even if they kill me or use me as a scapegoat later on, I still give these rats and roaches a major hit and no matter where their pussyass cockroach nest is hidden, but stripping them of their invisibility, I still manage to do damage to the brainwashing bubble and to all their traps. Like flying my jet into the power source of their alien mother ship, but I'm flying my body into their surveillance psyop bubble.

Industrialization of False Flags. When they can hire anyone to act like or look like someone else, they have an easy time making their rivals, opponents and enemies go after a different target. When they really got money, they can hire a group to false flag themselves. That group takes all the heat and their opposition misplaces their energy in the wrong target. False Flagging is about doing something, lying about it, and making it look like something else was the cause. I do things myself. I try to do things the right way and false flags makes things intentionally misleading and difficult. It also creates more problems.

Compartmentalization. This is when one project is split into multiple parts, and each part is designated to a separate group that does not know what any of the other groups are working on. In the case of nuclear weapons, this means that every group is involved in one specific job in manufacturing the nuclear weapons and no individual group has any idea that the final project is going to be a nuclear weapon. In the case of brainwashing, every group can be separated by university or college. Each group will be given different information about what they are doing and why they are doing it so that none of them know the full scope of what they are really working on. This strategy is more effective when the groups are divided, do not speak to each other face to face, and especially if they are fighting against each other. When every group has done their individual part, all the different pieces are brought together to complete the project. If this was an engine, every group would be involved in building one piece of the engine, but none of them would know that all the pieces are going to be brought together to create an engine. This also allows for each individual job to be incredibly simple and repetitive, meaning that they could get away with laying each employee minimum wage compared to the insurance and liability costs involved if they knew what they were really working on.

Trapper's Psychology. There are some that rely on traps because they are too lazy to develop themselves. Instead, they grow and progress by setting up traps and hoping someone good falls into their trap. There is an entire generation of human beings who survive by hiding and using traps. I am not one of those types. I take traps apart. They want u to fall into their hole. I'm the one that will go into the hole to try and pull u out.

The 3 Level Bubble. The first bubble is in the center. It's nice and comfortable. This is where the kidnapped Jews had jobs to work. They knew they were working for the Nazi's that kidnapped them but after surviving the Holocaust initiation, the bubble inside the concentration camp was perfect. When new Jews would make it into the group, the old Jews didn't want them there. Even tho the old Jews knew what the new Jews had to go thru to get in there, the old Jews would work with the Nazi's to get rid of them. Instead of trying to rebel and escape by teaming up with the new Jews, they would side with the Nazi's. They would all be under drugs. Any leaders would be isolated and experimented on. Sometimes they would be brought back and released into the group in a state of insanity. They quoted that the bubble inside the concentration camp was perfect. They completely forgot what was going on in the world outside and were completely completely engaged and committed to whatever jobs the Nazi's were assigning them to. Outside the bubble, it was the Holocaust. Jews were being forced to run to the point of death. They had already been starving in the ghettos for a long time so they were hungry and weak. They had to pass the gas chamber line and walk by piles of dead bodies. That is the 2nd level to the bubble. The 3rd level was World War 2. Many of the scientific, medical and psychological discoveries made during the Holocaust have been taken and used against modern societies. The creation of the poverty trap and the intellectual property trap, the release of street drugs like crack cocaine and pharmaceutical dependency, psychological weapons, brainwashing, and a system of lies, manipulation and exploitation. With modern technology, especially because of computers, it's gotten worse. The inside bubble can be maintained outside using surveillance rather than inside while being surrounded by Nazi soldiers. Outside the first level is the second level which is the Holocaust. If one was going from a prison camp to a Holocaust, the prison camp is better. That's why so many will defend the Matrix. The Holocaust is much worse. The 3rd level is the World War. The 3 Level Bubble concept was taken and applied to society because of it's ability to get the Jews to defend the Nazi's when inside the bubble. The goal is to get the slaves to defend the slavemasters. Everything is based on an abuse of science. Inside the bubbles, everything is being controlled and manipulated like an aquarium. However, outside the bubble, resources are being depleted rapidly, different cultures are being exploited, and the trash, pollution, chemical and pharmaceutical waste is spreading across every ocean and in the air. All that is coming from the inside bubble. Every time anyone comes to the bubble to try and talk to them, we end up disappearing, mysteriously dying, getting sick, commiting suicide, getting locked up, etc. Meanwhile, the bubbles keeps growing and it keeps taking more and more. It's all based on lies, manipulation, and exploitation. They lie, manipulate, and play dumb about it all the damn time. Undercover Jewish Mexican Nazi's. Hollywood has allowed for the enforcement of the false bubble reality, the filtering out of what's really going on, and the distraction and dumbing down of society thru entertainment. Computers have even made the brainwashing far more powerful and difficult to defend against. It makes it easier for them to filter out the truth and manipulate the population thru surveillance and monopsonies. The inside bubble is its own brainwashing false reality that's being maintained by Nazi Secret Police. When I'm inside the bubble, it's hard to know what's real and what's an act. Everything's under surveillance and they always lie, manipulate and play dumb while pretending to act normal. Outside all 3 levels of the bubble is an invisible ring. This is a new addition. It was not being done during the original WW2 Holocaust.

The Shot. They give u a shot in your ass. When they pull out the needle, they turn it or some shit and pull skin out with the needle. That causes a small needle sized bulge to come out your ass. Every time you walk, run, shit or when your blood pressure rises, the bulge swells up and causes pain like a hemorrhoid. It's part of the brainwashing, re-education process, and re-inspection process of getting back into the bubble after leaving it. The type of scientific experiments and research developed during the Holocaust as well as the weapons that came a result it. Everyone in this filter bubble is being brainwashed in multiple ways and under constant surveillance now. It's not easy getting back inside a concentration camp after having already fought your way out.

Before California. They would come out and meet travelers. The next day, they would come back to the meet travelers, but they would act and sound and look like the travelers. They practiced overnight and came back the next day imitating the travelers. Before that, they said it just started one day. One imitated the other and the next day, the other one imitated the first one. After that, they would do that to anyone that came by. Surprising what that cycle can morph into after several generations.

False Realities Produce False Doctrines. This bubble creates different rules for survival. That explains why being fake and lying is an advantage in this bubble. These bubbles produce human beings that can survive as long as they have a cover to fake it from, but most of them would not last long without the industries and consumerism and security the bubble provides for them. It's a false reality that makes human beings inside the bubble more dependant on the bubble to survive. The bubble itself punishes those that are real because the real ones can survive without the bubble. It's almost as if the bubble itself has become sentient and is now doing whatever it can to ensure its own survival.

Brainwashing, Re-education, Chip Implant, Blackmail, & Memory Wipe Story. After weeks of sleep deprivation, drug injections, electroshock torture, flatline, defibrillator, and being nurses back to health, I had a list if bullshit that I was being forced to do. After being forcibly injected in a regular schedule for months, I could not think clearly and I was just going thru the motions and following what was on the list. The plan was to do it real quick so they wouldn't hurt the hostages, but then undo it later on. The problem was they tagged me with a microchip to track my location and monitor all my movements. On top of that, I had time-release pharmaceuticals drugs in my stomach that I didn't know about at that time. I went to go do everything on that list first. I was trying to think of a way to undo it but the microchip made it difficult. No matter where i went, they could follow me and no matter who I contacted, they would know about it. I was still in a daze because of the routine drug injections and then the time-release pharmaceuticals in my stomach activated after 3 days. After that, I started to lose my memories until I forgot. Then I had to deal with the bitchass hive mind chip as I was developing amnesia, so I forgot about the chip. It's hard to say how much time passed after that until I OD'd. I remember having to argue with myself because the hive mind was telling me to hurt my own family. I was saying no, and then I questioned myself and wondered why am I thinking like this? The hive kept trying to convince me to hurt my own family but I thought it was my own inner voice still. At that time, because the amnesia had started, I never would have expected that it was their bitchass hive mind trying to remote control me. I knew the voices were wrong. I ended up OD'ing because the hive kept telling me to hurt my family so I felt like I had to do anything to make them stop and I rather hurt myself than to hurt them. I ended up having an annuerism while driving. I was swerving and there were cars around me but I didn't crash or hit anything.  It was strange because my vision split into four spinning foggy images of what I was staring at, I felt something pop in my brain, my left arm, leg and side of my face went numb. The strange part is that happened on the 5 North to the 710 ramp right by The Citadel. It's strange to me know because I know about the secret war that ended with the heart attack gun being stolen. It's the same gun they use on soccor players that makes them have heart attacks on the field out of nowhere. Now that I remember that they stole that gun and because I remember this going on as I was passing The Citadel, it makes me suspicious about where my annuerism was naturally caused because I had OD'd or if it was a result of them using their secret heart attack gun against me. [(https://youtube.com/watch?v=8LO6tiD5Dy0&feature=share&utm_source=EKLEiJECCKjOmKnC5IiRIQ)The heart attack gun had ended up in a different groups hands to keep it safe. Instead, the drug cartels started a war with them, beat them, took the heart attack gun, and forced to group they beat to sell drugs after that. That's how the gun was taken from the CIA by the government, then stolen from the place it was kept in, given to another group, and then it was stolen from that group by the drug cartels. There was an entire street war that was being fought in multiple states and countries over that heart attack gun. After that war was lost, it has been in the hands of the drug cartels.] Either way, I was still driving and everything in my body started malfunctioning so I had to concentrate to remind myself to breathe and blink but I still someone made it home, parked, and passed out halfway out the drivers door. When I woke up the next morning, I went inside and slept for 3 days. After that, I had a bad fever for a few months and I would sleep most of the day and only wake up shortly to eat, drink and go back to sleep. My body felt damaged, part of my face was paralyzed, there was a cut down the middle of my bottom lip, my eyes and mouth would be half open even when I slept, I had a lazy eye that kept getting worse after that, I couldn't think, and I would have to remind myself and concentrate on breathing and blinking. As time went on, I would start slowly healing but the amnesia would get worse and worse as if more of those pharmaceutical weapons were still being released into my system. There would be days where I had no idea what I did earlier. At point, I remember checking the date and being surprised that two whole weeks had passed. I kept losing my memories over and over again for a long time. Weeks would pass and I had no idea what had happened the entire time because I couldn't remember. I was supposed to do everything on the list just to deal with the hostage situation, but then I was going to go back and undo everything once I figured out how to do it without them knowing even tho they planted a chip in me. I couldn't figure it out in time and the time-release pharmaceuticals kicked in and the amnesia started. Then I tried to OD because of the hive mind voices. Then I had that annuerism. That was back in 2011. They have been secretly watching me this whole time, sending their fake neighbors around me, and trying to keep me destabilized and prevent me from remembering while they were using my name behind my back, getting paid, taxing my rappers, spreading their drug network out by saying they were my amigos behind my back, and even assimilating super genetics into their hood and blaming it on me all the while I had still had amnesia badly. They knew it about it, but they were just lying, being manipulative, and playing dumb about it the same way they always do. I couldn't undo the blackmail because I started getting amnesia already and I didn't know how to do anything against them after they put this bitchass microchip inside of me. I'm still trying to remember everything and put all the pieces together. They still always watching me, lying, manipulating and play dumb about it. They just rotate the different gangs and undercovers that they send to stalk me and keep me destabilized. I did not come back to this concentration trap bubble to party and fuck their women. I came back as a suicide/infiltration mission to break up their concentration camp and stop the brainwashing or die trying. It's taken me forever to get my memories back and piece everything together. The whole time, they been keeping me under surveillance, stalking me everywhere I go, and keeping me destabilized while they make all the money, tax and extort my rappers, and even blame me for something they did themselves and only they benefitted from.

How The Holocaust Went Undercover. Mexican Nazi's. They used the same strategy they had used to steal secret building techniques in Burbank/Glendale, except they used it on the Nazi's that they smuggled over here. They would get camera equipment from Hollywood next door and use that when they had first started building their surveillance trap. There were the watchers, the callers, and there was the ones that get called. The ones that get called would be the cartels, gangs, and whoever was on the streets. Why they became the Mexican Nazi's is because they raped the Nazi's, stole their Holocaust developed technology, and started using the same Holocaust technology against their enemies. That makes them the new Nazi's lol. It spread thru their whole cartel, their entire drug cartel started using it, and then it was stolen from them by one of the big industries. They still use them because they got it first, but their little dogs to the big industries that had robbed them for it. Because it's all based on research developed during the Holocaust, anyone that knows how to do it and has the money can start brainwashing and synthesizing the same drugs. So even tho they got robbed, they still have it. Even tho they robbed the white Nazi's, the white Nazi's still have and can use it too. The white Nazi's don't go by Nazi's. They started calling themselves Jews as their cover when they got smuggled over here and had their identities changed, before they got robbed and raped by the local gangs and organizations and then they became the new Mexican Nazi's.The Mexican Nazi's are the reason that neighborhoods firsy turned into traps. They learned how to turn it into a trap be a use they learned from how the Nazi's created concentration camps.They stole crack cocaine from the Nazi's when they raped them and released it into the streets around the 80s. Nazi's invented that when they tested it on the Jews during the Holocaust. They also invented a bunch of other drugs that they got from testing drugs on Jews during the Holocaust. The Mexican Nazi's stole them and started using them. They stole some of the research developed on brainwashing as well as some others. The Mexican Nazi's also use chemical weapons like the Nazi's and they smoke Methamphetamine just like Hitler.  This the name, Mexican Nazi's. I learned all of this secret history when I stepped outside the bubble. That's also where I saw surveillance footage a family whose house I was sleeping at carry my body out of their house, into a car, and to another location where they sold me out when I was passed out. I didnt know it way back then but when I left the bubble, they showed me the surveillance footage and I saw it for myself with my own two eyes. PP brainwash you. To recap, I got sold like a slave to former slaves that got their hands on Nazi brainwashing technology and want to use it to be slaveowners now. White Nazi's changed their identities and came to this country to continue their Holocaust research. They went undercover and call themselves Jews now. They got raped and robbed by the Mexicans which created the Mexican Nazi's. The Mexican Nazi's were using the Holocaust technology and taking over the streets with it. They introduced crack cocaine into the streets. They had stolen the recipe from the Nazi's who discovered it during the Holocaust. Then they got beaten out by the big money industries who stole that same Holocaust technology and started using it too. Since then, there has been a secret brainwashing race going on behind the scenes and a bunch of different neighborhoods all over the world had been turned into traps. They base their traps on concentration camps. This is why these crazy scientists and doctors can't just go around inventing whatever they want. They invent things that become stolen, abused and very hard to fix after.

Generation-Only Beef. This is when one has a long history of fighting together as allies. When one new generation has an issure or beef, that is only with this generation of that organization. Because of the long history of fighting together on the same side, there is still a lot of respect for that organization and especially for the elders of the group. If there has to be beef, it would be about specific disagreements that may only be for the new generation and even then, it may or may not be with a few regions that uses that organization's name. Because of the history, there is still respect for that organization and whatever beef that has happened is only against the new generation's representatives. Even very serious offenses are looked at differently, because the long history of fighting together cannot be forgotten no matter how bad the offense. Generation after generation after generation and so on of fighting together as allies means that even very serious offenses are taken differently, because that's only one generation that has committed the offense, and there have been too many generations before that of fighting the same wars together.

Keep Good Records. I now find this an essential part of survival with this this Truman Show Matrix bubble. For one thing, it helps to identify the liars. Some individuals, groups and organizations have a history of lying and by keeping track of everything, it is easier to identify any pattern of lies that u may not have noticed by yourself. By identifying the liars, it is easier to avoid them so that one does not have to waste their time taking chances on those that are only going to end up lying and trying to take advantage of u anyways. Also, it works to identify those that are helpful because a lot of times, those that are helpful and kind and do not ask for anything will often be taken for granted, unnoticed and forgotten. There are many, many reasons why keeping good and accurate records is very important. The last topic I want to touch on is Pavlov Response Training. So by keeping good records of what is happening, when it happened, what happened right before that, and what happened after, it is possible to recognize whether or not one is being shadow manipulated into developing specific traits and characteristics or having specific actions, behaviors or responses programmed into them thru shadow manipulation. For them, the ones will the mass surveillance and large monopsony networks, this is as easy as manipulating a false flag event whenever they spy anything they don't like. I remember when I was young, I would get home after school and lay down or watch TV. Sometimes I would just lay there for an hour or two and nothing would happen but as soon as I opened my backpack to read or study or do my homework, my neighbors downstairs or next door would start to turn their TV loud, start banging on the walls, or start having loud arguments. Now I understand how this fakeass surveillance bubble will target and destabilize whoever they pick and choose. Just a few days ago, I was sitting outside and everything was calm and quiet and no one was around. As soon as I took my notebook out to start writing, all the sudden all these families come out of nowhere even tho it was already starting to get dark and cold by then. Keeping good records makes it easier to recognize when one is being psychologically manipulated. The manipulative liars are always going to play dumb and deny it anyways, so it's better to keep your own records whether they admit what they've done or not. By using mass surveillance and Pavlov responses, they can implant certain beliefs, responses or actions into somebody without ever having to come out personally. That is why I do this now. The harder they try to program u, the harder u have to program yourself so u don't become a puppet to these invisible ventriloquists. 

