Aug Thoughts

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The Beginning. Before this all got crazy, I had nothing idea where I was going to end up. I just knew that I wanted everyone around me to be cool, comfortable, safe and have a good time. Whatever I did decide to do, I was going to put all my heart and passion into it. 

The System of Exploitation. The system is wack. It tries to hold a monopoly over protecting one's self. There are loopholes and exceptions, but for the most part, if any situation comes up, one is supposed to call the police and rely on the system for protection. Otherwise, one can handle things themselves which often means having to fight the case from prison. In terms of taking care of one's family, this means that the system will take one away from their own family for trying to protect and defend their family, leaving their family without them. This does not work. It leaves one at the mercy of the system, and since the system is based on money and exploitation, it leaves one's family vulnerable to being exploited at any moment. I'm a Rapist Killa. The system would still put me away for that. Considering how much I get stalked and harassed by bitchass snakes that lie, fake it and play dumb, it makes it impossible for one to protect ones own family. If I had children and they send their bitchass undercover agents to harass me and lie, play dumb and fake it, not only will I most likely get arrested for defending my family from thesethe bitchass stalkers, but the stalkers would lie, play dumb and fake it and say I'm out of control and they might even get my children taken away from me. Fuck the system. Fuck these bitchass agents they hire to stalk and harass me and lie, fake it and play dumb too. Fuck their mass surveillance and their psychological manipulation. That's not even bringing up how some of these bitchass organizations would try to manipulate me into prostituting my own family either. How could I not try to defend and protect my family from those types of forces? But the system will just lock me up for it while the stalkers lie, fake it and play dumb and then they'll probably try to manipulate my children into becoming gangbangers and prostitutes while I'm locked up. Fuck them and fuck the system.

Slaveowner Cartels. I am annoyed of how the slaveowner cartels try to threaten or manipulate me, but then they play the victim when I refuse to be a slave. I rather die than be a slave. They say I'm the bad guy because I refuse to be their slave. Fuck them and fuck their manipulative bullshit.

Hive Mind Cartels. One of the Military Industrial Complex's many different undercover hives once again. It doesn't matter which hive they send my way. Fuck them all. I think for myeelf. I refuse to play along with their Truman Show lies. I also wonder about all these different hive mind child soldiers and how it affects their free will and their ability to think for themselves. Like I said in a different post, it does seem to slowly carve away an individuals personality over time and leaves them as an empty shell, so i wonder how having it from such a young age affects them. I also wonder about the other chip that they only implant in their enemies and how it's able to steal information from one human mind and transfer it into one of their own using mirror neurons. On top of that, there are all the military industrial complex sends multiple teams at once to try and manipulate me into it, aka assimilate me into it's Truman Show lie. Once they start getting manipulated and used by the hive mind, they're no longer just children, they become hive mind soldiers that are running an organized operation as part of the military industrial complex. It's no different than giving a child an AK47 and telling them what to do and where to go. I don't speak Spanish. Fuck the hive mind. Fuck their undercover subliminals. Fuck their lies and fuck their wannabe manufactured consent version of slavery. Fuck the System.

Pattern of Increased Undercover Stalking. I also am hyper aware of the fact that they do send their undercover hive mind agents more often when I post anything negative relating to Big Oil. Anything that has to do with extraction. If I say anything against the deforestation, oil, and mining. If I say anything negative against big agriculture and big pharma. These are some very powerful industries and apparently they have the most gangstalkers in the world, aka the most hive mind agents. After all, what other industries can afford to send so many construction companies on short notice while also being able to bribe or blackmail both the military, the cops, and politicians? Even El Chapo got locked up for robbing Big Oil's refineries. 

Hive Mind Children and Child Prostitution. I think that it's fucked up their parents rather force their children to fight a war and rather give their daughters up to be fucked by old men rather than letting them be with children their own age. Fake relationships and fake love is toxic and horrible for children. It is neither organic nor natural. I'm

Invisible Stalking Puppetmasters. They continue to try and assimilate me into their Complex by stalking and harassing me undercover while simultaneously looking for anyone around me to blame for what they.themselves are responsible for, even tho they lie, fake it and play dumb about it because they're invisible, undercover stalkers.

Savage Barbarians. I remember this story I had heard of a community that existed a long time ago. They were very advanced in terms of science, math, and building. They built their own closed in community that the rest of the world could not access. The rest of the world was filled with savage barbarians that wouldn't stop fighting. Eventually, the barbarian army came to their area. The community had lookouts outside keeping watch, and when their lookouts saw the army coming closer, they went to warn the rest of the community. The community shut it's doors on them and their lookouts were captured and made to be slaves. The barbarians ended up learning how to build better weapons and such because of the slaves they had captured. Eventually, those slaves managed to escape and went back to that community, but it was completely deserted. The barbarians did not manage to find it, but everyone there packed up and left. 

Weaponized Multiculturalism thru the use of mass surveillance, psychological war/manipulation tactics and false flags. The ability of a multicultured system to use it's many different inhabitants as false flags in order to place blame on any race, religion, or culture they choose. They can also use the same tactics to manipulate an individual into believing they are being attacked whatever race, religion or culture the system decides to use. Because of mass surveillance, facial recognition and artificial intelligence, their ability to manipulate an individual's perception of reality is very high and it is very difficult to separate the truth from the Truman Show's Matrix. Imagine using the same theory behind lynch mobs, but now involving any race, religion or culture that they have captured and blackmailed thru the prison industrial complex. Sometimes they don't have to be blackmailed. They can be manipulated unknowingly due to the advanced capabilities of this mass surveillance, facial recognition and artificial intelligence.

Character Humiliation. How can you humilate someone that has let go of their personal ego? How can you embarrass somebody that is humble and selfless? I can still get back up and take care of whatever needs to be taken care of as long as I'm still alive. What needs to be done will need to be done with or without me, because the bigger picture is not about me. The world does not revolve around me or my ego. That only matters to the Hollywood types for which an image is everything. An image is only a look, and looks are only skin deep. Looking real does not make me real. Being real makes me real. Also, coming from freedom fighters and slaveowner killas, being captured as a slave, beat up, humiliated and thrown in dungeons was a common occurrence. I am not buying into the Hollywood bullshit. 

Lynch Mob Rotation Pattern. I haven't deciphered it completely, but I can sense some sort of pattern to the way they rotate their lynch mobs. They combine the use of lynch mobs, fake enemies and false flagging. This is in addition to the surveillance-based psychological manipulation. I'm not sure yet, still trying to figure it out but so far I know that it's a combination of using lynch mobs that are already taking the money and are being blackmailed, they use false flags, they collect and study surveillance data to the point where they're studying eye movements, facial expressions, and body language, they create psychological profiles on us by using their gangstalkers and Truman Show actors to do or say something and then they study our reactions to their triggers in order to derive information that they will later use for manipulation purposes, etc. There is probably also something involving the facial recognition and how their target responds to different types of lies, in order to try to figure out how to lie to their target more effectively. It's a lot of different things. I'm slowly starting to understand it better. Its similar to chess where each piece of advanced technology is a piece on the chessboard, and they have different ways that they can play their pieces, but they only have so many pieces. Also, most of this technology is still new so they probably have not mastered it yet and are probably leaving themselves open. Hard to see how when they got all the surveillance equipment and undercovers everywhere, but it's just the truth versus the lies. 

Organized Brainwashing. A concerted effort by multiple organizations that each control a different monopsony that are all working to brainwashing members they target and identify and which to assimilate into their monopsony. These involve the prison industrial complex, the sports industrial complex, the military industrial complex, and the Mexican drug cartels. The drug cartels offer human sacrifices to be given up to the pharmacuetical industry in order to have different weapons and experiments tested on them, which gives them first dibs on whatever type of weapons are invented thru those experiments. It also involves using business meetings, vacations, hospitals, and prisons to isolate, brainwash, and assimilate their target into their monopsony by using a combination of torture, drugs, virtual reality, reconditioning, and neuro-implants to strip their targets of their free will and sometimes even wiping their memories and personality away in order to leave them as a hollow shell of a human being that can be remotely manipulated.

False Flag Mentality. It's important to keep in mind, not only the usual routine of lying, faking it, and playing dumb, but to also expect them to lie and pretend that they know me and that they will try to build relationships behind my back with anyone I'm connected to by lying and saying that they're my friends. It falls in line with their usual pattern of lying, faking, manipulating and playing dumb.

Race War & Gene Consolidation. They want out children because of what we've accomplished, but they don't want our children to be as disciplined and as structured as we are. They want our children to be easily controlled and easily manipulated which is why they try to manipulate us from the shadows. If they break us, our children will be forced to grow up in broken homes and will be more likely to join one of their gangs, cartels or monopsonies.

Tar & Feather. Some fucked up human beings get off on humiliating and degrading another human being. I am a lover and a protector. Fuck them bitchass manipulative lying faking rapist types. They steal shit behind your back, lie and say someone else did it while they smile in your face. They talk shit and then play dumb. They're known for being fake and for being backstabbers consistently even as children. I am known for my honesty. I am not know for lying or for talking shit. I am known for being too trusting and too nice to the point that I get played at times. I am know for not liking to be played sometimes too. They're known for being manipulative, for being rude, and for bringing negativity and problems wherever they go. I'm known for making things better wherever I go. I changed the whole game and I ain't even do it for money or fame.

Information War. They're trying to use a combination of mass surveillance networks, psychological manipulation, and whatever other things that they have as part of their secret information war. They want to have a monopoly on information by covering everything else up with lies or make it so confusing that one cannot distinguish the truth from the lies without their help. They want a monopoly on information. They try to accomplish this in many ways such as the mainstream media, propaganda, and by manipulating one's perception of reality. They also use a combination of their number of agents to repetitively repeating the same lies over and over again until one falls for their peer pressure and believes their lies. I counter this by being real and speaking the truth, consistently distinguishing the truth from the lies. No matter how many humans they pay and hire to tell me that two plus two equals five, I do not believe their bullshit. I know how to do my math.

Raped by Technology. The Hive Mind Neuro-implant that they use to force me to listen to their bullshit all the time that I cannot turn off. These rapists are getting much more clever with the way they maintain their cover and the types of technology they use to stalk and manipulate. I may not have the technical or surgical know-how to remove their tech or to disable it, but I do how to be real and I know what honesty is. Fuck the Hive.

Non-Racist Slaveowners. There is this thing about different races working together for the same purpose, which is to be able to control and manipulate a slave race under them that they take advantage of to do all the hard work for.them. but even if they're not racist, they're still trying to be slaveowners. They're just not racist about it. Ever since the Civil War in this country, the racists have been forced to go into hiding. This has also made them turn against their own race when their own race is friendly with other races. This has had the added effect of making 'the ones that want to have slaves' team up with any color that also wants to have slaves. They want our children because of what we're capable of, but they don't want our children to have the same structure, discipline and intelligence that makes it harder for them to assimilate us into their hive. That's why they try to manipulate us from the shadows and break our structure apart while simultaneously bribing us to breed with their children. The same has been the same with many men before me. Once they have our genes, they try break our families apart to make us look bad so they can set our children up for failure making the children easier to manipulate and assimilate. This also has to do with the fact that this system is built on money, exploitation, and lies. Anybody that does not kiss their ass and is too intelligent and refuses to be assimilated into their hive or complex is viewed at as a threat to them because they want to have control over every aspect of ours lives from the opportunities we have access to, the information we have access to, and they try to manipulate even how we think and feel. Due to the recent advances in surveillance, computer technology and the advancements in psychology and neurology, their ability to manipulate us indirectly has greatly increased. They still have to lie, fake to and play dumb about it tho because it's all about money and exploitation to them. It makes everything doubtful and suspicious which falls in line with the confusion aspect of the information monopoly since making it harder to separate the lies from the truth makes everyone more dependant on them for the truth. I just give it out for free. I fought for the truth, I bled and sacrificed for the truth, and I gave up most of my life for it. They try to hold a monopoly over it so that everyone has to either fight for it under almost impossible odds, or everyone has to kiss their ass and be assimilated by the hive for the truth. There are many sides fighting each other trying to win the same prize. I am not playing their game or trying to win that prize of exploitation. I am fighting for the truth, not to control or monopolize the truth, but to better prepare the next generation so they do not have to go thru the same bullshit, be manipulated by the same lies and system of exploitation, and so they can be better prepared to be even better human beings as they grow up. That is why I am not involved in the same games of shadow manipulation, gene consolidation, or in playing along with their lies while they are constantly keeping me under surveillance, stalking me, and trying to manipulate me psychologically and emotionally. They prefer the weak and easily manipulated slave that they can control. That's why even tho they try to target those that are gifted, talented and hardworking, they also try to secretly manipulate us so that our children will be easier to assimilate into their hive. They want our genes because of what we are capable, but they want to be able to control and manipulate us. This is also why they use secret manipulation tactics such as blackmail and brainwashing. The amnesia wore off. I'm not brainwashed anymore. Fuck their lies, fuck their trap, and fuck their hive. Non-Racist Slaveowners Lies and Manipulation vs Freedom Fighters Honesty and Sacrifices.

God Over Money. I refuse to live a lie. I refuse to play a part in this system of exploitation. This is a place where families can raise their children without being exploited and trapped, or at least it is partially. There are many selfish greedy rat-filled forces that only wish to exploit, trap and profit off the different families that try to raise their children out here. There are secret shadow manipulators that want us to kiss their ass and force us to accept the assimilation. I am constantly fighting for the truth one way or another. I am always outnumbered by greed and selfishness that are trying to manipulate, oppress, mislead, and inhibit my truth and positivity with their lies and their false reality. I get punished for being real. They get paid to lie and fake it. It's like a contagious disease that makes one have to fake it, lie and play dumb to survive that I am trying to cure, heal from and heal in others.

Fetty Wap. "Took a nigga vision from him, was a mfkn baby. Said in a couple years, they could give it back to him. Technology is moving too slow, waiting patiently. Shit, I don't want it no more, this how I'm meant to be." In reference to the forms bioweapons and other weapons or methods they use to limit, control, oppress, manipulate blackmail or threaten us with. That applies to everything from vision, height, intelligence, and even the truth. It's just different slaveowners at war with each other and using different strategies to win the same prize which is control over the different monopsonies of slaves that they use to fight each other with. That also means that any freedom fighters are all of their enemies. It also explains why they rather be able to use me as a mindless drone or at least force me to play along with their lies thru the use of blackmail, bribes and threats rather than by earning respect. It also explains why they are making more moves now that their brainwashing wore off and I got my memories back, even tho they didn't care when I had amnesia and brain damage. I couldn't fuck up their exploitation money when I wasn't in my right mind. Now that the brainwashing has worn off, they have to play cover up. They only want pet rats that they control, or other slaveowners that also believe in exploitation. I refuse to live a lie, I refuse to let them think for me, and I reject the hive. When I do die, I die being real, true and authentic. I refuse to live a lie. I refuse to be a slaveowner.

Selling Out for Protection. Not only in terms of prostitution or of being forced to live a lie, but also when they sell someone else out or someplace else out for their own protection. In a hypothetical situation where were five different slaves being threatened, it would prefer to one of the slaves selling out the other slaves to the slaveowner so that the sellout could get special benefits and privileges. This is especially destructive to the freedom fighters that are trying to free the slaves, because the sellout will secretly rat out the freedom fighter to their slaveowner and ruin any chance of becoming free.

Hip Hop. I love hip hop. I grew up on it. I spent a majority of my life trying to master it. I have used it to be able to free many out of a trap from which their only options were to sell drugs and rob and resort to crime if they weren't athletes or rappers themselves. Before I got tortured and brainwashed, I was willing to let go of Hip Hop as a way of making money because I had gone a different way. I have spent many years with amnesia trying to heal myself. It does seem to be a secret part of the system where they give special privileges to those that kiss their ass while trying breaking the spirits of those that refuse. They manipulate us, break us and then throw us back out onto the street almost as an example of what happens to those that refuse to kiss their ass. However, I survived and I have to figure out what to do next. One tribe had asked me to let hip hop go and I was cool with them, but this was before I got tortured and brainwashed and having to go thru this fakeass bullshit where I'm always being stalked and secretly manipulated as they try to blackmail me into the trap and assassinate my character out here. There was another one who had said he said he regretted not being able to make it using his hip hop skills due to the overwhelming ignorance of those around him and being forced to fight for his respect and decency to be treated as a human being which took him away from what he grew up wanting to do. I also keep in mind this information war and the attempt to monopolize information in order to make everyone within this bubble dependent on the gatekeepers for the truth. Similar to how farmers used to cut down all the natural bushes and trees that had food growing back in the day so that everyone around would be forced to by food from their farm and be dependent on them. I bring up the information war because it is a war based on using lies and manipulation to control information. That is why they keep me under surveillance while trying to manipulate my perception of reality and assassinate my character. I used to do Hip Hop just because I love it, like a kid that plays ball all the time because it's fun. Not because they want to be a rich and famous athlete, but because they love doing it and they want to be the best at it. Sometimes the rich and famous ones are not always the best and sometimes the best ones are not rich or famous, but that's a side note. Back to Hip Hop and the information war, because I can use it to defend against their lies and cover ups as well. Even tho I am at a disadvantage when it comes to manpower, technology, surveillance, and science, I have the advantage of being real and not having to live a lie. Keeping in mind that real one that got taken off his path because he had to fight for his respect, keeping in mind the tribe that gave me a key to deal with the torture and brainwashing, and keeping in mind those that I wanted to and tried to help out of this trap, and keeping in mind the trap itself, the targeted surveillance, the blackmail and the character assassination, I do not have many options out here. Time keeps passing. I have many Conflicts of Interests that I'm dealing with, and I'm being blackmailed by multiple sides. Thinking logically isn't working because the contradictions create a paradoxical situation where no matter what I do, I'm wrong. Speaking from the heart, I just rather do what I love. Not to take advantage of or exploit anybody, but simply because I rather live for love than to live in hate. I am really frustrated by the conflicts of interest because I do my best to be honest. I do my best to separate myself from these lying manipulative stalkers and backstabbing fake friends, but I am only human being too and this is an inhumane situation. When it comes to the plata o plomo, I choose death. I refuse to live a lie. I rather die than be a slave  However, I do not want to fall for any traps and let them assassinate my character afterwards. I do notice their pattern of lying behind someone's back and especially when that person is not around to defend themselves so I know they would do the same shit to me if I let myself far for their current traps. All in all, I have always loved hip hop and I see it as an effective way to counter their lies and character assassination attempts as well as a way to overcome their information war and their attempt to monopolize the truth. If I had to choose between living for what I love or living for what I hate, I choose love. I have not been in contact with a lot of groups that I have respect for. No matter what I end up doing or where this life takes me, I would hope they would understand. Their slaveowners are outside right now spying on me and making disrespectful whispering comments because I mentioned love lol. Rapists have no love. I hope the tribes out there understand that these shadow slaveowners always got me under surveillance and are always trying to manipulate me into their traps.

False Reality. I'm sure there are still real ones out there, but they are divided, under surveillance, shadow manipulated and destabilized. In the trap, it seems to be fake friends with fake love on one side, and bitchass manipulative haters that are rude and indecent on the other side. Meaning that those that are real, humble and honest are constantly pushed to either one extreme or the other. I refuse to live a lie, so no matter how much the right hand tries to push me into the left hand, or the how much the left hand tries to push me into the right hand, I refuse to play their game and I refuse play along with their lies and fake it. It's hard when I'm surrounded by actors that are always spying me and trying to secretly manipulate me, but my greatest advantage is that I'm real and I don't have to lie and fake it. I can just be real all day while they keep trying to assassinate my character, make me go crazy thru their constant stalking and undercover harassment, and have to keep coming up with new ways to cover up the truth with all their lies and money.

True Nature. It's strange that they are threatened by me because I defend and protect. Yes, I can get carried away at times like any human being. That is not fake and I am not lying about it. Why It's strange is because they are manipulative stalkers that lie and fake it regularly. It is their default nature to be manipulative and fake. I can get carried away but that is not my default nature. Their default nature tends to bring the worst out of human beings, so they can bring the worst out of me, but it is my default nature to be real and try to bring the best out of those around me. It is difficult for an honest man to deal with a liar, but they will take advantage of my kindness and thenie about it. This time, instead of getting drawn into their trap, I am trying to expose their trap and how it works. U see that pile of leaves right there? There is a net underneath it, and if u walk this way, u will step on a wire that will cause the net to lift up while you're inside it. They're the ones being manipulative, lying, faking it and playing dumb. I'm the one being real.

The World. The world is not the public. The public refers to the first world, capitalism-based masses. The world refers to the entire world including the birds and the trees. 

Regional Algorithms. I am noticing this pattern of certain types of advertisements and other information that the algorithms show me based on what region I am in. This makes me think of the propaganda-based psychological manipulation or advertising-based implanted ideas whether thru the advertisements themselves or by using imperceptible subliminal messages that the subconscious brain interprets even tho the conscious mind does not notice. Thought control, thought manipulation, and thought police. Not in the form of brainwashing or thru the hive mind, but in the form of manipulating algorithms to control the flow of information and what types of videos, images, or ideas one is presented or distracted with. This is especially true when it comes to shock-value based entertainment, but it can also be applied to anything that is made to make one stop thinking about important matters and instead put their time and energy into superficial trivial matters.

Lighting. The lights here, as well as some of the other rooms I've been in are weird. I have been noticing this pattern where every time I go outside, my vision appears to be worse. The more I stay outside or at least outside of these rooms that they stalk me at, the more my vision improves. I wonder if these lightbulbs are some form of secret advanced technology or if they are designed to flicker in such a way that it remains imperceptible to the conscious mind while simultaneously having a negative effect on one's vision. It wouldn't be too far of a stretch. It falls in line with their pattern of shadow manipulation, bioweapons, and the hive mind. They do anything they can to lie, fake it, and otherwise try to blackmail, punish or assimilate me while trying to remain invisible and denying accountability.

They might use one group as their killas, one group as their rapists, and one group as their boxers, but neither group is really in control of their own sovereignty. It's all a trap. Also, I don't really care if the other group is trapped or not because I'm still a Rapist Killa by nature. However, I am still putting all my energy into deconstructing the Complex that runs these traps because that is what is rotating these different groups against me in order to preserve their system of lies and exploitation.

MK Ultra. Out here, they got some Mexicans like the undercover agents upstairs right now, to be fake friends with immigrant Mexicans that are new here so that it is easier to set up the immigrants to be brainwashed by MK Ultra. They depend on tactics based around lying, faking it and playing dumb. They probably have other races do the same things with their own race's immigrants. They will fake friend u and set u up to be brainwashed. They used that trick on me already but the brainwashing wore off. I got my memories back. All they can do is lie, fake it and play dumb. I'm not here to sellout, live a lie, and play dumb. I'm here to save the world from this brainwashing wave. Everybody out there keeps wondering why their own people turn on them after they come out here. It's because everyone keeps getting tortured, brainwashed, and hit with neuro-implants.... Either that or they just back blackmailed with the plata o plomo threat and then take the money. I don't think everyone keeps fighting back as long as I have lol. I'm still going even after they took everything away from me including my own memories. If I get brainwashed again, if they lock me up, if I die out here, let this help the rest of them prepare for this mass surveillance, psychological manipulation and brainwashing hive mind so they might stand a better chance at fighting off the assimilation. Much love. Real love too, not these fake friends with their fake love and their fake families. Love so real I sacrifice my own life for it. Fuck these bitchass fakes and fuck their brainwashing.

Fake Friends, Fake Families, Fake Love. They got entired families that have already been assimilated into their one of their monopsony cartels. That means that some family out here was making very successful children so the cartel targeted them, broke up their family structure and then assimilated the children into their cartel. After that, that lineage was probably forced to become prostitutes in order to try and mass-produce whatever talent and skills that family was successful for. I refuse to be assimilated by their fake friends into their fake families full of fake love. They're closet rapists. They rape women.whi give birth to rape babies. The rape babies grow up in poverty and broken homes and are more likely to join a gang or cartel. It doesn't matter which gang or cartel because both sides are in the business of exploitation, so as long as the child joins either side, the numbers increase and the rapists can continue to grow their numbers thru the use of rape and prostitution. That is how genius families that produce genius inventors or genius athletes get broken down and then mass-produced by cartels that turn that lineage into prostitutes, rapists and criminals aka The Slave Race. I refuse to be assimilated into any of their bitchass monopsonies. I think for myself, I speak for myself and so on. Fuck them, fuck these fake friends upstairs, fuck their fake families that are nothing more than prostitutes and criminals, and fuck their fake love that is really based on rape, lies and manipulation. I refuse to live a lie.

Imperceptible Weapons. These are the types of humans that are stupid enough to think that everything is a weapon. They use words as weapons. If they see something and don't know what it is, they would think that it's a weapon. Like stealing an ancient artifact by raiding a temple hidden in brushes high up in the mountains, assuming it's a club, trying to hit someone with it, realizing that it makes a horrible club, and then just leaving it on the ground because it's not a good weapon. In this day and age, they even use mass surveillance as a weapon. I believe this entire room has been bugged and set up as a trap before I got here. The lightbulbs have a strange effect on my eyes. The air is making it hard to breathe, even worse than smoking cigarettes. They obviously have me under surveillance and are rotating their different undercover teams against me. They even employ and abuse the science of psychology as a weapon to indirectly manipulate their targets. It's all based on lying, faking it, and playing dumb. That is why they can never work things out and they can never speak face to face. They'll send someone else to speak for them. They might send a big unqualified man to a political meeting so that instead of negotiating with tbe other party respectfully, the man they sent can just strong-arm the politician behind closed doors and get what they want that way. They send slaves and puppets in their place while they hide somewhere else like scared little rats. All they can do is lie, fake it and play dumb. I take them all on by myself. Anytime they could easily have worked things out with me face to face, but instead, these rats rely on manipulation and bullying tactics to get their way. They deserve no respect. They will smile and lie to your face, kiss your ass, then stab u in the back, throw u in a cage, steal all your shit and tell everybody that u tried to stab them in the back. I take these pussies on myself, and even if I die out here, I have been deconstructing all their secret weapons and tactics and forms of manipulation. Hopefully that gives the next generation to be able to push back on this form of indirect, shadow manipulation and mental slavery. Fuck these bitchass rapists, slaveowners and brainwashers. I rather die than to be one of them.

Words as Weapons. Their hive organization likes to say that words are weapons. It makes me think of an evil parrot. A normal parrot will repeat the sounds it hears based on the reactions it gets. If it says food, and the pet owner gives it food, it will say food whenever it is hungry. An evil parrot would repeat the sounds it hears that has the most negatively manipulative effect. So if it wants to hurt somebody and it knows that by repeating certain sounds, it can get the effect it desires, the evil parrot will repeat those sounds the same way a normal parrot might say food when it's hungry. Words are nothing but weapons to them. They are a form of manipulation. When dealing with human beings that use words as weapons, nothing they say can be taken seriously. They will say and do whatever they can to manipulate and take advantage of u. It has nothing to do with the truth, and everything to do with manipulation. A liar can use lies in different ways. Using words as weapons is very destructive, reckless and highly volatile method of use. That is why I consider them a separate evolutionary pathway. They have only survived this long by lying, faking it, playing dumb, being manipulative, bullying, etc. They make it harder and harder to be real. I refuse to live a lie. I'ma be real until I'm killed. Fuck these fakes.

Bad History. The history was not fucked up for only the leaders, politicians, and bosses. That is why it cannot be fixed simply by working it out on the top. The history was fucked up to entire races, cultures, and nations. That is why every generation deals with it on their own. It is nothing something that can be fixed or heal between the leaders of nations. That's why the populations don't care when a politician makes a public apology for the things that have happened in the past. The trauma is much deeper and far more spread out than that. The leaders can apologize all they want and throw money here and there, but it doesn't do much on the ground level. It's a very personal thing that the child will form their own opinions and beliefs about as they grow up, and a lot of their perspectives on racism, slavery and on history will be based on their own personal experiences with the races they come into contact with, or sometimes, don't come into contact with but have to deal with indirectly. After all, there are a lot of manipulative pussies hiding in the shadows that will say and do anything for money and power, and that has nothing to do with racism or history.

Fuck the Hive Mind. I can sometimes get drawn into it because they talk so much. It's important not to get drawn into their bullshit conversations. That only supports this system of lying and hiding and faking it and it takes away from real face to face communication. Fuck the hive mind. No matter what it says or does, I refuse to be assimilated into any of their hives.

Stupid Human Beings. Not animals tho, I'm not as bad as the slaveowners and the inhumane scientists. They're still humans, but they're just stupid and selfish. They don't know how to mind their business. There are stupid humans all over the world. Sometimes it's worse than others. I remember the time they wouldnt let me pass. They wouldn't let me walk home. They wouldn't let me go anywhere without confronting me and forcing me to fight. I figure if I had have to deal with stupid human beings anywhere, I might as well deal with it in the place where I was born. At least these ones are pussy about it. It's still annoying but at least these bullies are cowards about it. That dont really make it any better because they have crazier technology and they don't give a fair chance since they rather hide, remain invisible, have puppets fight for them instead while they lie, fake it and play dumb. It's where I was born tho, so fuck it. If I have to deal with stupid humans anywhere it might as well be here. 

No Borders. Out here, all the cities are touching back to back. There are no natural borders or areas of separation. That's why it feels more like one giant city to me. Even tho they claim that it's different cities and such, it doesn't really feel that way because there is no separation between any of the cities and there are no natural borders. It's just one big mess of streets and buildings everywhere. One can walk from one city straight into another city and not even know it. That's why it feels more like one giant city.

True Nature. I like to walk outside a lot, I like to keep those around me safe and try to make them feel comfortable and I try to make things better where I go. That's how it's always been since I was born. Other than that, I like to sing and dance and even drink at times when I'm around good energy. I love being outside. I love killing rapists and protecting the innocent. What else? I love overcoming difficult challenges and I love keeping my integrity and being honest and real. I try to be as real as possible, and ever more real than that. Very difficult when you're surround by controlling, oppressive liars that want to exploit u.

Brainwashing Wave. They said the Nuclear Holocaust was easy to prevent. It sounds complicated but at least it's something material that can be taken away. When it comes to the brainwashing, I'm not sure how to stop that. I went with the, get brainwashed myself and then try to break down how it works. Other than that, I'm not sure how to stop it at the moment. These pussyass brainwashers are hiding everywhere these days. They spread out very effectively. Once they capture and brainwash one individual, they use that one to identify the next target, specifically targeting those in positions of power. Once they have at least 3 individuals brainwashed, it begins a wave where they just keep capturing and brainwashing targeted individuals in positions of power. Once the individual is brainwashed, even if they snap out of it, they still have to deal with the blackmail and all the things they did while they were brainwashed. For most humans, that's too much. They just accept being blackmailed and live their new life as puppets. Not me. Fuck them. How can I stop the brainwashing?