The Psychology, Motivations and Incentives of Trapping. This is not in reference to bottom level trapping which means selling drugs, pimping, and robbing. This refers to higher level trapping which involves setting up entire communities whose only purpose is to lure over hard-working and talented individuals in order to trap, rob, blackmail and extort them. There is an obvious attempt to flood sources of information with lies, irrelevance and false information. This is both part of the information supremacy agenda as well as the monopolizing of education. If water is free, they cannot make you pay for it. If all the water is dirty, they can make you pay to have them clean the water. The same mindset is being applied to education and knowledge. This mindset is related to trapping because those that do not know will have a better chance of survival setting traps than their chances of survival if they were to try and work hard, become intelligent, or put time and effort into developing a skill. As it becomes less beneficial to master a skill, it becomes easier and more profitable to set traps instead of working hard. Because of how advanced computer technology and science has become, it is much easier to set a trap than it is to read so many different books. This is especially true if one already grows up in a trap because the over-crowdedness leads to more crime and violence with less peace and stability which makes it far more difficult to study and master a skill. This makes trapping a far more viable option for the majority. It is very easy to fall for a trap, but once you are trapped in it, it is far more difficult to get out.

Secret Race War & Gene Consolidation. The secret race war involves consolidating the best genes of different races into a single race. It seems that when they get their version of whatever talented human being they were after, they often limit opportunities in order to prevent any major success so that they can maintain full control of and preserve those genetics. This gene consolidation agenda also appears to happen without the race war element. In this version, they collect the human being entirely instead of only trying to have their children. This is probably far more difficult especially if it doesn't involve enslavement or brainwashing. There may be another version of this going on that is only possible due to advances in scientific technology. This is most likely done by collecting samples of their target's DNA and trying to clone it. I assume that this could be done thru dead skin cells, hair samples, blood, urine, feces and probably other ways that I do not know enough about. There are many ways to consolidate genes. Some groups will do this respectfully and might try to ask or offer something equal in return. Some groups may use drugs and alcohol to get their target to sleep with one of their women. Some groups may use blackmail or kidnap and force their selected target. It gets worse from there. Their methods get much worse the more money and resources they have at their disposal, the more valuable the genetics of their target is worth, and the more they want those genes within their own group under their control. It can involve money, lies, blackmail, and they may even frame a different group for their actions. It gets worse when science and medicine gets involved because they have more tools to both collect the genes they want as well as damage those same genes in any group that do not want. Gene consolidation is also closely related to the rape baby strategy. Once again, this is a strategy where organizations will rape a woman and force her to get pregnant because the child is more likely to join a gang or cartel. By breaking families apart, raping women, and forcing children to grow up in fucked up situations, the children are more likely to join a gang or cartel which increases their numbers and power. This allows them to increase their numbers extremely fast in a very short amount of time. It is also related to Prostitution Assimilation. This is where they take the genes of a talented and skilled family, break their family apart, separate the children from their history so they don't know where they come from, and turn the survivors into prostitutes. This is so they can then mass produce whatever genes they had consolidated once they broke up the talented and skilled family they were targeting. To recap: Prostitution Assimilation and the Rape Baby Tactic are some of the worst ways that certain organizations will attempt to consolidate good genes. This is part of the secret Gene Consolidation Agenda which may or may not be racist. When it is racist, it involves the secret race war in which the genetics will be consolidated into the new race and killed off or eliminated in the race they come from. When it is not racist, it may be done thru a honest and respectful equal exchange or it may be done thru very manipulative and dishonest methods. 

The Battle. Everything they do to me, put me thru, and try to manipulate me is representive of one very simple thing. It's them lying, hiding, and manipulating me and often sending these different puppets in their place. It's them being manipulative, lying and playing dumb about it and it's me being real and honest about whatever I have to go thru and deal with. The simple thing that this battle represents is the truth vs the lies or real vs fake. They invade my privacy ,fake it, lie, manipulate and play dumb about it and I mind my own business, try to heal and better myself, and I'm honest about whatever I go thru. They're mad at me for not playing along with their lies and for not accepting any of their bribes. I'm trying to build an honest world or die trying.

Nazi Undercover Holocaust. The Holocaust never ended, it went undercover. There is a theory that the majority of Jews have left this country. They have been replaced by Nazi's who claim that they're Jewish. This works because everyone thinks the Nazi's no longer exist. The greatest trick the devil ever pulled was fooling the world into thinking he doesn't exist. Because no one thinks the Nazi's still exist, it is very easy for them to say that they're Jewish. This allows them to do whatever they want and blame it on a different group. They say that they know the brainwashing is working because the Jew's get blamed for what the Nazi's are really doing. This makes more sense when one knows about the secret history how Nazi scientists and doctors were smuggled into this country after World War 2 and given new identities so that they could continue their Holocaust experiments. The Holocaust never ended, it went undercover. They spread their genes into different races and give favors to and protect those that take their bribes while they use calculated lies, shadow manipulation and moral traps to identify, manipulate and euthanize those that fight against them or disagree with their values and way of life. It might not be racist but it's still slavery. They might look clean but they're lying and faking it. I might look free but they're always stalking me, manipulating me, and lying about it. I take them and all their lies on until they finally kill me.

Big Industry False Flags. When one of the Big Industries builds their infrastructure in a country, they often have a population of their employees families that will work for them or at times, need their resources to be able to survive. If one of those employees or puppets does anything negative, the country itself will usually take the blame for it. Sometimes, the country itself does not have the type of weapons or technology that the Big Industries have, especially if they are a third world country dealing with a first world industry. Either way, the country itself will usually take the blame for anything the Big Industry finances which also opens the door up for the industry to build more infrastructure, antenna's, or even contaminate the food and water supply while also false flagging the country that it is operating within.

Remote Controlled Weapons. Often, these types of weapons are non-lethal and meant to destabilize rather than incapacitate. Someone from far away can hire one of these symbiote groups to target an individual with one of these destabilization weapons. The works as cover for both the employee and the employer as the employee can play dumb about it and the employer is hidden behind whichever network that they went thru to hire their employee. This further allows them to manipulate things from the shadows without ever having to be accountable for their own actions. Since they hide behind their lies and only speak on half the story, I risk my own life to put out both sides of the story. I do this by forcing these pussies to target me and then log and record all their different tactics, weapons, strategies, tools, equipment, and even networks that they use to target me. They inavde my privacy and lie and play dumb about it. I'm minding my own business and being honest about it. We're not the same.

The Moral Trap & Blackmail. The moral trap is a mental trap that is designed that get u to admit that you're wrong so that they can claim that u can't control yourself and u have to be controlled. It tends to work on those that are honest more because the liars will never admit their mistakes. It's a trap because the invisible puppet strings make it so that u do not know you're being manipulated. My strategy is to release so much hard-earned information about the trap and how it works so that by the time they do blackmail me, I'd have already broken the trap down enough that they will not be able to use the same traps on anybody else.

Labels. Labels make it easier for slaveowners to categorize their slaves. It turns them into chess pieces with specific abilities that they can then manipulate and coordinate in concert with the rest of their pieces. A human being can be anything they put their mind to. A slave can only be whatever label their slaveowner puts on them. A slave only belongs in whatever category their slaveowner places them in. A human being is free to be whatever they want to be. We are not controlled the same way they are. We can think for ourselves and we make our own decisions. Today's slaves are meant to look like they are free on the outside while they are enslaved and controlled on the inside.

Mass Surveillance, Undercover Nazi's, Brainwashing & The Trap. The brainwashing comes from the technologies developed during the Holocaust. When one is in the bubble, one is always being nerfed. Memory, attention span, ability to think clearly and deeply, as well as cellular regeneration are all being suppressed due to pharmacuetical drugs as well as electromagnetic radiation. The undercover Nazi's refer to the different groups that have stolen and taken on the technology developed during the Holocaust. They might not be racist but it's still slavery. Mass surveillance is used for multiple purposes. One is creating databases on every single human being they can record. The databases often contain both biometric and psychological data. The other reason is so they may identify and target individuals based on money, connections, or political influence. The last thing is The Trap itself. There are multiple levels to the trap beginning with the moral trap. Then there is the intellectual trap and the poverty trap. The poverty trap is the most obvious. The intellectual trap is the one designed to lure over skilled labor in order to push them, trap them, blackmail them, and force the survivors to give up any trade secrets, science or technology they have developed. Glendale and Burbank are great examples. The Trap involves the neighborhoods that were built there at first. Highly skilled labor was then invited from different countries in order to live out here and work. The labor was spied on while they would work inside their garages so that they could be observed using their trade secrets. Then, they were individually targeted and pushed. Often, the majority of them would end up getting locked up or killed and the survivors were often blackmailed and forced to give up their trade secrets, technology and science. If you look at it now, the amount of homelessness has skyrocketed. If you go to West Hollywood, the amount of homosexuals has skyrocketed. If you go into different neighborhoods, the amount of crime and drugs has skyrocketed. This is all by design. It is easier for them to create and maintain their traps, hoping that someone good falls into it, than it is for them to teach, educate and bring the best out of their own. That is why there are so many actors pretending to be normal on the street these days. They have to pretend to be normal so that it doesn't look like a trap from the inside. In reality, they are watching everything you do, trying to steal whatever knowledge u may have, secretly trying to manipulate, blackmail, and frame you using their surveillance networks, and they're even drugging both the water and air using advanced forms of the chemical weapons developed by the Nazi's during WW2. Not only can they be pumped into the air vents or water supply, but they have also developed smaller sprays that can be used outside in the open with very little detection. A lot of them are playing along with the lie and they get mad at us for being real out here. This is because they're lying and trying to brainwash everyone. Slavery never ended. It spread out into different races. The Holocaust never ended. It went undercover. They are always watching everything everyone is ever doing. They are always hiding behind a book of predetermined lies while they pretend to act normal. They don't say what they mean out here. Everything is backwards and most of it is built on lies and exploitation. I have not even begun to explain how the hive mind itself works or how it brainwashes whoever it assimilates. That is an entire book on the abuse of modern technology and psychological tools by itself. Also, one of the biggest problems with these traps and why it cannot be ignored, is the fact that this form of shadow control, mental slavery and information supremacy is spreading all over the world. It is far easier for them to teach their daughters to be prostitutes so that they can infiltrate and take over one of these concentration camps. Then all they have to do is watch the cameras and hope that someone good either grows up in or moves out to one of the traps they have control over. This is why it's easier and more beneficial for them to raise prostitutes rather than to actually educate and train their children, since all the training an education might only make them a bigger a target for the trap whereas raising a bunch of prostitutes is both less expensive and has a higher chance of getting lucky and sleeping with someone that has information or connections. This is also more useful with their hive mind strategy which focuses on mass producing as many human beings as fast as possible, and relying on the hive mind implants and supercomputer technology to transmit data and orders rather than to raise individual, free thinkers. In terms of war and of slavery, this makes their member's much more capable and far more organized at a much lower cost. In terms of humanity and of freedom, this strips the human being of their own mind, their privacy and all their individuality. There are a lot of groups that have become fully invested in running these traps as their only means of survival. Lying and faking it has become tied to their survival the same way a prostitute that can fake love will get paid more. Therefore, there are so many groups out here that are walking around faking it and pretending to be normal. Most of the time, their job is just the cover up they use to act normal. The real means of survival is the trap itself. As long as they have an endless supply of crash dummies and prostitutes, they can feed off the trap forever. If anyone good falls into it, they all gain a huge boost in whatever good that individual has to offer. The so-called American dream has been replaced by a Hollywood stage with movie extras and props. Their real dream is the expansion of a modern day slave system into different races and religions and the exploitation of human beings thru the use of modern day technology. This is not a place with too many honest, hard-working talented or skilled individuals. This is a place filled with lies, scams and traps and being real out here will have both the Truman Show and the Matrix itself turn against you, all while they fake it and pretend to be normal. These new technologies have already been developed and are already in use today. The truth is being covered up and surpressed by these new multi-racial slaveowners. The more that wake up and start to realize what's really happening, the less power these new slaveowners and undercover Nazi's will have. Most of their advantage comes from the fact that no one thinks they exist and the fact that the majority of the population has no idea how this technology works or how it's being used against us. They lie and fake it for money. Prostitutes. I risk my life for the truth. Slaveowner Killa. It was easy for them to drug, trap, blackmail, and pick everyone off one by one when nobody knew about it. A lot of the real ones, Nazi Killas, and Brainwashers Killas have been locked up, gone insane, committed suicide, were killed or disappeared whenever they came out here trying to stop the mass brainwashing. Now I'm here and I'm trying to do the same thing that they have been trying to do. It was easy for them when they were invisible. Where are these brainwashers, actors and liars going to hide and what lies are they going to use when they are no longer invisible?

Peer Pressure as a Means of Psychological Manipulation. Their strategy is very simple. Just have a lot of their own members repeat the lie until their specific target or untilan entire population believes them. Counter-strategy is simple enough. Just being honest with one's self and question everything so that one is not fooled into believing a lie, no matter how many members they get to repeat that same lie.

Vibrations & Nanotech. Supposedly, small microvibrations are needed for nanotech to pass thru the blood brain barrier. In the Truman Show, nothing is what it looks like. Looks are not everything. Money is not everything.

The Earth is Round. Sometimes it's better not to tell someone something. Sometimes, they will get jealous, they get mad at you for it, and they might even try to steal your idea and tell everyone they came up with it instead. Sometimes, if u don't want to make someone jealous of u, u can slowly drop hints and let them figure it out. That way, they can take the credit for it and it means they really had to do some type of work to figure it out. They might even show u a new way that u didn't know about it because u figured out the same answer a different way. Some of us prefer the truth straight up. Some of us are easily offended and prefer to receive the truth in different ways.

Shadow Manipulation. Asong as they hide behind their covers, send puppets and drones, and avoid face to face conversations, it allows them to blame anyone and everyone else for the things that they're manipulating. They avoid face to face direct confrontations because they slave owners, Nazi's and brainwashers. All they can do is play dumb, invade and exploit. I'm not manipulating or taking advantage of anyone. I'm not spying on anyone.  I'm not trying to manipulate anyone. Fuck their way of life and fuck their way of doing things. They're pussies.

Hollywood, Mass Surveillance, & the Monopsonies. This gives the invisible puppetmasters a way to recruit employees based not only on skill and talents, but also based on looks. This allows them to use the employees they hire for different purposes than whatever their trade is, mainly, psychological operations. Since there is often a surplus of trade skills in many industries, they have taken towards hiring those that either have been fired for corruption, theft, etc. They choose based more on looks rather than quality of work in the same way Hollywood chooses an actor for an audition. This is because there is a surplus of employees, the employees they do hire are often the rejects of a different company, and because they can more about how the employee looks and the impact of their psychological operation rather than the quality of their work. Once again, this goes back to the mentality of the trappers. To them, looks are more important than quality of work. If one bag of meat weighs and looks the same as another bag of meat, then they are interchangeable. 

Shadow Networks. The Shadow Networks are made up of a line of sellouts and rats. They don't run their own shit. They are made of a few losses that remain in the shadows. Because these bosses are in the shadows, they are often killed and replaced in the shadows as well without anyone knowing or noticing. The Shadow Networks and the Scapegoat Network are the same thing. The Scapegoat Network refers to whoever is their leader or chief. The tribes that eat their own chiefs refers to a tribe of rats and sellouts that survived by luring good leaders into their trap in order to steal all their knowledge before eating them. The Shadow Network uses it's leaders as fall guys and as scapegoats, and it can blackmail, frame, bribe, or use whoever they have to use at that moment. They will hire your enemies to work for them the same way they will pretend to protect your allies. They are all the same side. They only give the illusion of multiple sides so that you're forced to pick from one of the pre-existing sides. They do not actually produce good leaders and they do not produce quality human beings. It's just a trap. If they get lucky and a good high quality human being falls into their trap, they can all eat. As long as they pretend to act normal and hide their traps, there is a higher chance that someone good will fall for their trap. They often hold hostages or use money and power as bait, but that is just cheese for their mouse trap. At the end of the day, it doesn't matter who or what they use for bait, because it's still a trap. The Shadow Networks can cycle thru bosses and cycle thru leaders that they will use as scapegoats, but the network itself will continue to feed off whoever takes on thise positions for their network. Fuck their networks, fuck their manipulation and fuck their traps. They don't communicate the way we communicate. They don't speak face to face, they don't have respect and they don't say what they mean. This even applies to their more celebrity oriented monopsonies as well. Even the ones in the public are two-faced and often exploit their own as puppets that they can tax. Once again, it's a trap. If they get lucky and someone good falls into their trap, they can all tax them and eat. They cannot produce good human beings or leaders. They don't make us, they find us. All they do is pretend to be normal and hope somebody good falls into their trap. 