Closet Rapists. The rapists always think they can get away with shit just because they have numbers, they know how to lie, because they're bigger, or because they have more money or better technology. They are always wrong. Even slavery, at least in it's direct and open form, was eventually overcome despite the technological disadvantage. They're always wrong. Sometimes it just takes more time.

Robin Williams to Tupac Shakur. Anything that's good and makes us better, they will try to take away, humiliate, degrade, etc because they want stupid slaves that are easy to control and manipulate. They don't want strong, intelligent and independent human beings that can think for themselves and make the right decisions. That's want us to be stupid and weak and depressed so that we fuck up and then they can come in and pretend to help. Anything that's good and positive and makes us better, especially if it's free, they will try to take away.

Cartel Monopsony and Race War Gene Consolidation. It's interesting to me that they use such tactics to acquire the best genes of other races, cultures and populations while simultaneously trying to dilute and eliminate those same genes in whatever race, culture or population that they steal them from. Everywhere they go, they steal something and leave it worse off. Slavery and colonialism is nothing like it used to be, now being replaced by the military industrial complex and the supply chain. The group that first traveled as explorers didn't have to travel in giant armies because they did not go travel to conquer or exploit. Everywhere they went, they tried to leave something behind and leave it better off. When slavery and forced breeding first started, it had an unintentional side effect of spreading out some of the best genes into different races, cultures and populations. The exact opposite of the rapists gene consolidation tactic. Now that things are the way they are, the human race and the entire world has become connected in a sense. Civilizations have the power to destroy all of nature in one push of a button. They have the power to destroy all of nature, cover the entire planet in streets and infrastructure, and also destroy human nature itself by brainwashing and conditioning human beings into empty, hollow shells or mindless drones or just leave them as broken spirits that have no self-control over their own lives. It's possible but it should not be allowed to occur. That is why it's so important to maintain one's individuality rather than to be forcibly assimilated into a hive which robs one of their individuality the same way it robs and exploits children of their innocence. 

Survivorship Bias. I'm watching this video about survivorship bias and this thing about planes getting shot in a war and trying to figure out where to put the armor. It's natural to think that one should put the armor where the planes get shot, but the survivorship bias means that the data is collected more from those that survive and make it back rather than those that get shot and didnt make it back. The best place to put the armor is in areas where the survivors didn't get shot because some of those areas are fragile and if they get hit, the entire plane goes down. That type of thinking is counterintuitive when looking at the data, but it does make sense. I think about the game that is really a trap in disguise and all the forms of stalking and manipulation. Most individuals that get targeted by this game do end up falling for the trap which usually leads to the hospital, prison or death. Very few ever make it back without having to fake it or live a lie, which means there is a lack of data on the trap because most of those that fall for it never make it back to share their knowledge and wisdom. This creates a survivorship bias for those that are squeaky clean or those that are just so good at lying and faking it that they never have to be accountable or honest about their actions. This leads to this false perception about why things are fucked up in the trap since most in the trap never make it out, never make it back, or are forced to live a lie. False realities produce false doctrines. I am one of the few that has played the game and fallen into the trap. I managed to free some chosen individuals out of the trap, and I also survived and even tho they are still trying to manipulate me, I refuse to be fake and live a lie. I have a more accurate perception of the game and the trap because of personal experiences rather than thru second-hand information or outside observation. That means I have more accurate information on how to improve things rather than those that have gone to school their entire lives and their own experiences with the game and the trap have been as foreigners and are mostly negative because of that. 

Direct vs Indirect. It is very difficult to deal with any parties or organizations that rely on lying, faking it, being manipulative and playing dumb. The system makes it impossible to deal with them without the system turning against us. I am still thinking of all the different ways of doing it. Normally, one would just deal with it face to face and if they refuse to act like civilized human beings, then one would take it to the next level. However, within this system, these parties and organizations will lie, fake it and play dumb in order to make the real one look like the ones causing problems. I believe that is why so many of them out here have adapted towards living a lie and faking it rather than being real or being honest. I am still trying to figure out ways of maintaining my integrity and authenticity while being surrounded by abusive manipulators, fakes and liars that play dumb and actors that pretend to be the victim. The simplest solution would be to take them on directly but then they lie and fake it. This prevents one from living peacefully. I also believe that is why there is so much exploitation, homelessness, criminals, broken spirits, and wealthy liars. Within this false reality, it is more of an evolutionary advantage to be a liar and to be greedy. Altruism and honesty are punished while greed and selfishness are rewarded. How does one maintain their integrity in a society full of lies? I'm not sure yet, but I will continue to be real or die trying, even if the entire system is working against me and trying to force me to live a lie.

False Flags and Brainwashing. This refers to their strategy of brainwashing their patient into believing another group had wrong them. This may make the patient attack that other group instead of going after the brainwashers themselves. It is a very difficult strategy to deal with when going thru it personally because the brainwashing is incredibly powerful and makes it difficult to know what is true and what is fake.

Coordination and Numbers. They try to make it seem like it's one on one when they send their puppets at me, but they actually pull up as an entire coordinated team. I really do shit alone. Nobody telling me what to do or giving me orders or organizing team plays. I'm just real all by myself. 

In the Game. The bet was if I could stop the cycle or not. I'm not sure what cycle it is to be honest, but if my mission is to make things better, than it must be one of these evil and negative cycles. Maybe it's the rape babies cartel cycle. Maybe it's the exploitation cycle. Maybe it's the cycle of racism. I'm not sure. I'm just going at everything I deem as fucked up. Fuck it. I'll take them all on. Idgaf. Fuck all these bitchass cycles.

Information Monopoly. The process of collecting information for ones own while simultaneously spreading lies in order to cause confusion, making everyone else stupider and easier to manipulate and take advantage of. One group might use the fake friend strategy during one generation in order to learn everything they can from their target and then stab them in the back, cover it up and lie about what happened. The next generation will already be at a loss because the one that would have taught them was taken out, making them more vulnerable and easier to take advantage of. At the same time, the fake friend is going to repeat the same strategy with the next generation in case there is anything else they have not learned.  The fake friend might repeat the same process for a few more generations until they have learned everything they can while also teaching each generation lies and bullshit in order to make them stupider and easier to manipulate. After several generations, the fake friend will have a monopoly on information while everyone else will be even farther behind because they have been getting taught bullshit and lies. That is one of the reasons that I do this. Even if they take me out and assassinate my character and then use what I taught them against the next generation, I am still passing my own knowledge and wisdom on regardless so that they do not have a monopoly over the information, because they will only lie, fake it and play dumb anyways. Education is the key that unlocks the chains of slavery. If one does not know how one is being taken advantage of, one does not stand any chance of freeing one's self. 

Brainwashing Hive Mind. From the military industrial complex rotating its different groups against me to the gangstalkers hive mind which apparently has the most amount of implanted subjects to big pharma, big oil, and big agri using different tactics to infiltrate, assassinate and install puppet politicians in third world countries to the surveillance-based psychological/emotional warfare and shadow manipulation tactics to the secret MK Ultra torture and brainwashing that leaves one as a mindless drone that cannot think for one's self to Truman Show trap that is disguised as a game meant to slowly lead one into insanity before getting rid of them and using them as a fall guy/scapegoat to the neuro-implants and information extraction used by the prison industrial complex to create remote controlled mindless super soldiers that they sometimes have deported and then use to take over third world countries remotely, it is very difficult to know when one is being manipulated and when has control over their own mind. I consider it a form of being raped by technology or a form of modern day slavery using psychological and technological means. That's why I just expose it is. I don't give a fuck. If they're all using these different methods and tactics, there is no real way to know when or whether or not they have used the same methods against myself. Also, if I do get locked up or killed or they end up brainwashing me again, it is better for me to put this information out there while I still have the chance and ability to think for myself and control my own actions and decisions. Lastly, if they're all using these methods to secretly create a mental slave race population that they can manipulate without any accountability, then the thing they would not want done is for everyone to know about these secret technologies and manipulation tactics and such meaning that by doing this, I am most likely doing something they do not want to be done which also means I am thinking for myself and I am not being secretly mind controlled anymore since I am engaging in something they wouldn't want me to do. Either way, they might still have the ability to track me and information from my brain but now that the amnesia wore off, I am going to do everything in my power possible to both ensure I'm no longer brainwashed and no longer being manipulated as well as do anything and everything I possibly can to prevent a brainwashing holocaust, even If I have to do it alone while always being stalked, outnumbered, surrounded and under surveillance. Fuck them, fuck their brainwashing, fuck the hive mind control. I think for myself. I reject the hive and I refuse to live a lie. I'm being blackmailed by multiple sides anyways so it doesn't matter which side I choose, fuck them all. I don't need any of their fakeass protection. I only need to be real. They threaten me with blackmail, fuck them. I refuse to bow down and obey any of these bitchass controllers I do not respect. That's on my life. Fuck the blackmail. Fuck the hive mind. Fuck the plata o plomo. Fuck the lies and cover ups and all that shit. If it's the last thing I do, let it warn all the free minds out there that have not yet been assimilated so that this cycle of brainwashing can not only be stopped, but also reversed and pushed back. Fuck the controllers, fuck their money and fuck their technology. I rather die than be a slave. Face to Face or Nothing. Respect or Nothing. The Truth or Nothing. Free Will or Death. Fuck the Hive. Fuck the Race War. Fuck their Gene Consolidation, Blackmail, Plata o Plomo, Brainwashing, etc. Fuck their money and construction and pollution and expansion. Fuck the lies and fuck their money. I do this for free. I risk my life to be real, even if they always sending their hive mind implanted agents and fake families to make subliminal threats and always trying to assimilate me into their hives. I risk my life for the truth, I survived their brainwashing attempts, and now I'm putting all the data I have gathered on how they do it and how it works so that they do not have a monopoly of information and nobody has to beg them for the truth. Fuck them gatekeepers. Fuck them pussies, even their bitchass hive.mind agents spying on me and whispering from outside wherever the fuck they hide. Fuck P. Fuck 8. Fuck the crips and bloods. Fuck their plata o plomo. Fuck the military industrial complex. Fuck their neuro-implants and fuck their torture and brainwashing. On My Life. I rather die than be a slave. I rather die than to allow them to continue secretly brainwashing and enslaving more and more free thinking human beings. Fuck their mind controlled pet rats. Those lameass pussies are scared of being real or they want to keep it a secret so they can also brainwash and enslave human beings. Either way, I'm a Rapist Killa, I been a Slaveowner Killa, and now I'm trying to be a Brainwasher Killa. Fuck these pussies. Fuck 38 and fuck 83 and fuck the KKK and fuck Big Oil, Big Pharma & Big Agri. Fuck the military industrial complex, the sports industrial complex, and the prison industrial complex. I know it's all the same complex but I want to mention each hive mind monopsony separately just to make it as clear and easy to understand as possible. Fuck them, they don't own or control me, I rather die than be a slave. Also, fuck their mass surveillance. Shout-out Edward Snowden. He risked his life to put that out. Aaron Swartz risked his life to try to put the MIT/brainwashing experiments hack out. That's the same service that Trump paid the prison industrial complex to do to me, before I lost my memories. Christopher Dorner risked his life to try to expose how the police and the prison industrial complex really do things even tho they tried to cover it up and make him look like he was just some violent uncontrollable murderer for no reason, when he was really fighting against the same bullshit ass lie they keep trying to cover up. I'ma keep pushing the same shit until they kill me. I think for myself. Not only do I refuse to.be a slave, but I also refuse to join their club and become a brainwashing slaveowner. Fuck them. 

Center for Strategic and International Studies. Do I trust them? No, not at all. I believe they claim to be uninvolved, but they use surveillance and data collection to fight their wars indirectly by studying different countries and cultures, finding their enemies, and giving their enemies weapons, technology and data so that those enemies fight for them instead. They do this so that they can claim that their hands are clean wherever they go, but even if they fight indirectly, they are still directly involved. They're just pussy about it so they lie and play dumb. 

Trust No Pussy. If they cannot speak to me face to face and eye to eye, if they cannot stand on what they say, if they cannot communicate directly without being disrespectful or lying, I refuse to trust them. If they cannot respect me by looking me in the eyes and speaking directly to me, I will not give them respect either. Fuck these children's games. I'm a grown ass man in a society full of lying, immature fully-grown children. They want me to play along with their lies. Fuck that. I'ma be real until it kills me. They have raped too many families for me to play with them. I'm a Rapist Killa. 

IndoChina, IndoArabic, IndoProtoEuropean. When we first traveled, we went in small groups of 3. One man, one woman and one child. We didn't come in giant armies that came to take over and exploit everything. We didn't have to lie, fake it, play dumb or manipulate anyone. They hate us for that, because we're nothing like them. That's why they have to assassinate our characters. They want to make us look like we're the slaveowners. 

Drone War. A drone war is difficult to fight because no matter how well u hold the line, they can keep sending more drones. Unless u invade their country and find where their remote command centers are, they will keep sending more drones. No matter how many drones I destroy, they just watch from behind their cameras and build more drones. Meanwhile, I'm getting hit every so often with each confrontation. That's why I rely on this now, because while they lie and cover things up and play dumb, I can hit them with the truth. The real ones  out there are holding down the line. I'm in here trying to fight it from the inside, but I'm completely outnumbered, surrounded and under surveillance. It's all good tho. I told them I would do my best or die trying. 

Drug Dealers and Drug Cartels. They like to pretend to be the victim. No, they poison and exploit their own children. Fuck their whole cartel and fuck the military industrial complex that controls them. The only thing they care about is money. That's why they exploit their own children. I'm not one of them slaveowners. I'm trying to free the slaves and break the cycle of brainwashing and exploitation. They act like I'm one of them. I'm a Rapist Killa. They're the rapists.

Oil Wars. Having to deal with this issue about how the oil industry uses bribes to infiltrate countries by paying gangs and politicians, then having to deal with the gangs and politicians that have been bribed. It falls in line with the false flag strategy that I'm already used to having to deal with out here, because whenever they hire a country's gangs, politicians, businesses, etc, that nation and that culture will take the blame rather than the industry itself. If the country gets the blame, they use that as an opportunity to further remove anyone that opposes their industry while simultaneously being able to gain favor with the residents of that country by claiming to provide help, resources and protection. In reality, it's their corporately-financed puppet politicians and the gangs they hire that puts that country in danger. This works in favor of the industry because it allows them to do what they were trying to do in the first place which is install more drills and refineries and extract more oil. At first, it may be difficult because they have a negative reputation, but once they hire the country's gangs to create enemies for that country, the country itself becomes a target and now they need extra resources and weapons for protection, which is when the oil industry steps in offering it's advanced technology and such. It's very difficult to see thru this in the beginning. The average observer's immediate reaction will always blame the nationality of whatever gang has been hired against them, but the industry can call upon the forces of any race, nationality, or religion they want as long as they have offices and refineries in that region. If an activist is trying to go after and stop the industry itself, the industry can kill two birds with one stone using this method. If there is a politician trying to prevent the industry from exploiting their community, the industry can hire a gang from that community to go after the activist. The activist will in turn go after the country of the gang that was hired. Since the country will take the blame, the politician that is also trying to industry will take the blame and mostly likely lose his term and be removed. This allows the industry to install their own corporately-sponsored politician and the country will be upset at the activist. Now the industry can continue to use the gang it hired the first time as well as the new politician that industry finances and the activist will have a more difficult time trying to prevent the industry itself from expanding and exploiting more resources. This is a rough draft of the whole process. It's taken me a while to put together all these pieces, but I am starting to see the pattern after bumping heads with the same industry in countries all over the world. It was difficult to notice at first, but it becomes more obvious when poor third world countries that I have been to and know personally start making these highly organized and coordinated moves with countries that they have really have no personal relationships with and they're all using the same advanced technology when it's a poor third world country that is already being secretly taxed and silenced. I'm going to go back over this later on and try to make it clearer and easier to understand. For now, I just want to jot this down because I just saw it. The industry is using a combination of tactics to be able to infiltrate countries and be able to build their infrastructure and exploit the resources there, especially in poorer, less advanced countries where they have a negative reputation. Bribing local gangs, using those gangs as well as false flags to bring extra heat to that country, use that extra heat to blackmail or remove the politicians in charge, then come in saying they can provide extra money as well as advanced technology and secret weapons to help defend against the extra heat that the country has to deal with now, and then build their infrastructure and install their global surveillance network and continue the strategy of hiring local gangs to false flag and then offer protection at the cost of letting them into the country. It's a form of surveillance-based psychological warfare using local gangs, divide and conquer strategies, using false flags to give both sides more enemies and make both sides weaker and distrustful, and then fake love by offering the money and advanced technology needed to defend against the enemies the industry itself has false flagged into going after the country rather than the gangs the industry has hired. What a long and complex strategy that is meant to be confusing and there is several layers of false flags and puppets involved making it difficult to see thru to the bottom. Not impossible tho, just a lot of misdirection and bribes and false flags, so it is very confusing and it's supposed to be or else they would just get turned down and rejected any time they wanted to build their infrastructure. Most beautiful countries already know how ugly the refineries are and they know about the debt-trap and they know how damaging it is to the environment, so the industry is usually rejected at the door unless the country is manipulated into a position where they need the extra money and advanced weapons that the industry will be ready to offer, which is initiation into the hive. Once their people accept the hive, now they have an even bigger problem because the industry doesn't just have them by the balls anymore, it has their minds now. Once the industry has their minds, they can continue to use them as false flag pawns and use them to further infiltrate more and more countries.

Tupac Stories. It's a lot that I found out later just because it was well-known that I have been a fan. Besides the whole last of the Black Panthers thing, besides the whole relationship between him and Biggie before they become rappers, and besides the whole thing about one of his own setting him up to at that MTV show. This is about the gene consolidation and it has to do with him going to another country, getting a woman pregnant, and then his enemies watching and tracking him. Supposedly the story went that his enemies saw when he left and gave the word back their connections in this country to let them know he did it, and that was supposed to be the green light to get rid of him because they already had his genes at that point. A lot of different things I think about that I think about and relate to that affect my own journey and decisions I make as well.

Hollywood's Growth. Because false flagging has become such an effective and widely used strategy, acting has become weaponized. Similar to how video game designers have at times been repurposed for the use of creating better virtual reality simulators and artificial intelligence predictive programming, actors that fail to make it in Hollywood are sometimes repurposed and used for false flag events, propaganda, and as a part of information/psychological warfare operations. This is all because the entire system is based on money and exploitation. When somebody has spent their entire life studying for one career and they fail to get a job in their chosen profession, either because they are not talented enough or because of shadow organizations trying to manipulate their direction, they still need money and are willing to take their skills and expertise to any organization that is willing to use and pay them. This can apply to archeologists, doctors, scientists, researchers, etc. It leaves any industry open to being weaponized or exploited because there are more humans being trained for those skills than there are jobs that actually need them, and those humans will be left to fend for themselves when the legal job market has no need for them. Excess creates waste and that waste, in this case it's wasted talent, will still have to find somewhere to go. It's just like how gangs and drug cartels capitalize off the excessive population of homelessness and children from broken homes. If the society does not want them and cannot make use of them, these gangs and drug cartels will, even if the use is not a positive use.

Social Media Control. Blogspot beware. They already got their agents banning me off Facebook for any little excuse they can come up with. For saying no homo, for some car driving by that's playing a copywritten song, for being politically aware, etc. They do the same thing on Instagram. It's only to assume they will send their agents to try and infiltrate Blogspot as well so they can block me on this if I ever say anything that distrupts their money. Mind you, they're mad because of the truth, not because I am hiring local gangs to increase crime and flood the streets with drugs in order to have politicians lose office, not because I am blackmailing or assassinating politicians that refuse to do business with the industry, not because of the incredibly destructive waste and pollution the industry leaves creates, and not because I am having to spend so much money in order cover up the exploitation of resources and human lives of an area wherever I go... They're only mad at me because I speak the truth and the truth fucks up their money.

Game of Monopoly. If one plays the game Monopoly, the game is usually over when someone buys up a majority of the property. After that, it is only a matter of time before the rest of the players run out of money since there is no more property to buy and they will keep losing money every time they roll the dice and land somewhere. If the game were to continue, it's very possible to imagine the winner offering another player a deal so that they do not go bankrupt. The player may either be offered a discount every time they land, or they may be allowed to rent out one of the winner's property. This makes that player an employee of the winner themselves, and the game continues forward. Eventually, the rest of the players will either have to accept a deal with the winner, or they will all eventually end up bankrupt and go to jail. New players will be lured in with no chance of winning because all the property will have already been bought up and owned but they will assume they are playing a game that is winnable so they will try anyways. Players from all over the world may be lured in from different races, religions and cultures. The original winner will capitalize off everyone that plays by forcing them to accept a deal or go bankrupt and go to jail. Eventually, it goes from being a game to becoming a trap with no chance of winning, but as long as new players are fooled into thinking that it's a game that they can win, the game will continue and the original winner will continue to get more rich as long as he can keep the illusion of the game going. In reality, this game of Monopoly had ended a very long time ago. It's no longer a game at this point, it's only a trap.

Game of Monopoly part 2. "Don't play the game, change the game." If the game is not real, and it is no longer a game but is a trap instead now, what are one's options in order to not fall for the trap and to also not end up bankrupt and sent to jail? Most players have already been forced to accept a deal with the original winner and are therefore keeping the illusion of the game going, even tho it is only a trap at this point. How can the game be changed, in order to make it fair once again? The original winner must retire and all the pieces must be reset. Of course, they will never do this by choice. If the entire world was one giant game of monopoly, wherever u land, u would have to pay the original winner to stay there, or one of the players that made a deal with the original to stay in the game. That means that whoever the original winner is, all the money and taxes being paid would eventually lead back to them. Everybody else would simply be another player that made a deal with the winner in order to avoid going bankrupt and being sent to jail.

Nobody, No One, & the Shadow Slaveowners. I refuse to bow down to or obey any slaveowner no matter how much they manipulate, threaten, starve or beat me. Fuck them bitchass hiding pussies. I rather die than be a slave. Fuck them and fuck their boss/slaveowner/puppetmaster. Bosses are pussies. All they do is hide somewhere and bark orders. I ain't barking nothing. I'm communicating the truth and whoever reads it is either going to form their own opinions and make their own decisions. This gives them the ability to think for themselves rather than being forced to follow my orders because they are being threatened to or manipulated. That means that I am not a boss. Bosses are nothing but pussies with power. They send their henchmen and puppets to make threats to anyone that rejects their authority, and they use bribes and lies to lure in more slaves and puppets into their trap. Everything they do is based on lies, power, and manipulation. Everything I do is based on being real, thinking for myself, and enlightening.

Slave Race. The Slave Race is allowed to have good looking women in order to lure good genes into reproducing with them, but when it comes to their men, the men must either already be assimilated and playing along with the lie, or they have to choose between being homosexual or being allowed to fight but is not allowed to get a good education. The women are there to lure good genes into their side where they will be prostituted, disenfranchised, and then either mass-produced or taken out of the gene pool and consolidated only within the slaveowners race. The more slaves, puppets, or rats that become assimilated into the slaveowners game, the more powerful the slaveowners become because they can have more slave soldiers that they can send to fight for them in their place instead of having to fight themselves. It also creates a buffer of protection where they can blame the slave race for anything that goes on since the slave race is being forced to do all the fighting. This also makes the slave race angrier, more bitter, and more evil over time the more they are used, abused, taken advantage of and turned on. This has the added effect of manipulating the decisions of anyone that is trying to pick a side because the slave race will not only have a negative reputation for the things they were forced to do, but they will also be bitter, hateful and angry for it. Therefore, from an outside perspective, it would seem like choosing the slaveowners race would be the better lifestyle. However, when all the pieces are out together, neither choice is beneficial since one side carries the illusion of comfort while hiding the fact that all of it's comforts and luxuries have been built on lies and exploitation, while the other side carries with it all the hate and anger and bitter resentment that comes with being used and taken advantage for so many years, while possibly also having any positive genes eliminated from their gene pool in favor of over-breeding the stupid, the homosexual, and the hateful.

Cycle of Lies. When somebody or something starts off with a lie, the only way they can keep theirs is by using another lie to cover up the last lie, and they must continue to keep lying and to keep throwing on more lies on top of the last lie in order to keep what they originally acquired by lying. This is in itself, it's own trap, a prison of lies that becomes very difficult to escape from with the more that is acquired and gained. If at any point, one decides to try and stop living a lie, they risk losing everything they have gained and possibly even more depending on how damaging their lies have been. It may even turn into a life or death situation where they must keep up the lies for their own survival. When that becomes the case, it may be impossible to stop lying. This is why I work so hard at refusing to live a lie, because I am not trapped within that cycle and I do not want to start. I consider it a life and death situation because looking ahead, if I start lying now, it will eventually escalate to the point where it does become a life or death situation and I will have to keep lying for my own survival. 

Parasitic Mind Control(https://youtu.be/uvdiYg6ZN-U). Here's a story about why science can be incredibly dangerous no matter what the scientists and researchers say. Once upon a time, some researchers were trying to make a name for themselves by publishing something new and ground-breaking. They were studying parasites and how the parasite takes control over the brain of their host. They made a new discovery and were excited to go home, finish writing their report, and publish their findings. Instead, they were robbed. That same research fell into the wrong hands and weaponized. The scientist was blackmailed into silence and never brought it up again. Meanwhile, the thing that they were working on was being tested as a weapon against areas outside of their bubble. It was a very effective weapon and they were using it against us from one region to the next. I wonder if that scientist ever thought about what happened to his work or what it was being used for. Maybe he was too busy enjoying his blackmailing hush money to remember or care. 

During Amnesia. Now that I have my memories, I also remember that during the time I had amnesia, I was asked some questions by different sources. Because I had amnesia, I didn't realize how serious it was or that they might have been asking for someone else. Both times, it had to do with whether or not somebody that had owned the land for a long time should sell it or not. They told me the situation, the person was struggling and they weren't using it anymore and they could use the money so I would agree with them that they should sell it. Now that I don't have amnesia, I look back on these events and I'm differently. They shouldn't have sold it. It's some bitchass shit now because they already did and the real estate projects have already started, but I was uninformed of the reality of the situation because I had amnesia and there wasn't anyone around that was letting me know what was really going on. I guess everyone was just speaking in code and assuming I knew what they really meant. That is why I'm even more anti-secret codes at this point. I want things to be clear and understood without any mystery. I'm incredibly upset at how many things happened when I had amnesia and I am sick of all the lies and secrets and cover ups. It all feels like manipulation to me at this point. The only thing I care about is being real. On top of that, I don't just want to be real, I also want to be the realist. If I cannot be real when I work for the system or use it's money, then I real without it. 

Memory Warfare. This is a form of war that is fought by affecting the memories of the parties involved. This can include erasing one's memories in order to make them forget they had been backstabbed so they keep working, or it can be in the form of implanting false memories in order to confuse the target and make them work for the wrong side. 

Building a Tolerance against the Hive Mind. Similar to building a Tolerance against drugs, however it refers to the mind control hive mind instead. One must continuously reject the hive mind no matter what it says so that the brain does not start to become addicted to the information the hive mind provides. This is because the more the brain adjusts to the hive mind, the more deeply embedded it becomes within one's psychology. Chemical responses are activated and I cannot say for sure myself, but according to other experts that have had more experience with this than myself, they say that the brain can become addicted to the hive mind the same way the brain can become addicted to cocaine. The mind starts to become dependent upon the information that the hive provides so much so that the brain eventually stops thinking for itself and instead relies on the hive to think for it. If the hive cannot assimilate one's mind into itself, it will attempt to overwhelm and confuse the individual with so many half-truths, lies, and red herrings that the individual will not be able to make a good decision which leads to the individual relying on the hive rather than thinking for themselves. I believe this is why I have noticed the pattern of what looks like hollow minds, where the individual has been allowing the hive mind to think for them for so long that their own personality slowly gets carved out and replaced by the hive. They become more open and can adapt to taking on the traits and characteristics of any strong-willed human beings around them because the hive mind has deteriorated their own original personality. I don't believe it's like that every time, but because there is a threat of that happening, I prefer to just completely reject it and think for myself, even if I have to fight the hive mind all the time mentally just to be able to think for myself.

Controlled Opposition. The ability of the controllers to control what they consider their opposition. For instance, if they are against the truth, then they want to control anybody that speaks the truth. If they are against free will, then they will want to control anybody that lives freely. It seems like a fancy way of describing slavery. 

Old-school Love. Once upon a time, it was possible to move out somewhere, raise a family and be completely self-sustainable without having to worry about too much extra bullshit. As long as one could fight off bears and wolves and such, one would be able to raise their own family and live a simple life. Today, things are so crowded and busy, not only is someone always in your business, but there are businesses and corporations that wish to exploit u for the lowest price possible as well as gangs and cartels that want to use your children as drug addicts and prostitutes. It seems that the old way of life is dying and being replaced by this system of control, which is sad because the system looks at us like cattle to herd. It doesn't care or value our lives, independence or individuality. The system only look at us like cogs in a machine or even just chickens that it shelters and feeds while it steals our eggs and eventually one day kills and sells our money, while another chicken out there cooks and eats our dead bodies when the system no longer needs us.

Legacy. When I die, what will my legacy be? Things I have focused on are making the world better. I have helped a lot of humans out of the trap. I saved lives. That's dope. I refuse to sell out. I get back up and always try to find a way to overcome whatever's holding me back. I refuse to sell out. That's all cool. Rapist Killa. Chomo Killa. I've gone against the system and have been trying to end this system of exploitation and brainwashing that everyone else is bowing down to and is afraid to address. I think for myself. I try to find solutions for problems. I am real in the real way and not in the way where I look real on the outside but fake on the inside. I believe there's more that I can do, but I'm not sure how to do it yet. I feel like I'm being inhibited by outside forces, but I try to imagine what it would be like in prison and what I would think about my life if I was in there. I would still be proud about the positive things I have accomplished and probably wouldn't regret the positive changes and impact I've had, but I probably would not enjoy being in prison. Since I'm out here, I'm trying to continue passing on the things I know and such as much as I can to continue improving the world around me. Wherever I go, I make it better. I either get rid of some evil, fix some problem, or leave something behind that those there can benefit from. When I do pass, that is going to be my legacy. Wherever I go, I make it better. I am not known for spitting in anybody's food. I am not known for trying to exploit everything around me. I am not known for talking shit behind someone's back. I am not know for doing whatever it takes for money. I am also not known for faking perfection. I want to be known for my honesTy, my self-sacrifice, and my Altruism. I do not want to be known for winning some stupid game that is really a trap in disguise. I rather be known for changing the game in a positive manner. 

Brainwashing. I am more concerned with trying to somehow deal with the brainwashing more than I am with playing their game. I'm not sure how, but because I've survived it, I can atleast draw from my experiences. I'm not playing their game because they're not doing anything about it. They only do things for money or when they're threatened. I believe the brainwashing is a threat on par with a nuclear holocaust, and possibly even more dangerous because it can take over a city without anybody in the city knowing what happened. Right now, that's my only mission. Everything else just doesn't seem like a priority anymore. I don't really talk to anyone anymore because I'm assuming they're just another undercover agent and I don't want to get caught up in that bullshit anymore because they're not doing anything about the brainwashing. I want to do something about that and they're not, so I'm better of trying to find my own way. 

Industrial Complex. The thing about working for anyone that will pay u is that sometimes people that don't like u may hire u. Even tho I may have been in league with some scandalous and backstabbing personality types, I had somewhat set myself apart by focusing on rapists and chomo's. Also, I set myself apart with the Edward Snowden mass surveillance leak as well as the attempted Aaron Swartz MIT brainwashing leak. They had been watching me. I'm still trying to figure out what happened because my memories are choppy. I know a few things. One is that foreign militaries, wealthy billionaires and drug cartels hire these brainwashers to compromise their political rivals. Two is that I was obviously being tracked by the same mass surveillance system that Edward Snowden had leaked. There is that the oil industry gave me a job offer that I kind of played with, but then they revealed that they had been watching me and knew about those two leaks and they thought I was too dangerous to leave out. I think that's one of the first times I had gotten hit with that bullshit ass hive mind bullshit. I didn't know of it's existence at that time so I thought I just got knocked out and kicked out. I didn't remember the electrocution table because they wiped my memories. Looking back, it seems more obvious why I was acting strange after that incident. It also explains why I was getting set up and ambushed so much. A lot of these rich lameass bitches hire gangs and cartels using the military industrial complex, which is also how they would hire me at that time. Knowing that I was partially responsible for those leaks, as well as knowing that I had a thing for killing rapists and child molesters and that I hated exploitation, and knowing that I had helped shut down some of their bigger construction and corporate projects, means that they saw me as their enemy because I got in the way of their money and because some of these richass pussies enjoy taking advantage of poorer, less advanced humans. Now I think they would try to hire me just to set me up for a trap. Especially when I look at when I started to really lose it and the ones I would go at when I was losing it and how a lot of times, those ones were actually some of the industry to's enemies and the ones that would also get in the industry's way when they tried to exploit the resources of local areas. They're obviously still watching me even right now and they have access to all these different gangs, cartels, and even legal organizations that they can hire, bribe or blackmail. They still keep hiring these bitchass pussies to threaten or harass me while trying to put on a cover story like I'm not in the game no more and shit. When I started this journey, I was taking on little crews that would fuck with me. As I got deeper into it, it went from crews to gangs to hoods. At this point, it's these bitchass richass billion dollar drug cartels, billionaire politicians and billion dollar multinational corrupt industries. So I have stopped, my enemies have just gotten bigger and the ways I have to fight them have changed.

Real Religion vs Fake Religion. One thing I find annoying and blasphemous is the abuse and manipulation of religion for profit, political agendas and especially for propaganda. So many fake things in this world today from fake puppet politicians to fake religious leaders that say empty words that are nice but hollow. It's sad because it makes a mockery out of something that can be positive and beneficial, but evil lying devils look at it as another weapon to manipulate and mislead or another sales pitch for them to make money by faking a message. There are a lot of rats that will do anything for cheese. They exploit their own children. They exploit the land for resources. They exploit religion to take advantage of those that are seeking spiritual guidance. They are rapists in disguise, wearing fake smiles and luring in anyone that trusts them to be taken advantage of and exploited. Fuck their blasphemous and fake abuse of religion for their own selfish greed and secret manipulative agendas. Listening very carefully, it's a lot of empty hollow words and sometimes they even make subliminal mentions of the real financers that are sponsoring these fake religious leaders and using them as a part of the propaganda and psychological manipulation tactics. Empty hollow nice sounding words to gain your trust, get your money, and manipulate u psychologically and emotionally.

Inside the Issues with Alex Cohen featuring Elena Conis. They're talking about some agriculture pesticide, but something about the woman's tone, timing and the way she's speaking. It's one of those things that one cannot prove, but one can just feel like the vibe is off. 

Modern Day Slavery. First, it's all these actors on television that say the right thing, but their words are empty and hollow and fake. They do not mean what they say. Second, they give a horrible look for their own race and it's these fake and insincere lying actors that make it difficult to trust anybody. It's all these manipulative, lying actors that are more like parrots because of how they copy what they believe is the right thing to say even tho they dont mean any of it. At least they're getting paid for it. I wonder who's financing it. Most likely it's one of the handful of billion dollar exploitation industries. Most human beings that have been working a regular job for most of their life would jump at the chance to be on a commercial, TV interview or have their name put as the author of some book they didn't write. They love that 15 minutes of fame, and they will say anything they're told to if it means they can get paid and get to be on TV. Fuck these fakes. I think for and speak for myself and I don't sell out or say promote some fakeass bullshit agenda for money. I only fuck with what I believe in even if I'm not getting paid for it. 

Psychiatric Warfare. This refers to billionaires, politicians and wealthy business owners paying psychiatrists to label their political opponents as insane and coming up with excuses to have them forcibly institutionalized against their will by calling them crazy. This allows them to cover up any scandals or corruption they might be exposed for and it allows them to silence or remove any political rivals they are threatened by. Worse yet is that once their target has been forced into a psychiatric ward, they will be forced to take pills and may be forced to undergo unfair and I just treatments such as electroshock therapy from which they might not ever recover from. They may be left with brain damage and become dependent on prescription pills for the rest of their life, not because they had aental illness, but because some billionaire or politician felt threatened by them and needed a way to get rid of them. For instance, maybe they were far too intelligent and the billionaire didn't want to be exposed as an ignorant and selfish uneducated spoiled and rich manipulative fool. It also refers to undercover harassment campaigns used to stalk, distract, manipulate, and manipulate their targets in order to try to get their target to get angry so they can use that as justification for forced psychiatric treatment while covering up the fact that the mass surveillance systems are being abused in that manner.

Society vs Nature. This is the attempt of so-called "civilized" societies to completely ruin, pollute and exploit nature. First, they want to gain control over all the natural land so that they can exploit all the resources because these societies are completely unsustainable and they have to continue to take more land, drill for more oil, and mine for more ores in order to continue growing and building. Because there are those of us that try to prevent the capitalization of nature, they not only attempt to get rid of us, but they also try to ruin nature. It is similar to how a real estate developer will try to lower the cost of a property in order to buy it for less. They pollute it, they dump chemical and industrial waste, they contaminate the water supplies, they flood it by kicking out their homeless fallouts and sending them out into nature, and worse of all, these days they may try to use biological and chemical weapons to possibly destroy the plants and trees or by releasing GMO mosquitoes to bite affect the animal life and either make them more hostile or give them diseases. Society has crossed the line and their need for more resources and more money needs to be put in check or else the world will not be destroyed by war, but by capitalism, manufacturing and construction instead. These scientists, corporate powers and corrupt investors are insane.

Picking a Side. It's difficult to pick a side when I have met good humans and horrible humans on both sides, when there are hidden financial interests that take advantage of the sides for their own greed and benefit, and when there are so many lies and secrets meant to manipulate me into a rushed decision where I might find out I was being taken advantage only after I chose a side. This makes it difficult to pick a side, so I pick the truth and honesty instead. That way, no matter what happens, win or lose, at least I am fighting for a righteous cause even if all these forces around may only being lying to me and use me for their own hidden agendas that I might not know about or fully understand. I refuse to be a slave to lies or play a part in this fakeass Truman Show where they combine their cameras with their pet rats to create the illusions they use to further fool and manipulate anyone that believes or trusts them. I'm not picking one of their fakeass sides. I'm going to be real even if I am surrounded, outnumbered, under surveillance and even if the only way I can be real is by standing solo. If they beat me up and threw me in a dungeon, I would still do my best to refuse to work for them as a slave and try to escape. If they threw me in a zoo, I would still do the same thing. A lion in a zoo is still a lion.  This is not the old days. Back then, when something would go wrong and we had to escape from their dungeons, we had no way of letting anyone know that they were sending their armies back where we came from and we were too busy fighting for our lives and trying to escape in any direction possible for us to go back and warn anybody. These days, I can put the word out thru this, and these days, instead of sending armies, they send corporations, businesses, construction companies, and drug cartels.  They're coming. 

Thought Police, Emotional/Psychological Slavery, & Conditioning by Propaganda and a Backwards Reward System. This is no longer only a physical war. This turned into a war for control over our hearts and minds as well as our body's. The weapons they use have changed and have become more abstract and conceptual rather than only physical weapons. Therefore, the equal and opposite reaction would be to face concepts with concepts. When they try to brainwash me into believing their false ideologies and believing their illusions are real, I counterattack by focusing on what is real and by seperating the truth from the lies. Lies, fake love, and money are their weapons of choice. I counter their attacks by using the truth, real love, and wisdom. Even if they kill me, they kill me for being real and not for living a lie. They're not attacking me for exploiting children, selling drugs, or manipulating anyone. They're attacking me for trying to protect children from being exploited, for giving the truth out for free, and for trying to expose their lies and manipulation tactics. We're different. Actions speak louder than words. They're not mad at me because I'm being fucked up. They're mad at me because I refuse to be as fucked up as they are.

I Rather Die Than Be A Slave. This seemed like a simple enough idea to follow at first, but that is when the form of slavery is obvious, mostly involving chains and whips and forced labor and such. At this point, it becomes a very philosophical debate since there are so many different cartels and undercover agents and corporations and businesses all fighting to have control and profit from the population. Some things are still obviously slavery such as the torture and brainwashing and trying to wipe someone's personality and leave them as a mindless drone, even if it is only obvious from a subjective perspective and can be difficult to assess objectively. Some thing's are more difficult to categorize because they involve indirect forms of manipulation such as the surveillance-based psychological/emotional warfare, the backwards Pavlov conditioning training that is meant to reward negative behaviors while rewarding positive behaviors using the illusion of the Truman Show Matrix and these cartel's undercover organizations such as the ones that are stationed around me running their covert psychological warfare operation against me right now as I type this, or by the monopolization of information making human beings mental slaves that are dependant on the gatekeepers for any type truth or knowledge. So when I say I would rather die than be a slave, it's more confusing now because the definition of slavery has become more indirect. There are construction companies working outside that have been sent by the Complex because they follow me wherever I go. There are maids and janitors and employees that are spying on me and making subliminal threats because they are angry that I refuse to be assimilated into their cartel of prostitutes and child exploitation. There is a lot of money being thrown around to cover up their lies, manipulation, and systems of control. I refuse to be a slave to lies, but a lie is not always something that can be killed the way a human slaveowner, a drug cartel boss, or a corrupt corporate executive or corrupt politician can be killed. A system of slavery cannot be killed the same way because the system does not need a boss to run it and can simply replace one boss with another one as long as there is anyone out there willing to take the money. A system of exploitation, prostitution and lies is a form of slavery, however, it is not the type of slavery where one is a slave to any other human being, and therefore it cannot be fought against using the same methods. I rather die than be a slave. One of the things about this game is that it's really just a trap in disguise, and by fighting the old way, one becomes a slave because one falls for the trap. The highest form of freedom is being able to say and do what one chooses. One of the things about these cartels is that they have already been assimilated and therefore cannot say and do whatever they want. They can only operate in favor of the hive mind cartel that has assimilated them. Even tho I may always be outnumbered and surrounded by this illusion, I am not a slave to their lies and I can say and do what I want. However, I always have to beware of the system itself because the system will turn against me and send these hive mind cartels that the system owns and controls in order to try and assimilate me. They have no freedom which is why they are forced to live a lie. They are only allowed to keep the things they have as long as they continue to play along with the lie they're forced to live. I have no such stipulations placed upon me, even tho they're always trying to assimilate me, I can still think for, speak for, and do for myself. They're own children are forced into prostitution. They cannot even choose who they want to have sex with because they have to have sex for money. I may be in the Truman Show Matrix Zoo at the moment, and their shadow zookeepers may send their assimilated animals to try and either harass me into accepting this zoo or to try and make the zoo look like a good place to live, but there is no real freedom here. They are all dependant and at the mercy of the system itself. I rather die than be a slave. Even if I am outnumbered, surrounded and always under surveillance, I rather die than to be assimilated into their false reality or their lying way of life. Everything that I do, everything that I sacrifice for, and everything that I fight for is only for the truth itself. I rather die than live a lie. They can play games and fake it but they cannot force me to play their games and fake it with them.

Children. I remember this one Catholic Spanish guy saying something about dealing with the children of his enemies because he was afraid of what the children would grow up into. I believe this is one he has given me the opening to target the child of one of the henchmen he once used against me. I do not share in this belief system and no matter what they do to me, I refuse to take it out on their children. They may be using their children as child soldiers and they may hide behind their children as cover, but at the same time, they have hundreds and hundreds of children and hope one of them gets lucky and becomes successful. If it wasn't for these oppressive cartel slaveowners in my way trying to sabotage me and make me look bad, I would only need to have one child and raise them myself and I know they would be successful.

Demotivating. Being stalked and always under surveillance, having no free space to explore, and being exploited by a selfish and greedy system is very demotivating. The slaveowners don't care because they already have everything, and the rest of the pet rats and the rest of these zoo animals don't care because they have already been assimilated into this false reality. I been tryna break out this shit for a very long time. This bullshit system of control, exploitation and manipulation. I been speaking the truth and fight the lies while they are all lying and faking it and playing pretend. I give up my life for this, because I rather die than be a slave, and I rather die than to ever become assimilated into this false reality. They're all playing pretend, faking it, and living a lie. I feel that I am one of the last, few defenders of the truth, like the last of a dying breed. I refuse to become assimilated into their society of liars, prostitutes and snitches. I do not believe in their society, their rules or their ways. The only thing I believe in is the truth.

Critical Analysis & the Challenges of Honesty. I said I was going to go shower right now, but I really meant I was going to go meditate with the water on. I thought about this and about my desire to live honestly without lying, so I had to check myself. Breaking it down further, it was not an intentional lie. I usually do meditate and shower together, and I often just say I'm going to go shower because it sounds weird if I say that I'm going to go meditate to the water. It can be considered air because I am not speaking the truth, but it is an unintentional lie that is more based on habit. The habit of showering and meditating together. It becomes a habit, and when I am not thinking, it comes out as a lie. Applying this type of thinking and automated habits to other things, such as having a messy room. Then when visitors come over, the room is still a mess because that has already become a habit, even if the person wants to make the visitors feel comfortable, they may forget because they already have a habit of being in a messy room. This can also be applied to racism and slavery as well, as well as many other things in life, where once somebody has developed a certain habit, perspective or way of doing things, they might not change their ways even if they are wrong or even if they are shown a better way, simply because they have already developed a habit for the way that they do things. I have a habit of challenging myself and trying to be as honest as possible, and I have a habit of doing anything possible to avoid being controlled or manipulated even if I am in a cage, and I have a habit of refusing any type authority no matter what they do if I do not respect them. I find that this can lead to contradictions and hypocrisies which are not intentional, but develop as a result of having too many loyalties which create many conflicts of interest.

Multi-sided Politics. Trying to understand how this system works and I think it may work something like this. There are two main sides with one being on top and one being on bottom. The bottom side tries to make the top side fuck up so they can take their spot. The top side is the controlling power that has more say so in how things are run. If the top side makes a mistake, they switch places and the bottom becomes the top while the top becomes the bottom. My issue with this game is that it is based on capitalism which means that every time the top and bottom switch, they undo each others work, and the only thing that remain are the things that they can capitalize from. These leads to a "u cut down my forest and I cut down your forest" mentality, where both sides cut down each others forests until nothing is left. Meanwhile, the players are continuously attacking, eliminating and replacing each other so they never get to hold on to any of the money that is gained. Instead, those in the shadows that are manipulating the game collect all the money while the players in the game only hold the money for a second before they are locked up or killed and then replaced by the next player.

Propaganda, Pavlov Responses, Brainwashing, Surveillance & Conditioning. Multiple layers of brainwashing and shadow manipulation. First it starts with propaganda on the news, on television, and advertisment. This starts to implant specific ideas within the targets head. Pavlov Responses refer to creating connections and natural reactions within the targets head over time in order to subconsciously program them by rewarding specific behaviors and punishing other behaviors. This is why it's important to watch who one has around them because certain cartels are in the business of exploitation and manipulation, and the same way they punish and reward their own children in order to push them towards prostitution and drug dealing rather than education and hard-work is the same way they try to slowly manipulate us from the shadows in order to subliminally manipulate our subconscious and manipulate what we believe is and is not important. The brainwashing refers more to the direct forms of brainwashing rather than tbe indirect versions. The direct forms of brainwashing involve pharmaceutical drugs, virtual reality, torture, and re-education/conversion. This is reserved exclusively for those that see thru the Matrix and see thru the Truman Show and are causing those around them to wake up to it as well.  By targeting and brainwashing these individuals, it not only prevents a type of conscious awakening from happening, but it is also meant as a subliminal threat and warning to anyone around them that might have caught on. It sends the message that if this individual that woke u up can be targeted, manipulated.and brainwashed in that way, then the same thing can possibly happen to them as well. The last level of this involves the surveillance. This is usually done by local gangs that have been assigned to maintain the illusion of the Truman Show Matrix as well as identify young children that look like they have potential for success and shadow manipulate into the trap so they can be assimilated into a cartel where they can be further controlled or so they can be placed on a watchlist so they can be taxed later on if they do attain success thru hard work. This is done by the gang sending in their child soldiers as fake friends early so that they can gain the targets trust and manipulate them later on. They study the target's psychology and create a profile on that targets desires, wants, dislikes, triggers, and reactions thru many years of surveillance from the moment they are only children. They collect this data thru the use of their undercover surveillance networks, often time employing different gangs that they have already blackmailed or bribed into working for them. If they still have an issue with that target, they call on their cartel to smuggle in more agents whether thru homelessness, gangs or thru businesses in order to try to push their target off the path they're on and into the trap where they can be controlled and manipulated by a cartel. Often, their cartel will place their undercover agents around schools so they can watch the children and identify which ones will be successful early on and start creating their psychological profile as well as send their agents to infiltrate the targets life as fake friends. It starts very young, before the target is even old enough to realize what is going on around them, which makes it easier for the cartels to set up, manipulate, and even assimilate the target into this system of exploitation and lies. They try to protect their lies at all costs because without it, the entire illusion falls apart and they will lose all their power and control. The weapons and tools they use are simple enough, but if one does not notice, one may go about their business without ever realizing what is going on around them. Once one realizes what they are doing and how they do it, it is very simple to break out of. At that point, they try to use their organized stalking and they try to in more agents from their prison industrial complex of gangs and cartels to try to seem scarier than they really are, but because all their power is based on lies, it is very fragile and they are not as strong as they pretend to be. They do have numbers and they are highly organized and they do have secret weapons such as the pharmacuetical drugs or the mass surveillance, but they still have to hide like dirty rats because they are terrified of what will happen if the public wakes up and realizes what they are really doing. Even tho they have so many different gangs under their control or under their paycheck already, there is an entire world of human beings that do not want to be controlled by these exploitation-based organizations. There are many that are only taking the bribes because these organizations have them blackmailed and under threat, but these organizations are only able to do this when they are the biggest bully on the block. As they can taken on and as their weapons and tactics become better understood, it becomes easier to fight them every time. The first time was hard because I didn't know how they fight and I thought they were more straight up. Now that I learned their moves, their global surveillance system, their blackmail of different races, religions and cultures and their use of their blackmailed groups for false flag operations, the easier they are to fight. Also, if all of those that are currently blackmailed realize and get together with some of the races, religions and cultures in different places that are also being blackmailed, the shadow manipulators will lose their base of power immediately because they don't put their own work in, they use puppets and slaves and throwaways. Because they don't put their own work in, they can lose all their power in a single moment creating a chain reaction that spreads out like wildfire as more and more of their plata o plomo slaves resist their threats and blackmail, making them weaker with each slave and puppet that breaks out of their social control and becomes sentient. This is also part of the secret race war where they try to consolidate the best genes of different races into their own race by breaking their families up and manipulating the children into prostitution, drugs and gangs where they can be stripped of their rights, forced to do whatever they are told, and then mass-produced like human cattle. I refuse to be one of their pet rats. I refuse to to live a lie. If I die for anything, I choose to die for the truth itself. I choose to die trying to break their form of shadow control and shadow manipulation and better prepare upcoming generations for this new world and all the new technology and advancements without having to be enslaved by these systems of exploitation, lies and money, even if they lock me up or kill me for it. I still did my part. Fuck them and fuck their money. It all comes with a level of exploitation, pollution and corruption. When everything they do is based on power, it creates an arms race to produce more weapons, a larger military, and exploit more resources in order to stay at the top of the list of bullies. As long as they can maintain their power, the bullies remain in control, therefore they have to keep exploiting more resources to make more weapons so they can stay on top. If they ever lose this power, they begin to fall off and no longer rule. If u take everything away from them, they lose their power because their power is derived from the ability to force, bully or manipulate those around them and without the ability to force, they have no power. I don't have to force anyone to do anything. I just take on these bullies when they are problem and I speak the truth. They don't own me, they don't control me, they don't run my shit. The more I go around, the more I bump heads with these pussies, the more I take their system of lies and exploitation apart.

Stream of Consciousness. I know this is just a mess of random topics and thoughts and such. It's unorganized, most of the time just about the things that I come across and deal with on daily basis, which is why most of it refers to their undercover surveillance networks and their shadow manipulation. I relate the shadow manipulation to the surveillance that they have been keeping me under as part of their secret brainwashing program that I've been slowly taking apart piece by piece. Even as they got me surrounded and outnumbered and continue to call upon more undercover agents from their surveillance network in order to try and silence my dissent and crush my rebellion thru indirect shadow tactics. That's why I talk about these fake families and the blackmail, because just like the family that has been stationed in the room above my own right now, and the prostitution rings that they protect, it's their form of social control thru the use of undercovers and surveillance and pussy harassment. I go around and I see what I see and I deal with it. Last time, I took them on face to face. These days, they use pussy tactics, hide behind little children, and rely on their hive mind chip and their prostitution based families. I am not one of their good little pet rats that's work for this system and keeps my mouth shut about the slaveowners. I am not one of their little pet rats or one of their hive minded cockroaches. I think for myself and I speak for myself and I turn down their plata o plomo money because they weak as fuck and can only hold power by faking it and lying. I don't have to live a lie. Even if they kill me, I'm still a rapist killa and a slaveowner killa and I don't have to play along with their mass surveillance-based illusion because I am not one of their prostitutes. Fuck their plata o plomo. Fuck their fake families full of prostitutes and gangbangers. Fuck these slaves and fuck their slaveowners. My motivation is to end the exploitation that they protect and get rich from. That is why I am in the open. I also want to know where they smuggle in their undercover cartel agents from. I also want to know which of these cartel fake families is helping to smuggle in more of their undercover cartel agents. I want to end their system of exploitation and lies, because everything is connected and the system exploitation that starts out here spreads out all over the world. I want to end their secret brainwashing experiments and their use of hive minded neuro-implanted drones. I want to end their exploitation of children and of good families that do not use their children as shields to hide behind and do not prostitute their own children. I make my goals clear and open. They got their undercover fake family in the room above me and probably stationed in some of the rooms around me as well. Since they're spying on me and trying to force me to play along with their lies, I put my message out to the entire world because they only lie when they got me surrounded by their actors and undercovers. It's harder for them to lie and fake it and manipulate and false flag when the entire world is watching. One thing that these undercover surveillance networks are scared of is a public movement against their system of undercover exploitation and lies. They can call upon whatever undercover networks they want to draw from. They can plata o plomo whatever poor people they want to use as a part of their undercover operations. They can use different groups from different countries, races and religions that they have blackmailed and assimilated into their cartels, but they can't force me to work for them. Fuck their plata o plomo, fuck their oil and pharma, and fuck all their lies and manipulation. Also, fuck the hive mind. I think for myself. Fuck the children they raise to be prostituted. Fuck their fake families that only survive by faking it and lying and manipulating. It's hard to identify which group it is because they use a combination of mass surveillance a d false flagging, but I can still identify the types of traps they set, the forms of manipulation they use, and the types of cover they hide behind. I can identify their race war tactics of sending their child prostitutes to get pregnant by the best genes of different races and then trying to eliminate those same genes in those races, making their own race stronger while making the races they steal from weaker and watered down. I can identify the pet rats that kiss the slaveowners ass and keep their secrets so that the slaveowners will let them have the home they sleep in. I can identify the cartels network of undercover agents that they smuggle in to perfect their psychological operations. I can identify their child soldiers that they raise to be prostitutes and raise to send to prison and I can identify the fake love that their parents pass down to their children that spreads out like a hive of cockroaches trying to exploit everything around them. I can identify the difference between real and fake, and I share my research and I share my studies with the entire world because it's pretty much two sides at play. There is the exploitation side made of lies, drugs, and prostitution that they represent. That is the side that is slowly exploitating the entire world for money and turning it into a giant Skid Row filled with crime, pollution, homelessness and drugs. That is their side. The liar's side. The oil side. The drug dealers side. The rapists side. The brainwashers side. The slaveowners side. Then there is the side that I represent. Trying to make the world better and more beautiful, not the exploitation or taking advantage of anyone, but by having something positive to contribute, but cutting out the bullshit lies, and by being real and working hard rather than by faking it and being manipulative. Our side is the real side. The honesty side. The side that will try to teach u something and make u better rather than the side that says plata o plomo to their own children. I deal with these fakeass snakesike the undercover spies that are stationed around me so I have the a lot of experience when it comes to dealing with these manipulative liars that play dumb and fake it. I know the weapons they use, I know the ways they use these weapons, and I know the covers they hide behind. I'm not taking their plata o plomo money. They don't own or control me. I do not support their way of life. Their children are backstabbers, liars, prostitutes, and rapists that have nothing positive to contribute to the world. On top of that, they prevent and take advantage of those that would do good and make the world better, because they want to control and manipulate everybody and everything. I wish to break the chains of slavery even if I gotta go in as a slave first myself. I'm in the middle of their hood. I'm changing this entire place while they hide in the shadows and hate like the pussies they really are. While they try to smuggle in more of their prostitutes and homeless slaves and prison puppets to maintain their social control and try to cover up their lies. They say this place is like a bowl that is leaking, so that nothing positive can stay and everything eventually leaks out to other countries or places or cartels. I'm trying to seal the leak. Fuck their surveillance systems, fuck their slave cartels, and fuck their social slave control. It don't matter if they're not racist because they're still slaveowners. I'm a slaveowner killa. Fuck them. Fuck them and fuck the undercover agents/fake family they have assigned upstairs, as well as any other undercover operatives and teams they have stationed around to watch me. Also, fuck their bitchass construction companies and their bullshit projects. Fuck their system of exploitation, prostitution, drugs, pollution, lies and money. All they do is exploit everything and make the world worse whenever they go. All I do is take these bullies on, even if they kill me, and do whatever I can to make the world better wherever I go. They got me last time with the hive mind chip, the drugs, the ambushes, the torture and the brainwashing but I shook that shit off, I got my memories back, and now I know how they really operate and now I know how their trap really works so I can take them on more effectively than I did last time. Shout-out to big oil, the prison industrial complex, and global surveillance network, and to these lameass undercover fake families y'all assigned to the room above me, as well as to all the homeless people, construction companies, and gangs and cartels y'all are sending this way. I still refuse to work for y'all even if y'all got me surrounded in this undercover surveillance-based open prison fueled by oil, undercover actors and prostitutes. I sacrifice my own comfort and luxuries to speak the truth. I am not another one of your plata o plomo pet rats. The pet rat y'all assigned upstairs is doing a lot. Give them a raise for being a good undercover pet rats, but I'm not taking your hush money. I'm ready to die. Fuck your money, fuck your drugs, and fuck your torture and brainwashing. I am not one of your undercover pet rat agents. I am not one of your plata o plomo puppets. Fuck your program. I am not working for your system of exploitation. Fuck your system. Fuck the agent upstairs. Fuck the maids and janitors that work for your cartel. Fuck your protection. I'm ready to die. I don't need protection. I don't work for y'all and I don't keep your secrets or your lies. 

The Liar's Trap. So first they will push u, but they will lie, fake it, and play dumb about pushing u. They want to get a reaction. However u choose to react, they will copy and do it back to u saying that u did it to them first. That is the Liar's Trap. All they do is push u first while they lie and fake it, and when u push them back, they'll blame u and say u started it. If u don't respond, they will keep trying to push u until u do. Whatver u come up with, they will copy and steal, but the one thing they will not copy is being real and honest face to face, because they cannot manipulate anymore once they talk face to face. Their undercover women are outside making threats and their undercover fake families are upstairs trying to set up their liars trap, but one thing they will not do is be real. Watch out for these liars and their trap. I dont run the trap. I sacrifice my life to take their traps apart. Rapist Killa or die trying.