Scapegoat Network. Two sides that both work to achieve the same results. If both sides cycle thru leaders that are repeatedly taken out and replaced, they both work to create a line of fall guys and scapegoats that can always take the blame and act as a buffer of separation between those that finance and organize the network from their targets. Therefore, a much larger group with far more manpower, technology and money will have a line of scapegoats to take the blame for the things that they wanted to do anyways. If one person won't do it, they can blackmail, manipulate or bribe someone else to do it. If one side can't do it, they have a long line of desperate puppets, blackmailed puppets and brainwashed drones that can take the fall for them instead. They don't risk their own lives. They send someone else to do it for them while they collect the money.

Trained Street Actors. These are the Truman Show actors. They are trained to act outside in public. Their strategy is that whatever they say and do, they are doing it for whatever cameras are around. They will whisper under their breath and play dumb because it doesn't show on the cameras. They pretend to be normal so that when they target someone, it will look like their target is getting mad for no reason when anyone looks at the camera footage. They are always acting, faking it, and pretending. This is one of the reasons it's more difficult to be real today. The actors will purposely target and trigger you and then they play dumb and make it look like you got mad for no reason. This is a normal thing to have to deal with when in these bubbles. They are always watching you and pretending they're not.

Bubble Dilemma. To put the truth out in order to free the minds so that someone that specializes in different fields can create a solution. The dilemma comes from the surveillance. How does one come up with a solution to free one's self when one is always under surveillance? One would either have to find a way to hide im what they're doing or one would need a solution that does not need to be hidden, cannot be stolen, or it is a solution they will not try to use.

How the Trap has Changed Society for the Worst. It's made everything fake. The complete theory was developed during the Holocaust. That's where the Nazi's were able to get the Jews inside the bubble to forget about the Holocaust and forget about WW2, and instead, run the concentration camp for the Nazi's. That is an amazing feat considering how the Nazi's had kidnapped the Jews from the homes and forced them into these camps. The same theory has been applied to modern society. The majority of players would prefer to run these concentration camps, or in today's society, these traps. This has changed society for the worst because the goal is no longer to work your hardest or to become the best at whatever you do. The goal is to run and maintain the trap. This is because while you can work your hardest in order to develop your own skills and abilities to the best that you can be, the trappers only have to spy on you and then steal your intellectual property or try to enslave you thru blackmail to steal and exploit your talents. This makes it an evolutionary disadvantage to work hard and be successful, because that type of hard work will draw attention towards you and the trappers will see you as their next target. They will then try to manipulate you from the shadows using their many variety of traps. They have acquired a collection of different tools, weapons, and technologies thru the use of these traps. They have also acquired a collection of different races and religions that they use to run their traps, the same way the Nazi's got the Jews to run their concentration camps. Using a population of poor and desperate human beings that will do anything for money to slowly eliminate the middle class creates a rich and powerful wealthy class that has all the tools of manipulation and never has to answer for anything they ever do. It creates two separate bubbles. One bubble in which all the slaves work in, are brainwashed by, and are both experimented and trapped inside. The bubble above it where they enjoy all the spoils of war and feed off all the exploitation of the bubble beneath them. This can be related by politics and the hood. Even tho the politicians live separate lives in which they hold all the wealth and they control the policies that the hood has to live under, they never have to answer to the hood and instead, they manipulate it while hiding somewhere safe at a distance. The hood has no way to survive on its own because the politicians have taken away all the means of survival, so making secret deals with businesses and politicians to sell their own out because tied to their own survival. That's why when the kids grow up, they might have all these positive ideas and dreams about their future. When they realize the truth, the real ones often get killed, locked up, or lose their minds. The ones that survived are usually the sellouts that made secret deals for their own personal greed and selfishness but keep their mouth shut about it. What they end up doing instead is running the trap. If any of the kids growing up in the trap comes up with a great idea, a new invention, it becomes rich and famous, the trappers are there watching and ready to tax and exploit them. This also applies to anyone that is lured into the trap from a different area. If they have any trade secrets that was developed by their own race, religion or culture, when they move into the trap, all those trade secrets will be stolen from them and the survivors will most likely be turned into blackmailed puppets that keep their mouth shut for their own survival. That is how the trap has made things worse. Everyone rather run the trap and hope someone good falls for their trap. They no longer work on themselves in order to become the best versions of themselves. Instead, they pretend to look normal and wait around for someone good to fall for their trap.

Right or Wrong. There are many that will say and do anything to win. If I was forced into a race war, then I would obviously choose my own race. If I am not being forced into a race war, I believe more in balance and harmony. It's hard to add up all the different wrongs and rights that have ever happened, who did what to who, why they did it, who is lying, who made a mistake, and who is in the right. There are several levels that I look at this from. There is the personal and individual level, between two human beings that have a disagreement. There is an organizational level that is between different organizations. There is generational level where it is between groups within a certain timeline and in the same generation. There is a racial level where it is between races and goes back before current generations. When trying to add up all the rights and wrongs in order to determine what can be considered fair, the count may be much different when looking at the situation from an individual level versus looking at it from a organizational, generational, or a racial level. 

The Psychiatric Ward. There once was a medical facility somewhere out in the middle of nowhere. A lot of patients there were being experimented on and drugged. There was one patient in particular. He was strapped to the table and trying to fight off the doctors. He warned them not to do it. The main doctor laugh at him and said you can't do anything. Later on, that same patient had snuck back. He managed to escape and ran out the window. When he came back, he climbed up to the second story window and broke onto the floor. The main doctor and all the employees on that floor. The building burned down. The remains are still there today, but it's long been abandoned.

Things I Learned Outside the Bubble. I was taught how to heal myself. I was taught how to fix my vision. I was thought how to think clearly. I learned about the secret history if how the Nazi's were smuggled over here and then raped by the drug cartels who stole their technology and started using it thus making them the new Nazi's. I learned how about the scientific journals from the Holocaust were stolen in order to prevent anyone from getting their hands on it and using it. I learned about the bubble inside the concentration camp and how that form of brainwashing was applied to major cities across the world. I learned about how the release of street drugs was a result of some of the experiments done during the Holocaust. I learned about the Nazi one way mirror. I learned about the glass box and how the Nazi one way mirror tactic was applied to the glass box. I learned about how the took the Nazi tactic of using chemical weapons and further developed that into the use of airbourne pharmaceuticals in small, targeted sprays. I learned about how both sides appear to be enemies but they always agree when it comes to money and power which is why both sides continue the pattern of deforestation, mining, drilling, and pollution since they always agree when it comes to money. I learned about the intellectuals trap in which scholars are given enemies in order to get them to weaponize their own research, and how they are then blackmailed into giving away their technology or they end up disappearing, getting locked up, or going insane. I learned about how the glass box has been used to further the psychological warfare operations while preserving the exploitation, pollution, brainwashing and lies that go on. I learned about how these giant cities have so much electromagnetic radiation that it affects everyone inside. I learned how that radiation not only affects cellular regeneration, it also distrupts electrical activity in the brain the same way a loud noise can distrupt a conversation. I did not learn any of these things inside the bubble. They try to take credit for me like I'm their product but they're lying. They didn't make me and they cannot make another me. What else did I learn? I learned that my body was taken to another location after I had fallen asleep at a party and I learned that I was sold to a different monopsony. That same monopsony was involved in my brainwashing because they wanted to watch and copy what I did to get out of the hole they put me in. I learned this because I saw the camera footage of them doing it. I learned about the trap they built and how they have been luring over different cultures and nationalities so they can steal their technology, intellectual property, science and arts. I learned that they push u into the trap and either blackmail and assimilate u, or they get mad and say they don't want u here anymore even tho they're the ones that lured u into the trap that they designed and built. I learned about the symbiotic organized hive minds that work together and use the glass box to watch whoever falls for their trap. I learned about the use of multiculturalism combined with Hollywood actors combined and how it is used to infiltrate different countries so that puppet actors can be planted in government. I learned about how many different factories, plants, refineries and such have been dumping chemicals, pharmaceuticals, waste and pollution into the water supply that is affecting the biodiversity and physical health of everyone that uses those sources of water. I learned how the cameras have been protecting the capitalistic industries that have been poisoning and polluting the water supply. I've learned that a simple flower grown by a river can leave nanoparticles that cause those down the river to be slowly poisoned without their awareness. I learned about how one of these old tribes had survived by selling out all their Native enemies to the slaveowners. They kissed ass to the slaveowners and either sold out or false flagged all the native tribes in the area to get rid of them, then they pretended to be the victim and played the race card even tho they were just kissing ass to have the tribes of that same race eliminated. I learned a lot of things outside this bubble. I was even able to take some of the different things I learned and combine them into something new. I call it Mental Sonar. Its perfect, because the Trap is based on psychological tools making it a Mental Trap. The key to the glass box is a Mental Key because being able to understand what it is and how it works makes it much easier to deal with, so because many of the traps and weapons are mental constructs, the keys and defenses against them would also be mental constructs.

The Professionally Engineered Mental Trap. I haven't figured out everything about how it works or how it's designed yet. What I know is that it's based on psychological tools. Some of it may possibly be based on the Holocaust notes or the Nazi scientists undercover research. I also know that it works more on those that are honest, because those that lie can always deny their own lies. Those that are honest can often fall for the traps of the invisible puppet strings. When moral issues come up, the honest one is easier to manipulate while the intelligent one sets better traps. It's based on psychology. There is also an element of mass surveillance and psychological profile. There is always the element of specialized modern day chemical weapons as well. Nothing is what it seems. Now that I'm back in the bubble, I'm always having to remind myself of that.

My Big 3. Respect privacy. Don't lie. Speak face to face. The point is to break their system of lies and exploitation or die trying. This is especially true when it comes to the brainwashing.  

So Normal, it's Weird. That's because it's not normal. They act and pretend to be normal, but they're always watching you. They're coordinated and organized. They're all a part of a hive. They only try to look normal from the outside. This is the Matrix. This is the Truman Show. This is Fallout, Tranquility Lane. I'm always under surveillance. I'm always being shadow manipulated and socially conditioned. I'm always being brainwashed. This is the mass surveillance Hollywood brainwashing bubble. It's not normal. They're not really free. They only try to look normal so it doesn't look like a trap. You are always in a bubble and you are always inside of a glass box. 

The Bubble and the Glass Box. When I'm in the bubble, in always being drugged and nerfed. The water supply, the air contamination, and the electromagnetic radiation is all affecting my memory, attention span, clarity of thought, and many other things. Electromagnetic waves can distrupt electrical activity within the brain as well as cellular regeneration. Airbourne chemical weapons and pharmaceutical water contamination affect memory, hormones, and behavior. When I'm in the glass box, I'm always under surveillance and under targeted psychological manipulation. I'm always being targeted and socially conditioned by their undercover actors who have a network of cameras they can watch me from anywhere inside the bubble. They can target and hit me with airbourne chemical weapons, pharmaceuticals drugs, contaminated drinks, body doubles and lookalikes, psyops, and a variety of different things that they have control over while within this bubble and in this glass box. Much of what is going on around me is actually being staged by a combination of their mass surveillance cameras and their different undercover networks. The bubble refers to everything going on within this Truman Show/Matrix false reality, and the glass box refers to the mass surveillance and artificial intelligence. Everything from the things I see, the things I smell, the undercover agents or normal citizens that come around me, the things I hear, the type of chemicals I encounter, and to some extent, the things I think and feel, are all being manipulated by invisible forces that I am always being watched by from every angle whether or not I can see it. Everything inside this bubble is being brainwashed, dumbed down and manipulated. Every person in this bubble is under mass surveillance and within an artificial intelligence glass box that is running a continuous psyop program based on the individuals level of understanding, entertainment, or distraction while within the bubble. Much of what is going on within this bubble is actually being scripted and directed by invisible Truman Show directors that are outside of the bubble. That is why often, things seem too normal. That's because it's not normal. It's because it is artificial manufactured normality. They are not real human beings. They are being coordinated and organized into teams by camera systems and artificial intelligence to look and act normal as they run their different operations within the bubble. Much of what is going on is part of the trap and the system of exploitation. It is designed to look one way on the surface to cover up the fact that it's really a trap in disguise. The ability to consolidate and acquire the intellectual property of so many different cultures and their developed technology is due to the trap. The trap is designed to lure different cultures over, get them to work while under surveillance, and then steal their intellectual property or blackmail them into giving it up and add it to their collection of stolen sciences and stolen technologies. One can be hit with random hired gangs, thief's, or homelessness. One can be hit by targeted undercover sleep deprivation, chemical weapons, psyops, bank account hackings, identity theft, contaminated good and drinks, financial attacks, fires, pharmaceutical drugs, and a wide range of other types of attacks while inside of this false reality bubble and while under this mass surveillance/artificial intelligence glass box. The combination of mass surveillance, undercover networks and often, microchip implants means that every individual is being specifically targeted and manipulated by the Matrix. The effect of giant industries such as big oil, big pharma, big agriculture, the Hollywood and sports industrial complex, the mass surveillance industry, and the prison industrial complex means that the entire government and large blocks of the population are being rounded up and herded together as well as drugged, categorized, and are either silenced or elevated based on invisible factors that are being controlled and manipulated by a separate class of human beings who are removed from this false reality propaganda bubble that the rest of the population has to live within. They have some level of control or manipulation over what we see, what we hear, what we breathe, what we watch, and to some extent, what we can think or feel while we are inside this false reality bubble. They can look up our biometric data, past history, past surveillance footage, psychological profile, and other miscellaneous information while we are inside this glass box. 

If I'm Wrong, Than Kill Me. I'm not wrong tho. They're the ones hiding and lying and being manipulative. They're the ones avoiding direct and open face to face confrontations. They're the ones lying and spying and acting. I keep trying to call them out face to face and deal with it directly but they hiding and whispering because they know they're fake and they know they're disrespectful. They know they can't get away with that fakeass bullshit with me to my face so they have to hide and lie and whisper now. Fuck these lameass pussies.

The Glass Box. The glass box refers to the mass surveillance and forms of shadow manipulation that is possible as a result of mass surveillance. It is called a glass box because that's what it feels like when you have cameras watching you everywhere you go from all sides, like being inside an invisible box or a glass box. When inside the glass box, they can manipulate a wide range of events and things around you. They have so much control over the lives of those within the glass box, some say that free will does no exist when inside of the glass box. It is hard to measure how much control they really have considering they have cameras and employees everywhere. They can manipulate how one thinks, feels, and what one encounters during the day because they are outside of the glass box sending puppet and actors to manipulate everything inside the glass box. While they're in some surveillance room somewhere manipulating these human beings like pawns, I'm inside the glass box trying to break it. Fuck their glass box, fuck their massa surveillance, fuck their trap. They're the ones drugging the water supply and secretly targeting and brainwashing individuals because they can see everything everyone is doing from outside the glass box. They're not from here. They only invade everyone's privacy and manipulate everything inside thr glass box using their network of cameras and undercover rats. When inside the glass box, the have Truman Show type control over everything that goes on inside the glass box. That's why I came back to take them on. They have to lie and fake it and manipulate shit from outside. I was born here. I don't have to lie or hide or fake it or whisper like they do. I'm straight up, honest and real. Fuck these invaders that lie and hide and whisper. Fuck them and fuck their glass box. 

Psychological Trap. If you take an engineer and a psychologist, and ask them to build something, one of the things they can come up with and have invented in the past is a mental trap. This is a trap that uses no materials, except for what is already out there which are cameras and monopsonies that already exist. The trap is designed using psychology. Depending on how an individual thinks, it determines which path their mind will take when faced with a trigger. Every path has been mapped out using psychology, so if they think one type of way, they will go into a specific mental trap that has been designed for them and if they think a different type of way, there is a different mental trap that is specifically designed for their individual psychological profile.

The Line. There once was a group if travelers going around and trying to make things better wherever they went. After their journey was over, they all split up. One of the travelers was shocked to find out that some of the tribes near his home had been exploited. When he asked who did it, they said it looked like one of the travelers that was in the group that he came with last time. It is natural to feel betrayed when you find out when someone you trusted and fought with had done something wrong behind your back, and it ruins all the trust. Even if you ask them directly, because of the last line, it makes anything they answer with questionable and doubtful. At that time, mixed races and mixed faces was very rare, so if someone looked like someone else, it was very likely that they came from the same tree.

The Inventors & The Warriors. The inventors have rarely evwr fought their own battles. They usually invent the weapons and look for warriors to fight for them instead. We have always had to fight their battles for them. They needed us so they could have a safe place to study. Without that stability, they would not have the peace and quiet needed to create their inventions.

Learn to Love the Trees. There are some places where every tree has its own personal name and it's own personal history. There are some places that only look at trees as money.

Bubble Epiphanies. In here, they use all the same weapons and tools as out there. The main difference is because most of these weapons and tools have been taken thru traps, bribes, or stolen, they have a large collection of different weapons and tools from different cultures, but they have not been taught how to use them the same way because they did not sit down with the elders or earn their respect the hard way, they stole most of them and forced their way in most of the time. However, because they have acquired so many different tools and weapons that they barely know how to use, they have different combinations and ways of using them together. Most of the ways they use them are superficial and basic, and some of them are being used entirely wrong. For one, they look at everything like a weapon, so it doesn't matter if it's a hammer, a fork, or a measuring tape because they will try to use all of them to hit you with. It could be a ancient golden disc or an ancient artifact but they will still try to use it either as a knife or as a club because they only look at things in terms of it's usefulness as a weapon. This means that many of the tools they have accumulated are being used the wrong way and that they do not know how to use many of the things they have taken by force. It also explains the need to come up with such complex traps. Without these traps, there would be no way for them to learn how to use some of the tools they stole. This also means that the best way to overcome their methods would be to get the masters of each tool to work together, since only those that have mastered these tools know the best way to use them. Once again, this leads to the anti-segregation tactic. For them to steal all the tools of many different races, segregation works to their advantage. It allows them to steal all the tools of different races, combine the tools together, and keep the races segregated and fighting against each other so they can never combine their different tools the same way.

Face to Face. They try to take away the face to face element. They think they can do everything sideways and manipulate shit from the shadows. It don't count. They ain't even come up face to face. That's like a slaveowner. They too scared of seeing their slaves face to face because they know they'll be hated, so they hide and manipulate shit secretly. Fuck them and fuck their lies. Everyone don't have to speak face to face, but all the real ones do, and any heirarchy doesn't start with it's fakes. The only heirarchy that have their fakest, laziest most manipulative members on top are the slaveowners heirarchy. It's not face to face. It's one level of control and a completely separate and detached level of those that are beneath them and never have a fair chance because they have no way to get a face to face. Have no way to know who I'm talking to, but they all know who I am and whenever I'm around. Fuck a glass box.

Nazi Psychological Trap. One of the strategies used to brainwash the Jews into running the concentration camp for the Nazi's was the fake love strategy. It's very difficult to get somebody you had kidnapped and tortured to run your camp for you. One of the psychological their therapists had used to cover up their level of manipulation and inhumanity was fake love. So after all the hell the Nazi's out the Jews thru, they would still be able to get the Jews to run the camp for them by using fake love. They would say things like, I did it for you, or, I only did it to make you better. This allowed to them continue to destabilize, manipulate, and harass them and if any slaves overcame the concentration camp, they would just lie and take credit for making the slaves stronger. The slave owner did not make the slave stronger. The slave owner robbed the slave of their lives and took everything away. The slave owner first lies and tries to take credit for the slave being stronger and if that doesn't work, they slave owner will call own their slave rats over to try to beat him back down into slavery. This allows the slave owner to do any horrible, inhumane, and cruel thing that they want to the slave race. If any of the slaves survive and overcome this trap, the slave owners will try to take credit for the slaves success. The slave owner will also try to take the genes of the slave, thereby allowing the slave owner to gain all the evolutionary advantages of the slave race without having to be tortured, fight back and overcome slavery themselves. Also, the slave owners might come in different colors now, especially when they mixed with the ancient slave owners that were already out here, but it's still slavery. We don't come from slave owners or slavemasters. We come from explorers and rapist killas. We only became slavemaster killas and Nazi killas as a result of being explorers. We never came with giant armies to settle and prostitute your land, but we were here first. We didn't bottleneck North and South America, or kidnap and enslave anyone that tries to walk thru from North to South or from South to North, either. 

The Scholar Ship. Besides the refugee ships, there was a ship full of scholars. They did not come to rape and prostitute and exploit everything. They wanted to make things better using the knowledge they had. They got followed by the slave ships. It caused them to revolt and fight back, but it was hard because they were being outnumbered and overwhelmed by one slave ship after another one, until they were outnumbered by a slaveowners and their slaves. It is very difficult to educate and train someone to be the best. Beating and oppressing human beings and then using those broken humans as slaves to fight for you is a much faster and mucher cheaper tactic. They believe in quantity over quality. They believe in power by any means. We believe in hard work, discipline, honesty, self-control and respect. They think they can win and control everyone using their methods. They failed. They stole some of my shit but they never got my best work out of me. Bitchass slaveowners. I'll never give them my best. I don't respect them.

Trap Design. So right now, the main trap they're using on me is to spy on me, and then doing harassing shit from the shadows whenever they see me doing anything the slaveowner Nazi's don't like. The first trap is the nice trap, where they make it look like you can come here to make it thru honest, hard work and have a family. In that one, they spy on you in order to steal and copy all your secrets before either killing you, pushing you into the trap or blackmailing you. Often, they will kill the entire group and only leave one or two alive, and they blackmail the survivors into teaching everything they know whether that be building techniques or martial arts. The trap they're using on me this time is the destabilization trap where they send their actors and fakes to stalk me, play dumb, and do bullshit anytime they see me doing something they dont like. It works like a shadow slaveowners using a shadow whip. The main weakness is that they have to be undercover for it because if they can't lie and play dumb, they will have to face their own karma and they're too pussy to do that.

Lucy's Fur. I'm not taking their money and I'm not fucking their women. They always try to do some fucked up shit, lie and play dumb about it, and then throw money and women at us like that makes up for the fucked up shit they did. They never sincerely apologize face to face, but they think money and women will make up for it. I'm not a rat, I'm not a prostitute and I'm not a sell out. I'm real. Truth worth more than money. Fuck their money. If they want to skin anyone, they can skin me instead. I'll take as many of them out as I can until they kill me. Real vs Fake.

Nazi. In other words, Not Z, meaning not the end. Meaning it never ends with them and they never let anything go or try to deal with things directly face to face. They use the same code in their words because they are also ancient, but they do everything the opposite of the real way. So instead of being real, and respectful and honest, and dealing with things directly face to face, they do the exact opposite. They fake it, lie, are disrespectful, and they avoid dealing with things directly face to face. They rather hide, play dumb, and say things they don't mean. While we don't sell out and we risk our own lives, they love sellouts and they risk the life of anyone they can hire while they hide somewhere. 

Scapegoat Design. A further development of the lynch mob theory used during slavery. Instead of using house slaves, they use gangs, cartels, organizations and institutions. These groups are set up in such a way where their leaders are constantly being set up and replaced, so there is a constant vacuum of leadership and a constant supply of rats, crash dummies and prostitutes. This allows the corporations that have the super computers, artificial intelligence, and global mass surveillance to hire whoever they want based on data collection and psychological profiling. Depending on what they need done, they can hire from the Crips, the Bloods, the drug cartels, the terrorists, or any other group that works for money. The mercenary group takes the job and the blame for it which allows the slavemasters to hide in the shadows and redirect all the heat onto the slaves and throwaways they hired. By maintaining a system of manufactured poverty, they have an endless supply of crash dummies and prostitutes in any area where they can maintain that large population of poverty. The Nazi's can change their name and call themselves Jews, they can hide in the shadows and hire crips, bloods, drug cartels, or terrorists to do the job and to take the blame for them, and they can hide in the shadows and spy on everyone around them, but they're still the same snake, no matter what name they use.

Nazi Undercover Brainwashing Holocaust. A snake can shed it's skin but it's still a snake. All the Nazi's have to do is say that they're Jewish. Everyone thinks the Nazi's no longer exist. That allows them to do whatever they want and blame someone else for it. They might not be racist, but they still support slavery.

Complex Hostage Situation. With every group holding a different set of humans as hostage, no matter what group I go to, the other groups will hurt their set of hostages. I want to take all their hostages and create my own group, but I'm at a huge disadvantage. I believe that's how it's always been done in the past, but it cannot be done that way anymore because the place is full.

Brainwashing and Surveillance. When one is born in this system, one is always being brainwashed and manipulated thru the drugs in the food and water, the propaganda and subliminal messages in entertainment, and because of the electromagnetic radiation which affects cellular activity both in the brain and the body. However, if one manages to snap out of it, they will start to target you and try to push u into the trap if you fight back, or string u along to educate u so they can steal whatever research and development u help with discovering. If u manage to get thru all those layers, the final layer is actual torture, drugs and brainwashing. This will usually involve having your memory erased. Normally, the deal is that if you give up and keep your mouth shut, they give you your memories back and let you into their brainwashers club. I did not take their deal. Even after they have brainwashed you, they will use their other implanted puppets, sellouts, or hired henchmen to stalk you and send you subliminal messages that no one around you can recognize. It's almost like an inside joke between close friends, except that it's the exact opposite, it's an inside threat coming from a puppet that was sent from an organization that had tried to brainwash you.

Hive Structure. One area has surveillance over another area which has surveillance over another area which has surveillance over another area and then back again to the first area. The surveillance systems in one area is run by the locals that have been assimilated into this system, while also being run by another location that is also assimilated into the same system. Every region that is under the surveillance of this mass surveillance hive structure also has to offer tributes or sacrifices from their own region to the larger hive structure. This allows the larger hive structure to coordinate and organize the manpower of areas it already has under their control. In order to gain control over regions that have not yet assimilated, they draw on the forces and manpower of other areas that are already paying taxes to them. Often, they will use and exploit natural divisions and weaknesses that already exist within the region they are attempting to assimilate. This can be anything from poverty, race, religion, long-standing enemies, and any type of differences they can take advantage of to make their target weaker and more divided. These weak points are identified using a combination of mass surveillance and undercover actors. The cameras watch their target and notice something they want to try. They send the actor to test the trigger around their target and record the response. If it is something they can use, they save it for future purposes so they can manipulate that target from the shadows. They build up a database of different psychological triggers in order to shadow manipulate their target in the future. They can also program triggers into the target. This can be done indirectly which usually involves propaganda, conscious imperceptible sounds and lights, or subliminal messages. This can also be done directly, but this involves kidnapping, drugs, and torture.

Gary Coleman. This is a story about when chemical/biological weapons had first started being used in Hollywood and how powerful the Hollywood machine's ability is to cover up and censor their own corruption. Gary Coleman was a child star in Hollywood. Those behind the scenes had wanted Gary Coleman to be able to play the child star role for longer so they had gotten his parents to slip drugs into his food. It is not clear whether they knew what they were giving him, whether they were blackmailed or forced into doing it, or whether they were doing it for money. The drugs were designed to stunt his growth so that he could get away with playing the child role for longer. Supposedly, there is or used to be a small community of midgets somewhere out in California who were the first test subjects that these drugs were used on before they tried them on Gary Coleman. When Gary Coleman found out, he went to sue his parents but then took the lawsuit back. It may be because he found out the real story and was stuck in a position where he could keep whatever money they gave him or risk losing everything in order to try to and fight the machine. This story used to be much more well-known, but because of how rich and how well-connected Hollywood is, it was very easy for them to cover up the real story and put out a false narrative about what happened. Combined with today's mass surveillance, street actors, and the modern weaponized drugs that have been more recently developed and what we have is a world that is designed to look safe and friendly on the surface while being very corrupt, spoiled, and rotten on the inside. The trap works better when it looks like a nice and friendly place where someone can raise their families make it thru honest, hard work. This is especially true when your own race has lots of money and is telling you to come over here because it's safe and they got rich. It doesn't work as well when you know what happened to its previous victims, or when you know about the secret deals your own race had to make to get that money.

The Enemy. The enemy that I'm fighting against is known for using puppets, sellouts and slaves to fight for them in their place instead. They are also known for giving their opponents health problems like birth defects, autism, bad vision, stunted growth,and mental handicaps. They have also been known to turn their male opponents into homosexuals. This is done thru a form of torture that is similar to brainwashing, but it most likely involves different pharmacuetical drugs and different forms of virtual reality. It also goes by the name conversion therapy rather than electroshock therapy. I think about how some men have been turned into homosexuals, how other men have been turned into trained dogs that cannot think for themselves anymore, and how the rest sell themselves out because they already saw what happened to everyone else and would rather be a slave than to risk their own life trying to fight back. I think about this often because I am risking my own life for this, but I also do not want to end up the same way that many of the other men that chose to fight back or chose to resist have ended up. I'm already in a very difficult spot because of the blackmail, the constant targeted surveillance, destabilization, psyops, and because of whatever other forms of brainwashing they're using against me. 

Chip Manipulation. It is interesting that I could be manipulated so easily thru the use of implants, lasers, psychological profiling and targeted surveillance. The implants are especially concerning because of the way it monitors my brain waves and vital signs. Because I have already had my psychological profile analyzed both personally thru physical means as well as from a distance thru long-term surveillance and because that data is stored away in some mystery organization's computer file somewhere I don't have access to, their ability to manipulate my thoughts, feelings and behavior is extremely high while my ability to defend myself against them is like trying to dodge an invisible punch. I have lately been thinking about trigger words. Because they can monitor my mental activity and vital signs at all times, they can watch how my brain waves change or how my vital signs change when I see or hear certain things. It is as easy as paying attention to whch stimuli causes spikes in their monitoring systems and then trying to use that same stimuli to manipulate me later on. With this combination, it could theoretically be possible to manipulate an individuals dopamine and serotonin levels without any drugs at all. This can possibly cause an addictive effect, but the addiction is not tied to any type of drugs. The addiction can be tied to nothing more than stimuli that is being manipulated and used depending on how the mysterious shadow force wants. If they want you to be more depressed or more happy, they will use the stimuli that they know will bring your levels down because they have already recorded your response that that stimuli in a previous situation. In this way, they can remote control or shadow manipulate an individual's thoughts, emotions, and behaviors without ever having to make themselves known. This strips their targets of individuality, humanity, and self-control due to some implants and technology that is being controlled from a distance by some mysterious slave owner or puppetmaster, and the potential of abuse can be compared to that of nuclear weapons.

Targeted Body Double War. An attempt of certain nations, especially those that have multi-racial prisons, to target and eliminate those they oppose their political or industrial ambitions and then replace the target they eliminated with one of the prisoners they have that is of the same race. By using this strategy, they are able to slowly infiltrate a country through it's lower income classes by eliminating those that oppose them and filling the empty spot with someone that looks that same but is under their control. Similar to the Ship of Theseus concept but using human beings instead of ship parts, and slowly targeting and eliminating those that oppose their puppet government and then replacing them with one of the puppetmaster governments slaves, prisoners or sellouts. This ensures that the newly installed puppet will continue to work against their own race and their own country in favor of their puppetmaster. They are usually kept in line because of bribes or blackmail, because they were given secret deals to get out, or because they have been brainwashed or chipped.

Jews and Nazi's. A lot of things in this country appear to be caused by the constant brainwashing. One is this thing about Jews taking the blame for what the Nazi's are doing. When one studies history, it's obvious who has a history of doing what. The Jews did not start World War 2, the Holocaust, or Hitler. That was the Nazi's. You know the brainwashing is effective when the Jews take the blame for what the Nazi's did.

Family. The hive out here keeps using the family excuse, as if that justifies all the horrible things they do and get away with. Just because that's your family does not mean your family can get away with whatever they want. You do all this fucked up shit, you set up these traps, and you exploit everything you touch and then you try to justify it by saying family. These parrots always try to come up with bullshit reasons to justify their exploitation. They just use family as an excuse to fake it, lie, and get away with the bullshit that they play dumb about. They want to do all this fucked up manipulative bullshit, but then they try to justify their manipulative lies by saying family. A family of Nazi's, rapists, brainwashers, and slavemasters is still a family, no matter how fake and toxic they really are, they're still a family.

Martial Arts. There was a time when all these different martial arts teachers out here were suddenly dying or being killed. The last few were worried they were going to be killed as well. As far as I know, nothing obvious had happened to them, but they may have been blackmailed instead. What the shadow slavemasters like to do is kill off everyone except for one or a few, and then blackmail the rest so they can get the survivors to teach them their secrets. It's a similar story to the builders in the valley who were invited over just so they could be robbed of their building methods. The thing is, they didn't invade or come to exploit anything. They were invited over and then robbed. The slavemasters like to blame it on the ones they robbed, but in reality, if their arguments were true, they never would have invited anyone to come work here at all. It was a trap. Not the type of trap that exists in the hoods, ghettos, and projects. This trap is designed to look nice and friendly from the outside in order to lure out the honest, hard workers that are highly skilled at whatever they're good at. 