Military-Run Governments vs Civilian-Run Government. Yes, these gangs and cartels count as part of the military. The military industrial complex. The problem with this is that the military runs on power, and that leads to the arms race and the game and all these traps everywhere. Instead of children being allowed to live their lives and have a childhood, they are assimilated into a cartel and forced to be prostitutes, gang members and child soldiers. Normally, the simple way to deal with this is directly and straight up. However, just like the slaveowners after the Civil War, they have learned to fake it and lie in the shadows for their own survival. Therefore, the ways that they are dealt with also have to change. The issue is that they use a form of surveillance-based shadow manipulation, a network of blackmailed gangs, businesses and even entire families to run their military-based government. So just like the fake family/undercover agents spying on me in the room above, they use manipulation and disguises to maintain their form of shadow control. They cannot stop me from exposing their tactics tho. They cannot force me to work for them. When I was brainwashed and had amnesia, it was like being handcuffed by the police, I couldn't do anything. But now that I got my memories back, these pussies ain't shit. Most of them are stationed Santa Ana or Boyle Heights or Orange or Brea, but those are only the lookout points that they use to smuggle in their agents and undercovers that they use to infiltrate. They're nothing. I take them all on and all their bitchass undercovers and fake families that work for the military industrial complex. The same Complex that exploits everything it comes into contact with. Fuck their undercover surveillance, fuck the pharmaceutical drugs, fuck their hive mind chip, and fuck their torture and brainwashing. They can do all that but they still can't force me to work for them or live a lie. Fuck the plata o plomo system. Fuck the brainwashing hive mind system. Fuck being a slave. One way that I refuse to be a slave isn't just by murdering their rapists and slaveowners and such, but it's also by being able to speak for myself. Not being a slave to their lies. Being able to live honestly, and being able to say what I want. At any time, I can kill their cockroaches the same way I have done before, only now it's even easier because my words hold weight. They're known as liars and fakes, so the only way they can get things done is by force, or by manipulating, blackmailing and brainwashing someone like myself to say things for them. Their words hold no weight because they're known as liars. I can kill them myself like I have before and my words can kill their lies and destroy their illusions. They say they're not racist, but they're still slaveowners. I reject their slave-based system of exploitation, drugs and prostitution. Slaveowner Killa. Fuck these pussies.

Two Sides. One side has already been assimilated and brainwashed and pushes that agenda. The other side has not been assimilated or brainwashed, but it seems they want everyone else except for them to be assimilated and brainwashed. Either way, no good. I'ma just push truth, think for myself, and fuck their all lies, manipulation and money. I would rather die poor while trying to warn and prevent the brainwashing than to have money and have to keep my mouth shut while watching them brainwash everyone.

Twins. They allow their twins to be used as bait because they have so many that they can easily be replaced. A nobody can easily be replaced by another nobody that looks and sounds alike. This is what allows them to use the plata o plomo, blackmail, and bribe/threat/bribe/threat  strategies. It works on nobodies and it works on prostitute and it works on weapons because they can just grab another one that looks the same to replace them, but someone that has earned respect and is valued is much harder to replace even if they are devalued and dirt is thrown on them, because even if the nobody copycat version looks better or is in better condition, the nobody copycat version is not capable of accomplishing the same feats no matter how they look.

Shadow Manipulation and Indirect Forms of Distraction. When their pussyboy sideways talk doesn't get to me, and their fake love and their peer pressure don't get to me, and their bribes and threats don't get to me, they try any and everything they can to impede my progress and self-development. This include all the times I was trying to recover from the torture and brainwashing, as well as all their hive mind assimilated child agents were stalking and manipulating me when I was going to school, and way early on when they first broke apart my family and deported my only father. Their mission is to distract, mislead, and prevent me from achieving any level of success. Instead, they send their hive mind child soldiers to try and manipulate me into the trap. I didn't know this before because I was honest and trying to be respectful to anyone around me, but they were already watching me and building their psychological profile and trying to manipulate me secretly. Now that I know, they try to get in my way with anything I do. Ever since I was released from their secret torture and brainwashing program that is disguised as some special military or Secret Service program, they have kept me under surveillance and have trying to prevent me from recovering or getting my memories back. Even today, whatever room I'm staying at, they send their agents to try and harass me whether by using women and children as part of their sleep deprivation campaigns, their fake families as part of their domestic psychological destabilization warfare tactics, or even something as simple as putting chemicals or vapors in the air vents to cause allergies and possible other side effects that I may not have realized. Even when I am trying to meditate in silence, I am having to deal with their hive mind trying to distrupt my meditations, slow down my healing process, and prevent me from bettering myself in any way. Still, I do whatever I have to do to get it done. Back then, I dealt with them face to face. Nowadays, because their fake friends can no longer infiltrate my space, they rely on lying and playing dumb in order to make me mad and trap me in their fakeass acting. Whether it's whatever chemicals or smoke they blow into the vents, it might even just be meth or crack, or whether it's the hive mind distrupting my meditations, or whether it's their hive mind agents acting out a role while they play dumb and try to manipulate me, I have to find my own ways to deal with them. Because it's more lying and faking and playing dumb, instead of just straight up confronting them and giving them a chance to fake it and lie and call me crazy for no reason, I deal with it by being even more real and more honest on here. If I cannot deal with the face to face because they have a history of lying and playing dumb, I dont deal with them but I deal with their actions instead. I identify it and try to expose their cover, because that is the only thing that allows them to fake it. Since they are being organized by a surveillance system and military industrial complex, I go one level up and break the Complex down instead. Either way, whatever pussy tactics their agents use against me, I go against them without becoming one of them and without falling for their manipulative traps and lies. I'm being blackmailed by multiple sides anyways, so no matter which side I pick, all the other sides are going to turn against me. I'm already in this trap so I have nothing to lose by being real. I could just say fuck that and hit them back straight up, but the problem with that is the character assassination. It allows them to lie about why things really happened. They got an entire secret program where they blackmail and brainwash political rivals. If I fell for their character assassination, it would discredit my ability to take on their secret brainwashing program. If I do get locked up killed because of their blackmail and threats, at least this way, I still took as many shots at their bitchass system of exploitation and their secret brainwashing program as I could before they got me. So fuck them, fuck their weirdass bullshit they putting in the vents, fuck their bitchass hive mind distrupting my meditations and healing process, and fuck their system of exploitation. RIP Christopher Dorner & Aaron Swartz. I'm in it to the death.

Controlled vs Self-Control. Some humans need to be controlled because they have no sense. With me, it's the opposite. When they try to control me, it makes me worse. I have done more good and helped more humans out of the trap than these cheapass puppets that they throw my way. However, because they need the trap, the need to try and assimilate me or else they have to make me look bad in order to cover up their trap. It's like I'm saying they hid a net under the leaves, and they try to say that I'm lying and I'm crazy and i don't know what I'm talking about. It's because it's their trap. They want as many humans to fall for their trap as possible. They make the puppets and pet rats that they already trapped look good, dressing the snakes up in nice clothes, in order to make the trap look more appealing and desirable. It's still a trap. All these organizations and hive minds and businesses and gangs and cartels have already been assimilated and therefore, they work for the trap. I am trying to take apart the trap. I'm not one of their pet rats. I do not support their system of money, lies or exploitation. I'm not some ignorant, uneducated gangbanger. I see thru their lies and I work against them so they hate me and they have to work harder to cover up their lies as long as I'm around. They hate me for being real. I hate their trap for all the families they ruined, all the children they robbed of their innocence and childhoods, and all of the beautiful places that have exploited, destroyed and polluted. They hate me for being real because they're lying and faking it. It's not because I'm doing anything wrong. The system would love me if I was doing wrong since their system is based on exploitation. I'm a rapist killa, not a mindless obedient psychopath.

What Goes Around Comes Around. A soldier got captured during a war, and his captors cut his dick off. Years later, the same captors got captured, and their faces were covered with plastic wrap. The soldier said that the plastic muffled their voices, but the sounds they made sounded like pussy bitches.

The Reason. I was relaxing in paradise when my friends told me that the haters and the rats were coming for me. I said, " What? How did they find me?" She said, "I don't know, but they found you and they're on the way." I said, "Fuck that. I'm going over there." The point was to not let them destroy paradise. If they were going to follow me and forced me to fight, then we would fight over there where they were coming from. So I packed my bags and left. 

The Two Kings. Two kings were exchanging letters with each other back and forth. This was before the internet and before telephones and before vehicles, so they had messengers deliver the letters. The messengers had to run for days passed wild animals and bandits and all kinds of different shit. If the messengers protested or got mad, they would be whipped and thrown in the dungeons until they agreed to do it. One time, the messengers got mad and tired of running back and forth for these two lazy fatass kings that would do nothing but sit on their golden thrones all day throwing food away and barking orders like a boss. The messenger decided to change the message before delivering it. The king read the message, got mad, and sent a letter back. That king read that message, got mad, and sent another letter. This eventually led to a real war between the two kingdoms. Stupid, fatass lazy kings. Go do it yourself next time.

True Nature. I believe that as young children, that's when we are our truest selves. That is when we are what we are naturally, before the world tries to mold and shape us. As we get older, we have to adapt the world around us. This can be negative or positive depending on the environment that we have to grow up in. It throws extra things on top of our original, true nature which may or may not be good. However, as children, that is when we are our truest selves. So when children are already lying and stealing, talking shit and backstabbing from a young age, that is their true nature. Lying and stealing can sometimes just be a phase that one goes thru or it can be something that is part of their nature. An experimental nature can try out different things and express itself in many ways as well. It is not always easy to determine what is within one's heart, but when kids play with each other, they get a better and more personal understanding of each other's true nature. When one is bitter and hateful from a young age, that is probably their true nature, and they may get better at hiding it as they get older, but it doesn't change on the inside. If one is manipulative and fake from a young age, or if one is helpful and honest from a young age, that is probably who they will always be on the inside unless the world breaks them and completely changes them even on the inside.

The Worth of Words. The word of an educated, hard-working and intelligent person is worth more than the word of a lazy, uneducated drug addicted. The word of an educated and hard-working homeless person is worth more than the word of a clean and well-dressed lazy rich person that reads from a script and doesn't think for themselves.

"They're never going to let u live a normal life." I didn't understand what that meant when I was a child. Looking back with everything I now know, I understand what that means. It reminds me of Hollywood. All the attention is placed on the one in front of the camera, but there is an entire team working behind the cameras that usually never gets any credit, or blame. Fuck it. I'll deal with this now so that I can try to stop them from doing it to anyone else.

Talk. Talking to killas is a lot more respectful than talking to norms because at any moment, any of them can get mad at do what they do. In normal society, there is so much disrespect and sneak dissing and subliminals because they are comfortable and feel safe because they know that very little will happen to them. They are not under any pressure to carry themselves with a high level of respect because nothing bad will happen to them no matter what they say or how they say it. 

Heirarchy. A heirarchy is organized. It is not a bunch of stores and businesses all crammed together. There is no need to have a McDonald's next to a Jack in the Box next to a Burger King. That is highly unorganized and wasteful considering how much food each store throws away each day and how they are using mostly the same ingredients. If it was an organized heirarchy, that same supply of resources would be used more efficiently and there would be less waste and less food thrown out every day. 

Slaveowners and Zoo Keepers. "Never forget where u came from." That was one of the main pieces of advice some.of the original African freedom fighters were given before they allowed themselves to be captured and shipped to the US. This was so that no matter what happened to them when they were out here, they never forget what they were really doing and they never allowed themselves to become slaves even as they were captured. In terms of psychological warfare, it seems that one of their most important tactics is to make their target forget where they came from. I see this done mostly thru torture, brainwashing and drugs. They try to mess with your head so much that u don't know what's going on anymore. Another main tactic is for them to turn their targets against their own family. This is so that their target will have nothing left. If they turn on their own family, they are placed in a position where they have to accept help from anyone willing to help them. This makes the target easier to assimilate. Once they forget where they come from, or once they turn against their own family, they are much more susceptible to becoming a slave because they have nothing else. 

Racism. When in large and segregated groups, most issues are racial issues. When in groups of a random and somewhat evenly distribution of different races, issues tend to be personal issues between two individuals.

Mandela Effect. The Mandela Effect refers to the memory of populations and how we are so distracted from one event to the next and how the media can say one thing that everyone believes and accepts, and later on, the media can change their story and because everyone is so distracted and busy, nobody notices the change. It is named after Nelson Mandela due to the time when he was a political prisoner that was using passive resistance to fight against the system trying to control him. The word is that he was beaten to death in prison. This came out on the news, but there was an attempt to cover it up immediately. Later on, it was reported that Nelson Mandela was released from prison, which makes no sense considering the first report that he was beaten to death. The word is that they had gotten someone to pretend to be him, a body double/clone/lookalike, in order to prevent any type of political backlash. They paid him to play the role and apparently they still pay his family in order to keep it covered up. That is why it is called the Mandela Effect, but it refers to the mainstream media's ability to manipulate what the population under them believes, remembers, or forgets.

Agriculture & Deforestation (https://www.google.com/amp/s/news.mongabay.com/2012/09/agriculture-causes-80-of-tropical-deforestation/amp/). This refers to a cycle that many big agricultural industries perform, especially on poorer third world countries. One example refers to the octopus and the banana republic. Some of the families living in that region call it El Pulpo which refers to to drug cartels that work for the banana republic agricultural industries that come onto their lands, tax their businesses, and then kidnap their children and force those children to work for one of their cartels. Besides the bribery, blackmail, political assassinations, hiring of poor people to flood the streets with crime and violence, and these days, the secret Truman Show-styled surveillance-based manipulation as well as the druggings, torture and brainwashing, the big agriculture industry in particular prefers a strategy of using fake love to infiltrate a country with bribes and offering them food in order to gain favors with certain groups, usually poor people, before causing a massive population boom within those groups making the government more unstable. The government becomes unable to deal with the huge and rapid increase in their population of poor people and this allows the industry to make their politicians look bad and have them impeached by putting their own corporately-sponsored politicians into office. Even if their politicians resist these attempts, the industries next move is to unleash all those poor people on the land either by feeding them guns and drugs to feed the streets with, or sometimes as a two part combo with wood-logging industries by paying them under the table for any trees they cut down. These works to massively increase the amount of deforestation in a very short time by bribing country's poor population to cut down their own forests and jungles. If they cannot bribe the rich politicians in power, they will bribe the poor population to turn against and overwhelm them. Either way, they will do whatever dirty move they can to get inside and build their infrastructure. Once they have their infrastructure installed, surveillance included, it becomes very difficult to deal with because they will always use their cameras to pretend to be victims whenever their employees are stopped for exploiting the resources. The industry itself has the money to keep hiring more and more employees and they just lie, fake it, play dumb, and pretend to be the victims even tho they are the ones exploiting the region.

Bob Marley. I should do my best to always remember that guy in that mansion that was supposedly Bob Marley's enemy. He only got rich by being a backstabber and by kissing ass to the oil industry. There are a lot of fakeass lames all over the world that are rich today because they kissed ass to the industry, backstabbed and set someone up in their own culture that was a natural leader, and now they're comfortable and rich for selling out their own land to the industry for exploitation. I relate more to Bob Marley and Tupac Shakur than I do with the ass-kissing lames that work for thr industry. This is not only because of the music, but also because I prefer to do things myself and go on solo missions. There is a difference between a leader and a boss. A boss hides in the back and barks orders. A leader leads from the front and does things themselves. I should always remember what happened to Bob Marley because that same industry is retaliating against me for speaking out against them. I have to speak out against them because I was already tortured and brainwashed by them and I need to take them on without falling for the same trap. I am saying to remember this because I am always under targeted surveillance and I might forget due to the constant surveillance and manipulation, or I might forget if the water supply or even the drinks I order happens to get contaminated with one of those pharmaceutical drugs that affect the memory. I also have to remember how the industry used some nobody that already did not like Bob Marley to set him up and then made that nobody rich. I have to remember this because there are some lameass hoods out here that are known for kissing ass to whoever offers them the biggest check, and then backstabbing them and kissing ass to a new slaveowners if a new and richer slaveowner happens to come their way. I always been the type to do shit myself. These industries will hire some ass-kissers or some stupid person to do shit for them, and I can take them, but then they just hire another one and try to pretend to be victims to everyone else.  It's hard to explain the full story of what is really going on behind the cameras.

Reality TV Tactics in Real Life. On reality TV shows, there are the actors or contestants that the cameras point at, and then there is a production team, a director, and a financer that are all invested in getting ratings. Sometimes they do shit to cause the actors or contestants to react and respond in order to get more ratings. They might manipulate one side into starting a fight for no reason, they might try to manipulate different couples and relationships, or they might try add in new characters to add conflict. They will do anything for money. This is on Reality TV shows such as Real World, Jersey Shore, The Bachelor, etc. Being in a society or in an area controlled by an industry that runs surveillance-based domestic psychological warfare tactics is the same. The community becomes a Truman Show-like bubble where the population is always being watched and secretly manipulated. It is similar to how the Reality TV shows manipulate the contestants and actors to get more ratings. This allows them to manipulate someone's entire life starting from birth, making secret decisions behind their cameras on what their target is allowed to go thru, how they're allowed to think, and what they're allowed to feel. Honest, hard-work means less when they can secretly control whether you're even allowed to keep your job, when they can send fake customers to get u fired, or when they can hire local gangs to steal your work. In situations like this, it doesn't matter how talented, skilled or hard-working u really are. The only thing that matters is if u kiss their ass, accept their lies, and assimilate into their fakeass system that is built on exploitation. I do not accept. I reject their lies. They're mad at me for being real. I'm mad at them for trying to force me to live a lie. They're mad at me for being real. Who's wrong?

Conflict Diamonds, Blood Diamonds & the Banana Republic. (https://www.aeaweb.org/articles?id=10.1257/aer.20201540) This refers to how the US, whether it is corrupt politicians, first world businesses and corporations, or corrupt officers in the military use gangs, poverty and impoverished human beings to spread out into other locations in the form of gangs and drug cartels. One thing to note in particular is the thing about El Salvador. They had been deported and sent back to their country if origin where they took all their prison experience and were able to takeover the country. What it does not mention is how the prison industrial complex had institutionalized them or sent them back with neuro-implants that had compromised any location that the deportees went to. A lot of the gangs and drug cartels out here are actually part of the military industrial complex and work for the industry, but they pretend to be gangsta and they pretend to be tough even tho they keep their mouth shut for that plata o plomo hush money. They not that hard. They get scared into silence and they get scared into taking bribes and selling their own out for money. The industry is powerful and they have offices, politicians and gangs all over the world in many different races and religions. It can be confusing because it is not obvious who the gangs and politicians are really working for leaving a wide opening for false flag operations and misdirection. I probably wouldn't know about it either if I didn't fight them personally and speak to them face to face. There is a lot of money being thrown around to cover up the truth, and those that speak the truth are either assassinated and covered up like Bob Marley and Tupac Shakur, or they are brainwashed, suppressed, and have their character's assassinated like myself. They're not mad at me for exploiting anyone or for lying and faking it. They're mad at me because I'm intelligent and I'm honest and I refuse to bow down to their exploitation. Most of their drug cartels only hold themselves together by using the plata o plomo threat. Their rats do anything for cheese.

Unsustainable Society's. An unsustainable society, whether it is because they are extremely wealthy or because they have an extremely high population of poor human beings they cannot take care of... An unsustainable society has no choice but to exploit the resources of another area in order to maintain their own society. When all those resources are used up and gone, they will have to move to another region and exploit the resources in that area as well, often leaving behind a trail of pollution, poverty, and damaged landscapes behind them. The society may look one way from the outside, but that is only because of everything they have exploited from different areas, which allows them to maintain a level of comfort and luxury that does not represent all of the exploitation that it is built on. The system is built on money, and there are no checks and balances when it comes to a businesses need for more and more materials in order to produce more goods so they can sell more products. There are no checks and balances when it comes to the environmental destruction and ecocide that these corporations, businesses, and militaries are responsible. They do not share in the downsides of their way of life because they move all their factories and refineries somewhere far away, so all they see is the money that is generated from it.

Mutual Respect. A liar cannot expect anything from me, because no matter how honest I am with them, the only thing they will do is take advantage of my honesty so they can lie to me again. All they do is lie, fake it and play dumb. They have no right to expect anything from me. They can send as many undercover agents as they want. I'ma be real until they kill me. Fuck their brainwashing, fuck their mass surveillance, and fuck their technology. Shout-out to their pussyass undercover agents they sent to lie, fake it and play dumb upstairs in the room above me. I'm not one of their pet rats. My words are not weapons. Nobody is sending me or paying me like the pussyass undercover agents upstairs. I'm just being real because that's what I am. I'm real for free. they get paid to lie, fake it and play dumb. Shout-out to the pussyass undercover agents that's getting paid to lie and fake it upstairs. They started their undercover harassment campaign already. Probably being paid by the complex, the cartels or possibly the hive mind. So fuck them, fuck their surveillance-based psychological manipulation tactics, and fuck their secret brainwashing program. Fuck trump, fuck p, fuck ocho, fuck trese, fuck big oil, fuck the industrial complex and fuck them for their targeted undercover harassment operation that these pussies are running on me right now. I say fuck them on here because they just gonna lie, fake it and play dumb if I confront them directly, so fuck them for the last time and fuck them for the next time since they gona fake it again right after I'm done typing this. Pussyass undercover spies. Fuck these lameass and fuck the complex that sent them. Their words are weapons. I speak from the heart. 

Sleep Deprivation Conditioning. It's harder to sleep because their undercover agents have been running their psychological manipulation campaign all day. It makes me feel like a Jew in a Nazi Holocaust Camp. As soon as I fall asleep, the Nazi's are going to run their undercover psychological manipulation campaign again. Either way, I have to be here in order to uncover their secret programs so I can expose it to the rest of the world. I don't give a fuck what they put me thru as long as I can expose it so that no one else falls for their lies and fake love. As soon as I started typing this, someone came out into the hallway and started talking loudly. Might be another one of their undercover hive mind agents. The timing is too coincidental. I doubt that any of them were tortured and brainwashed the way I was. They probably gave up and started taking the plata o plomo hush money a long time ago. Now the undercover agents are knocking again. All part of their mass surveillance-based psychological manipulation campaign. Most of them give up before getting tortured and brainwashed. After they, the military industrial complex uses a rotation of different gangs, cartels, races and religions in order to stalk their targets and harass them until they give up and become assimilated into their hive mind. They use neurological implants and they build a lifelong database on everybody out here using their mass surveillance cameras. They also use pharmaceutical drugs in order to affect one's chemical balance in order to manipulate your actions and behaviors. Besides that, they also have sonic-based weapons that make no noise but can affect your heart rate, breathing, and clarity of thought. They use gang members and prostitutes as undercover agents to run their campaigns because they are easy to bribe and manipulate and because they don't look like agents. They also use women and children, often either blackmailed, implanted with their neuro-implants, or just being bribed. Most of them have been assimilated by the prison military industrial complex, and are working for exploitation industries such as oil, mining, and agriculture. That is why they have a global surveillance network. They have offices, refineries, plants and farms in countries all over the world which makes it easier for them to install their puppet politicians. They also prefer to use their gangs and cartels as somewhat of a throwaway slave race that they can experiment on and use as throwaways because if any of their slaves refuse, they can just make up a reason to have them arrested. Besides that, it's just them running undercover manipulation campaigns in order to try and intimidate me into either working for them or into silence. Nothing I can't handle. I still refuse to work for them and I refuse to accept their money despite the constant stalking, surveillance, and blackmail. I gave my life up for this. It doesn't matter what they do or what they put me thru. Once again, I am being conditioned to adapt to their constant undercover sleep deprivation tactics because of their targeted surveillance and undercover psychological warfare tactics. Once again, most of it is not actually because of the government or military itself, but because of the bribes that they are taking from different industries such as oil, mining, and agriculture which already have their puppet politicians and puppet officers in office. It is also to cover up their mass surveillance-based child exploitation ring where they manipulate young children almost from birth, deciding which ones they will target, stalk and harass so that they later on become their prostitutes and gangstas and which ones will be allowed to get a good education. This is often based on who fights back when being pressed and who doesnt. Those that do fight back are forced into gangs where they can strip them of their rights, and those that do not fight back will be allowed to finish their education. This ensures compliance since those that are educated will often be more easily manipulated and controlled or stay silent, and those that do fight back can be labeled as criminals and sent to prison so that there will be no one that is both intelligent and fights back, allowing those in power to remain in power no matter how corrupt or lazy they become. It is similar to the drug cartels except the drug cartels split it up by making those that fight back uneducated, while those that are educated are homosexual. Overall, it's the same system of exploitation and manipulation that they try to hide, play dumb, and cover up. All the gangs, cartels, corporations, businesses, organizations, media, etc are all part of the same military industrial complex whether it's 83 or the crips and bloods. I will report later on if these liars, sellouts and rapists throw anything new at me. They can send whoever they want to send. I was born here. I am the only one that refuses to live a lie. I have done more and contributed more than any of these ass-kissing, military industrial complex actors and pet rats. I got kids off the streets and turned them into leaders. These undercover agents put kids into the streets and turns them into prostitutes. That's why they hate me. I put a stop to their exploitation while they lie about how they get money and pretend to be fair. They lie about everything from pizzagate, to the mass surveillance, to the secret brainwashing program. They have a long history of exploitation and lying. Now that they have these neuro-implant weapons, they're trying to keep it covered up so they can secretly implant everyone with it and turn us all into their mental slaves.

The So-Called First World. First of all, everyone knows this is not the first world. That is just some bullshit name that these egocentric and selfish human beings made up to make them sound high and mighty. Second, they are a danger to themselves and to the entire world that they live in. Much of these societies are run by liars, pigs, thieves, and rapists. Much of their money and luxuries come from exploiting communities and regions much poorer and less advanced than they are. Many of their technologies come from outside sources such as Nikola Tesla, but because of the extreme wealth they have amassed thru the exploitation of poorer and less advanced areas, they have been able to take those same technologies and mass produce them. These societies have no self-control. Their streets are full of homeless people, drugs, and gangs despite all of the undercover agents and cameras that are in everybody's business. They are constantly stabbing each other in the back and using fake love to gain the trust of those that they plan to take advantage of. Once they take everything u have, it's like they kick u into a ditch and if anybody asks, they say that you're crazy and you're a bad person while they walk around with all the money they made off of u. They are always sticking their nose in everybody's personal space because that is the only way they can learn how to take advantage of and manipulate u. The science and technology is extremely advanced, but most of the time, it is being abused only by those that want more money and more power for themselves, not so they can do anything good with it, but so they can be lazy and weaponize the technology to force others to work for them instead. This is a culture of exploitation. Everything from the businesses, the debt-trap contracts, the prostitution, the prison industrial complex, the gangs and drug cartels, the politicians, the media and Hollywood.... All of it is built on exploitation, lies and money. It looks nice from the outside, on television and such. The ones that live here can be nice sometimes, but the system itself is built on money, lies and exploitation. It is a culture of lying. Lying has been normalized. Everything from the commercials and advertisement to the mainstream media news to people pretending to be someone they're not on the street, it is a culture where lying is normal. They are very dangerous to themselves and to the world around them because of how they have no self-control when it comes to money, how they are always spying on everyone and everything, and how they have a long history of slavery, lying, being manipulative, and doing anything and everything for money. Even religion has been diluted to the point where the military industrial complex uses it at a propaganda machine and even drug cartels use it as a cover. They have enormously destructive weapons that they use to bully their way, and if they don't want to use that, they often use bribes and fake love to manipulate what they want from u. They love to lie and play dumb out here. False flags, blackmail and manipulation are very common tactics. Psychological Warfare is a form of manipulation they have invented to fight against your brain and mind rather than against your body. They used to keep human beings in cages with chains around them. Now they only do that in prison. On the street, they use neura-implants that they use to try to control and manipulate your thoughts. They have also developed their form of torture. They call it brainwashing. There is another long-term version of torture that they use that involves mass surveillance and undercover spies. They constantly stalk and harass the target they wish to enslave until that target gives up and allows themselves to be assimilated into their hive. It is a strange place to be. There is very little respect. Most interactions involve those that have been spying on u for a while and therefore already know a lot about u, but they pretend they don't and try to pose as normal. They often show fake smiles and fake love because it is dangerous to be honest out here. Honesty is taken as a weakness and they will use and manipulate u for it rather than respect u for it. These are just a few of the things going on in the so-called first world, from an unbiased perspective of somebody who was born and grew up out here. Therefore, I have a very personal understanding of how everything works, even tho there is a constant attempt to leave one stupid and ignorant of the truth. Most of the community's here function within a sort of bubble where they are disconnected from the rest of the world and only know about it thru second and third party sources, which are often unreliable because of whoever is paying them. The media creates a narrative about what is going on in the world and the masses believe whatever story they are fed. Sometimes, this can even lead to wars because the media will report on an issue in a way that causes movements within the population even if the information itself is false and biased. There is always some group watching u. There is always many many groups trying to use u and make money off of u. I myself have made myself a target for them, so they are always trying to lie to me and use me for whatever secret agenda they have. There is always some lie that they're trying to cover up for money. There is always some gang or cartel stalking your children and wanting to exploit them. There is always some group that is selling out and lying for money. Most of these so-called first world societies are all the same, just with different languages. 

The Peaceful Ones. There was a peaceful small village that would mind their business, take care of their own(no homelessness, no drug addicts, no crazy violent uncontrollable humans), and only wanted to take care of their families and be left alone. There was a giant business that was trying to construct their infrastructure so they could get paid. One of the peaceful tried to stop them, but they took him and raped him. The village wanted to know what happened. He said they raped him, so the village tried to prepare themselves against those types of attacks, so they could better protect themselves against these giant corporations with numerous employees that fight by raping their opponents. It was not a good thing. They only wanted to take care of their families, mind their business, and be left alone. The ones that wouldn't mind their own business were spreading every and building everywhere claiming that they had the right because they were paid. The Peaceful Ones had been living there for over 2000 years, but because they did not have money, they were not being respected.

New Way of Life. This new technology involving computers, cameras, and modern sciences are very powerful and once must adapt to it because the selfish greedy fat rats are already taking advantage of it to infiltrate and exploit everything and anything they can. The computers are useful for organizing large amounts of data as well as for many different softwares, programs, apps, etc that are specifically designed to handle a wide range of tasks such as simple things like a calculator and a clock to more complicated things such as managing accounts, scheduling, learning new languages, designing different types of infrastructure in the computer and testing them against different types of weather conditions before trying to build it in the real world. The cameras are incredibly powerful, and there are also other similar technologies such as microphones, radars, lasers, etc. These can function as eyes and ears and long distance communication purposes. The modern sciences are especially important in terms of medical science, biological, neurology, etc. These can be life-saving in the right hands, however, because the entire system is based on money, it usually ends up in the hands of those that are willing to do anything for money, and they use it to get more money, exploit more land, and take advantage of more peaceful human beings. There is a new way of life that is based around greed, selfishness, and lying that is taking advantage of these new technologies which is why it is becoming more and more important to learn how to use these technologies in order to defend one's self. Often time, there are GPS-trackers in many of these devices which reveal the location of whoever is using the device wherever they are anywhere on this planet. There are also video game consoles which are very entertaining and mental stimulating, but they can also track the location of the person that uses it, as well as collect data on the user's playing style which the greedy and selfish ones uses for psychological warfare, meaning that the personal data is collected in order to figure out how the user thinks in order to reveal their weaknesses and habits. Also, the selfish and greedy ones often try to bribe u with gifts and gold, will pretend to love u, or will try to bully u with force to get what they want out of u. Once they get what they want, there is a phrase they use out here that says "chew u up and spit u out." Like food, they chew u up to get all the good flavor out of u and then they spit u out on the ground and forget about u. These are all common behaviors within this society. They are always spying on each other and trying to stab each other in the back for money and power. It's not to say that there is no good, because there is, but most of these societies are run by money, greed, selfishness, lies and exploitation. They will call u their brother and then sell u into slavery like the story of Joseph from the Bible. They are very manipulative liars that will even use and exploit young children and women as a part of their manipulative lying actions. These are the things that one has to expect and be prepared for when dealing with these first world societies.

Local Haters. After last night with all their undercover sleep deprivation, and I'm just being real the whole time and keeping active records and logs, today I was getting a lot more undercover hate from the bike path to the fst prostitute on the bike to Starbucks. Even the weed shop ripped me off with this skimpy joint. It's all good tho. They hate me cause I'm real and I'm fucking with their money. Like Tupac said, if u right then die for it. They the ones hating and faking and exploiting. I'm the one being real and showing love and trying to stop the exploitation.

Culture of Lies. Everything from the stalking to the mass surveillance to the psychological manipulation to the street actors to the hive mind to the gangs and cartels to the fake smiles, fake love, and fake friends to the shadow manipulation to the exploitation to everything else, there is a large culture that is mostly based on lying and faking it out here. That's why I just stay to myself where I do not have to play along with the lies and games of the community around me. If everyone else is lying and faking it, then I dont need them. I'll be real all by myself, and I'll die being real. I will die being real even if that means so have to live without any of them influencing my life. It's one thing to be manipulated from outside forces. It's worse if I let them in as friends where they can influence me from within. The more I have been able to cut out the fake friends and expose them for the haters they've really always been, the less mixed up and confused I have been. That's why I don't fuck with the Complex or the cartels no more. They send their agents as fake friends to try and influence me negatively and when I thought it was real, I would treat them like equals and give them all a fair chance. Once I realized that they're just lying manipulators, it allowed me to free myself from being taken advantage of by them and their lying nature. Even tho they still lie and fake it today, I'm not their friend and the water cannot get into the boat like it could when I treated them with respect as my friends. That's why I maintain a steady and consistent attempt to be as honest as possible no matter what I do. I believe in face to face conversations because I have don't have to lie and fake it. I try to not mind anyone's business because that is a sign of respect. I prefer to stay away from liars and fakes because I don't want to be like them. There are so many liars out there already. The world would be a much better place if there wasn't. If more humans could just be straight up and direct and face to face, a lot more problems would be solved. They try to become better and better liars and fakes. I'm trying to become more and more real.

Chemical and Pharmacuetical Warfare. They definitely have a history of behavior of using these types of weapons even tho they are considered war crimes. Whether it is by spraying certain things in the air that cause allergies, to the Nazi's using chemical weapons in WW2, to Agent Orange, to their undercover agents releasing vapors in a movie theater, to their photographers releasing vapors during photoshoots to manipulate the models they're taking pictures of, there is such a large and widespread use of weaponized chemicals and pharmaceuticals happening right under our noses. I assume they prefer to use these types of weapons because they're invisible. I wonder what solutions or defences can be made against these types of weapons. It's hard to defend one's self when the air itself is being poisoned. These nerds and the lameass gangsta rats that kiss their ass for weapons and technology have come up with some very pussy-like ways of doing things. 

Cycle of Exploitation. One does not solve problems by lying and faking it. The world has more than just problems now. The world has cycles of problems that continue to repeat and perpetuate themselves over time. Everything I have done has beem for the purpose of trying to solve these problems. It's not to take advantage of anyone or to exploit anybody. I am not one of the slaveowners, the rat cartels, the rapists, or the brainwashers. I started off by trying to have a good time and ensure that whoever was with me also felt comfortable, had fun and was safe. This led to the gang shit because those groups were the ones making things unsafe. But then it led to a trap where I couldn't be real anymore because of the way this system works. When I couldn't be real, all I could do is beef it and get more money. Even when I am doing things for the right reasons such as protecting women and children from being raped or exploited, or protecting the environment from being raped or exploited, I would still get hate like I was the bad guy, because even the rapists has family. Their family just doesn't care about anyone except for themselves. They don't care about their own children which is why they exploit them, prostitute them, or turn them into rapists. They don't care about anyone else around them which is why the let their children turn into rapists. They don't care about the victims that have to suffer because of their children, or the land that is being exploited, ruined and poisoned because of their children. They dont care about how their greed, selfishness and ignorance is perpetuating the same cycle of exploitation and ignorance even if all they're doing is making money and they're not hurting anyone with their own hands. I care about these things. I think for myself. I'm not selling out and kissing ass to whoever pays me the most. I'm not talking shit and backstabbing anyone just because I'm done with them, they're broke now because I took everything from them already, and I cannot use them or take advantage of them anymore.... I'm being real, true and authentic. I came back from being tortured and brainwashed on my own. Nobody ever came out to try and wake me up and remind me but everybody wants to exploit me and get rich off of me. It's all good. I have a lot of good to offer and I'm not a hater, but I want to point out that I have to recover from the torture and braiwashing and amnesia by myself, so dont expect anything because I went thru the hardest parts of this by myself. Different sides are still trying to blackmail me into working for them by threatening me and anyone around me. Fuck them slaveowners, rat cartels, rapists, and brainwashers. I have had to do a lot of things and learn a lot of things to be able to recover from the torture and brainwashing. Part of my face was paralyzed. I couldn't close my mouth all the way and would drool because of it. Part of my entire body was paralyzed all the way down to my leg which affect my breathing, bringing and my walking. I've had to learn how to heal on my own. I don't like being blackmailed, brainwashed or exploited but at least if it happens to me, I can fight back and try to break the cycle. If it happens to them, they just keep their mouth shut about what happened to them, kiss their slaveowners ass, and continue to perpetuate the same cycle of exploitation while hoping that they can be the new slaveowners eventually if they kiss enough ass and backstab enough humans. I'm trying to break the cycle. I come from the slaveowners killas side. One of the things I do is watch porn. This helps me shake off the paralysis in a way. I try not to do it too much but it does help with my healing process because there's no other way to activate those muscles, even if I run and exercise and all that. I prefer to watch the type of porn I watch, which can be considered hypocrisy from the outside considering all the other things I speak on, so that's why I bring this up. I prefer to deal with everything direct but these invisible puppetmasters and stalkers will never give me a chance to defend myself even tho they say a lot of bullshit behind my back or to the side, so at least I can address it directly in here. I watch this shit to help me with my healing process. The main thing is that I'm not exploiting or taking advantage of anyone. When I look at guys much older than me, or guys in wheelchairs and such, I'm not mad at them because I get it to some extent. There's an extent where things get taken too far. This is the cycle of exploitation that I speak of. It seems like some children are just destined to be taken advantage of from the time that they're born, either because of the location that they're born in or because of the parents and families that they come from. Their lives are secretly manipulated in order to guide them in one specific direction or another, often against their own best interests. So while some lazy human beings are pretending to do busy work for a job that is paying them hourly to bullshit, lie and fake it, some of us have to go thru hell just because of some invisible puppetmasters and because of some shit that happened in the past that we weren't involved in. This is why I mention the mass surveillance networks, the industrial complex, the secret race war and gene consolidation, the rat cartels slave race, the break up of strong families in order to turn their children into gangbangers and prostitutes, strip them of their rights and then breed them like cows and cattle, the secret bioweapons and chemical weapons that they use on us to make us more angry, make us more depressed, give us birth defects, give us physical handicaps, or give us autism, etc, the surveillance-based targeted psychological warfare in order to try and condition us with a backwards rewards system such as being fake is cool and being real is wrong or being smart and compassionate is lame but being ignorant and selfish is cool, or the surveillance-based targeted psychological warfare of sleep deprivation, secretly drugging/spiking someone's drink or food with chemicals and pharmaceuticals or just having their cartel's nasty rats spit in someone's food, to the industry exploitation not just of children and families, but as well as the exploitation of areas that have oil, trees, forests, jungles, gold, other ores such as iron or whatever, and how these industries leave a trail of destruction in the form of damaged and ruined landscapes, factories, refineries, plants, poisoned lakes and poisoned rivers, melted ice caps, etc. The industry likes to hold the planet hostage to anyone that tries to fight them the same way cartels hold prison inmates hostage to families who have loved ones in prison. Do what they say or they'll make sure something bad will happen. Me personally, I say fuck them and I would kill them myself if they weren't pussies about it. I say fuck them in the open while they hide and send puppets to deal with me. I still say fuck them wherever them pussies is hiding and that's after being tortured and brainwashed. I would still kill them myself if I could find them slaveowners, rapists and brainwashers but if I can't find them, at least I can still say fuck them in the open and try to make them come outside and come after me. But yeah, that whole do what they tell u to or they'll make sure something bad happens to u, fuck them pussies. I don't negotiate with terrorists. I'm not threatening anyone so I can get more rich and I can exploit anything. I'm a protector, not an exploiter. I'm a rapist killa, not a rapist. I'm a slaveowner killa, not a slaveowner. I'm a real one, not a lying greedy fake. I'm a brainwasher killa, not a brainwasher. I'm a soldier, not a mercenary. A mercenary will take any job for money. A soldier has morals, values and principles that they stand on and they risk their life to the death for those MVP's. A soldier thinks for themselves, is informed on the issues, and takes their own risks. Some tool, puppet, pawn, drone, or slave that is just doing whatever they're told to do without asking any questions is not a soldier. Fuck a blind allegiance. That's why I say fuck the military industrial complex. They will use u, lie to u, have u risk your life for their bullshit, and then blackmail u for it or try to set u up as a fall guy/scapegoat to cover up the fact that they were using u for some corrupt bullshit that they lied to u about. I am not one of their soldiers, because their soldiers are pawns, puppets and tools. I'm a human being. I think for myself. They rather try to torture me and turn me into a mindless drone or try to blackmail me and turn me into a rich slave. Back to the cycle of exploitation that starts when we children. Some of these drug cartels have been injecting babies and children with their secret bitchass drugs to give us handicaps and disabilities or with chips that let them manipulate us secretly, steal our intellectual property, or just track us so they can set us up. Fuck their bitchass slaveowner rat cartels. I am not one of their rats. Back to the cycle of exploitation, and why I brought up the porn issue, is because some kids are targeted from youth. I was targeted from youth myself. They were always watching me and trying to secretly manipulate me one way or another. I'm not saying this public school system is that good, but I easily could have done plenty of other things to become successful. I still take it as a blessing because it allows me to deal with the issue whereas another person might have just given into the threats, punishment and blackmail by now and let themselves become assimilated by the hive. I think for myself. The main issue is when they say that we're good for nothing. We're just ignorant or lazy and shit when they're the ones lying about the mass surveillance and lying about secretly manipulating us from the shadows. They say we lazy or ignorant and all this negative bullshit when they're using us as a slave race. They're the ones that are lazy and ignorant because they're the ones trying to use us as a slave race, and they're the ones whose greed for money puts the entire planet in danger. They're selfish as fuck too because they don't care about how much worse it will be 30 years later as long as they get rich right now. They got all these lookalikes and twins that they plata o plomo because they do not respect human life, nature or the truth. The only thing they respect is money and power, so much so that they will threaten to destroy everything if they don't get their way. This is a long one but it's because it's such a complex and difficult issue to solve and there are many layers and facets and dimensions to it that I probably won't be able to explain it simply. They make it as complicated as possible so that they cannot be solved, because they feed off of all the worlds problems and all the world's suffering. One thing I know is that is won't be solved by lying, playing dumb and faking it. So I try to deal with it head-on, as direct as possible, because I have to find a solution and not just for myself, but for everyone I share this planet with. Stream of consciousness. I speak from the heart. Back to the cycle of exploitation. It doesn't really matter if it's young boys that have no opportunities in their communities so they have to sell drugs or rob to survive, or young girls under the same pressure so they have to sell themselves to survive because either or is still the same problem. The threat today is that this isn't happening in only low-income areas anymore. Because of this mass surveillance, psychological profiling, data collection, undercover networks of blackmailed slaves, and especially because of the hive mind, opportunities can be taken away from specific targets while on the surface, it looks like everyone has a fair chance. They can make things look the way they want even if that's not really how things are in reality. Cameramen, actors, producers, directors, screenwriters, etc. The Hollywood cartels are masters of the image. They can make a thing look real from the outside even if it is completely fake and hollow on the inside. They can make something that is real on the inside look fake and worthless on the outside. They are the professional of lying, faking it and playing dumb. I am trying to deal with real issues and real problems. Going around to different places has given me a first-person perspective on the things that occur outside this Hollywood bubble. They say that I'm just a criminal out here, but in reality, they target and harass me because they want to cover up their own criminal activity outside this bubble. They know that I know and they know what I believe in and they know where their money really comes from. The exploitation of third world countries. They target me with different rat gangs and rat cartels because the only way they can protect their dirty stolen money is by bribing the same colored people with the same money they stole from those same colored people in different countries. Those rats keep their mouth shut because their slaveowners give them extra cheese for being fakeass sellouts and for backstabbing their own color. I'm trying to break the cycle of exploitation. I cannot solve these problems by lying or faking it. Those rats get rewarded for lying and faking it while I get punished for being real and for my honesty. That's that backwards rewards system based on the Pavlov response experiments being used to condition us using mass surveillance and undercover rat cartels again. They train us wrong on purpose so that we become stupid and dependant on them for everything, and they punish anyone that is real because that breaks thru their cycle of exploitation. Enough for now, those are my thoughts. Fuck the system. Rapist Killa. Slaveowner Killa. Brainwasher Killa. That's what the fuck I am. Fuck their money.

Corporate Military Industrial Complex. It's very difficult to stop the industry from exploiting and destroying the land when the same industries I fight against can hire anyone around me, and when they can hire me as well thru indirect middlemen without me knowing about it. That makes it so that even if I manage to win some battles here and there, they can always set me up either by hiring those around me, whether friends or foes, or by using another middleman source to hire me and send me into a trap. In order to come up with a solution, one must first be able to identify the problem. These problems are hard to identify because they spend a lot of money and assassinate a lot of us to cover it up. I have already done the hardest part by uncovering what they cover up. They even tried to brainwash me, wipe my memories, and blackmail me over it but I still came back. Now that I have recovered some of my memories and have put the pieces together, I am trying to come up with a positive and workable solution that does not involve further exploitation and one that can end their bullshit cycle of lies and money and exploitation. This involves taking on the bullshit ass mass surveillance hive mind network as well as the global military industrial complex. Fuck the hive and fuck their brainwashing. The pussies are slaves. Last time, I was stupid enough to allow them into my life as friends when they were really just being fake friends. This time, I'm not letting their fake love or their fake hate brainwash me into falling for the trap where I have no choice but to work for them. I rather just think for myself and be able to do whatever I want. They have to do what they're told. Fuck the slaveowners, fuck the rapists and fuck the brainwashers. They don't own me. I'm not their weapon. I'm not looking for protection. I'm calling them pussies out whoever they are and whatever they hiding behind. Fuck the Complex. Fuck the hive mind. Fuck them and fuck their money.

Slave Race Breeding. The process of eliminating the positive genes with a slave race so that nothing is left but the worst of their kind. This makes the slave race more ignorant and more violent over time so that they no longer look like slaves, but like violent savages and violent barbarians because all of the positive qualities have been eliminated and only the most negative qualities have been allowed to breed and reproduce. Over time, it makes it more and more impossible to help because even if anyone helps them, because only the most negative qualities have been preserved, they will still turn on and backstab anyone that tries to help them.

Targeted Surveillance. They know everything about me and I don't know anything about them personally because they send what seems like an endless amount of puppets in their place. It seems like the best way to deal with that is by letting them know less about me, so they have nothing to work with. To hide myself and hide who I am and hide. That runs counterproductive to my intentions of being real and being myself. So I have to hide who I am so that they cannot target me as easily while sacrifice my ability to be real and to be myself. On the other hand, I can just be myself even more and be more real and let them know ever more about myself. That puts me in more danger and makes me an easier target, but I sacrifice security and protection for the ability to just be myself, which is what I really want. It's difficult to take them on in this way because I don't know who they are and they know everything about me, and also because they lie, fake it and play dumb so if I confront them directly, they're only going to lie, fake it, play dumb and make it look like I'm confronting them for no reason. That forces me to give up my position and either I get locked up or I have to go on the run. So I deal with it this way now, since it allows me to still be myself without giving up my position and without having to hide. This allows me to further challenge the systems and industries that organizes them and change those same systems and organizations, which I cannot do if I'm in prison or if I'm always destabilized. This is the better choice for me. I don't have to be a nobody, because if i die as a nobody, they can say whatever they want about why things happened. In this way, they can send these pussyass undercovers to stalk me and fake it, but I can keep taking shots at the industries and the systems that is sending them. Also, thinking about the Tupac effect, it is better to die as a somebody that had done everything possible to fight against them and there systems than to die as a nobody, a lookalike, or as a copycat.

Lack of Essentials. This shit is so hard to do without any direct contact. For the most part, I'm just trying to remember what was important to me before I got my memories wiped, and that's incredibly difficult considering how confusing the brainwashing was and how much time has already passed. Without any direct face to face communication, it's difficult to confirm or verify anything. I know I am in a bubble when I am always under surveillance and anyone can be an undercover, and I have no way of verifying or confirming where they come from or who they work for. There is a lack of truth, a lack of honesty, a surplus of greed and lies, and a lack of trust. Without that, I feel like slowly drowning while trying to remember and deliver as much truth as possible until I run out. Everything else just seems untrustworthy and I dont have a way of knowing what's real and what's fake, but I do know I am always under surveillance. The things that I can remember are real from before I lost my memories are what's keeping me afloat. Other than that, I'm just always under surveillance and there are always different sides whispering shit and trying to pull me this way and that way indirectly, but nobody coming up face to face to clear things up.

2-Parties. Two equal parties does seem stupid for the most part because they are only switching off and undoing what the other party has done, leading to very little or very slow progress. The only thing that they agree on is the things that get them paid the most, which only works in the favor of those at the top and those that kiss their ass. Anything else, especially if it is good and free, will usually fall victim to the two sides constant bickering and fighting and be taken away. This creates the same problem that this country was originally trying to negate, which is a separation between the public and those in power. One of the main pitches of this country is that someone could make it from the bottom to the top thru hard work if they are the best at their job. I wonder if that is realistic tho. Even for the more advanced trades and careers, what separates the work of one professional from the work of another equally trained professional? Money is supposed to be the determining factor because the one that has the best product of service is the one that is supposed to gain the most customers, but then it leads into issues with marketing, distribution, customer base, etc. It would nice to imagine a system where one can make it thru honest, hard work, but I'm not sure if that is realistic. The business world is a very cut-throat environment where honest, hard work may not always be appreciated as much as backstabbing and lying if backstabbing and lying makes more money than honest, hard work. That's another topic, somewhat. Whether the system prefers a 2-party system, a 3-party system, a multiple party system or a one party system, all of it is still structured around capitalism.

Fake Religious Leaders. Fake religious leaders are the worst because they take something positive and use it as a part of their agenda which often times has to do more with earning profits or with propaganda and conditioning rather than trying to help and heal people. It falls in line with the fake love agenda, where they pretend to have love in order to gain ones trust just to take advantage of whoever trusts them. Everything from these new ones on the 700 Club to the pastors in Ghana that are shaving women's private parts, the whole point is to pretend to be religious in order to gain the trust of those that are seeking spiritual guidance, just so they can take advantage of whoever trusts them and at the same time, making the religion look bad as well. Fake friends, fake love, fake religious leaders. It all comes from the same school and the same family of being fake. Everything they do is about being more and more fake and being better and better liars. Everything they touch, they corrupt. Everywhere they go, they exploit and make it worse. I have respect for and have learned something positive from all religions as long as the leaders were real, sincere, and authentic. I started with Christianity, but I have learned positive things from Muslims, Buddhists, Hinduism, etc. I can't think of everything at the moment. I don't really get the difference between Catholics and Christians. They seem to be the same to me, like crips and bloods. Fake religious leaders disgust me. It is an abuse of trust and an abuse of love. Fake love will make one hate love, and fake religious leaders will make one hate religion. It's the same way fake friends will make one distrustful of having friends. I find anything fake to be toxic and poisonous. Real religion is can heal the mind and the spirit in a way that science fails to, but fake religion does the exact opposite. It strings u along while u are seeking guidance, only to take advantage of u, kick u out, and then look for more humans to entrap and take advantage of. It's just like how the fake friends will kiss your ass, stab u in the back, take everything they want from u, and then tell everyone you're the crazy one so they can find more humans to kiss ass and stab in the back.

The Former King. There once was a king who was upset because of all his responsibilities. He saw this other guy running around and jumping and having fun and he wanted to do that instead. I wonder if his kids are happier now or if they prefer to doing all that paperwork and maintenance instead. Seems like the human world is always a one step away from destroying itself, and there are always stupid selfish human beings that are fighting for power and willing to threaten and ruin everything just so they can be the ones on top.

Trump, Harris, and Big Oil. I'm not trusting them. Trump was the first face I saw after being released from being brainwashed. I'm not sure about Kamala Harris, but after watching her latest moves, I get the feeling she is taking bribes from the oil industry. My issue with the industry is all the damaged land and puppet politicians that have come with the exploration. Also not liking Trump because of the way his media campaign and the way he uses Fox News is a copy of the things I say, write, etc. So he just spies on me and copies the things I say and the way I say things to promote his own campaign but when I get brainwashed and I got amnesia, he don't give a fuck. It's this thing about everybody copying me and the things I say and the way I think to promote and support their own agendas, but then they dont want to give me any credit and just forget about me and use me as a fall guy for their bullshit, and constantly try to entrap me with their undercover harassment and their undercover psychological warfare operations and all that bullshit, but then they still want to copy how I think. Fuck them fakeass rich bitches. Also, fuck them for the assassination of Aaron Swartz and of Christopher Dorner. From their secret torture and brainwashing program, to the surveillance-based targeted surveillance and undercover domestic psychological warfare campaign, to the drug cartels they use and hire either to stalk me and for their psychological manipulation tactics or the same drug cartels they use to enforce their Conflict Diamonds, Blood Diamonds, Banana Republic trades as well as the deforestation going on in third world countries. The last issue is the mass surveillance industry itself which is using data collection as a form of political bribes to both support their own industries, enforce their targeted surveillance psychological war tactics, and also, fuck them because they are tied to the same secret torture and brainwashing program that was used on me and used to cover up the Aaron Swartz assassination, which I risk my own life to expose. Its dangerous for me to expose these things but it's necessary part of also exposing the secret brainwashing program and trying to prevent a brainwashing-holocaust. I am putting this out to try and stop the secret brainwashing-holocaust.

Propaganda and Conditioning. There are so many subliminal messages on TV from the mainstream media news outlets to the religious channels to this comedy sitcom. It's not just subliminal messages as in some.of the jokes that only adults would get, but also the subliminal messages as in the type of behaviors, actions, conversations, and thinking that the shows indirectly promote as normal. I never noticed it when I was younger, but at the same time, it was never to this extent either. Shows were more about normal life with some jokes and sometimes there would be some scenes that might be sponsored as subliminal marketing, but now it seems that it is being used as part of the mental conditioning and propaganda more than ever. I also feel that it extends on to the street and in real life which is why it's normalized behavior to talk sideways rather than to be direct and face to face. It's something about seeing something on television being displayed as normal behavior, especially when one is growing up and does not have too many personal experiences, that further conditions one into believing that is how to be normal in real life. It's a very strange feedback loop between what is seen on television, how children absorb and reflect those behaviors around their friends, and how that generation then grows up re-enforcing what they seen on television amongst one another, further normalizing what the television and propaganda machines displays as normal. In particular, there are a lot of subliminally sexual references which are either pushed to one extreme of heterosexual jokes or the other extreme of homosexual subliminal gestures and tones. Besides that, there are obvious product placements as well as certain lines and sometimes, entire episodes that are meant to either promote and discourage certain industries. To say something without saying it while sending a completely different message with the words that are actually being said. Scrutinizing everything from multiple perspective reveals many hidden layers and dimensions that are not immediately obvious. Rather than being absorbed into a show and being entertained by it, I analyze it from the perspective of a marketing specialist, a propaganda specialist, or from the perspective of how it may affect the masses without their knowing. In the Truman Show bubble, one is always being manipulated whether financially thru the merchant and job markets, psychologically thru the mainstream media and propaganda machine, psychiatrically and emotionally thru the pharmacuetical drugs both being sold over the counter or in the food and water manipulating not only our memory retention but our chemical balance as well, and now thru the mass and targeted surveillance which is just another form of propaganda except instead of on television, it uses street actors in real life to manipulate one's perception of the reality around them. On top of that, there's also the targeted advertising and manipulated search algorithms. It seems like the better technology gets, the more the rich bitches on top abuse the technology in order to manipulate everybody under them, and therefore, the need to understand how the mass manipulation works and the psychology behind it becomes more crucial in order to know how the magic trick works so that one does not fall for and becomes manipulated by it. Knowledge has always been the key to freedom, and in this age of mental slavery, it's more important than ever.

The Meaning of Life. I believe that the meaning of life is to enjoy one's life in respect of and in harmony with nature as much as possible without making it worse for anyone else. There is obviously a hierarchy to it where those that have worked harder deserve to enjoy life more than those that are lazy, however, there is a backwards hierarchy where those that are greedy and selfish get more benefits than those that are honest and fair. There is also a lack of respect for nature which allows the richest and most corrupt to get away with exploiting, polluting and poisoning both human beings and nature for money. There is a common air of disrespect. There are some that prefer to use money and power and threats and blackmail to hold the planet hostage for their own selfish and greedy reasons, such as those that threaten to start a nuclear holocaust just because they cannot work things out respectfully face to face. There are those that would brainwash, frame or assassinate anyone that challenges their authority just to protect their own greed and selfishness. It makes it very difficult to preserve the balance of nature, which includes all the trees, animals, air and ocean as well as children, families, free will, love, truth, fairness, etc. If the meaning of life is to be able to live the best life one can and enjoy their life as much as possible, then nature must be protected or it will be exploited. A strong family structure must be protected or it will be exploited and prostituted. A child's innocence and a healthy childhood must be protected or it will be exploited and prostituted. Ignorance and greed must be confronted or it will grow and spread like a cancer across the planet. I think about this a lot and try to find solutions to these problems while the selfish and greedy continue to find better ways to lie, fake it and play dumb and better ways for them to exploit everything and everyone around them for money and power. They don't care about anyone except for themselves. The meaning of life is to enjoy one's life as much as possible without spoiling it for the next generation. Humanity is supposed to move forward and become better, but at the moment, we are poisoning ourselves and killing the planet while a small group of rich bitches pull the strings from the top. So while they're collecting all the money thru the exploitation practices, the ice caps are melting and the forests and jungles are shrinking as the air and water is becoming more and more contaminated, more children are being exploited and prostituted and now there is a hidden threat of being brainwashed if one starts to overcome these systems of control, and that's if they don't use the system to lock u up or kill u. All of these factors spoil the meaning of life and not only threaten the balance of harmony of the planet, but also threatens to rob future generations of their free will and their ability to even know what's really going on anymore.

1984. In the book 1984, there was the legal side which was made up of the workers and employees for the most part, and then there was the illegal side which was made up of those that did not support that system. However, towards the end of the book, it turns out the illegal side was still a part of that same system. The main character thought he was fighting against that system of control until he was set up, tortured and brainwashed by the same boss that was on the illegal side. By the end of the story, after he was released from that torture and brainwashing aka the re-education/conversion program, he was fully assimilated into that system and went back to his old life of working for that same system of control. Me personally, I got to keep trying until I find a way that works or until they kill me. If one way didn't work, and then the other way didn't work either, I gotta come up another way. 

Power. There is a difference between power that is being rented out and leased vs power that is given out. Power that is rented and leased can only be used as long as one does and uses that power in the way that the puppetmasters want. Power that is given out cannot be taken back and can be used in any way that the user desires. I under the difference between my own power and the puppetmasters power. I refuse to rely on the power of the puppetmasters because of the strings attached that it comes with. I may be at a huge disadvantage by relying on my own power, but by doing so, they can never take my power away or silence me for going against them because I am not borrowing or renting or leasing their power. This is my own power.

Waterboarding. Waterboarding was a form of torture that was supposed to create PTSD symptoms within their target that makes them angry or hate the sound of water or feeling of water. It attempts to create a subconscious and uncontrollable negative connotation between the subject and water thru the use of torture. It is interesting how they have expanded on this and are now able to create other triggers as well besides just water. They can use sounds, trigger words, smells and possibly many other forms of stimuli. It is very annoying. Even tho I'm no longer brainwashed and got my memories back already, the triggers they implanted into me still remind me of being tortured and activate negative emotions as a result. However, because I don't have amnesia and because I try to deal with every directly, not only do I remember the torture and brainwashing, but I have also been able to push these triggers out from my subconscious mind and into the open of my conscious mind, I can deal with them directly with more logic and rationality than I was able to when I had amnesia. One of the reasons this form of brainwashing works is the same reason why kids that have had horrible traumatizing experiences often do not remember them. The memories are so traumatizing that they become repressed. I counter this by being as honest with myself as possible even about the things that may be unpleasant or traumatizing.

Emotional Warfare and Emotional Manipulation. I'm watching Fox News right now and they are giving me a perfect example of emotional warfare. This refers to how their actors alternate and fake their tone of voice and the way they speak to pretend like they care. It's just another version of fake love taken to an extreme. They show images of kids being hurt and visuals of war and such in order to activate one's emotions even tho they are lying and will go back to their mansions.with their fancy cars that often with the money they they have made off of all these wars. They talk about dead bodies and people dying but they make money off of the same wars and dead bodies and people dying that they are talking about. They're going to go back to their giant mansions in their fancy cars being fueled by the oil they got from using false flag events to invade countries and exploit their resources, but then they pretend like they care on television in order to gain support. It's nothing but fake love. Emotional Warfare and Emotional Manipulation. This is also why I am upset about their scientists trying to pick my brain and copy the things I say and feel even tho they are heartless and really don't care about anyone but themselves. Fuck them, fuck their system of money, lies and exploitation, fuck their Nazi-holocaust brainwashing program, fuck the oil industry, and fuck gangs and drug cartels, and fuck trump. Their words are nothing but weapons and sales pitches. They do not mean what they say or say what they mean. They will say and do anything for their own selfish greed. As smart as I am, I am still sincere and I speak from the heart.