After The Holocaust. When the war was over and all the concentration camps were shut down, a few interesting things happened. Some of the Nazi scientists were given new identities and brought to the USA to continue their research. Their scientific journals were sold at an auction. Those same journals were stolen as they were being transported after they were sold. The stolen journals were split among the heroes that stole them, preventing anyone else from using the science and technology developed during the Holocaust. There was a disagreement about what should be done with them after. One group decided to burn them right away without reading them. Another group had decided to hold on to them in case of any event where it would be necessary. The last group decided to learn it and burn it so that if it ever was necessary, they would be the only ones who know how to do it. There was also another set of notes that had nothing to do with the brainwashing experiments themselves. It actually had to do with all the failures of the brainwashing experiments, why they failed, and how it was resisted. Something happened.

German Americans. When the Germans had went back to Germany after their time in America, they had challenged some of those in power using the things they learned in the USA. The things they had learned came from being slave owners. They challenged them and won. After that, there was the entire situation of German aristocrats fleeing the country because they were being targeted and then creating Russia, Hitler having been born and being shadow manipulated away from being an artist and becoming a soldier instead, and World War 1 having started.

The Shadow. There was a group of individuals that would travel to different places, share their knowledge and experience with those they loved, and try to make wherever they traveled to better. There was another group following them that would enter those same locations after the first group had left. They would lie and claim to be friends of the first group. Then they would try to ruin, sabotage, and exploit everything the first group had done while using the same name and claiming to be friends.

The Group of Individuals. Individuals from different races, religions, cultures and backgrounds had come together. They all introduced themselves personally and then asked, what are you good for. One was good at building. One was good at math. One was good at cooking. They all had different skills and abilities. They asked the small one, what are you good for. He said, I can meditate. They asked, what's that. He said, let me show you. After a while, one of them asked, what's he doing. The other said, I don't know. He has just been sitting there quietly without moving, he calls it meditating. After a while, the one meditating got up excited to see their reactions but they were not amazed. He then said, I can also run and climb and do flips and such. He showed them and they let him into the group.

The Name. Some individuals within a group had protected us by refusing to say our real name, even tho they're group has been know to send entire military forces after us to chase us down. The other group had honored us by putting that name on something that was valuable and worth a lot to them, even tho much of the history has been forgetten or covered up and many of the individuals within that group do not have the same appreciation for how much we have sacrificed for them. There is a big difference between an individual and a group. Often times, those that identify themselves as part of a larger group will also acknowledge others by the group they are part of rather than as individual human beings with their own name and their own personal history. The opposite also true where those that identify themselves as individuals will often acknowledge others for who they are as a person, their own name, their own actions and their own personal history rather than the group they are a part of. It is the difference between being yourself versus being another of them.

Gingerbread House & The Little Red Riding Hood. One story has to do with a trap house that looks like it made out of sweets. The other is about a girl's grandmother being replaced by a wolf that is trying to eat her. Two different children stories. Simple stories with deep messages.

Silence vs Noise. Some battles cannot be won by using one's own normal behavior. For instance, those that prefer silence vs those that like to be loud. Those that prefer the silence, peace, and tranquility cannot win by becoming more silent. There are many other types of battles that are similar in nature. I, myself, love music... but that does not mean I want to force the entire world to accept my way of life and have to listen to music. I also love peace and quiet, but that does not mean I want to force the entire world to shut up. There has to be limits on things where certain things are acceptable in some areas and unacceptable in other areas, and even in the areas where certain things are acceptable, they still have to have some self-control. Let's say they don't have an issue with living in trash. They still cannot be allowed to let their trash get everywhere and pollute the rest of the planet because then it affects everyone, including those that do not want to live in trash. If you give a bunch of spoiled, selfish children the ability to vote for what they want, they would probably vote to eat candy and play games all the time. 

Liars and Peer Pressure. The liars think that if they just keep repeating the same lies and pay or blackmail more and more humans into repeating that lie, it will make it true. It doesn't. Even if everyone believes your lies, it's still a lie. Also, once you become exposed as liars, nobody will fall for it anymore. You might be able to get away with it for a long time, but sooner or later, you're going to show your real face. When that happens, it won't be a surprise anymore. Everyone will just say, there they go trying to lie again the same way that they always do. The words of a liar are meaningless. Your lies don't work on me, anymore. I already took a chance on you. You lied to me and stabbed me in the back already. I'm not trusting you again. You lie too much.

Generational Trauma. Slavery may be considered over, officially and on the record, especially for the slavemasters and slave owners, but for those that used to be slaves, it has not ended. Some of their kid's kids still have nightmares about how traumatizing that event was and everyone wants to make sure it never happens again. We all been thru it before. Y'all are the ones that did it. U can play the victim and cry and yell but you started it and you keep trying to get away with that same bullshit.

Heirarchy of Brainwashers. It doesn't matter what your reasons are, because when you use those strategies and methods, it puts you into the category of brainwashers. When your in the category, there is natural heirarchy between everyone that uses those methods. You can never win by using those methods. Whoever you brainwash is only going to be brainwashed again by the most powerful brainwashers, and they will turn on you for it. No matter how many you manage to brainwash, all of your puppets can be stolen and turned against you because you are not the most powerful brainwashers. 

Cycle of Exploitation. It's horrible that some parents prostitute their own children from such an early age. It's one thing if it they choose to have sex on their own, but it's different when they're being exploited by their own parents. That's like being molested by your own uncle because you're supposed to be able to trust them. I believe all kids should know what it feels like to fall in love. Even if it doesnt work out, its a positive experience that will change how they look at the world. It's much better than being looked at like a bag of meat that is easily replaceable .A lot of these parents exploit and sell out their own children so all they're really doing is passing on the trauma that they dealt with growing up. Instead of having love in their hearts, all they care about is money because that's how they were raised so thats how they raise their children. If all you do is exploit whatever you touch, that makes you a cancer to humanity.

Debt-Trap Contract. Watch out for their debt-traps. They do business. Business has nothing to do with honor or integrity. All they care about is money. They will stab you in the back, blame you for it, and then say that you owe them. They always do that type of shit. It's nothing but slavery remixed, and using their favorite house slaves and slave rats to deliver the message for the slavemasters/slave owners. These new Nazi's might not be racist, but it's still slavery.

Society of Lies. It's hard being real and honest when you're surrounded by liars that get rich from exploitation and manipulation. I didn't think it was really possible when I was growing up. It wasn't until I stepped outside the Bubble and went to different places that value honesty more than money. Once I realized it is possible to live that way and run a society like that, I had to change for the better. It's possible.

Brainwashing Holocaust. This conspiracy of targeting individuals and having them secretly kidnapped, brainwashed and then erasing their memories is very concerning. Not only not because I been thru it myself, but also because of it's potential for abuse. At it's fastest, it may only take an hour and one injection. The set up can be something as simple as calling the target up into a meeting or setting them up at work when no other coworkers besides the moles are present. It can be worse than that, taking 3 months of torture, drug injections, and brainwashing. Obviously, if a person is missing for 3 months, someone will probably notice. That's why they try to get their target to go on vacation or go on a business trip so that it is less suspicious. They may even have the target call someone they know while they're being tortured, and make them say that they are fine and nothing is wrong. If someone's eyes suddenly become cross-eyed or they develop a lazy eye out of nowhere, that is a big clue that they may have been brainwashed. They are also known to cause radio interference, hack into signals, or manipulate their target into a trap using imitations. The last and most difficult challenge are the trackers and implants. This is why so many get blackmailed and don't try to fight back. Even without having your memory erased by pharmaceuticals injections or thru electrocution, they still put trackers on their target so that if their target does try to hit back, they will already know ahead of time and be able to find or follow their target wherever they go to.

Nazi Concentration Camp in Modern Society. Real quick, I'll go into detail on this on because I'm tired right now. One of the ways is the bipartisanship allows for one to be blackmailed by two different sides that each hold different sets of humans for hostage. Working with one side means the other group will go after their hostages and working with the other group means the first group will go after their set of hostages. The other thing has to do with the trap and making enemies. The game is just a trap in disguise, and the trap is just a concentration camp in disguise. Whether the enemies are personal or whether they come as a result of taking jobs up for anyone else, those same enemies will also be used as a form of blackmail. The way this is done is that the organization that organizes and coordinates them will try to set them loose on you if u go against their protocol, like having a pack of wild dogs released on u. This makes it very difficult to fight the system and actually leaves one in a position similar to what a slave soldier is, meaning that u have to keep fighting their war for them or they will sick a pack of dogs on u. 

Keep Good Records. Keep accurate records and clearly and unbiasedly as possible. This will come in handy later on. Try to explain the things that may not be visible on camera, including past events that may be connected and why. Keeping good records will help you later on if any issue arises. Even if you never look over it again, writing it yourself will help you improve your memory.

Money is Not King. Money is not god. Money is not my religion. I always had cognitive dissonance about this growing up. The issue was with becoming successful in this society when I know that all the success and money I make directly contributes to the pollution, deforestation, mining and drilling on this planet. It has always been an issue to me since I was young. During my teen to adulthood transition, I decided to do whatever I could to get money because I wanted to live life to the fullest. I already did that. I really don't like money. Money is not real. It's a man-made invention. It's value can change depending on what society imagines it to be worth. I believe in protecting the environment more than I believe in making money. This system punishes those that protect themselves, but it rewards those that many money. It doesn't matter how that money is made. A liar, a thief, and a rapist can all have lots of money. Not to say that every rich person fits that criteria. I'm only pointing out how money is not a true measure of one's character, work ethic, or integrity. Even if one was making money only thru honest, hard work, you still can't just cut down all the forests and mine all the mountains so you can rich. There still has to be limits placed even if you're not hurting or exploiting anybody for it. In the end, I rather be real than to only be rich. The streets are cold and lifeless. I love nature.

How to Spot a Nazi. Nazi's don't smile, laugh, sing or dance from the heart. They may do those things, but it will usually be sarcastic and only because they are mocking somebody. Not all Nazi's are German. Those that had raped and robbed the original Nazi's and started using the same Holocaust-developed technology are the new Nazi's. When they raped the old Nazi's, they became the new Nazi's. This also applies to most Jews that live inside a concentration camp, and even to some of those that have escaped.

Modern Day Nazi's. The New Nazi's are not German. Some of.them might be, but I am mostly referring to this unholy alliance between the different organizations that had stolen the Holocaust technology and started applying it different cities first all over the country, and then across the world. The trap itself is a giant concentration camp. The new Nazi's refer to those that make money off the exploitation of these concentration camps also known as the trap. As long as they have a steady supply of human lives being raised in ignorance so that they may be used as prostitutes and throwaways, those that run the trap never actually have to do anything. They just maintain the trap and feed off of the prostitutes and throwaways that come from the trap. That generation does all the work and then has a bunch of kids before they are used as scapegoats and falls guys, sent to prison or killed. They're like chickens that lay eggs before they are sold at meat. These Nazi's refer to the banks politicians, major industries, prisons complex, gangs and drug cartels that run the trap now. The trap is a concentration camp. When they raped the old Nazi's and started using the same technology and methods, that made them the new Nazi's, even tho they're not all German.

Outside the Bubble. There are some things I could only learn by stepping outside of this first-world global market empire bubble. One being the entire secret Nazi history, how the drug cartels had raped and robbed them, and how the concentration camp theory was secretly applied to major cities across the country and then around the world. Another is about how my mental capabilities, clarity, and depth of thought are always being nerfed while I'm within this bubble due to radiation, chemical waste, air pollution, and pharmaceuticals. The last thing is about how I was compromised during my sleep long before I was pushed into the trap when I was sleeping at someone else's house after a party by those I had trusted and thought were nice. There are some things I never would have expected, but because of my time outside of the bubble, I was able to learn, experience and see for myself that I would never would have been able to know about from inside the bubble. They seemed so nice. I would have never expected them to do anything like that until I found out about the secret history between the Nazi's, the drug cartels, Hollywood, and the survivors that were involved in bringing the Nazi's out here so they could get their hands on the brainwashing technology. When the scientific journals from the Holocaust were stolen, some of those involved just wanted to burn all the notes so none of that research could ever be used or used again Because of the way the scientists were brought out here and the technology was further developed, it is very good that not everybody immediately destroyed them because that technology is being used and seeing the actual research that it came from helps one understand what these new Nazi's are doing and why they're doing it.

A Miracle. America and A Miracle sound alike. I do not think it's a coincidence. It was probably because of the refugees that were kicked out due to a lack of space, not because of the slave owners that came out to exploit and prostitute everything. Big difference. 

Concentration Camp Theory. The point of the Holocaust was to figure out a way to get the Jews to kill Jews and run the concentration camps for the Nazi's. Once the war had ended, the Nazi scientists were given new identities and brought over to continue their research. Once they were done, they were robbed and raped by the drug cartels and gangs who took their research and formed a secret alliance with some of the Nazi's. Then, crack cocaine hit the streets in the 80s, which was one of the chemicals that was developed and tested on the Jews during the Holocaust. The point of the Holocaust was to try and get Jews to kill Jews and run the concentration camp for the Nazi's so that the Jews would do everything for them and the Nazi's wouldn't have to do anything anymore. They began applying their method of running the concentration camps on a national level in major cities across the country, and it eventually spread to large cities in first world countries all over the world. 

Drugging the Water Supply. The drugging of the water supply is often caused by Big Pharma, who often pay gangs and drug cartels with secret weaponized drugs when they do it. It can be done by putting the drugs in places like the Poseidon water desalination plant. In Europe, there are different plants and facilities that are dumping chemical and pharmaceutical waste which travels all the way east and affects all the water from China to Vietnam. Many Big Pharma plants and facilities often are dumping drugs into the water in order to affect the memory, mood, or behavior of the population that drinks from and uses that source of water. It can also causes various health effects such as autism, memory loss, hormonal imbalance, birth defects, height variations, skin cancers, hair loss, and impaired vision as well as a wide range of other negative health effects. Some of the particles are so small that it takes large and expensive machines to detect. Some times, Big Pharma will dump a large amount of drugs into the water supply right before or after they make a political move in order to distract the attention of or erase the memory of the entire population within the area. These weaponized drugs are often used both as weapons to spike the air, water, and food of their targets as well as bribes to the local gangs and drug cartels that are willing to work for one of the Big Money industries. Any place that had a pharmaceutical plant or facility near an important water source should be carefully observed, and the health of population downstream of these plants also has to be monitored. It only takes one chemical dump to affect an entire year's worth of pregnancies that will damage the affected children often for the rest of their lives. Hollywood, the drug cartels and the mainstream media is often complacent and involved in covering up anything for any of the Big Money groups. Once again, this goes back to the research that was developed during the Jewish Holocaust and it is the advanced version of the Nazi mustard gas, in the form of chemical and pharmaceutical drugs in order to not only poison, but to cause a wide range of specific mental and physical side-effects that is controlled by those that are responsible for drugging the water. Also, when it comes to using the concentration camp methods in different cities, especially on political activists and those that refuse to bow down to the invisible slavemasters, I'm at the front of their list. Despite all the kids I pulled out of the trap and are eating healthy and living comfortably now since my words turned them into millionaires, the white and brown Nazi's got me out here hungry as fuck and sleep deprived like I'm in a secret mass surveillance-based Holocaust. 

Ulama. There is a theory that the game was not played with the hips, but was actually more similar to basketball with a sideways hoop. The theory says that the archeologists or whatever that found it had lied about how the game was really played because they were raped by the locals out there when they were doing their research. Because they were raped and humiliated by those locals, instead of publishing the real rules of that game Ulama, they made up different rules, and used the original rules to come up with their own version of that game, which later on became basketball.

Red/Blue. With Red, the corruption appears to be more evenly or randomly distributed. There is more anger of the past, and they tend to fight fire with fire. They can be more aggressive, which may be hostile at times or it may be them being loud and being mistaken as hostility. With Blue, the corruption is either concentrated more around the top or it may be hidden in a crowd of sincerity. There also appears to be more fake love at times, more of a desire for money and pleasure, and there appears to be a habit of lying, making moves against one, and then playing dumb or pretending to be the victim about it. Blue is more chill and relaxed but can also be cold at times. Red is more loud and energetic and can also become very hot easily. These stereotypes may not always be true because sometimes the individuals choose a group based on where they were born or because of a specific moment that pushed them into one side or the other.

Syrian Remains. In the land that Jesus walked thru, and where many of the biblical stories come from, the cradle of civilization. Most of Syria has been bombed into ruins, destroying much of the ancient history. One of the things the liars did was protect one village in Syria from being bombed. A lot of the stolen gold was the funneled into the village they were protecting, as a bribe. In return, the surviving Syrians have agreed to lie about their own history and say whatever their financers have paid them to say. This is part of their strategy to rewrite history. First they destroy your civilization, then they bribe your few survivors, and on top of that, they flood all the rest of the areas with drugs to keep them destabilized. Obviously, the Syrians that have been bombed on and destroyed by drugs are going to do anything for money in order to survive. This means they will most likely go after the sellouts and rats that are being protected. This works to both make them look worse, and it manipulates them into going after their own, for the ones that destroyed them. The soldiers that bombed them will simply come in after they have all destroyed each other, and take whatever spoils of war that is left. Fuck their secret strategy. This is how far the liars will go to cover up the truth and rewrite history. Fuck 1984.

Easter Island. There was a fire recently. I wonder if it was because of the drug cartels again since they always burning down their own Amazon, or if it was because I exposed how the Asians were being drugged by pharmaceuticals, chemicals, and waste that comes from the west, and flows east thru China and out of Vietnam. Everyone that is drinking from that water supply is being poisoned by the west. I also wonder if the fire was started by lasers from satellites, because it's difficult to get out there. A lot of these giant societies often just cut down, mine, drill, deforest, rape, prostitute, and exploit everything they touch. We risk our own lives protect, guard and defend it as much as possible until we die.

Nazi Holocaust Experiments. I didn't want to rip it, get any sweat or dirt on it, or even open it. I was just grateful to be able to hold the real thing in my own hands for a second, before I gave it back, opened the copy up and read the notes inside the copy. One of the things about the modern day Nazi's that have taken over the Holocaust technology is that they will never speak face to face. They might not always be the same skin color, but they all oeprate the same way. They will only hide behind their one way mirror or their cover. They will lie repeatedly. They will use fake love, hate on u, blame it on u, and then play dumb and pretend to be the victim. Psychological manipulation. It's all a part of their secret brainwashing program. They took the research developed by Nazi scientists during the Holocaust, and applied it to the entire nation, treating the country's cities like different concentration camps. They will die over a lie before they ever clear things up face to face. This allows them to put all the blame on u without ever having to talk about it straight up or giving u a chance to defend yourself face to face. The One Way Mirror.

One Way Mirror. During the Nazi Holocaust, one of their concentration camp experiments involved trying to get Jews to kill other Jews for the Nazi's. One of the other experiments involved trying to break down the group leaders and either make them turn or make them lose their sanity.  With the second experiment, one of the experiments that was shown to be effective was the one way mirror. There would be Nazi scientists on one side of the mirror observing and experimenting on the Jews in the room. The Jews could only see their reflection on the mirror but the Nazi's were able to see thru the mirror. The Jews could hear voices and they could talk back, but all they would see is their own reflection due to the one way mirror. After being tortured, injected with drugs, and forced to endure this form of psychological shadow manipulation for long enough, many of the Jews started to lose their minds. It has a very similar vibe to the Stanford experiments. When the Nazi scientists were imported into the US and raped by the Mexicans, the brainwashing research and development was spread out amongst the drug cartels which then spread all over the world thru the use of drugs and gangs. Nazi Scientist Killa.

Thor's Twin Sons. Their had a son who looked exactly like him, but he was evil and stupid. All he knew how to do was use his size and strength to force amd bully his way into things. He didn't have even a fraction of the intelligence or humility that Thor has. Because his only strengths was his size and physical muscle, Thor has another son who looked exactly like him as well, but was not evil. He too, was not very intelligent, but he was twice as big as the evil version, which made the evil one scared of him. Since his only strength was his size and power, he is secretly afraid of his twin brother that is twice as big as him, but he would never admit it. He rather just hide and talk shit from far away like a little girl.

Manifest Destiny. If the author's that wrote the book Manifest Destiny, wanted to recreate the same effect using augmented/hybrid reality, this simulated matrix is what they would get. I reject their program. I don't care if I'm poor, locked up or killed for it. I reject their program like a slavemaster wrote it. Fuck massa. Slavemaster Killa.

Quality Over Quantity. This system is not based on the quality of an individual. This system is based on money. That means that a fake, a liar, and a backstabber might live a better life than someone that works hard, is honest, and has a lot to contribute. If a zoo was full of trash, most of the animals would be sick and there would be rats and roaches everywhere. If a zoo had good zookeepers that took care of the animals, the animals would be healthy and might be capable of some amazing feats. It might not have as many animals in total, but the animals it did have would be if a much higher quality. Likewise, if a society had bad keepers, the trash would get all over the place leading to a lot of rats and roaches. If a society had good keepers, the place would be clean and everyone in the society would be healthy and happy.

Being Brainwashed vs Being Killed. Being brainwashed can be worse than being killed. When one is killed, it's over. The world goes on as it is. When one is brainwashed, everything u ever did can be undone, reversed, and corrupted by yourself or by whoever took control of u. That's why being brainwashed is worse than being killed. Some individuals do not need to be brainwashed. The same results can be reached thru nothing but blackmail. However, if one is not killed, one still has the chance to undo whatever was done when one was brainwashed, if it was possible. Some things cannot be undone. If someone was brainwashed into cutting off their own leg, then even if they managed to snap out of it later on, their leg is still cut off. In positions of power, the things that cannot be undone becomes far more dangerous. That is upsetting because it means that if one wants to be successful and hold important responsibilities, that means one would have to always be somewhere where they could not be brainwashed. That means that one could never really just go out and live freely anymore because it becomes too much of a threat to be outside. The alternative is that one would have to become a liar or a fake so that one does not become a target and can be outside without worry of being brainwashed. 

Slavemaster Killa Challenges. It's difficult to fight against a slavemaster or slave owner because they have an army of slaves that they can send to fight for them. They don't have to educate or train their slaves. They can have a bunch of poor and broken drug addicts fight for them. They can have a bunch of sellouts and rats fight for them. If they ever run out of resources or supplies, they can charge more taxes. These are the challenges that come up when fighting against a slavemaster or a slave owner. On top of that, the slavemasters/slave owners are usually hiding somewhere safe. They might even use puppet politicians so that they can never be challenged. They're never out in the open. If they're not somewhere secure, they're hiding behind their numbers or lies. They don't lead from the front. They bark orders from the back. On top of that, they keep real ones like myself that do manage to challenge them directly inside of cages. This is what allows for corruption. They become too afraid to be challenged, even when they have a bad idea that makes everything worse. Instead, they just hide somewhere, throw slaves and puppets, and collect all the riches and spoils of war. 

The Drugged Up Water Supply. On the continent of Eurasia, there is supposed to be some wastewater facilities, chemical plants and pharmaceutical factories that are dumping drugs into the water supply. The water goes from the European region east towards Asia, so it's mostly Asians around certain rivers that are drinking and using all that water that is full of chemicals and drugs. At the same time, that water touches the ocean and spreads out into every part of the planet, so everyone is drinking it, and being drugged and dumbed down without their awareness as well as having to live with whatever types of birth defects, cancers, and health issues result from the contaminated water. They do this on purpose. They might wear nice suits, smile in your face, and offer u riches and wealth, but they are undercover haters.

The Masters of Lies vs. The Master of Truth. Took me a long time to remember because as soon as I got back, I was tortured and brainwashed and had my memories wiped. I actually learned most of this during my travels outside of this brainwashing surveillance bubble. They tried to wipe my memories. They tried to set me up, blackmail me, plata o plomo me, and frame me for it. They're the ones that came up on everything. They taxed all the rappers and blamed me for it when they got all the money. They kept me under surveillance and mentally destabilized so I couldn't remember. Fucking pussies. These new Mexican slave owners been cracking their whip on me for many years now but I survived and I got them back. Fuck these pussyboy Mexican slaveowners. They robbed and raped the original Nazi's and have been using the Nazi weapons and technology ever since then. They have been secretly implanting everyone's kids with microchips out here since about the 1990s. The last thing is the craziest shit ever which is how they're running this secret race war where they try to consolidate the best genetics from every race, and then kill that version off in all the other races once they have those genes in their own race. These Mexican slaveowners use don't fuck your children the way the old slaveowners did. What they did is send their mass produced prostitute so I fuck their women, and that way their drug cartels or gangs will have control over your child and that's how they consolidate different genetics into their own race. They do this for intelligence, size, and of course, celebrity superstar athletics. Damn, this shit has been really hard to figure out because they been lying, faking it, playing dumb and false flagging all the time. On top of that, they play the race card and pretend to be victims when they're the new slaveowners. Every time they do something, they false flag someone else for it. Every time they do something, they lie, fake it, play dumb, and blame it on some other group or organization. They got so many throwaway rats that it's very easy for them to find a body double or lookalike when they are trying false flag. They're smart at lying and faking it. They false flagged entire wars and blamed it on the whites, but they do the exact same shit the white slavemasters did. They became the New Nazi's as soon as they raped the old Nazi's and started using all the same weapons, technologies and strategies. Brainwashing, chemical weapons, secret police. That makes them the new Nazi's. The Mexican Nazi's. Reporting live from deep inside this brainwashing surveillance bubble where they got me outnumbered, surrounded, and under surveillance all the time. Nazi Ana, aka Santa Ana. I'm come from slavemaster killas, r8pist killas, and from Nazi killas. Don't matter what color the slavemasters, rapists, or the Nazi's are. I ain't doing this for money or fame. I risk my life for the truth.

Undercover Nazi's from WW2. The Nazi scientists that tortured and experimented on the Jews were given new identities and high paying jobs in the USA. They were brought over because these different companies or agencies and such all wanted to get their hands on the research and development that they had collected in brainwashing, by torturing the Jews during the Holocaust. There brainwashing technology was stolen from these Nazi scientists and supposedly many of them were raped or killed. After the research was stolen, it was further developed by the ones that stole and raped the Nazi's. They started using it to brainwash individuals out here, Clockwork Orange, and it later spread across the country thru the drug cartels, educational institutions, and businesses that got their hands on it. Now it is sold as a service to billionaires, criminal organizations, and drug cartels to use on their enemies, political rivals, or whoever they want to brainwash. The Nazi's were raped and robbed by none other than the new Mexican Nazi's here in Nazi Ana aka Santa Ana. That's why they use the same forms of psychological torture and shadow manipulation. That's also why they use pharmaceutical versions of chemical weapons similar to how the Nazi's used mustard gas, only they developed it further. These are the new slavemasters, except they can play the race card and act like victims. Also, they often use false flags, blackmail, subliminal threats, all that bitchass slavemaster bullshit. Combine the pharmacuetical weapons with false flags and u get wars like Agent Orange. So these are the new slavemasters. These undercover rats, the Mexican Nazi's in Nazi Ana aka Santa Ana. The electrocution wore off. I'm not brainwashed anymore. I got my memories back. Brainwashing Mexican Nazi Slavemasters vs The Slavemaster Killa. They might got me tied up in this invisible surveillance cage for now, but they crack their whip like weakass hyenas.

PTSD Trigger Activation. It's a form of psychological war involving torture and nowadays, it usually includes pharmaceutical drugs as well. They can take something that is meaningful to their target, and create a negative association with whatever that may be. That may include anything from colors, sounds, numbers, objects, words, smells, shapes, gestures or motions, and possibly almost anything that the mind will recognize. They can also take something that means nothing to their target and apply the same science. Because of the torture and often drugs, it creates PTSD symptoms within the target. When their target's trigger is later on activated, the PTSD symptoms will activate. Different personality types may be affected in different ways. For the fighters, it can cause one to enter a state of blind rage or blackout rage where they snap and lose control of themselves. They may snap on whoever is in front of them for no reason at all because the trigger was activated somewhere in the background. Based on how it works, I theorize that it may also cause feelings of fear or lust in different individuals based on their personality type and psychological profile. It seems to also be possible to cause one to become detached from reality and have flashbacks of the experience.

Prisons are Hostage Centers. Anyone that has family members in prison is often blackmailed thru their incarcerated family members. What happens is that, usually some other gang member that is also being blackmailed or one is a sellout... let's their family on the street know that they better do what they're told or something bad will happen to their family member in prison. This leads to the creation of slave soldiers that have to do whatever they're told and keep their mouth shut about it. This often also leads to the slave soldiers eventually getting incarcerated as well, which means that the prison industrial complex has a new hostage which they can use to keep blackmailing the same family. Often, families become something like farm animals who are forced to continue breeding and giving birth to more slave soldiers and more prostitutes, which continues feeds the system with more slave soldiers and more prostitutes for the invisible puppetmasters/slavemasters to fuck. All they do is sit comfortably, do nothing, and make money off the trap. As long as they maintain the existence of their traps, they have an endless line of slave soldiers and prostitutes for them to use. Slavemaster Killa.

Undercover Slaveowners and Undercover Nazi's. The Nazi scientists and doctors that experimented on the Jews during the Holocaust in WW2 were brought to the United States after the war. They were given a new identity, a home, and a high-paying job at a number of different miscellaneous businesses. They were given special treatment be a use the slaveowners that were forced into hiding out here wanted to know how to brainwash people, so they hired them in order to gain access to the knowledge and experience the Nazi's gained from the cruel and inhuman experiments they performed on the Jews. I know this because of personal reasons. Out here, especially in Orange County, there is some form of undercover selective breeding that has been going on for maybe 2 or 3 generation by now. What they like to do is separate those that fight from those that think. The really smart thinkers usually have to be homosexuals. The fighters are usually stupid and easy to control. If u pay close attention, just like the average height out here, they're own kind do not have to follow those secret guidelines. They're own kids don't get the Gary Coleman shit in elementary school, so they grow to their full height. Their own kids don't have to be split between either being smart and homosexual or being a fighter but stupid. It's a form of undercover racism. It also appears that many of the whites that are forced between those two options are the ones that are not racist. The racists use their own non-racist whites as sacrifices, bait, and treat them the same way they treat minorities. Theyike using the Mexican Nazi's because they try to make turn their own non-racists into racists. The Mexican Nazi's like to work for them because they let them rape the non-racist whites. Also, the racist ones seem to usually be connected to and work in the Big Oil industrial complex. They want to use me because they know how good I am, so they haven't killed me, but they really hate me because I'm a Slavemaster Killa. 

Drone Scare. I think, what if I was a drone for the rest of my life? What if I never recovered from the torture and brainwashing? What if I never got my memories back? What would I be doing right now? Would I even be in control of myself? Would I be able to think for myself or would my mind be remote controlled? If I was being controlled like that, would I even realize it if I still had amnesia? Would I ever consider that as a possibility? Maybe, if it tried to make me do something I wouldn't. I remember back then thinking, why am I thinking like this? That can't be right. Arguing with myself repeatedly because it kept trying to make me do some bullshit that I would rather kill myself than have obeyed. Now that I got my memories back, I can deal with it differently but I wonder if there is an alternative timeline where I never snapped out of the amnesia. 

Exploitation Cycle. I believe that the way a man treats a woman is the same way he will treat the planet. This is more true when one is not being stalked, blackmailed, or always being secretly manipulated. This applies to the planet as well. It's as if these Big Money groups only want to rape and prostitute the entire planet, the same way they treat women. I'm trying to break this mirage of lies and exploitation, but they hate me for being real. Even the police take bribes or try to save face from blackmail. There are entire families who have done nothing but raise throwaways and prostitutes generation after generation after generation while the invisible puppetmasters maintain the lie of the trap and enjoy the riches they collect from human suffering and misery.

Red/Blue Symbiosis. The left hand tries to push u into the right hand and the right hand tries to push u into the land hand. No matter which side u go to for protection, both hands belong to the same body. It's all a lie.

That's Easy. Being rich and famous is easy. Being a star celebrity is easy. Being a politician is easy. Being a CEO or a team owner is easy. Being a scientist is easy. All of these things are easy. If a liar, a thief, or a rapist can be any of those things, it's easy. Being honest is hard. Being real is hard. Being true is hard.