Untitled. What happens if somebody that is intelligent, hard-working, self-disciplined and compassionate is placed on the bottom? They will either be able to overcome all the problems around them or they will be swallowed up by the darkness, jealousy, hatred and ignorance.

Refusal to Work. I refuse to work for them because I refuse to work for any group that seperated me from my family. It's like being taken from the wild and raised in a zoo. I reject the zoo and I reject to give my best to them. They can try to copy the way my family raised me since they been spying on me my whole life, but now that I know what they're doing, I reject them and I reject their hive and I reject all their money and bribes. I rather die than be a slave. I will never allow them to assimilate me into any of their cartels. The more they whip me, the less I work. I rather die than be a slave. Fuck them, fuck their money, and fuck their power.

History Repeats Itself. Some lames are mad because they think that I got what I got by stealing, lying and taking advantage of everyone. That might have been necessary when it came to certain things like preventing a nuclear holocaust, but that is not the basis of the relationships I built. Most of the time, when u see how children play naturally, u see the real version of themselves before the world starts to shape and change them. When I was young, I use to help these old couples carry their groceries back to the room from their car. I did it just because I wanted to, but they would ask me if I wanted anything for it. I would be honest and then they taught me how to make a bow and arrow using household items. That was fun for a while. Also, I'm not sure what happened but i remember getting mad about something and putting bubble gum on their car. So it's a combination of different things, but I started out by trying to help sincerely without wanting it using them for anything, but also when I got mad about something I would do something back. That seems normal to me because I always have to do something if I'm being real with myself, but as I get older I learn better ways or worse ways depending on who I'm dealing with and how civilized and direct I can be with them. Sometimes problems can be dealt with in a civilized and mature way, but sometimes no matter how respectful I am, whoever I am dealing with will only lie, fake it, play dumb, backstab me, and try to blame me for it. Sometimes things look one way from the outside, which is why I add my backstory to it because they're just going to lie and set up false flag events to fake it and frame me the same way they always do. At least I'm real. They organize an entire team to plan out a false flag operation to rob me and lure me into some place where they outnumber me and have hidden cameras on me just so they can fake it and try to make me look like I'm not real. They wouldn't be able to lure me anywhere if they didn't know how real I am. Thei false flag operation only worked on me because they know I am real. If I was a fakeass lying rat like they are, I wouldnt be hiding somewhere like a pussy and would never give them a fair chance at all.

Mainstream Media Feedback. I know they can spy on me when I'm in this room which is why I say fuck Fox News, because they spy on me and keep me here while they copy and regurgitate the things I say and think of while at the same time trying to discredit me by stalking me and trying to manipulate me from the shadows. When I say anything about the industry, they send their hive mind agents as a part of their targeted surveillance and undercover harassment program. When I got tortured and brainwashed, Trump was the first face I had seen after being untied from the electrocution table, but he had to hire another group to do the brainwashing which is the scientists and doctors that sell that service as well as the gang he hired thru the military industrial complex to set me up. They use psychological manipulation in order to trap me in their rat trap where most of the gangstas and hoods are also trapped in, which is why none of them can say anything otherwise. They're just rats with chips attached. There must be a link to some of the houses and mansions in Hollywood because of the live feedback where they respond to what I'm saying or doing in this room while they're on television stealing my thoughts and ideas and regurgitating them for their own mass manipulation and so they can both gain approval for their own bullshit rat projects and so they can silence and send their hive mind agents whenever I call out their bullshit. Trump, the oil industry, the mass surveillance networks, and the military industrial complex all work together using different races and religions as part of their undercover false flag operations that they use to chip and brainwash us. They have a long list of pet rats that they can pull and relocate from nearly any third world countries where they have their refineries, plants, drills and farms located. They use the mass surveillance to watch us from birth and be able to manipulate us from the shadows and they use the brainwashing in order to blackmail us into the trap. Once a family falls into their trap, the children are manipulated into being gangstas and prostitutes using the mass surveillance systems and whatever targeted undercover methods they wish to use at that time. I do wonder how Kyle Hill is involved in all this, but judging on his knowledge, I would assume he would be tied to the scientists that perform the data extraction or some advanced neuroscience that allows them to either manipulate one's actions, memory control or implanting, or the facial recognition and nuclear-powered artificial intelligence programs. Either way, I am typing this as they have another undercover agent upstairs running their undercover harassment campaign. Mostly because i had mentioned trump and Fox News and the oil industry earlier, so they sent one of their hive mind operatives to lie, fake it, play dumb and try to manipulate me from the shadows again like they always do. I refuse to be assimilated into their fake families of children that have been kidnapped by cartels, hive minded puppets, and modern day blackmailed slaves and prostitutes.

Sensors and Mass Surveillance. I guess that it works by alerting whatever organization they want to contact as soon as I come outside. If the technology was that good, how come it's only abused to protect their money and their game rather than being used to protect nature. Meaning that they use it to track their rivals in order to time their attacks but they don't use it when it comes to preventing exploitation. Either way, this allows them to track when I step outside so they can give word to their hive mind agents to go to whatever location I'm going to be at before I get there. It allows them to set up false flag situations that they can blackmail with later or to set up political activists in order set them up to be brainwashed and erase one's memories and it allows them track scientists to steal any inventions they come up with so that it may be stolen and weaponized instead. This leads to a 1984 surveillance state where they give all the power to those they have already assimilated while oppressing and preventing anything good to grow on its own unless they can tax, steal, or suppress it. In terms of evolution, it further promotes maladaptive evolutionary pathways where only those that kiss their ass and bow down to their corruption will be allowed to survive while anyone that challenges their system will be starved,.targeted, blackmailed etc until they give up and become assimilated into their hive. This means that ass-kissers and backstabbers will be preferred because they are easier to control and manipulate whole those that are real will be supressed and held back because we do not bow down to their drug cartels, their brainwashers, or their exploitative industries. It is interesting to type this with one of their undercover fake families running a Truman Show act in front of me right now as I type this. The hive is controlled and manipulated by some central command center that responds and feeds them back instructions and directions in real time as they spy on me and respond to what I type immediately. Very strange how they're all connected and acting and most of this is just a false flag event that their hives have organized and is not actually real.

Undercover Network. Adapting to these undercovers that act and speak in codes and subliminal messages, from have adapted by mostly trying to stay away from them as much as possible in order to not get drawn into their Truman Show acting. I still have to find ways of maintaining my integrity, even when I'm surrounded by these actors that are faking it. That's why I use many other ways of maintaining my integrity so that I do not have to play along with their Truman Show acting. That way, even tho they lie and fake it and make it look one way on the surface, I can still explain the reality of what is really going on behind all their acting and false flagging.

Rejecting the Hive Mind. I refuse to be assimilated into any of their hives or any of their fake families. I understand that they have been keeping me under surveillance my entire life and are trying to copy the way my family raised me so they can mass produce my skills, qualities and characteristics. That is why I put extra effort into rejecting them and I refuse to wake up or work hard for them because it is all part of rejecting their hive and refusing to become assimilated into any of their fake families. 

The Slavemaster, The Whipmaster, and the Invisible Puppet Strings. The Slavemaster is the real terrorist. They're the ones manipulating things and hiding behind the scenes. The Whipmaster is the slave they give the whip to, like the undercover agent upstairs running their psychological warfare campaign on me right now. The Whipmasters get switched out often and frequently, especially when they fail to get their slaves to work, or when the slaves fight back. Often times, when the slaves fight back and overcome the Whipmaster, like the undercover agent in the room upstairs using surveillance and psychological warfare as their whip... When thr slaves fight back and overcome the Whipmaster, they are often times given then whip and special privileges and get to be the Whipmaster themselves. That is where I have rejected them. Just because I beat the last few Whipmasters does not mean I want to work for the slavemaster. Therefore, they switch out and rotate their different Whipmasters against me, like the undercover agent upstairs right now running their undercover psychological warfare campaign against me right now. Whether it be was the last guy I recorded on camera, or the last hood that they gave the whip to, or the ones before that that got stabbed or shot, I reject both the Whipmasters they hire and I reject being given the slavemasters whip as well. Their other rats might kiss the slavemasters ass and keep their mouth shut so they can use the whip, but I'm not one of their pet rats. I'm a Slavemaster Killa. It doesn't matter if the Slavemaster is not racist or if they're not white because it's still slavery and I'm still a Slavemaster Killa no matter what they're new game is.

The Process. They only let u in if your corrupt. Then they realize u don't like them and you're not like them, but u already know too much. Then if they don't kill u, they brainwash u and wipe your memories. They keep a rotation of undercovers around u and try to keep u in locations that where they have all their plants. This way, they can maintain the brainwashing and conditioning by using undercover agents and mass surveillance. In terms of psychological warfare, they just have their undercover agents stalk u and play stupid games, then they play dumb like they don't know and try to make u mad by doing that. They'll just keep doing it over and over and have different agents maintaining the same process either to u keep u destabilized and prevent the memories from coming back or to make u angry so they can play dumb about it and blame u. Everything else is just a Truman Show act with the military industrial complex using different facilities to maintain the same illusion while they steal our ideas and try to keep us destabilized if we don't take their bribes. Brainwash. Undercover Surveillance to maintain destabilization after being released. Send agents whenever something gets exposed that they make money from.

Fruits of Labor. I don't like most of these cartels because of the typrs of fruit they produce, referring in particular to the smart homosexuals and the stupid angry gangstas that try to fight over nothing. I also don't like the types of fruit the legal system produces either mostly in reference to the greed and selfishness and the fake love and the ass kissers and those that will do anything for money. I produce much better fruit, in terms of those that have made it big off of my words. The problem is wherever I go, there are these invisible puppetmasters trying to ruin and sabotage me and the either steal the fruits of my labor or ruin it so they can say I do no good.

World at Hostage. Some of these powers and industries and cops and cartels, if they don't get their way, they hold the world at hostage by threatening to pollute everything. So if one does not let them exploit everything for money, they threaten to pollute and ruin everything, but they can't use their surveillance and such to actually protect the environment. Rats do anything for cheese.

First World vs Third World. I can look at things from both perspectives. First world players have more protection and more technology at their advantage, which creates an almost untouchable bubble where the system protects them. This does lead to a lot of disrespect and sneak dissing and subliminal and fake type behavior because of the mentality where as long as they are not straight up, they can get away with it and if the person they are sneak dissing gets mad, they can just play dumb and fake it and have the system protect them. Third world players are at a huge disadvantage in terms of protection and technology. Depending on the environment, there can be a wide range of different life or death situations that they have to deal with on their own. The thing about not having the same protections is that there is more respect since there is no system to protect anyone that is playing dumb and sneak dissing in the wild. However, when it comes to first world versus third world, the first world has huge advantages in terms of technology, money, and education. The advantage that comes about from being able to play dumb and fake it also goes to the first world, since the mainstream media can control the narrative to fit their agenda, which is usually just giant industries and corporations covering up their corrupt business practices while making the countries they exploit look like terrorists that are attacking their businesses for no reason. That's obviously not fair and needs to be changed.

Unsustainable Society's. Most first world countries are extremely rich but are completely unsustainable. Despite all the mass production and consumerism and capitalism, the dark secret that these societies cover up is that their way of life makes no sense, is completely unsustainable, and is ignorant of the exploitation, damage and pollution that these societies are responsible for. The concept of capitalism is one based on infinite greed where anyone can make as much money as they want. This mindset is not grounded in reality. As rich and as powerful as these societies are, they and the corporations and businesses that come from them are the cause of much of the worlds pollution, waste, and ecocide. This is something that many politicians and business owners do not want to face or admit because this unsustainability is the foundation of their riches. They pay a lot of money to cover up and hide the exploitation and pollution caused by their business practices, unfair trade agreements, industries, militaries and systems. This is also why it is so difficult to challenge them despite the destruction they cause. They make so much money from destroying the planet that they can continue to hire more employees and continue to bribe and blackmail and cover things up. All they're doing is making it worse for generations down the line that will have to deal with the pollution, lack of space, and corruption that is being created in this generation. None of them want to even admit the truth unless they're faking it for votes. They just continue to spread their poison while they count their money and not only refuse to change, but also make it harder for those that are trying to change. They are like drug dealers because even if they are ruining childhoods, destroying families, and exploiting everything for money, they get mad and attack anyone that tries to stop them or kick them out because that's how they get their money. They're worse than drug dealers because they have all the same harmful effects on a much larger scale except they're better about covering it up because they have billions of dollars to bribe the media and politicians which most drug dealers cannot even dream of competing with. In fact, these industries will hire drug dealers in order to destabilize economies where politicians refuse to do business with them, so they can get rid of those politicians, build the infrastructure within those communities and exploit the resources that are there.

Character Assassination. It is important that I express how compassionate, how intelligent, and how thoughtful I am as a defense against their character assassination attempts. I cannot undo anything that already happened but I can at least speak for myself and control my own narrative so they have a harder time using me as a fall guy or a scapegoat or saying that I'm some heartless monster. I'm not a puppet, I'm not a slave, and I'm not a remote controlled drone. Defending my character is important because the negative reputation really makes it harder to do things and sends a lot of haters my way. I'm not scared of them and I want them to come at me, but it does make things a lot harder because they always try to target anyone around me and ruin all the nice things for everyone else that I try to build and leave behind. That's why I always have to speak from the heart as well. Anyone can copy the things I say, the way I dress, or steal the things I have created. This is the real me tho. I can never trust anything that drives me to the point where I nearly hurt my own family. The slavemasters would want that and the drug cartels would want that because it makes it easier for them to assimilate me. I can never trust any system that drives me to the point of insanity on purpose and then tries to blackmail me over it. They want to blackmail me, they can do it as I am exposing and taking apart their entire bitchass system then. At least that way, I get blackmailed while still taking shots at them. Even if I get locked up or killed over it, at least I'm taking as many shots at them as I can before they get me.

Financial Incentives/Behavioral Economics. Financial incentives have serious limitations and drawbacks when it comes to motivating humans into working. One of the limits is in how hard one is willing to push themselves for money. Most human beings will only want to push themselves to the point where they are comfortable and can keep up with their bills without sacrificing too much of their personal free time. The other side to this is that those that do push themselves passed that point are usually motivated by greed or anger rather than by wanting to contribute anything positive to the world. There is also a point where making more money does not mean more happiness due to the amount of responsibility and free time one must sacrifice. That means that no matter how much more the employee is paid, it will not motivate them to work any harder. 

Back and Forth. There is a tactic used about blaming one's children for what their ancestors have done. This is not good for many reasons, one being that it is unfair in certain situations. For instance, if one's ancestors were rapists or slaveowners, and one's children is being blamed for killing or attacking the rapists or slaveowners, the back and forth is unjustified because the rapists or slaveowners pretend to be the victim and ignore what their own ancestors have done while blaming the children for what the child's ancestors have done. This also creates the forest for forest issue where one side destroys the other sides forest, causing the other side to destroy the first sides forest in response. Both sides lose all their nature and the only winner is those that profit from the destruction of the forests. This gives power and advantage to those that are greedy and selfish since they will make money off both sides no matter how bad the destruction is and no matter which side wins and which side loses. There is also the issue of only looking at what happened and not looking into why it happened and not looking at things from a fair and unbiased perspective. This once again gives power and favor to those that are purposely selfish and those that lie to get what they want since they can always start problems, play dumb, lie about it and blame someone else. Since no one is really looking into the reason it happened and only going back and forth based on what happened, the false flagger can continue to play dumb and pretend to be innocent while they make money off the destruction caused by both sides blaming each other. This makes it harder to protect nature, but makes it easier to make money by destroying nature. Stupid and selfish human beings can never work things out face to face which is why they continue to blame each other for the damage that both sides are responsible. I try to give everyone a chance to get at me face to face, however, if they continue to play this game where they fake it, play dumb, and avoid trying to deal with things face to face while blaming me and using my name behind my back, at least I have other ways to get my message out directly to them even if they are actively avoiding a direct confrontation with me.

Behind the Back Philosophy. I do not like when anyone says negative things about someone behind their back, especially if it is anyone that I have ever been close to. I find it unfair because it is only being said when the person is not around the defend themselves. In certain situations, it may be excused, such as when warning somebody about whoever they are spending time with because that person will stab them in the back. However, this can be abused by liars who wish to make themselves appear honest whiling making the honest appear as liars. It can all get very confusing very quickly and it can all be cleared up just as quickly if all parties are forced to sit together and speak face to face. 

Surveillance State. The thing about the surveillance state, the hive minds, and the psychological shadow manipulation is something that is always on and had the ability to target and manipulate one by using visual and auditory stimuli. There is always an element of fakeness and acting even if those that are being used do not realize what they are being used for. I look at it from the perspective of both a scientist and as a protector, meaning that I analyze their lies and how they weaponize their lies and illusions in order to manipulate those that do not know, and from the perspective as a protector meaning that I try to find defenses and ways to protect their victims from being manipulated by them. For now, I allow them to use their wealons against me so that I can come up with defenses and ways for their victims to defend themselves against these shadoe manipulators.

Return. Truman Show showdown. The real versus the act. All around me, surveillance system in action. The understanding that it isn't real the way it portrays itself to look. Strange alternative stories covering up what's really happening.

Bosses vs Leaders. The bosses have the advantage because they can remain invisible, they can use slaves and puppets, and they can throw money around to hire and bribe any side they want making it easier for them to false flag. Besides having someone else do things for them or someone else speak for them, they are also the most favored side of the ignorant and selfish. The ignorant and selfish know that they cannot outwork the intelligent and honest in a straight match, so they find a boss to kiss ass to, and the boss empowers them and gives them resources, weapons and manpower for working for that boss. Bosses prefer ass-kissers over leaders because a leader will challenge them. This also gives them a number advantage because they can always manufacture more poverty and desperation in order to increase the population of hungry, desperate puppets and slaves that would rather kiss ass to a boss than to be their own leaders. Leaders are far more outnumbered and are becoming harder and harder to come by because of the systems of control in place. In a game of slavemasters, all the slavemasters prefer ass-kissers and they all look at leaders like their enemy, since leaders inspire the slaves to free themselves from slavery while the ass-kissers inspire the slaves to kiss ass for favors and treats, or kiss ass for their own survival such as in the plata o plomo threat.

The Future Singularity. Understanding the types of technology in place and the advancements of science and looking at the direction that mankind is heading in is unpredictable but most scenarios seem to be in the direction of a total control of all factors from how children are raised to what they are allowed to learn to which ones are used as a slave race and which ones are allowed the comforts of the rich and wealthy. There are so many different weapons and the level of mass surveillance and data collection begins from birth now, meaning that there are full recordings of every human being from multiple angles analyzing the situations they're in, their facial expressions, their responses, and their psychology for their entire life. This creates a level of manipulation that has never been possible in the history of mankind. This is extremely dangerous, especially when considering how much selfishness and greed these societies are founded on and how they care more about money and power and revenge than they care about anything else. They can control what birth defects your children are born with. They can control the heigh and weight your child grows into. They can control what type of mental handicaps your child is forced to have. They can control the things your child sees, thinks, feels, and believes. They can control whether your child becomes a scientist, an artist, or a prostitute. They have so much control behind the scenes that they lie, fake it, and play dumb about that really takes away the sovereignty and individuality of being a human being. It strips us of our humanity and turns us into cattle to be born, raised, and used by a system that doesn't care about us and only looks at us like prostitutes. This prostitute can build, that prostitute knows biology, the other prostitute can program computers, and as long as they can get u into a situation where you're desperate enough to do anything for money, they will prostitute u for your skills and talents. They don't value us for our humanity. If we don't do what they say, they will ruin or kill us and try to get another prostitute that looks and sounds the same to do it instead. All they care about is money and they will rape and prostitute the entire planet for their money. I compare it to prostitutes because they do not value us for our humanity. A prostitute is only good for sex. A prostitute's humanity, character, personality, history, or who they are as a human being does not matter because they are only used for sex. This is similar to how the system treats anybody. If the prostitute is a computer programmer, then they are only valued for their programming skills and if one prostitute won't do what they want, there is another computer programmer out their that will prostitute their own skills and talents for a meal. If there is not, all they have to do is sabotage one's career until the prostitute computer programmer is poor and desperate enough to prostitute themselves for money. 

Life After Being Brainwashed. Life after being brainwashed is very different from life before being brainwashed. This is coming from the mind of one who has recovered their memories and realized that I had been brainwashed. I cannot speak for those that never regain their memories or for those that never realize they had been brainwashed. Life after being brainwashed is different not just because of the lack of trust that remains after, but also because one remembers that the world is nothing like what society has conditioned one to believe. There is a lot of confusion that comes with the doctors and scientists both trying to extract information from one's brain as well as trying to confuse their target, torture us, use virtual reality to try and implant false memories, inject pharmaceutical cocktails of different drugs, the electrocution and the starvation, the implanting if psychological triggers that they use to reactivate the brainwashing after one has been released. It really creates two distinct chapters in one's life. Before one was brainwashed and after one was brainwashed. I am not a mindless drone and I wouldn't want anyone else to be mentally enslaved either, which is why I share both my own personal experiences as well as the tactics, weapons, and sciences these shadow slaveowners use against us so that the next generation may be more prepared and more free rather than to be enslaved by some invisible strings that they cannot see or touch and do not know about. I risk my own freedom, my face and my life not for myself,.but for the next generation that is going to have to grow up with all these invisible weapons and invisible puppetmasters surrounding them and waiting to take advantage of and exploit them.

The Journey. The others that took the journey never went back to where they grew up. I think about this because by coming back here, I have been able to remember things that have happened from this bullshit game that is really just a trap in disguise had started. I say this because I'm assuming they were all brainwashed and chipped the same way, which is why they avoid going back because they know they will be followed back and do not want the shadow slaveowners to do anything to where they grew up. However, that means that they are never able to walk thru the same areas or be reminded of certain things that would help them remember who they were before they were pushed into this game. That means that there is probably a piece of them missing. There are still pieces of myself missing since the memories are distorted and I had to recover on my own. There was another deal I could have taken which was to side with the brainwashers, but then I wouldnt be able to speak for myself anymore and I would be under their control. I wonder if the ones that decided to take that deal were put thru another process that gave them back their lost memories some other way than the hard way that I had to do it on my own. So even tho the brainwashers had followed me back to where I grew up and they're always sending their undercover rats to stalk and harass me, I never took their deal, I got my memories back on my own, and I still don't work for them or take their bribes. This allows me to still fight against them and expose all their secret weapons, tactics and methods at the cost of my own life even tho I am always surrounded, outnumbered and under surveillance. Fuck their rat gangs and rat cartels and rat organizations, fuck their slaves and puppets, fuck their brainwashing doctors and scientists, fuck their plata o plomo, and fuck their flase flags and blackmail. I go against them and their entire system until they finally kill me. They go a fight by lying and faking it now, so I risk my own life, pride and freedom to fight back by speaking the truth and being real. Fuck them slaveowners and brainwashers and exploiters. On my life. They lying in the shadows undercover. I'm real in the open and in the light. True to death.

Prostitute Warfare. The rat gangs and rat cartels use of prostitutes to assimilate strong genes into their cartels where they can be mass produced and multiplied upon as slaves and slave soldiers for military purposes. Because they are lazy and stupid and would rather manipulate someone else than to develop their own skills, they rely on prostitutes to lure over hard-working and intelligent genetics into their cartels to make up for their own lazy nature. This falls in line with the slave race methodology where one race is prostituted and enslaved and put thru hell in order to develop evolutionary advantages, and then they are forced to breed with the slavemaster race that put them thru hell in the first place which allows the slavemaster race to gain all the benefits of the slave race without having to be slaves themselves. In terms of prostitution warfare, the slave race may actually include all races and may be more of a slave class instead. The slavemaster class may not be racist either but they still operate and maintain their power using the same methods as the racist slaveowners.

The Contradiction of Work and Economics. Making jobs more simple and easier to do creates more jobs by giving everyone a simple and easy responsibility. Making human beings more capable and harder workers creates less jobs because now one person is able to do much more and can take up the positions that it used to require many different employees to fill.

The Bubble. Filter bubble full of lies. I'm pushing for the truth even when I'm surrounded by lies. It's very strange to me that there is an entire culture that is based on lying and faking and exploitation. That's why the only thing I'm on is the truth. Trying to get the truth out, represent the truth, and risk my life for the truth. In the move The Matrix, it was said that the skies were covered with darkness. I find that to analogous to how they trying to truth up with lies and undercovers and surveillance-based psychological warfare. In this game of slaveowners, freedom fighters do not exists within their game or within their bubble. They try to cover up our light and force us to live a lie with them, which is why everything I do and say goes against them and their lies. No matter who they send my way, I still refuse to play their game or live their lie. Even if they kill me, they kill me for being real. They kill me for refusing to play along with their lies. All this fakeass Truman Show lying is not for me. I don't know them because they're liars. The only thing I know about them is the cover they put on and the image they pretend to portray. The image that I actively resist and go against no matter how many times they try to whip me or fake friend me. 

Blackmail War. One of the negative parts about being real is that one leaves, all the fake jealous greedy liars start to tear everything apart for their greed and power and revenge. I may be getting blackmailed, but I refuse to work for them no matter how much they lie behind my back or cover up the truth in order to either control or silence me or to blackmail me into working for them. That's why being real is already a life or death situation because even tho they're faking it and stalking me and playing dumb about it, they're also secretly blackmailing me in order to try and cover up their corruption or to discredit me so their corruption does not get exposed. They're failsafe plan is to steal my ideas and steal my work so they can fake it and pretend to be real, but they cannot do that as long as I continue to speak for myself. It is much harder for them to lie and use my name behind my back when I am calling them liars and fake friends and saying that I don't fucking know them.

Journals. Feel like, if I was stranded somewhere and starving or dehydrated, I would still be keeping logs of everything going on. It's the same except instead of starving of food and war, I am starving of the truth. So I'm just keeping logs of everything until I starve to death, which in this analogy would mean reaching a point where I can no longer separate the fake Truman Show world around me and the mass surveillance-based psychological warfare and undercover agents manipulating my perception of reality from what truth. For now, I am just surviving of the truth that I managed to scrape together after breaking out of the amnesia and getting my memories back.

Cheap Water. I wonder why they don't sell cheap water for cleaning things. Something that may have some particles in it to make it heavier but to be used more for cleaning and not for drinking. I feel like they just put sugar in it and sell it to us as soda instead. Water should have purity levels and be sold based on how clean it is, nowadays. Before, clean water was worth so much, entire communities would be built around the sources of it. Now, it's so rare that everything is slowly being poisoned and dying. Before, clean water was so important, that entire wars would be fought and many humans would get killed over something as simple as where the community toilets would be places. Water is worth more than gold in terms of life or death. I do feel there is a conspiracy that falls in line with the deforestation and mass pollution and consumerism conspiracy where certain organizations are actively trying to contaminate all the water so they can charge for the process of cleaning it. Back then, nobody could charge for water because it is free and is not something man made. There are those that want to exploit anything they can get their hands on for money. It's an issue because it forces the protectors like myself to have to take control of certain things not because we want to exploit it, but so we can protect the things that are good and prevent those that are selfish and greedy from exploiting as well as prevent those that have no self-control from over-consuming, polluting or somehow otherwise damaging or ruining it.

Yu-Gi-Oh. I draw comparisons between the game Yu-Gi-Oh and how society and the world continues to change. I started playing Yu-Gi-Oh when it first started, and it was mostly just by buying booster packs and hoping I got lucky and got a good card. As time went on, I had a large collection of different cards. Beginners would often just use all the cards they had and make it their deck, like myself. As time went on, it started to become more about strategy since I had so many cards with different effects. It was more about how I played the cards rather than just having the strongest monsters or having the most cards. With so many different cards with so many different effects and so many different types of strategies, being the best meant being ready for anything that the opponent could throw at me. That meant having a solid understanding of all the cards that existed and knowing what the main strategies that some of the best players would use and coming up with good counters for that. That was simple at first because I started playing when the game was new, so at that point, all I had to do was keep up with all the new cards and their effects and adapt to it. As time went on and as I started playing less, more cards came out and new rules were added and some old cards were banned. This happened more and more as time went on. If i started playing today, even with all my old experience(top 10 players in all of the California at one point), it would be like having to learn a new game. There have been so many changes and additions to it, and some many new combinations and effects that I would have no idea what kind of simple traps to look out for. I compare this to real life in how the world is spinning faster and faster every single day and it's very hard to keep up with. I don't know all the sciences. I don't know all the technology that's out there. I don't even know everything that's going on in my local area. There are so many new technologies and sciences and new traps out there that I dont know about and the only way to learn is either by having someone smarter teach me about them or to fall for it myself and learn the hard way. I can fall for a couple traps here and there and I might be able to survive, but it always costs me a lot. Learning from the wrong person is a trap in itself, especially if they only wish to exploit u and use u. It's crazy how the game has changed so much in such a short time. If I got into it today, there would be a huge learning curve and I would have probably have to suffer a lot of losses before I could get the hang of it again. That's why I do not like this thing about increasing the gap of knowledge between the rich and the poor. It makes things harder and more unfair for those that are already starting out at a disadvantaged position. For those that are already rich and have a stable home and can afford a good school, it is much easier for them to simply continue the trend that they were born into. For someone that comes from a broken home in an instable environment and had to eat toasted bread with sugar on it because there was nothing else, it is much harder to catch up with all the new technologies and science that are out there. Some groups like to climb to the top and then break the ladder they came up on. I don't believe everyone deserves to see the view at the top, but I also don't believe that it's fair to break the only ladder they came up on. They would have never made it if they were placed under the same conditions they try to put us under. 