Big Oil, Big Pharma, Big Agri, Hollywood, & the Military Industrial Complex. I believe there is a secret agenda that is poisoning much of the food and water in many countries in Asia, leading to all sorts of birth defects, mental illnesses, and health problems that may not be noticed because it has been normalized. I think of situations like Gary Coleman, Agent Orange, and autism. It doesn't seem to affect some countries as much when u look at the health of the general population. There is so much money made from lying and exploitation out here that it is normal to lie and fake it. Standards such as being honest, being direct, and being respectful are not valued as much as money and looks. They are poisoning the entire planet and covering it up. It's like everything inside of these first-world capitalist bubbles and global markets look really good on the surface but the majority of the population is dumbed down and ignorant not only of what is going on in the rest of the world, but also ignorant of the effects their own actions, greed and ignorance has on the rest of the world. It is a lot of lying and faking going on. Secret games, psychological manipulation, Pavlov shadow conditioning, false education, targeted destabilization, undercover racism, and exploitation going on that they just want to lie about doing and play dumb. I'm not sure what is going on, but I do know that a lot of chemical agents, pharmaceuticals, bioweapons, etc can be so small that it takes very expensive and often very heavy equipment that is difficult to transport just to be able to detect the different types of particles or nanoparticles that contaminate the water and air. I remember hearing about nanobubbles and how they can be used to clean contaminated water supplies, and that can be a cheap and inexpensive solution. Detecting the particles is still very difficult, but tracing them back to the factories, plants and refineries that is causing the pollution is much easier. Holding the business owners accountable is more difficult because they're rich. Slavery almost took over the entire world at one point, but it was stopped, and pushed back. I do suspect that they are hiding in the shadows and still trying to enslave the entire planet. 

The Game. I am not trying to win the game. Any liar, rapist, or fake can win the game. That's easy. I'm not trying to win the game. I'm trying to build an honest and respectful world. Most of these players around me are only interested in winning the game. They look at everything in terms of money and power. I do not care about the game. I care about being real.

The Orgy Family. There once was a group of humans that had built a new settlement. They decided that they would all have a giant orgy with one another. 9 months later when the women gave birth, none of the men knew which child was theirs. They tried to treat every child like their own because they didn't know which one was really their own, because of the giant orgy. None of the children knew who their fathers were. At first, the men would gravitate more towards the children that looked more like them. At first, they tried to be like one giant family where all the children belonged to all of them, but as time went on, they started to have small fights here and there that would escalate into much larger fights, which led to different sides being created as the entire community started to fall apart and they all started to hate each other. This is normal. That is not a real family. That is not based on real love. It is only based on sex and pleasure. Of course they would start to mistreat each other, blame each other for how the other side was acting, and devolve.

Climate Change & Industrialization. Many first-world corporations and societies like to put their factories, refineries and plants in third world countries due to cheap labor as well as the fact that they do not want to live around all that pollution and bullshit. This allows them to play dumb and ignore all the damage they're doing to the environment while they count all the money they're making from it. This allows makes the bosses, CEO's, and highly paid employees not only ignore the damage they're causing, but also try to find ways to cover it up and lie about it rather than deal with the problem directly. When they are managing their accounts, they often factor in for losses that may occur involve theft, scandals, lawsuits, and oil spills. They have a seperate stash of money for every negative situation that may go wrong and have a team of lawyers to handle the lawsuits, lobbyists to change the law in their favor, and connections to media outlets so they can cover it up the damage they are doing, hiding, denying and lying about from the public. This also makes it more unlikely that they will ever change or move on to renewable or cleaner forms of energy, instead, preferring to pollute and exploit the environment for easy money and cover it up rather than spend money on cleaner forms of energy that they will not have to clean up, lie about, deny or hide. Think of a drug dealer that poisons his own community and robs the youth of their innocence because it's easy money and this makes it more unlikely for them to educate themselves, work hard, or live honestly. If societies were forced to keep the factories and plants in their own community rather than somewhere far away that they never see, they would be more likely to deal with the pollution that it causes since they have to live right next to it. Many first world countries would rather move their factories somewhere far away where they don't have to deal with it face to face, and they can play dumb and ignore all the pollution, birth defects, mental illnesses, autism, deforestation, cancer, water contamination, air pollution, or any of the items of the long list of problems caused by their exploitation. Think of a robber that robs his own community into poverty, but because it made him rich and he moved away, he does not see or feel the pain that he has caused, the lives he has ruined or the families he has destroyed in his own community so it allows him to ignore it and play dumb while he is somewhere safe counting all his money. It is strange that there are so many cameras, microphones, undercovers, and advanced technology around these first-world societies but they do nothing to stop the pollution that they cause. They would rather cause more pollution and throw their trash at anyone that calls them out on their bullshit while they hide somewhere, play dumb, and enjoy their riches. Moving these factories, plants and refineries into the giant cities that use most of the goods and services created by consumerism will force the population there to face the problems that they have created rather than allow them to be ignorant and play dumb about the damage they're causing every single day all over the world while they count their money.

Neuroweapons & Nanotechnology. Ther seems to be a huge secret agenda to secretly implant everybody with their tracking technology. It gets easier and easier as the technology gets better. One of the most obvious ways it to kidnap u, implant it, and then erase your memory but they have much simpler ways now. I would not trust those ice bath centers. If they put u to sleep there with chemical weapons, it's easier for them to do surgery on u because you're body is at a much colder temperature. I'm not exactly sure why scientifically or medically, but I believe it has to do with the wounds being easier to cover up or healing faster or something like that. The other way they do it is by having a professor or teacher call u into their office. It seems that they prefer to do this at other schools rather than the school u actually go to. For instance, let's say you're a genius at building robots. U enter a robotics competition and travel around from school to school competing against other students. The professor may call u in for a meeting where they hold u down behind closed doors, implant u, and then drug u to erase your memory. Actually, they will probably offer u a bribe first, and if u disagree, then they will do all that. This is so they can steal your intellectual property, research and development, and any other forms of knowledge that they seem to be valuable. The last way I heard about which I'm not entirely sure if is simply with a punch to the head. I guess they put some nanoequipment on their knuckles and then when they punch u, it implants the technology. I don't know if that really works or how effective it is. A lot of human beings out here are covering up for that lie. They hate me because I represent the truth and refuse to play along with their lies for any amount of money, sex or fame. I believe in being real more than I care about this fakeass capitalist system. Anyone can have money. A liar, a phony, and a rapist can all have money. Being real is very hard.

Prostitution Scouts. Out here, there are several houses in strategic locations that are owned by the former slaveowners. They pretty much just watch the kids grow up and try to pick out which ones they want to turn into prostitutes. Then the invisible puppetmasters start pulling strings from the shadows by using their rat gangs and designated sellouts, which are usually families that raise prostitutes and gangbangers for their slavemasters every generation. They pretty much just have as many children as possible until they get locked up or killed. The slavemasters will over some of them secret deals in prison, and often times, their families are blackmailed by the system and the majority of their children will end up being prostitutes when they grow up. They also use chemical and pharmaceutical weapons, heavily. My thing is that I do not like liars, exploitation or manipulation, so I want to destroy this entire mirage/brainwashing surveillance bubble. I represent the truth. All this other shit is just the puppetmasters somewhere lying and faking it and hiring these Mexican Nazi rats and prostitutes to work for them and to sell their daughters to the puppetmasters.

Weaponized Females. When women start to become weaponized and used for purposes of blackmail, gene consolidation, or psychological manipulation, that's when I stop fucking them and start masturbating. I wouldn't even want to have children with these prostitutes. They can't even raise good children. The only thing they know how to do is beg for someone to protect them, lie, suck dick, and manipulate. They might look good on the surface but they're ugly on the inside. I understand why. Their parents didn't teach them anything so the only thing they could do was look for men to protect them for money in return for sex. Then, they teach their daughters how to sell out, fake their love, and be prostitutes as well. So they don't even know how to be real anymore. They only know how to lie, fake it, and be manipulative. A lot of these men are females too.

The Slaveowners Lie. There is this thing about how slaveowners who had raped the natives and now their children claim to be native Americans because of that. There is also this thing about slaveowners having kids in different skin colors, and using those kids to sell out anyone of the same skin color. They are still the same slaveowners of the past, but now they come in different skin colors.

The Slavemasters Trap Game. One thing about this game is that I'm supposed to just take shit, use puppets, hide and lie. I'm not playing that game. I'm not a slavemaster. I'm not a rapist. I'm not playing their game. I'm being real until I'm killed. Even if I'm surrounded by fakes and liars, I rather masturbate than to bless these bitches with my seed. All they gonna do is prostitute their own daughters to the slavemasters, then play dumb about it and lie as they count their money. They risk their children's lives. They rape and prostitute everything they touch. They're lying, manipulative rats. They sell their own children out so they'll sell anyone around them out too. They'll sell out someone else's forest just to protect their own, then they'll lie about it and fake friend u. They're sellouts and liars. I risk my own life. I sacrifice my own life to protect someone else's. I'm real to the death.

The Golden Standard. Treat others the way u wish to be treated. If anybody wants to talk to me, talk to me with respect and I will show u the same respect. If u throw shit at me, u might get shit thrown back at u, who knows? Also, respect involves minding your business and respecting other people's privacy. That's why face to face conversations are mandatory. No guessing games. No manipulation. Just the truth in it's most open and honest form, allowing for questioning, eye contact and even oxygen to be shared when in the same presence. I put my life on it. If it's anything important, just let me know straight up. I swear, liars will rather die before just being direct, straight up and honest. I'm not one of these rich bosses that send puppets in my place. I risk my own life. If these lameass Conflict Diamonds, Blood Diamonds and Banana Republic Complex's as well as the drug cartels, gangs, and companies underneath that hierarchy can send secret and subliminal messages to me, then they can pull up on me face to face. I don't have any hierarchy. I speak for myself. I think for myself. I risk my own life. If they go after anyone else, then all they're doing is going after someone else. I do not represent some giant industrial complex like their bosses do. I'm out here. Anyone can get at me. I'm not hiding, lying or covering anything up. If they get at anyone besides me or if they don't get at me directly, then all they're doing is lying, faking it, and playing games. Just because I helped someone doesn't mean they represent me and it doesn't mean they work for me. It only means I helped them. I'm not a boss. It has nothing to do with business. That's like the slaveowners blackmailing and hurting the slaves that I freed, and blaming it on me even tho they're the slavemasters. That's like a rapist raping somebody that I saved, and blaming me saying they raped their victim be a use of me, even tho they were already rapists from the beginning. They're just using me as an excuse to justify slavery. All they're doing is making excuses to cover up how they want to exploit more human beings and using me as a scapegoat for their own lying, manipulative backstabbing nature. Nobody else represents me except for myself. If they don't get at me face to face, eye to eye, and hear to heart, it doesn't count. I'm not some rich and famous celebrity. I'm very easy to pull up on. They send their undercovers, puppets and slaves to do it all the time. They have no excuse. They're just playing dumb, faking it, lying about their own actions and blaming me for the same type of lying, manipulative rat-like behavior they have already been doing since long before I was ever born. If I give some change or money to a homeless man on the street, it does not mean they work for me, it does not mean they're affiliated with me, and it does not mean that they represent me. It only means that I helped them out. If I get a kid a skateboard, its the same thing. If they become a pro skater because I gave them a skateboard, that makes them they're own boss. They still do not work for me and it does not mean they represent me or my actions. It just means that they used what I gave them to get into a better position. They are not responsible for my actions. That's why these lameass organizations that blame and go after anyone else besides me are just bullshitting and making excuses, especially because they can reach me directly anytime they want as evidenced by all the puppets, employees, and members they send my way. They can easily get at me face to face, but they don't want to do that. Instead, they rather just play dumb, blame someone else for it, and then act like their winning some stupid game even tho all they're doing is being fake and manipulative the same way they have always been. I think for myself. I do my own shit. I risk my own life. It has nothing to do with business or money. It has nothing to do with any type of organization or politics. I show love to whoever I want to show love to, as an individual human being, and sometimes some of them show love back. It's not because I control them or I own them or they work for me. I am my own person. I do my own shit. I risk my own life.

Fixing Past Trauma. First of all, this has nothing to do with power, money, or business. This has to do with generational trauma that has been passed down because of slavery, rape, war, and ecocide. When one country's population hates another country because of things that happened in this past, sometimes world leaders can apoloy, but it means nothing to the rest of the population. Often, an apology means nothing unless it is direct, personal, and face to face. Even then, the one being apologized to has to decide for themselves whether it is sincere and whether or not they will accept the apology and move on, sometimes becg friends and sometimes both sides deciding to it go, respect each other's space and stay away from each other. This can happen between world leaders because they can meet with each other and get to know each other personally and face to face. However, even if world leaders work things out personally, it does not mean that their country's population will accept the apology. For the rest of the population, it is not a personal apology and they will remember the history between the two country's, sometimes even getting mad at their own politicians for accepting the apology at all. What is a way to deal with that? Obviously, another country's politician cannot meet with each and every single person out there and apologize face to face. It would take too much time and they would have to risk their life with each and every single soul that they got to know personally. However, if country's have so much money, I thought of something like the country can open up a location where they give out free food and clothes. On the front of the location, it would state clearly and boldly that they are giving this out as an apology for the bad history like for slavery or for certain things that would make an entire country's population angry at another country. Everyday, they could give out free food to whoever came by within reason, and maybe once or twice a month, they give out free clothes. Most of the clothes would be for children of various ages, who could come by at every drop and look for whatever fits them. First come, first serve type basis with limits on how many articles of clothing each child can take. The reasoning behind this is that as these kids grow up, they may start to feel different about whatever happened in the past because they were taken care of for free with no strings attached. It may take a few decades, but as those children grow up, they will have their own personal experience with whatever country tries this. This allows them to compare the negative and unfair history with their own current and personal experience. Some may forgive and some may not. It is their own personal decision to make as an individual human being. If the intention is sincere and there is no behind the back, lying, manipulative bullshit going on, it might work. Who knows? However, it is something different than having a country's politician apologize in public which often means nothing to the other country's population itself, even if the other country's leader has accepted the apology. Giving out free food everyday and clothes, especially to children, with a notice clearly stating that they are giving it out for free to make up for past trauma is a more personal type of apology even tho the one's in charge cannot personally meet every single individual face to face. They could also have a youth center with a basketball court, football net, maybe other miscellaneous things like a ping pong court, art center, library etc so kids could go there and hang out for free. That will leave a different impression within the child's mind as they grow up. Then, when they are adults, they will have their own personal experience with that country and can compare it to the history and decide for themselves whether or not they're still angry about what happened in the past. The place may get robbed once in a while and there will be some that will hate regardless and try to ruin it, but I figure that if corporations already have things like scandals, lawsuits, protests, theft, and even spills already planned for factored into their books ahead of time, this would be much less expensive. The notice explaining why the facility was built and why they offering that should be clearly explained where it would be visible for everybody that uses that facility. Also, the staff in charge would make it or break it. If the staff is racist, disrespectful or manipulative, it would ruin the impression that it leaves on the children. Both the staff and the notice explaining the facility's purpose would be crucial. The rest depends on each and every individual to decide for themselves whether or not they choose to accept that apology.

Infiltration thru Brainwashing Blackmail. They drug and torture for a few days and then offer u a deal and they'll stop. I would normally just agree to their bullshit so they let me go, don't do it and go back at them after I'm free. Because if the drugs they give u, it's hard to remember even getting blackmailed into doing anything. Then there's the trackers. If u ever say it to a friend or a random person somewhere, they'll go after some hostages that they made a list of. The last time, I had 2 days to do a bunch of shit they wanted to me to agree to before they released me. I would have just torn the paper up, regrouped and went back at them but they were tracking me. I tried to think of something but I couldn't and since I only had 2 days, I was just going to do it and then try to undo it later. Because of the time release drugs, after the 3rd day, I started losing my memories. I think now that if I fucked off their blackmail anyways from the start, they would go after the hostages and then I would start to lose my memories making it harder to deal with. 

The Fake Mirror. One of the things these slavemasters like to do is force us to fight, and then blame us for fighting. All the weapons they use against me are their own weapons. They blame me for it but they're the ones that supplied me with it and they're the ones that invented it. It's like if kill one of these slavemasters with a whip, they will use a whip against me and claim that I did it to them first. In reality, they invented the whip, they supplied me with the whip, and they forced me to use the whip. They're only mad because I used the whip on them instead of using it against whoever they wanted me to use it against.

Meditation. I am always having to deal with the hive mind distracting and impeding my meditations. It's like going down a road and having figures in the shadows making comments and throwing stones which interrupts my journey and takes me off my path, either by interacting with them or by blocking the stones they throw. 

Information War, Information Race, & Information Supremacy. There is a secret war going on to consolidate all forms of technology, science, and knowledge within the minds of a small number of humans. At the same time, they are dumbing down the populations and putting out as much fake news and fake science as possible while also targeting the real helpers. Often times, the real ones will get assassinated, blackmailed or brainwashed. Part of this agenda has been the attempt to take over all forms of information. This includes mainstream media and news outlets all over the world, alternative news outlets, social media, and even the comment box itself thru the use of chatbots or paid fake news agents. This is part of the propaganda arm of the brainwashing. If they succeed in monopolizing and controlling all forms of knowledge, they can assign gatekeepers that decide who may or may not be allowed to learn. This promotes the agenda of creating a powerful and untouchable slavemaster class that holds all the information and knowledge, and creating and uneducated and dependant slave class that has no way to learn anything without kissing ass to one of their assigned gatekeepers. I myself, have always been more on the side of the Monkey King, Prometheus, or Robin Hood rather than on the side of the oppressors or controllers. There is a line from the movie The Matrix that speaks on human beings covering the skies with darkness. If they gain information supremacy, they will block out all the light and knowledge that is out there to learn. Instead of it being the dark ages, it will be an entire class of darkness in which human beings are born and go their entire lives without knowing anything unless the slavemaster class or one of their gatekeepers allows it.