Lies, Cover Ups, and Money. I do not believe or trust these organizations that do not speak face to face because just like the corporations that get third world countries to sign debt-trap contracts in order to exploit the land and humans there, I know that those that are selfish and greedy will say and do anything to get their way. They will do anything and everything except for being real. I risk my own life every time with everything I do whether it's as being rapist killa, whether it comes to being accountable face to face, or whether it comes to being real for the sake of being real and not for being manipulative and not for money or power. Anyone can pretend to act real if they get something they want from it. Very few will still be real if they get punished for it. That's why I cannot trust these organizations. They got so much money and manpower and weapons and tools, but they won't have be real face to face. They prefer to pretend to be real, point fingers, and avoid being accountable or answering for their actions. They're the ones stalking me and following me around so I know they can confront me any time they want, but instead they lie and fake it and play games around me while they pretend to be real. They know I can't spy on them and I don't have the same tools or weapons that they have, and they know I leave myself open to being confronted by them at any time, and they know I purposely try to get them to confront me face to face, but instead they continue to lie and fake it and beat around the bush and play all these games instead of being straight up and real. Instead of being real, they just abuse their technological advantages in order to try and become better liars and better fakes. I aint tryna manipulate anyone or fake it. I try to give everyone a fair chance, even when I risk my own life to do so. Sometimes that's stupid, but it's only stupid if I was wrong. Giving someone a fair chance or a fair fight means I'm open minded to being proven wrong which prevents me from falling into the king's trap, which is when one becomes so powerful that everyone is scared of them and afraid to tell them the truth to their face. When u are surrounded by nothing but ass kissers and yes men, they will laugh at all your jokes even when your not funny and kiss your ass and call all your ideas great even when they're stupid and make no sense, but if something goes wrong, those same yes men that were kissing your ass and laughing at all your jokes and telling u all your ideas are great will be the same ones that turn on u and say it was all your fault and you're stupid and all that bullshit. That's why giving others a fair chance to get at me also prevents me from falling into the king's trap, even tho it leaves me more exposed to falling into other traps. I would rather be killed for being honest and too trusting or for trying to be fair than to be rich for being a lying backstabbing pussy.

The Personal Trigger. I had dropped off one of my friends at a shopping plaza. The next time I saw them, they told me something went wrong. They were lied to and taken advantage of. I met the group that took advantage of my friend myself, face to face in their own hood. I wasn't sure about it face to face. In all honesty, I was looking to hand off some of my writings because I wasn't sure if I was going to be alive much longer and I wanted it to be put to good use. I handed off my work first. I asked them to just be real with me because I was handing over something that I put my blood, sweat and tears into. I actually forgot about the things that happened earlier. I got bad memory. I was only thinking about trying to help someone out and hoping my work would be put to good use. I also forgot about how one of them had personally disrespected me. I'm not sure if I was under the influence of anything or not because the memory has fuzzy tones to it which is usually a sign of some type of pharmaceutical influence according to my passed experiences. Later, I met up with the man that I had already handed my work to. I got word from someone I trusted that something had been done which went against our agreement. I asked him to his face if he was there when it happened and he said he wasn't. I felt betrayed by the lie, but still wasn't sure about it so I decided to go around and do personal interviews with other parties that have had personal experiences with both that group and with that individual. Most of them had negative things to say. A few women had told me about similar experiences as my friend while also mentioning that they couldn't say anything to the cops or anyone else because their families were being blackmailed into silence because of the area they lived in. I was upset because I had already handed my work over, I had an important meeting coming up that I wasn't sure I would make it out of, and because I hate being lied to especially when I don't have to help. The combination of things said by those that I personally knew, by those I had personally interviewed, and by the old history of behavior of similar instances made me think I shouldn't have given it to them, but it was too late and I knew it would be an issue if I tried to get it back. I still wanted to give them the benefit of the doubt, so I went to another meeting and tried to get them some insurance in order to give them more room to make mistakes in case they were having trouble transitioning out. I wasn't going to be there and I didn't know if I would even be alive so I left it in another groups hands. After that, I finished up a few more things, went to go do what I had to do, and ended up as a crooked eyed crackhead with amnesia for many years while being kept under surveillance by fake neighbors that were secretly trying to manipulate me while they lied, faked it, played dumb, spied on me, and tried to prevent me from recovering my memories and healing from the brain damage I got after being tortured and brainwashed. 

The Corrupted Mirror. It's their strategy of only reflecting the negatives. They take something that is used for a righteous cause, them corrupt and pervert it, and repurpose it to be used for money, greed, power, and exploitation. Their version of the back and forth. A mirror that only copies the negative images back, but ignores and takes advantage of all the positive images. They take everything good and corrupt it and pervert it or weaponize it or prostitute it.

Psychology Under Blackmail. My thinking goes like this: if I am already being blackmailed with something I wouldn't have wanted to do, why would I risk incriminating myself over something I really did? I am already being blackmailed over some bitchass psychological manipulation bullshit. The point is I refuse to be blackmailed and I refuse to take their hush money and I refuse to be silenced or forced to work for them. If they're going to threaten me with either humiliation, prison time, or death over blackmail, then I have nothing to lose by incriminating myself over something I actually did want to do. Also, this allows me to connect different events together, so I can connect it back to the invisible puppetmasters and take them with me. So fuck them and fuck their blackmail. I ain't scared of them. I'm not taking their hush money. I'm not one of their undercover rats. I say that if they're going to threaten me, don't threaten me, just do it. I'm not scared of them. Fuck them and fuck their threats.

Anti-Superficial. Something I have always been annoyed of since I was young was this thing about females that look good but are annoying and don't know anything. It's something about how they try to pretend to be what u like and all this extra acting shit but it's all fake and they don't know u and they wouldn't give a fuck about u whatever happens. Superficial used to mean something like somebody that was shallow in terms of personality. A better description is someone that fakes a smile and does things because they think that's what's cool or what's hot and what will attract the most attention, but when u really get to know them, they have no personality behind all that fake smiling and fake laughs. It's very annoying. I am even more annoyed of things like that now because of all this fakeass Truman Show bullshit that I deal with now. All these clones and lookalikes and body doubles and fakeass actors. I try to be real and be myself. They do the exact opposite. They try to look real and be liked. It goes back to that thing about valueing a human being for who they really are rather than for how much money they have or for what I can get out of them.

The Mindset. These undercover pussies like to gangstalk and harass humans, then gangstalk me. They like to torture and brainwash and blackmail others, do it to me then. They like to do all that fakeass manipulative bullshit they do and try to lie and fake it and make money off the exploitation, exploit me then. Rapist Killa shit. Either I get them, they kill me, or we just keep going at it. Fuck them and fuck their lies.

Slavery. One thing about slaveowners is they only know how to make humans work by using bribes or threats. They either try to bribe u to do something or they try to whip u. I refuse their bribes and I try to catch and break their whip. They dont know what respect is. They want me to play their game and assimilate me into their fakeass way of life. First of all, they don't know how to mind their business and respect other humans privacy. Second, they don't know how to communicate with respect, or face to face. Third, they lie and fake it like its normal. I refuse to be assimilated into their hive. I refuse to adopt their fakeass manipulative and lying way of life. I'ma stay real. I reject their hive and I reject their way of life. They are too fake, too manipulative, and too greedy for me. I come from being real and having respect. I reject their way of life.

Whose? If it were between making a better world for the elders or a better world for the youth, I would make it a better world for the youth. My reasoning is that they will inherit the world tomorrow. There is also something about those that have it good trying to spread more of that energy around, while those that have been exploited often spread that energy around. Therefore, if the youth are treated well, they will be more likely to carry on that same energy and pass it on rather than to be fakeass lying manipulators like the undercover rats spying on me and manipulating me in the rooms around me. I do not support these liars lazy and manipulative way of life. I do not support their system. Of money, lies and exploitation. I do not support their secret brainwashing and targeted surveillance and psychological manipulation or social conditioning. What I do support is respect. That means respecting another person's privacy. Respecting their humanity and not trying to secretly manipulate them, exploit them, or use them as a scapegoat. That means respecting them when I speak to them and communicating with the face to face. Therefore, if the world was for anyone, it would not be for these lying exploitative manipulators that try spy on us to find ways of manipulating us while they play dumb and lie about it. It would not be for these greedy rats that do exploit anything and everything for money while they lie and fake it. Once again, I refuse to be assimilated into their hive and I refuse to adopt their manipulative and selfish way of life. I represent the real. Once again, I believe that those that are treated well will often spread that type of energy wherever they go. Those that have been exploited and treated as less than human also go around and spread that same energy. Therefore, by spreading the positive energy and spreading the truth and how to defend one's self against their lies and manipulation and abuse, the youth might decide to spread that type of energy as well. The only way of life that I choose to share is one that promotes honesty and balance over exploitation and money. Even tho the undercover rats are spying on me and lying and playing dumb and trying to spread their negative and fake bullshit energy on me, I'm not one of them. I reject their hive and I refuse to adopt their way of life that is based on lies, greed, and exploitation.

Weaponized Intelligence. The problem with these doctors and scientists that are smart enough to create these weapons they use to brainwash us is that they are also so smart that they can come up with lies they use to justify their own greed and their dehumanizing actions using that same intelligence. Just because someone is smart does not mean they have the balls to be honest. One must be brave and have courage to be honest. Anyone that has the time, effort and resources necessary can be intelligent. Anyone that can hide and pretend can lie and fake it. One must be brave and have courage in order to be honest. Being honest harder than faking it and it is harder than being intelligent. 

Secret Race War, Gene Consolidation, and Assimilated of Talented Families into Gangs and Cartels. Just a brush up. The secret race war referring to exactly what it says which is a secret race war between different races. Gene Consolidation referring to the tactic of sending a woman to get pregnant or getting a man to impregnate one of their women in order to consolidate their targets genetics into their own race and often times eliminating the target afterwards so that that genetic line only exists in their own race. The assimilation process refers to targeting talented families and trying to break them up so that their children grow up without their family structure making them more likely to join a gang or cartel. This falls in line with the gene consolidation and the secret race war by using the gangs and cartels to consolidate the genes they want. 

The War Between Slavemasters. They put so much money into their war and into trying to blackmail and manipulate and silence me as well as into assassinating my character and trying to make me angry so they can play dumb and fake it. I may not have all the money and manpower and surveillance equipment and psychological weapons that they have, but I have the truth. They can continue to spend more money in their bullshit slavemasters war because they get some much money thru exploitation, thru their paid events, thru the corporate sponsors and financers and customers, so they have a lot of money to cover things up and to hire agents to stalk me or bribe police and politicians and such. I really don't have the money, technology, or manpower that they have. All I have is the truth, so until they kill me, I'm calling out these pussyass undercovers and brainwashers until they kill me. They're so arrogant because they have technological and financial advantages, but if we were both on equal ground, they would not be so arrogant. They have every advantage on me. I'm outnumbered, surrounded, and always under surveillance. All I have is the truth and I risk my own life to fight for it.

Telephone. As their agents run their sleep deprivation and psychological manipulation campaign against me even tho they're lying on my name and using my name behind my back in other places claiming that they're my friends or they know me even tho they're liars, I'm reminded of the game telephone. It's a child's game where a person in the front of the line passes a message to the back of the line, but every person in between can change or add or subtract a word from the message. This reminds me of how they're lying and using my name behind my back after they had brainwashed and wiped my memories in order to say that they're my friend and gain access to areas that really would not trust them unless they said they were my friends. This is also why I put these out now. Even tho they can deepfake and rewrite my blogs or record over my words later on, at least there is more of a chance that I get my message out directly than to allow them to use my name behind my back. They are known for being manipulative and lying and faking. They use fake friends, fake families, fake fans, and fake love as usual strategies and tactics. The more I can speak for myself, the harder it is for them to use my name behind my back, use me as a scapegoat and frame me while they try to keep me down and cover it up. Instead of passing a message thru so many unrecognizable and unidentifiable and untrustworthy sources, I can speak for myself and hopefully the ones I want to reach can read the message themselves without any middleman in-between altering and changing my message for their own personal greed. Remember that I do not have a history of ever coming to exploit or enslave anyone. They do. They're rats are all part of their game. Blood diamonds, conflict diamonds, and banana republic. They are all playing the slavemasters game and keeping their mouth shut about it so they can sleep in the house. I'm not playing their game. I'm sacrificing everything to go against them. Fuck them, fuck their money and fuck their lies. We used to rob entire caravans of food from the slavemasters, but it was too much food for us to carry so we would often give it out to the closest community around that we fucked with. There would be giant celebrations and giant cookouts because of all the food we stole from them. We have a long history of being slavemaster killas. A lot of the older third world cultures and communities know that and they probably still have certain holidays and celebrations remembering some of the larger shipments we had managed to get back from the slavemasters. So fuck them, fuck their brainwashing, fuck their bribes and fuck their whip. I am not one of them.

Front Line. Fuck their bosses and fuck their slaveowners. I'm a frontliner. I'm not hiding in the back somewhere barking orders. I'm calling their slaveowners and their brainwashers out and I'm on the front lines getting hit by their different weapons that they give to their rats, their puppets and their slaves. Fuck them lameass hiding pussies. Fuck the slavemasters and fuck the whipmasters. The only reason I know all the tactics and methods is because I'm out here on the front lines in the open where they hit me with everything they got while they hide like pussies undercover. I get set up and ambushed, I get snuck up on or surprise attacked, it's all good because I fulfilled my role as a protector whereas I would not be able to if I wasn't in the front lines. They can come up with clever plans and strategies to try and get me, but I'm in the front so that if anything does happen, I'll be the first one to get hit. That allows me to protect whoever's behind me whereas if I was hiding, I would not be able to protect anything because I would be hiding somewhere being safe instead. I may not be able to come up with highly organized and coordinated plans as well from this position, but it does give me a first person view on whatever weapons they got, how they use it, and pretty much anything and everything they use whether it's an organized operation or whether it's their pharmacuetical drugs, blackmail and brainwashing. Being in the front lines means I can take the hit first and warn everyone behind me of what's going on before anyone else gets hit.

Mandem. I asked, "are u crip or blood?" They said, "we don't give a fuck about that shit. That's some American shit." Blood diamonds, conflict diamonds, banana republic. Military Industrial Complex. Exploitation of third world countries using advanced technology and often using their own race and religion to exploit the country they come from, in favor of bribes and advanced technology. I remember the tribal elders down south talking about how the smart kids they send to go to school in America keep coming back as gangbangers and prostitutes rather than as doctors, scientists or engineers. Then they come back with drugs and guns acting hard even tho they're stupid and they don't know anything. Some things to think about and remind myself of as they continue to try to assimilate me into their hive. 

Euthanasia. I think about not just Pearl Harbor or of the atomic bombs first being dropped, but also of the Vietnam and Korean Wars. Both countries were split in half after those wars. The Vietnam War was a false flag event that was used as an excuse to invade and extract the plutonium or uranium there, the same way the war for oils are often started using false flag events in order to invade and extract. I'm not sure if the Korean War was a false flag operation used as a cover up to invade and extract the resources, but I do remember hearing about the mining corporation that came in and ruined some ancient heiroglyphics that had been protected for thousands of years. Some more things to remind myself of as the hive mind continues to try to destabilize and assimilate me into their culture of lies, greed, blackmail, false flags, and exploitation.

Rats. Their rats will lie, blackmail, false flag, brainwash, fake it, backstab, and do anything and everything for cheese. I am not one of their undercover rats that will do anything for money. I am not one of their lying, manipulative spying brainwashers. I am not one of their fakeass families prostituting and exploiting their own daughters. I am not of their undercover rats. Their rats may be outside spying on me and kissing ass to their slavemaster so they can hold the whip, but I am not one of their pet rats, I am not one of their whipmasters, and I am not one of their slaves. I am also no cockroach. Fuck the hive mind. For every child they owe because they robbed these children of their innocence and childhood, I will continue to fight them until they pay back the debt they own for every childhood they ever robbed and exploited.

Hive Mind Structure. I remember a conversation that I had with another freedom fighter. He was talking about how he got hit by the hive mind already and couldn't do anything about it so he just gave up and accepted it. This allowed him to have control over his own hive mind population, but at the same time, he was also under the control of the hive mind. This means that he could control his hive mind population, but at any time, he might be controlled by the hive mind as well. It seems to be the hive minds deal. They will try to assimilate u one way or another, but if u give up and allow it to happen and keep your mouth shut about it, they allow u to have your own hive mind as well. That's why so many of these undercover rats sell their own out to the slavemasters. They want the whip. They want to be the whipmaster. They want to control the hive mind. I have respect for that freedom fighter and I wonder how much it has taken over his mind and how much he is still his real self. I am fighting against the hive mind assimilation at every second of my life. My mission is to stop the brainwashing, and I consider the hive mind to be a major factor in this brainwashing holocaust. Fuck the hive mind. I think for myself.

Who is it? It's not us. They have been blackmailing and brainwashing us to work for them. Their hive mind is still trying to assimilate me while also assassinating my character and trying to blackmail me into working for them. It's not the freedom fighter I mentioned earlier. I wonder where it's coming from. Even the one that controls the hive mind of the freedom fighter that I mentioned is apparently also assimilated into the hive as well. I remember being told by someone older that they have had it for a long time and they didn't like it, but the longer they had it, the more confusing it becomes. I also remember speaking to a professor that explained how the hive mind uses psychological manipulation in order to find the right words to say to create chemical responses in the brain that cause a type of addiction to the hive. I remember another who said how they were trying to find ways to stop it or cut the signal or hack into it. I also remember from somewhere similar speaking on how their was going to be someone they raised as my opposite that would have their own hive that they were going to use to challenge me. The irony is that I am actively rejecting the hive and prefer to just do things on my own instead. Also, I am aware of the possibility of the hive mind taking full control of my mind and slowly replacing my own identity and personality with the hive. They always tried to torture and brainwash me and turn me into a mindless drone once before. They already tried to blackmail me and use me as a scapegoat while they make all the money off of my work. They already tried to get me to turn on and hurt my own family. I wonder who or what is at the top of the hive mind? They must be the new slavemasters which means they are the ones I have to kill. 

The Pyramids. I am reminded of the pyramids they covered up and built houses on top of so nobody finds out about them. I wonder if that is associated with the hive mind out here and their secret brainwashing campaign. Fuck the hive mind. I am trying to do everything the hive mind doesn't want me to do. If I cannot stop them from whipping em, I can at least keep cussing them out and stealing their keys and giving their keys away. 

Liars and Manipulators vs True Honesty. Fruits of one's labor. There is an illusion going on where things appear to look much better than they really are out here, but it is only an illusion that is based on lies and manipulation. Sadly, the liars out here make so much money and gain so many benefits from their lies that they will lie to the death. Live by the lie and die by the lie. The same hive mind that is lying about spying and brainwashing me. The same hive mind that is always trying to turn me against my family so they can assimilate me. The same powers that are known to have a history for breaking apart families in order to steal the children. The same powers that are known exploitation, prostitution, and slavery. The same powers that are known for being liars and fakes, being rapists, kidnapping and exploiting young children. The same powers that could never make another Tupac Shakur but have the nerve to tax and exploit the children of families from bloodlines like Tupac, Malcom X, and MLK Jr. They cannot raise great leaders like that. All they do is exploit and prostitute the ones that they're lucky enough to get. The harsh truth is that they hate the great leaders like that, so they cannot raise them but they tax the families, and try to exploit and prostitute the children so they can mass produce the genes of these great leaders that they hate. Today's version of slavery involves mass surveillance, pharmaceutical drugs, psychological warfare, blackmail, death threats, and neura-implants. Today's version of slavery involves the cousin twice removed strategy. 

Cousin Twice Removed. To make this explanation much easier, I will use Nikola Tesla as an example. So let's say that Thomas Jefferson wants to assimilate the offspring of Nikolai Tesla into his family, monopsony, cartel, or Complex. However Tesla Jr. Knows about his father's history with Thomas Jefferson and does not like him and does not want to be assimilated into that family. So how the cousin twice removed strategy works is by leaving Tesla Jr. alone and allowing him to have his own family. As soon as Tesla Jr has a child, the entire family is destabilized and broken apart. Tesla Jr will either pass away or lose his child, and his child will either be adopted or grow up in a foster home or some other situation where he is separated from his own family. The child Tesla Jr had lost, let's call him Tesla 2 to make it easier, Tesla 2 will grow up in an adopted home or a family home and eventually start his own family. He will know much less about his own lineage because he grew up in foster homes or was adopted, so he cannot pass down his own structure to his children. Tesla 3 is going to be born, but the shadow bureaucracy has been keeping the Tesla family under surveillance the entire time. As Tesla 3 is about to be born, Tesla 2 suddenly passes away or is arrested or something bad happens that breaks apart and destabilizes his entire family. Tesla 3 never gets to meet his father and has to grow up in an adopted home or a foster home. Tesla 3 probably doesn't even know he comes from such an intelligent and hard-working bloodline, but the shadow bureaucracy knows because they have been keeping him under surveillance the entire time. Tesla 3 gets picked up for adoption by none other than Thomas Jefferson's family. By this time, Tesla 3 knows nothing about his family history and knows nothing about the history between Thomas Jefferson and Nikola Tesla, so unlike Tesla Jr, he has no reason to resist the assimilation. So from Tesla's first son to the two generations that both had to grow up in adopted homes and didn't know their own family history, to the point where the great grandchild is finally assimilated into the Jefferson family, it took two generations of destabilizing the family tree, removing the children and forcing them to grow up adoption before the grandchildren were finally broken down enough to become assimilated by the same family that had ruined and stole Tesla's inventions. That is the real meaning behind cousin twice removed. It took 2 generations of destabilizing and removing the children from their own family tree.and placing them in adoption before the offspring were finally able to be assimilated. When u know the real meaning of this phrase, a lot of darkness, lies and corruption is suddenly revealed. 

List of Major Leaks. Edward Snowden's Mass Surveillance Leak. The Anonymous Pizzagate Leak. The Attempted Aaron Swartz MIT/Brainwashing Leak. Martin Shkreli Big Pharma Leak. This thing about using the mass surveillance to target anyone that goes against the system has the guillotine vibe, but instead getting my head cut off, they just brainwash me and then target me with undercover agents the industry hires instead. It's the same way they try to target politician opponents or business rivals because their game is not about being real, it's only about money.
The OG Anonymous Leaks was an interesting one too because I can somewhat remember how the conversation went the last time I saw the original creators of Anonymous. They were telling me about how they caught on to how certain corporations and politicians had been abusing the mass surveillance networks before it had been leaked and exposed. This was before the mass surveillance system had come out, so finding out that there were politicians industries using these surveillance systems like that was a big deal. They were the ones that invented memes and it was part of their 2-part combo in which they would hack into certain businesses and organizations and institutions and leak out the documents on one angle, and they would make memes about certain involved partipants and about certain topics as a way to try and expose some of the same facts while trying to make it funny and simple to understand. Back then, I had no idea how crazy this whole thing would get. We were still living a world where there were certain rights that we all thought we had like privacy and freedom of speech and such. It had not yet turned into this strange world where they tried to erase my memory and keep under surveillance with different teams of undercovers that are also running different psychological warfare campaigns against me. I also did not have such a long list of friends that had been punished, exiled, locked up, or assassinated over going against these systems of control. I also did not realize that I had always been under the surveillance of certain groups that never liked me but have always been watching me grow up so they could eventually try to assimilate me into their secret monopsony. It was always my intention to risk my own life to try and deal with high-level corruption even at the cost of my own freedom or life. That's why none of their bribes, blackmail or threats matter. I already planned to go all the way from the beginning. I just had to figure out which was the most important issue to tackle and risk my life for. Playing their game was a necessary step because that's the only way to even find out about certain things. They only let u in if they think you're one of them. It's like some weird circle where all the slavemasters and billionaires and politicians all have blackmail on each other and as long as they're all about doing any for money, they all get along. If anyone is not playing their slavemasters game of exploitation, they all get mad at u and will try to blackmail u, take over your business, try to drug and frame u, etc. It's the main reason it's so hard to deal with issues like climate change. They already target their own political opponents and business rivals over nothing but money and power, so targeting political or environmental activists is like the same thing, only easier because most of the political and environmental activists don't have the same access to money, security or political connections as the political and business rivals that they're always using the same systems against. 

The Reverse Leak. This has to do with certain businesses, corporations, institutions, and even certain gangs and drug cartels trying to expand the network of money and power into areas that have had a history of rejecting them and refusing to do business with them. Specifically, it has to the with the military industrial complex's use of gangs and cartels to infiltrate, tax, and destabilize the countries they want to gain access by using gang members and prostitutes of those same countries to sell their own culture and their own country out. This is very closely related to the Blood Diamonds, Conflict Diamonds, and Banana Republic trades, however, those 3 can be considered the beta versions of we what is going on today. It still refers to bribing the country's own groups with guns and money and political power in order to get them to sell out their own country, such as when they get 38P to run MK Ultra on their own kind or when they get the bloods or crips to enforce security over the conflict diamond and blood diamond trades. With addition of brainwashing, they now use a strategy of fake love and fake friends to try to establish positive diplomatic ties and have the representative they used brainwashed and have our memories wiped so they can take advantage of the same connections to gain access and network together with groups that would not done business if it were not for the representative they sent. The representative gets taken out of the picture and the politicians and corporations try to use their reputation to further infiltrate and build surveillance infrastructure in the same places that had originally refused to work with them. Many of these undercover agents are nothing but gang members and prostitutes which means they do anything for money, but they would never risk their money or their freedom to do what's right. Whenever they get blackmailed, tortured, or brainwashed, instead of trying to go against it, they keep their mouth shut and try to set up and sell out one of their own kind in order to gain favors with the same forces that had brainwashed them. One thing they can never say about me is that I ever worked with them willingly. My original intention was to just agree with whatever they said so they would let me go, and then try to undo whatever I had to do and then try to go back after them later on when I was free to move again. They were able to prevent this by erasing my memories and keeping me destabilized by their undercover surveillance agents they kept stationed around me. This gave them more time to infiltrate and use my name behind my back while I still had amnesia. As I started to break out of the amnesia, they tried to bribe and blackmail me back into working for them. Fuck their bribes and fuck their blackmail. That's why I try to find every way possible to fight against them. I couldn't do anything when I was being tortured, and I couldn't do anything when I had amnesia and was under surveillance, but as soon as I started getting my memories back, I refused to work with them, I turned down their bribes, and I fought thru their blackmail. I'm not kissing their ass and I'm not working for them. It took much longer than expected because they wiped my memories and kept me destabilized thru targeted surveillance and undercover agents. However, now that I remember, I'm trying to go back to the original plan of trying to undo what I couldn't do anything about before, turning down their blackmail and bribes, and refusing to be assimilated into their brainwashers club. A lot of these hoods keep their mouth shut and work with the brainwashers/slavemasters. I refuse to work with them and instead, I give my life to going against them and going against their brainwashers club. It makes me a much bigger target because it is not only these small street gangs and drug cartels targeting me. I'm also being targeted by the corporations and politicians and billionaires that hire those little street gangs and drug cartels.

Spiderman and Venom. The assimilation process refers to how these agents, doctors, scientists, institutions and organizations attempt to string me along only to eventually have me set me, brainwashed, erase my memory, and try to turn me into a mindless drone, and then threaten me with blackmail in case that didn't work. I compare that to the Venom symbiote trying to take over Spiderman. It is ironic too because in the cartoon, using sound is what made it possible for Spiderman to get the symbiote off of him. It's ironic because when I express myself using poems or blogs or other types of sounds, its like it pushes them off of me but if I try to fight them straight up, their stupidass actors that stalk and manipulate me just lie and play dumb about it and it makes me fall for their character assassination trap more. That's like trying to rip the symbiote off of me but it just gets stuck on me even more. Also, the symbiote itself represents the different sides of the industrial complex that are all trying to assimilate me, using the illusion of being different sides to try to threaten me into accepting the protection of any one of their sides.

Maladaptive Adaptations. The process of being forced to adapt to and conditiones by a false reality. In most environments, one has to adapt to the ecosystem itself whether that is a desert, a mountain, a river, in the snow, etc. Wihin this false reality, instead of adapting to conditions like the hot or the cold, I have to adapt to all the cameras and undercovers and the normalization of lies and faking. That is not hard. The hard part is adapting to it in a positive way without being a liar, a fake, a slave, a greedy rat, or a backstabbing snake. It gives me guillotine vibes except with targeted surveillance, brainwashing and blackmail instead of a guillotine. If I refuse to be fake, they'll cut my head off. That's another reason I believe martyrs like Aaron Swartz and Christopher Dorner are important. The hard part about this system is that there is no longer or queen that can be held accountable. Instead, there is a shadow bureaucracy that remains invisible and tries it's best to avoid responsibility. The ability to hold the invisible shadow bureaucracy responsible for it's actions is important, and it's getting harder as the technology gets better and the gap between the rich and poor gets wider, not just in terms of finances, but also in terms of education and knowledge. As they try to monopolize or dilute the education system, they create a bottleneck for information where the only way to even learn the truth would be by kissing ass to one of their gatekeepers. I not only refuse to play that game, but I'm also trying to go around the gatekeepers, gain access to that knowledge and education they're trying to monopolize, and give it out. Prometheus style, or Guerilla Open Access Information by Aaron Swartz. This is ever harder now because their different undercover teams, hoods, and sellouts are all watching me and being given the whip by the slavemasters to try and beat me down and force me to join their side. I'm still refusing as much as possible and if they ever did capture me and force me to join, I would try to kill them from the inside. These new slavemasters have adapted to me by learning to be better liars and fakes, by creating more obedient ass kissing rat cartels that will play their game, and by using mass surveillance and psychological warfare to enforce their new form of modern day slavery. If they ever did capture me and force me to join them, I would still try to kill them from the inside. Fuck the military industrial complex. Fuck the crips and bloods. Fuck 38P. Fuck the oil and mining industry. I am not one of their pet rats. Fuck them and fuck their cheese. They can relocate any pet rat they want, but I refuse to adopt their bullshit manipulative lying way of life.  They can hate me, but they cannot hate me for being one of them or saying that I'm playing their game. I'm not. They're the ones playing their game. They hate for being real and for not playing their game.

Guillotine Theory. By cutting the heads off of anyone that disagrees with u, especially if they are doing it with reason, u dilute your own gene pool and make it a evolutionary advantage to be fake and kiss ass. This can be covered up thru the secret race war and gene consolidation. Instead of it becoming noticeable that one's gene pool has be diluted,  good genes are consolidated thru other groups instead of being able to raise and bring the best qualities out of one's own groups. This is similar to how scouts will often target athletes that are already hard-working and talented. Even tho they can find talent, they are not the ones that create talent.