Chemical Weapons Check. One of the easiest, simplest and cheapest ways to check for chemical weapons is to simple change the air. Most of these weapons will be airborne and odorless because those are the most difficult to trace. If u notice it immediately, a quick change of air will either drastically improve your condition. If u have already been breathing it in for a while, it may take longer since the chemical/pharmaceutical agents have already become absorbed into your system.

Hive Mind Control Center. Often times, their control center will be inside skyscrapers that are used as offices. This makes it more difficult to get inside due to the multiple floors, cameras and security. Besides that, they used to favor using tourist attractions to transmit their signals becuse these would be less likely to be demolished or destroyed. It seems that as technology has improved, the tools have become much smaller and more mobile. They can move their hive mind command centers as easily as moving a convoy or vehicles whenever necessary depending on the situation. They also have the ability to interrupt or block signals, but they only use this temporarily in order to gain advantage over anyone else that is using the same technology, as well as to take control of or hack I to anyone else's signal. There are many selfish and greedy rats that wish to be slavemasters themselves and will take advantage of this new brainwashing and hive mind technology, but some of us are trying to free and educate human beings from their control and manipulation.

Brainwashing, Virtual Reality, and Implanted False Memories. First off, they inject u with pharmaceutical drugs. I don't know what type of drugs or what the drugs do, but they have been a key element that all the brainwashers have been using. Some only block memories, some alter your behavior and mood, and some many distrupt your thinking and clarity. I am only putting this out to try and help out those that have also been brainwashrd like myself. It seems that they use reconnaissance scouts, Google maps, and long-distance cameras to get an idea of the area they want u to turn on. Often times, they will use the same methods to get u to turn on anyone they want u to turn against. When it comes to trying to trigger u to make moves against a specific location or infrastructure, they make mistakes in their illusions and if u pay close attention and know your area very well, u can spot these differences and know which memories are real and which memories are fake and implanted thru the use of virtual reality. U have to know your own area better than the brainwashers do, and u have to pay very close attention to every single detail to figure out what they missed and where they made their mistakes. In the future as technology improves, it may become far more difficult to spot the difference so it is important to break the cycle now before they make it even harder.

The Liar's Defense. Most of the time, they will hide in the shadows and try to avoid direct confrontation because it makes it easier for them to continue lying, avoiding accountability and being manipulative. When they are confronted directly and face to face, they have a few last resort defense mechanisms depending on which type of liar they are. The bully will become hostile, disrespectful and blame it on u. The coward will play dumb, pretend they did t hear u or blame it on someone else. Often times, they work together whether by choice, force or manipulation. In this type of set up, the coward is usually working for the bully, but both of them are afraid of and fight against the real truth.

RIP Anne Frank. Anne Frank was the secret key to ending World War 2. Hitler had picked her up as a prostitute and she would secretly drug him which led to much of his downfall. In this world of exploitation and lies, the slavemasters greatest weakness is their own greed and lust.

Nazi Tactics. Brainwashing is definitely a form of science that was being developed during the Holocaust in World War 2 when the Nazi's were experimenting on the Jews. After the war was over, the scientific journals were sold to Russians during an auction after the war. Some of the scientists that were performing the torture experiments were smuggled into the USA, had their identity changed, and were given a new home and money so they could bring their research and experiments out here to the organizations that had smuggled them in. Also, much of the ways that gangs are used out here operate much like the Nazi secret police did back then before the war started. The last thing is the way they use chemical weapons, and have actually advanced and developed this to be able to include the use of pharmaceutical drugs as weapons as well. It all matches with their way of life from back then. Brainwashing, secret police, mustard gas. They have only further advanced the same technologies and have employed different races, businesses, gangs, and hoods to further their agenda. It works out for them perfectly since everything out here revolves around money making it easier for them to pull the same tricks. They don't need their own military this time. They can just hire for the list of militaries, businesses, gangs that have already been designated as rats that will sell anyone out, do anything for money, and keep their mouth shut about it. This gives them the added bonus of being able to false flag any race, religion or group that they hire. Very ironic, because this thing about individuals being secretly kidnapped, brainwashed, and thrown back out into the street without anyone knowing is called the Brainwashing Holocaust, in reference to the Jewish Holocaust. On top of that, they have the added bonus of being able to utilize the new mass surveillance networks, the military industrial complex (similar to how the local military was used to take land over for the big money corporations during the Banana Republic wars,), they use the local gangs and hoods as their Secret Police(Crips, Bloods and Mexican Mafia are preferred over using the KKK or the Neo-Nazi's due to their ability to false flag their own races), and they use pharmaceutical drugs instead of mustard gas. This is the hidden reality of how things have really been working out here that they have been spending a lot of money trying to cover up and hide.

The Slavemasters Mindset. The slavemasters will say and do anything to keep their power. Nothing they say or do is real. They will lie, pretend to be the victim, use fake love, money, etc in order to set their trap upon u. A slavemaster can feed and house their slaves, but that does not mean they love u. They only look at u as a cow, pig or chicken that they are keeping alive so they can make money off of u. Just because they feed u and give u shelter does not mean they have love for u. It's all fake love. They only look at u in terms of money.  A slavemaster can provide food and shelter for their slaves, but that does not mean they love u. It's all fake love. They will say and do anything to keep u enslaved. 

The Slavemaster/Whipmaster Way of Life. Having been a slavemaster killa for such a long time, all of the slavemasters tactics and strategies become very well-known after having dealt with them repeatedly. In order to break the trap, one has to understand how the trap is designed and how it functions. These days, due to the advanced technology, the slavemasters prefer to stay invisible and try to remain completely anonymous. In order to give them this extra layer of protection, they assign a whipmaster beneath them. The whipmaster is a designated rat that has already been proven to sell out their own and keep their mouth shut about it. They are called whipmasters because they are usually the house slaves that are given the whip in order to keep the rest of the slaves in line. There was even a tactic the slavemasters used back then where they would not live in the same house. They would give that house to the whipmaster and only send another slave to the plantations to collect the harvest and make sure the whipmaster was keeping all the slaves in line. Because they can be surgically implanted now, the whipmasters can be under surveillance and remote controlled by the slavemasters who can be hiding anywhere in the world. These things have to be understood because they're main advantage today is not the advanced technology they have consolidated from all races and repurposed to enforce modern day slavery. Their greatest advantage is being invisible and pretending to be victims any time their lie is exposed. Always remember that they have a history of exploitation and manipulation. They come from slavemasters and Nazi's. It's in their true nature to say and do anything for money and power. They have always been doing shit like that ever since the first Gingerbread House story, aka the first trap ever made before street drugs were invented. Be careful of these house slaves and whipmasters that are your own race or religion. Often times, they are out in position because they have already been designated as the slavemasters rats. They got captured and made secret deals with the slavemasters for favors and benefits. Most of these slave rats have no real talents or skills. They only survive by secretly working for the slavemasters, selling their own out and then keeping their mouth shut about it.

Different Ways. When u have only known one way of life your entire life, it appears to be normal and it may seem like the only reasonable way to live. When u go outside if your bubble and experience different ways of life, it opens your eyes up to effects and results that u could never see before. In my case, i have grown up in and always been in this first world capitalism/consumerism way of life. On top of that, I'm in southern California which is made up of Hollywood, the streets, the suburbs, and the wealthy. Everything out here revolves around money. There is a lot of liars, faking, backstabbers and exploitation out here that is normal behavior. What really opened my eyes up is societies that do not revolve around money. They have different sets of values that they build their society around that has nothing to do with money. It was mind-blowing to me. Out here, things like disrespect, exploitation and fake love are normal and often disregarded. It doesn't matter how u get the money as long as u got it. One can become rich simply by lying, faking it, and stealing. In some societies, things like honesty, integrity, hard work, creativity, intelligence, and respect are much more important values and one will earn more responsibilities and more opportunities for having more of those characteristics and traits. Lying, faking, and stealing will cause the community to place less trust in those individuals which leads to less responsibilities and less opportunities. This has the positive effect of only having the realist ones in positions of power which also means less greed, less exploitation, and less scams. 

Face to Face Way of Life. I do not play their games. I do not follow their rules. All their undercover surveillance and acting bullshit is not for me. All that lying and faking is not me. All that talking from far away, behind someone's back real quick so they don't here it, or in code so they they can lie and play dumb about it after is not how I do things. I am not Hollywood. I do things straight up and face to face. I refuse to play along with their lies and bullshit. I reject their program and their way of doing things because they lie too much. I put my life on this face to face type shit. The Real Way of Life. No matters how much money they have, no matter how many actors they hire, no matter how much bullshit they pay for, that doesn't make them real. A lot of greedy, selfish liars wear expensive suits and have money. Any backstabbing liar that smiles in your face and talks behind your back can have money. Being real is hard. I put my life on it. Face to face or nothing. No lies. No psyops. No manipulation. No blackmail. No brainwashing. Nothing else matters. They can lie all day and try to bribe me with whatever materialistic bullshit they have, and then throw their whipmasters, blackmail and threats after I refuse, but I still reject their way of life. Fuck their money, fuck their trap and fuck their lies. Fuck Hollywood. The streets are Hollywood now because there's cameras and actors everywhere now. There is a huge culture of faking out here. Seems to be a continuation of the tar & feather way of life, or how Thomas Edison ruined Nikola Tesla and stole his inventions after meaning that the actual inventor and creator got robbed by the one that only patents inventions. Bad business type shit. I'm always surrounded by different drug cartels and gangs that the politicians and business owners hire and station around me. Nothing out here is really what it seems. Fuck selling out, fuck the brainwashing, and fuck their surveillance bubble. I'm being real until they kill me. Everything else is sacrificed. No relationships, no hanging out, no fake bullshit. Fuck the money and fuck business. They'll manipulate u into signing a debt-trap contract thru manufactured consent and then run up your credit card without ever clearing it up with u face to face. Then they'll say u owe them over some bullshit when they never even talk to u face to face. Conflict Diamonds, Blood Diamonds and Banana Republic type shit. That's how they really do business.

Rapist Killa. The life is hard, but I started this as a child when some of my young homeless friends were warning me about somebody else. Most of the rapists I killed were someone else's rapist. I get a lot of hate for it because many billionaires, politicians, and drug cartel bosses participate in the same activities. It also goes hand in hand with the way they exploit and prostitute the entire planet the same way they treat a woman. I went thru a lot of shit being hated by these rich and powerful undercover rapists. I have been kidnapped and tortured many, many times. Been brainwashed and even had my memories erased. It has been a long process to recover from all the different forms of torture and brainwashing, and on top of that, they still try to blackmail me after I got my memories back by myself. This Truman Show runs on exploitation. Fake love and fake smiles for money. I don't fuck with them or their lies. I fixed my own crooked eyes, I healed my own brain damage, I realigned my own spine, I taught myself how to read and write again by myself, I had to teach myself how to breathe and blink all over again too. Now that I got my memories back, I refuse to go back to their system of lies and exploitation. They stalk me and rotate their different organizations around me on a regular basis. Every since I left, I learned a lot about the lies they cover up in these first world bubbles. They had to try to either blackmail me into silence and into working for them or they had to wipe my memories because I know the truth now. Took me a long time to remember. Everything in this bubble is under surveillance and everyone is being brainwashed to different extents whether by propaganda, electromagnetic waves, pharmaceutical drugs, chemical weapons, staged false flag events that may involve only actors or may involve real victims, street drugs and drug cartels, mass surveillance, and whatever drugs they put into the water and air for that period of time. It's a long line of slavemasters and rapists and now there is a secret group that goes around either blackmailing and threatening or kidnapping and brainwashing individuals secretly and then throwing them back out on the street. Chipnappers and Brainwashers. I deal with all this fakeass secret shit even tho I'm always outnumbered, surrounded and under surveillance. They don't like me but they can't admit it because it gives credit to what I'm putting on blast, so they can only manipulate me from the shadows and try to act like I'm crazy and I'm making it all up. They make way too much money off exploitation by lying, cheating, rigging, blackmailing and manipulating shit to ever let me make it. When they thought I was one of them, it was all good tho. Now, it's only a problem because some of the massive hits their industries have taken because of me. So now that I'm back in this bubble, I dont work for them, I don't fuck their women, and I don't play along with their lies. I just stay by myself, continuously recover from the torture and brainwashing, deal with the different organizations they assign to stalk me, and always remind myself that I'm always being stalked, drugged and brainwashed wherever I go. 

The Disrespect Game. There was a group of kids making up different games to play and one of them came up with The Disrespect Game. He actually came up with it naturally because of his experiences in different places with all walks of life. The game is played by someone starting it by being disrespectful. The next player responds by trying to be even more disrespectful. The winner is whoever is the most disrespectful or the loser can be whoever gives up first. The game is started by someone first being disrespectful. They started playing it. After a while, one of them didn't want to play anymore so they stopped. Later on, he couldn't help it and started the game all over again.

Fight with Honor. It's a lot of manipulative nasty backstabbing type of shit. It's a lot of faking and sneak dissing and stealing behind your back type shit. It's a lot of fake love and dehumanization and exploitation going on. Ever since I saw for myself that things could be different, I can never look at things out here again. The money and lies really stands out to me now. The manipulative exploitation, the selfish greed, the fear and hate and ignorance all starts to magnify because I've seen that things can be done differently. Anyone can have money. Being real is hard. The other issue is that these first world countries affect the entire world. All of their corporations, militaries, consumerism and pollution affects countries that don't have anything to do with these countries. The fact that so much of this is run on exploitation, greed, and lies is very bad for the entire world. This is what fuels much of the deforestation, drugs, mining, drilling, and climate change. The new threat of surveillance warfare, pharmaceutical and chemical weapons as well as waste, secret torture, brainwashing and memory manipulation must also be adapted to before it becomes a bigger problem. Everything these politicians, billionaires, militaries, drug cartels, scientists, and institutions do out here affects the entire world and can be extremely dangerous and threatening to places that have nothing to do and have no business with any of these first world countries.

The Opposite of Being Institutionalized. Being institutionalized means adapting to the system in street terms. It usually starts with going to juvenile hall or going to prison, but it can also start at birth when born in certain hoods, ghettos, and projects or traps. It usually involves having a lack of credible skills and having to resort to a life of crime and often times gangs. It also involves a lifestyle of going in and out of jail on a regular basis. It has to do with this system and how money is king in these societies. I say the opposite of being institutionalized because it involves my understanding widening due to my experiences in different types of societies and communities. After seeing how some communities run themselves, I can never look at this society the same again. I already thought it was weird since childhood but it wasn't until I seen other places that I understood this personally. Some societies do not revolve around money. They revolve around qualities like honesty. One is placed higher on the ladder based on their history of actions and behaviors. Being honest is worth a lot. Lying, being manipulative, sneak dissing, stealing someone else's things, and most toxic and dishonest behaviors are punished. Your history of being honest or being a liar is well-known by everyone in the community and those that are known to be honest are given more important responsibilities and benefits. Those that are known to lie or be manipulative are not trusted with much and can lose their responsibilities because of it. Money does not hold as much value because it means very little in a self-sustainable community, so being rich doesn't mean anything because they don't use money anyways. Out here, anyone can have money. A liar, a backstabber, and a fake can have money. A lot of these rats they send have money. They don't have to be honest and they can be as fake, manipulative, and backstabbing as they want out here as long as they have the money to pay their bills, even if they get that money by lying, stealing or thru exploitation, like these rats around me. Minding someone else's business and sneak dissing would be punished because those are dishonest behaviors. Poisoning your community, exploiting those around u, and trying to threaten and blackmail anyone that challenges u would be considered dishonest behavior, but out here, they can get away with all sorts of lies as long as they have money. Any liar can have money. Being honest is actually hard. Once I realized that there really are places that operate like that, I can never look at this society the same again. Even tho it was normal to me growing up, now that I know it's possible, I cannot re-adjust to the way of life out here. It's weird. It doesn't make sense. It's all based on exploitation and lies. There are small pockets of good nature and sincerity, but on the whole, it's mostly run by money and greed. I can never be like that again. It took me a while because as soon as I got back, I got swept up in all the bullshit again, got tortured and brainwashed, blackmailed, had my memory wiped, and the liars have been stalking me, keep me destabilized and trying to block me since then.