Master of Meaning. I was thinking about how limiting it is to be a musical master. There are many good masters of music that can play instruments or sing very well. I consider myself more a master of meaning rather than a master of music. This refers more to the meaning behind the words rather than how it sounds or looks. A master of meaning has to also be a master of truth, because a liar's words have no meaning. Mastering the meaning behind the words is a skill that can be transferred into any field that relies on words. It is more valuable in societies that value free speech but can be diluted by lies, bullshit or ignorance. Meaning is more important than looks. Something can look good from the outside while in reality, being completely meaningless and empty on the inside. I prefer to be the opposite. I don't care as much about how I look on the outside of I'm not real. It's more important to be real than to only look real for me, personally. This philosophy goes against this currently established culture that is based more on looks and image than it is based on truth and substance. Once again, I compare this to fruits. A plastic fruit can look perfect. It can have a healthy color on the outside without any bruises or scratches, but it is not real and has no nutritional value. A real fruit might have some scratches and bruises on the outside, but it is not plastic so when it's eaten, it has nutrients and minerals that are good for one's health. This can be compared to society itself. On the outside, it may look rich and successful but on the inside, it's full of crime, drugs, prostitution, addicts, homelessness, greed, and corruption. On the outside, they might look like real human beings with their own autonomy, sense of self, and personal but on the inside, they might be nothing more than a glorified or blackmailed slave, a puppet with strings attached, a mindless brainwashed drone, or a ass-kissing sellout that will say and do anything for money, security, comfort or power. These are some of the things I deal with. Trying to be myself and maintain my individuality around the monopsonies, cartels and institutions that are trying to take my integrity away and assimilate me into their culture of money, lies and exploitation. I refuse. When I do die, which I think about a lot, I want to die being real rather than to survive by being fake. That's why I constantly go against these powerful giants that have far more money, power, numbers, advanced technology, and resources than myself. I may not have all their fancy gadgets and tools, but I am more honest, more sincere and more real than they are. I don't do this for money. I do this because I'm real. It's not easy. I say what I mean and I mean what I say. It is extremely difficult when these different groups keep trying to make me play along with their lies and when I get punished for being real and the ass-kissers get rewarded for being fake. It's harder but it's worth it. Two things that most humans lose as they grow up: their inner child and their integrity. These are the things that I do my best to protect and these are the things that the liars and manipulators and exploitation factions are actively trying to suppress, corrupt and exploit. If I lose that, I become nothing more than another empty, hollow puppet whose strings are being pulled by invisible puppetmasters. 

Social Conditioning. I never realized how much television shows were affecting me when I was younger. I never knew that I was under surveillance and being observed by monopsonies, cartels and institutions that were later planning to try and assimilate me. Once I did learn the truth, I was brainwashed and had my memory wiped. Now that I got my memories back, the slavemasters keep sending these pussyass rat gangs and rat cartels to try and whip me. Now I am always dealing with their pussy undercover rat gangs and rat cartels to try and condition me from the outside using all kinds of bribes, threats, insults, blackmail, lies, targeted surveillance, visual stimuli, auditory stimuli, and psychological warfare tactics. Even tho I'm surrounded by a bunch of liars and fakes, I hold it down by being real. Paying attention to the conspiracy between Mark Cuban and Delonte West, and how Delonte West was driven homeless thru targeted surveillance and undercover harassment, I pay attention how often rich and powerful organizations abuse their surveillance and powers in order to try and guillotine any of their opposition. I pay attention how these rat gangs and rat cartels stick their chest out and act hard whenever the slavemasters give them the whip, even tho they're really just kissing ass and keeping their mouth shut about it. Throughout all this indirect shadow manipulation and layers of social control and brainwashing, I hold on my own by staying true and being real. I know that they're fake. I know they use peer pressure, propaganda, and subliminal threats to try to manipulate me into believing their lies, but I also know that actions speak louder than words. I'm not selling out or kissing their ass. I'm not secretly working for the slavemasters but keeping my mouth shut about it. I'm not taking advantage of, manipulating, or exploiting anyone. Actions speak louder than words. I turn down their money and I turn down their lies even at the sacrifice of my own comfort, security, mental health, freedom and my life because they don't like it when I put the truth out. They're like drug dealers. A drug dealer wouldn't like it if anyone tried to stop them from selling drugs, or tried to get their addicts off of it, or tried to give kids better options. A gang doesn't like it when u take their kids and give them better options because they were planning to exploit those kids. These politicians, corporations, and institutions dont like it when u take their slave race and try to free them or give them better options, because just like the gangs and cartels, they were planning to exploit those slaves. They have spent decades preparing and conditioning those slaves to be exploited later on, and by waking them up and giving those slaves better options, they have less slaves to exploit. It really fucks up their system of lies, greed and exploitation so they gotta try to fuck me up for it. It's all good. If they gona fuck with anyone, I rather they try to fuck with me instead of those kids and slaves they were already planning to exploit. I'll take on all these pussies by my damn self.

Products of their Environment. A system or culture that revolves around capitalism and money will promote certain accepted behaviors, goals, and desires upon those that live in that system/culture. Because the main objective is acquiring riches and material wealth above all else, those that are willing to say and do anything for money will be more favorable than those that are honest, hard-workers. This is because the system only cares about those that can get the money and does not care how they get the money. This works in the advantage of those that lie, those that fake it, and those that backstab. The better they are at lying and backstabbing, the easier it is for them to get money. It is much easier to try to fake friend somebody, backstab them, and take everything they have than it is to work hard for many years in order to develop one's skills and expertise, especially when all that hard work can be stolen from u by a backstabbing liar. The better the liar, the easier it is for them backstab, which makes it very easy for them to acquire a large amount of money in a very short amount of time. Besides the backstabbing liar, the other personality type this system gives advantage to is the ass-kissing rat. If one cannot make it by lying and backstabbing, all they have to do is find the right organization to kiss ass to. As long as they kiss the right ass, they don't have to work hard for many years developing their skills to be good at something and get a well-paying job. All they have to do is kiss ass to a rich boss and the boss will put them on. Bosses prefer ass-kissers because they are easy to control and manipulate and they make the boss look better. Usually, the ass-kissing rats are stupid and will say and do anything to please their boss, so the bosses enjoy that. The backstabbing liar and the ass-kissing rats are like teo different tiers of the same heirarchy. The backstabbing liar is the one that does the lying and backstabbing themselves; the alpha rat. The ass-kisser is the beta rat that gets the power from the alpha rat. Once they get power, money, technology, numbers, etc from the alpha rat, they become empowered but it is not their own power. It is the power they're allowed borrow for kissing ass and playing their game. The alpha rat might give the beta rat guns, money, drugs, cars, homes, etc as long as the beta rat continues to kiss the ass of the alpha rat. The alpha rat will often try to keep the beta rat in a dependant position where the beta rat is forced to continue kissing ass for their own survival. Both the alpha rat and the beta rat are products of their environment. The environment being a system that values money above all else. Since the rats can get a lot more money much faster and much easier than those that actually work hard and study, their culture becomes the more successful way of life and they continue to multiply and spread. It becomes an evolutionary disadvantage to work hard to develop their own skills because of the time it takes and because they can get robbed of all their hard work. Since the system values money above all, the system will give more protection to those that have the money than it does to those that take longer to get the money. This creates a secondary effect where the only ones that can even put the time and effort needed to master any skillset, trade or field are the ones that already have the money necessary to afford the type of security and stability needed to be able to learn and be a master of anything other than slaves and exploitation. The entire system is wrong. It promotes and protects the same rats that are bleeding and infecting the system. 

Nomads & Settlers. As time went on, there was less nomads and less settlers. It became harder to live a life of exploration and adventures because there was less free space and more authority. This was somewhat necessary because the advancement of technology also led to more waste and more pollution, which turned the free and open world into a toxic and poisonous habitat since the settlers were often dumping their waste somewhere far away and outside of the areas they chose to settle in, but also because these modern technologies as well as industrial and agriculture practices were being fueled by the massive exploitation of the free and open world. It was no longer possible to just live freely off the land that was God-given since civilized man was actively corrupting, poisoning and perverting everything they touched for their own greed and selfish desires.

Who are you? They were walking into the kingdom when the guard had stopped them and asked one of them, who are you? He had had been snucked in and didn't know English that well. He said who, and pointed at himself, then said man. The friend that snuck him in said his name is who-man. From that point on, everyone there thought his name was who-man. He was very strange in comparison of everyone else that lived there because he would be himself, which drew a lot of attention because everyone else was afraid of being themselves because they were afraid of being punished by the guards and the oligarchy that was in power. It was dangerous to be free, open and honest with one's self because it might attract too much attention or those in power might feel like their authority was being challenged or simply because they were jealous of anyone that was poorer than them receiving more love and respect than they were getting, especially when they would not bow down to them. The story goes that eventually who-man started to draw too much attention to himself just by having fun and doing cool tricks that the rest of the villagers enjoyed, so the guards were sent to arrest him. They tried to make him bow down but he did not respect their power and authority, so they beat him down and tried to embarrass and humiliate him in front of the rest of the village in order to make the village respect their power and authority. This led to a chain of events that eventually caused the old power structure to fall apart and be replaced by a new power structure that was supposed to be better, more respectful, and wasn't going to make the same mistakes that they were mad at the old power structure for making. 

The Backpack Hunch. A noticeable hunch that I see in myself and others. There may be more a connection with those who wore heavy backpacks before junior high school. It's a noticeable hunch where the spine of the head is more forward that the rest of the spine. It seems to be more prevalent in kids that were in a lot of advanced classes when they were still young, those that maintained a habit of carrying heavy backpack throughout their education, and those that did not play a lot of sports or do a lot of physical activities. Playing sports and such helps a lot, but it doesn't always get rid of the hunch. Maintaining good posture, stretching, and building muscle helps more than just playing sports. 

The Game. Nothing is real in this game. It's strange. Friendships, relationships, business dealings. None of it is real because it's all just part of the game. If someone backstabs, steals your things, or takes advantage of u, you're not supposed to be surprised because that's just the game. It's strange because u might never know where u stand with someone because u don't know if they are playing the game or if they're being real. If someone is playing the game, it doesn't matter if they fake friend u or stabs u in the back or steals your belongings because it's part of the game. You're supposed just play them back because that's the game. However, if u were treat them like a real friend, that goes above the game because it's real. It creates a strange duality where u may feel really betrayed, but they're only playing the game so it doesn't matter if u feel betrayed or anything, because the game only cares about if u win or if u lose. The game doesn't care about what's real and it does not allow anything real to grow. In the game, everything is fair. This is counterproductive to building real relationships or creating positive and sustainable societies. It is also strange because the game tries to trap u in it. So if someone backstabs u as part of the game, according to the rules of the game, your only option is to backstab them back. It's not possible to work things out with anybody that is playing the game because words are weapons and anything and everything is nothing more than a tactic, weapon or tool used to win the game. Nothing in the game is real, except for the pain, destruction, and and exploitation. Anything positive is nothing more than an image, like a commercial that uses a positive message to sell their snake oil. The message really has nothing to do with the product being sold, but since it is a good message, it can be used to sell the product. Words hold no meaning in the game. They are just weapons used to gain an advantage, manipulate a situation, or exploit someone or something. Those that do not do things themselves can look at it like a game, because they play with pawns, puppets and slaves. They do not play with their own lives. They play with the lives of those they can bribe, blackmail, or exploit. A game of slavemasters. False flagging, blackmail, and brainwashing are the new gamebreakers. When some tactic or strategy becomes so effective that the entire game changes and only those that start to use the same strategies can continue to play the game. The game becomes broken because all the sudden, like tic tac toe, there becomes a small amount of strategies that can be easily copied by any beginner and it allows the beginners beat out anyone of any level using a cheap and easy tactic. The truth is also a gamebreaker, but it is not a tool of the game itself. It exists outside of the game. However, some humans never want to grow up. Rather than face the truth, they rather keep the lie going so they can keep playing games. They do anything and everything possible to avoid the truth so that they can keep playing their game. This is very dangerous to the future of humanity. Would they be stupid as selfish enough to threaten the entire balance and harmony of everything around them just to win their stupid game? Yes, yes they would. They already are. 

When Does It End? Let's say someone has been thrown into a dungeon as was being tortured. The captors then offer the prisoner a bribe for their agreement that they will stop whatever they were doing. The prisoner will most likely take that deal either way. Let's say they shook hands and the prisoner was sincere. However, when anything happens that reminds the prisoner of being tortured, the anger might come back and the prisoner will not feel like the apology was enough, and may try to do somethig else to make them feel like they are not a lower class citizen that took a bribe just to stop the pain. Anything that reminds the prisoner of being tortured may activate the PTSD in that situation, and cause the prisoner to fight back because they do not want to feel like a lower class citizen that had to take a deal from another human. It doesn't feel like respect. It feels more like they had to accept a deal to make the pain stop, which makes it feel like they are subservient to the captors still. Let's go back to when they shook hands and the prisoner was sincere about it. The prisoner leaves and goes back to their own kind. The prisoner may have gotten a great deal, and may have even gotten food and other gifts to bring back. However, their own kind may not be as forgiving no matter what the prisoner brought back with him. They may not respect the prisoner anymore because the prisoner took the deal. The prisoner may show off all the gold and riches that may have been part of the deal, but his own kind pay respect with a, do u remember what they did to us? In this situation, even if the prisoner was sincere and took the gifts as a peace offering, his own kind may reject the deal, refuse the deal, and choose to keep fighting until they feel like they are no longer subservient to the captors. This is the psychology of the game. Even if the captors have the advantage for a very long time and everything has calmed down, if the prisoner still does not feel like it was a fair agreement, they may one day do something back in order to the agreement feel like it is really fair. 

Being Fair. Trying to be fair in a cruel and unfair world can drive one mad. No matter what u do, right or wrong, will be taken advantage of and they will always blame u for it. If u fight back, they will blame u. If u don't fight back, they will continue to take advantage of u. They will copy all your arguments and turn it back on without ever having to think for themselves. Those are of the kind that do not wish to be fair, they only want to win. It does not matter what they do or say as long as they win. It is impossible to reason with them because they only think in terms of the game and in terms of winning. They will say and do anything just to win no matter how unfair their actions are. 

Me vs Them. I never gave in. I didn't ask them for help. I never went to them for protection. I got my memories back on my own. They still tryna pressure me and blackmail me and threaten me. I still ain't letting them assimilate me. I don't need their money, they women, or their help. I'm not part of these secret clubs. Fuck them. Fuck their way of life. Fuck their lies and manipulation. They can't silence me. They can't use me. Fuck their plata o plomo. Fuck their system. Fuck them. They can higher and assimilate all these other rats that work for them and keep their mouth shut. All they can do is bark at me and hide behind their technology and money and numbers. I don't work for them. Fuck their plata o plomo. Fuck their cartels. Fuck their money, fuck their technology and fuck their protection. I ain't one of their pussyass undercover rats. I don't need anything from them. I die being real.

Their Trap. The first level of the trap involves the dog eat dog system itself. They pick and choose who they secretly harass, who they educate, and who they send to their school-to-prison pipeline. The second level of the trap is the trap itself where one has to do whatever it takes to survive, which if they do not have the finances or stability to go to college, they will most likely end up as drug dealers, gangbangers, or prostitutes to survive. The next level of the trap has to do with when one finally gets caught. They blame u for being stupid even tho the system is stupid and they trained u wrong from the beginning. Men and women get blackmailed and implanted in prison, and sometimes get deported. Whether they get deported, leave or they stay, they have already been implanted. That means that they may or may not be being manipulated in their own head if they don't know about it, and it means that when they get deported, any place they go to will be compromised because of the implant. The implant itself is more just annoying, but if one doesn't know about its existence or if one was just tortured and electrocuted, it can be very confusing at first. One may confuse it for one's own inner voice. Even when u know it's there, they still try to use it to constantly try to condition u, break u down, confuse and distract u, and to manipulate and lie to u and that's only what I know. It seems to have some sort of data extraction, mirror neuron feedback, as well as the ability to try and brainwash me remotely.

Friendships & Games. Within the game, friendships do not exist because everyone is only playing for themselves. This can become confusing, because outside of the game, groups can be friends with each other, but inside the game, they may become very hostile, manipulative, deceitful or aggressive towards one another. Sometimes, the game is taken so seriously that it ruins the friendship. Sometimes, the friendship was never real in the first place because all they ever cared about was winning the game. It seems that everything becomes a weapon in this game. There is no truth. I'm not playing their game. I'm fighting for the truth.

The Problems. At first, in order protect things, I had to face off with these small crews. After that, it became different gangs and hoods and then cartels. Now that I know how the game and these systems work, I recognize that those are the things in the way that make it harder to protect things, so the natural conclusion would be to challenge the game and the systems in place that organize these different gangs, hoods and cartels because it is the game and the system that makes the good things harder to protect.

The Challenge. The main challenge in this is being able to identify who are the brainwashed or blackmailed vs who are the brainwashers and slavemasters. The difficulty has to do with the false flags, the blackmail, and the information monopoly.

Peer Pressure. When dealing with the hive, their greatest advantage is not their money, their weapons, their drugs, or their technology. Their greatest advantage is their numbers. This is combined with peer pressure as a form of psychological manipulation. It's a very basic strategy. All they do is have a lot of humans repeat the same lie. The more humans they get to repeat the same lie, the more likely it is that anyone else will fall for their peer pressure and believes their lies.

Hive Theft. One of my motivations in putting my thoughts out on here is that the hive mind is always spying on me anyways, so instead of only allowing them to steal my intellectual property, I put my thoughts out in the open so that they're not the only ones that have it. They abuse whatever they have so I would rather make sure that they're not the only ones to have this information. 

Martyrdom. Remembering the fakeass Secret Service initiation which was really just MK Ultra in disguise.has me thinking about what it would take for me to take a bullet for someone else without me being a mindless brainwashed drone and without them blackmailing or threatening me into doing so. I think that the only things that would make me take a bullet for someone else is if I respected them so much that I felt it necessary for me to sacrifice my own life in order to protect them. Other than that, they really couldn't torture, drug, brainwash or blackmail me into taking a bullet for them, but I'd take a bullet to fight against them and go against all their lies and bullshit.

Slavemasters Assimilation Strategy. Besides the blackmail, torture and brainwashing, there is a strategy that the slavemasters use against anti-slave societies. First, they send out their bottom slaves which are the ones they don't respect and abuse anyways. The bottom slaves rob and steal because that's their only option, and whenever anyone messes with them, they villainize anyone that did anything to do. This allows them to show fake love to their bottom slave which makes the slaves more loyal, and it allows them to villainize the anti-slave societies. As this strategy goes on, more of the non-slaves get villainized and taken out for fighting against the slaves, and more of them because assimilated into the slave society where they will be broken down, abused, disrespected, and prostituted. The slave society consists of the two races which are the slavemasters race that has all the money, power, and technology and the slave race which is the race they abuse and experiment on and blame for every policy the slavemasters are responsible for.

Same Story. Coming from a small village that would mind their own business, had self-control, didn't pollute, didn't exploit, and was entirely self-sustainable, all they wanted to do was be left alone and mind their business. There was a rich and powerful corporate industry that wanted to build a road thru the mountains they were living at. They sent someone to try and stop them. The person they sent had tried to talk to them at first but they only respect money and power. The person they sent tried to fight them next, but they kidnapped and raped him and then threw him back out. That person went back to the village to let them know how these corporate industries and rich nations choose to fight, and to try and think of with better ways to try and stop them.  What that person didn't know is at the same time, these corporate industries and rich nations were spreading propaganda about the area saying it dangerous and that the person that fought them was a terrorist, even tho they were the ones raping and prostituting the land for money.

Mass surveillance-based psychological warfare. This has to do with using slaves to test their targets, and secretly observing the targets reactions to their slaves triggers. They do this multiple times using different slaves and different types of triggers in order to build a psychological profile on their target. They monitor everything from eye movements, breathing, heart rate, and body temperature as well as whatever else they can monitor. They use this in order to find ways to manipulate their target, by building a database on their targets reactions to their triggers. This is how they fight. They will say and do anything for money. They do not care about being real as much as they care about looking real, which is why they're willing to say and do anything for money. As long as they have money, they can continue to make themselves look real even if they are lying, faking it, and pretending. They will never risk their lives to be real the same way they risk their lives for money.

Different Types of Prison. There are some that believe that anywhere u cannot walk outside barefoot is a prison. There are some that believe that anywhere u don't have privacy is a prison. There are some that believe that anywhere u cannot grow your own food is a prison. There are some that believe in using prisons for cheap labor and want to try and grow the prison population as much as possible by setting traps everywhere so they can have a huge population of poor and desperate slaves that they can use for cheap labor, scientific experiments and as crash dummies and throwaways. They come from the liars side. They are so intelligent that they can lie to themselves about what they're really doing. They have no stake in the outcome because they lie, fake it, hide, play dumb, and send puppets to pay for their consequence instead of paying for it themselves.

Growing Up. What they call growing up is really just them lying, manipulating and exploiting everything and everyone around them. Either that, or it means becoming accepting and becoming dependent on the system that controls all their means of survival. What they call growing up is just them lying and faking it, being selfish and coming up with good excuses to justifying their massive exploitation practices.

Bribes and Threats. The fact that they make any threats against me at all is why I reject all their bribes. If that's their only mode of operation, then they don't have emply, they have slaves, puppets, and pawns. I'm none of that. It's nothing else. I rather die than be a slave. Fuck all their beat around the bush bullshit. I can be real without have to compromise anything as long as I don't take anything from them because they don't start with respect. Everything else is some bullshit that i reject. All that blackmail and brainwashing shit, they gotta come out about that. All that stalking me and making subliminal threats all the time, they gotta come out about that. All the mass surveillance , psychological warfare and targeted conditioning, they gotta come out about that. Everything else, fuck them. I don't want their money.

Super-Powered Copycats. There is an issue where even if I figure out a way to deal with certain things, they're going to use their mass surveillance networks to steal my idea and then use their supercomputers and artificial intelligence to use my idea much faster and much more efficiently than I could ever think of process information making me not want to find a solution because of that.

The Big Lie. In smaller terms, if someone lied to u.abiut something important, it would be upsetting and possibly a violation of trust. It's worse if they lied to u for a long time and u found out on your own. They never told u. They never got caught for it. Once u find out on your own, instead of owning up to it, they blame and even try to blackmail, bribe, and threaten u over it. If someone close to u lied to u for a long time and u find out by yourself, it's the same as being betrayed. It's the same even if it's not a person, but a large organization, especially when it comes with blackmail, death threats, sleep deprivation, stalking, etc. 

Traps, Lies, & Blackmail. Why I have to risk everything for a straight up face to face conversation is because I was brainwashed, blackmailed and had amnesia for a long time while things were being done behind my back under my name. Fuck all that. Some shit was good, but some shit was bullshit. So I cannot cosign some of the shit that happened. That's why I rather give everything up and demand a face to face conversation or die trying, because I refuse to accept responsibility for everything that happened without being able to clear it up, item by item, face to face. I refuse to be manipulated, blackmailed, or framed. I'm more than willing to take the heat for some shit I really did as long as I can challenge the blackmailing and brainwashing part. I refuse to let them use my name behind my back or when I had amnesia, and then just keep my mouth shut about it and take their money. Fuck them and fuck their money. Truth or Nothing. Fuck the blackmail, fuck the threats, and fuck the hush money. I risk my life to be real, not for money.

The Complex Trap. It's interesting when the some of the same ones what's his name has either hired or blackmailed to have me brainwashed end up being somewhat involved in some of the things involving the shit coming back to him. I sacrificed my own life for this so it don't matter what happens to me. It'd just be an amazing to be able to take down such giants, and even if it don't work, it's still crazy that I could even have such a huge impact. I don't care what they throw at me. Either I fuck up their system so they cant do the same shit to anyone that else, or they somehow kill me but at least I tried to take them on no matter how big they are, how much money they got, and whatever else.

Rapist Killa. Sometimes, it's hard to get the rapists to show their real face, especially when they're scared of u. It's often easier to just let them come to me, and then get them as they come out. Otherwise, they just hide and lie and fake it and play dumb and stalk and manipulate all secretly. They're pussy as fuck and they lie and fake it all the time. That's why it's so hard to get them to break their cover. On top of that, if I make the first move, they pretend to be the victim and blame me. So sometimes, it's easier to just let them make their move and then get them as they're making their attempt. If not, to get them after which is why keeping accurate and detailed logs is also important. Hiding, lying and false flagging is normal behavior for them.

Sustainable Societies vs Global Industrialized Market. The global market is far non-sustainable. There is obvious issues with pollution that involves massive cover up, lobbying, corporately-financed puppet politicians, as well as debt-trap contracts, exploitation, and ecocide. Most industries would rather put money into covering up their pollution and ecocide than to put money into creating less pollution and less waste. This is especially bad for poorer, less advanced third world countries that often have their politicians assassinated or blackmailed in order to have them accept deals that sell their own country out. Most major industrialized cities have horrible air and water pollution, as well as problems with drugs, crime and homelessness.  Sustainable societies are better than that. Corporate pigs and military officers may say it's not possible, but they don't want it to be possible. They want to make everyone dependent on them for everything. Its similar to how farmers used to cut down areas that would naturally grow food so that everyone would have to buy from the markets. The same strategy is being done on a global scale. Look at Skid Row, Los Angeles to understand why that is a horrible idea. The most unsustainable and ecocidal societies have no right to force their consumerism economy on the rest of the world. That will only lead to more pollution, more crime and more drugs. However, there are a lot of poor humans that are desperate enough to do anything for money and there are a lot of very rich and very ignorant and very selfish humans that don't care because they get rich from it. Just like a drug dealer that poisons his neighborhood, he doesn't care about any of the long-term damage being done because it makes him rich. The system doesn't care either because he's most likely just going to get locked up or killed and the system will get that money back anyways. That cycle is unsustainable as well. All the money he makes from selling drugs and from robbing the community is limited by the amount of money and drug addicts the community has. Once all the possible addicts all have dealers, the only way to increase profits is by increasing the customer base which means either creating more drug addicts or going somewhere else or find some. This causes the poison to spread out, and it also increases the population of broken desperate human beings that will do anything and work for anyone for money or protection. That population increase of broken humans means more power for the gangs and cartels, which means they have more employees to sell drugs with(also meaning that each employee is paid less since the labor market is so high) which means they will have to find or create more addicts to sell to. It spreads out like a toxic poison that leaves a trail of drug addicts, homelessness, and crime where it touches. It takes an unsustainable and self-destructive society to create such an unsustainable and self-destructive way of making a lot of easy money very fast. That easy fast money has to come from somewhere. It comes from raping and prostituting the entire planet and everything they touch.

The Hive Mind Chip & Augmented Reality. The longer this bitch is in my head, the more data they can extract. This allows them to set up more false flag events using the information they extract from my brain. That is why one rejects their technology and reverts back to face to face communication alone. Fuck their technology. Fuck their mass surveillance. Fuck their psychological warfare. I refuse to be a mind controlled drone. Fuck their blackmail. I refuse to be a blackmailed slave. They can hide and lie, but they can't stop me from cussing them out and being real in the open. I'm not one of their pussyass slavemasters barking orders from the back. I'm front line. Fuck them and fuck their whip.

Regional Algorithms and Control of the Perception of Reality. They control the algorithms by region in order to limit, manipulate and control what information we have access too. This allows them to condition us by controlling the information they allow us to have. This also falls in line with the whole, raising us to be stupid so that we fuck up and then they have an excuse to control us. If a teacher teaches u all the wrong things and then makes u take a test, it's not your fault if u fail. They purposely taught u wrong so that u would fail, and then it gives them the excuse to say they have to control u because you're stupid.

Regional Destabilization. One of the tactics the industrial complex uses is targeted destabilization in order to prevent anyone from being informed on their exploitative practices. I'm being gangstalked all the time. They run undercover psychological warfare campaigns on me in order to keep me uninformed and destabilized making it harder to call them out on their ecocide, pollution, and exploitation. It's like when u call the king a bitch for fucking little girls, and the king whips u so u can't call him a bitch no more. Except their whip is their network of undercover rats using targeted surveillance, blackmail and psychological manipulation. The rats are the whipmasters. The slavemasters can't even whip me themselves because they pussy. It also creates the trap of making enemies with the whipmasters, but fuck them too fuck kissing ass and making it harder to get free. Even the whipmasters too scared to whip me face to face. They gotta hide behind their money, numbers and technology too because they just as pussy as the slavemasters they kiss ass to.

Avoidance Tactics. As long as they avoid face to face dealings, they never have to admit to their side of the story. So they can hide behind the lies and call me all sorts of things because they never have to answer for it face to face. All they do is stalk, hide and lie. I'm front lines. I'm face to face. I can answer for anything I have ever done face to face. They the ones lying and hiding and playing bitchass games while they cover up and avoid being accountable for their side of the story. 

Tupac Shakur. Tupac was a great natural born leader. Nothing like these cheapass crips and bloods. The Black Panthers were highly disciplined and structured, which is why they were torn down and replaced by these cheapass crips and bloods that are jokes compared to their fathers. I suppose it is a bad idea to have all the best men in one organization making them all easy targets, but it was still something positive about it that the crips and bloods cannot compare to. I feel like Tupac's greatest weakness was not his emotion because that was a strength. It was just the fact that computers were still new, so this whole thing about mass surveillance and the military industrial complex and these undercover networks had not been discovered yet. That wasn't exposed until much later thru Edward Snowden. Because it wasn't yet know about it, it was very easy for them to hire these rats to stalk and harass anyone they felt like targeting. That was the only trap he fell for. I feel like if Tupac knew about the mass surveillance and the military industrial complex, he would have been able to deal with it much differently and wouldnt have fallen into this fakeass Truman Show/Get Out/Matrix trap.

The Expensive Lie. A lot of these billionaires and corporations and exploitation industries make a big deal out of their employees getting hurt, but they often blackmail and threaten their own employees to force them to work. On top of that, they exploit and poison not only the land itself but the children and families they touch. They are killing tomorrow so they can be rich today, but because they will die before their pollution sets in, they don't care about any of that as long as they get rich today. Fuck them, fuck their lies and cover ups, and fuck their money.

Bosses and their Ass-kissing Rats. Most bosses prefer someone that is stupid, kisses their ass, and laughs at all their jokes. They often pay these rats, like the pussies in the Villa's and across the street outside, because they those that are easy to manipulate and easy to control. They prefer these rats, like the pussies spying on me while they hide, because the rats will do anything they're told for cheese. Often times, some lameass rat that has no skills and does no work hard may get promoted to a position of power simply by kissing ass. The bosses love a stupid rat that laughs at all their jokes and kisses their ass because it makes them look good. They are afraid of being challenged face to face. Bosses often have entire armies of rats that they can organize and mobilize, but usually, the rats are just as pussy as the bosses that hired them. It's similar to a villain hiring henchmen. This falls in line with the slavemasters tactic of trying to break humans down in order to make them weak, stupid and desperate so that the slaves will do anything the slavemasters tell them to, and then give the best ass-kissers bribes in order to make them look good and create the illusion that it's not slavery. This also falls in line with the gangs and cartels rape baby and broken home strategy where they purposely rape women to get them pregnant, or they purposely break up families with talented children in order to destabilize the children making it more likely that those children will join a gang or cartel, thereby increasing their numbers. Bosses prefer slaves because a slave will kiss their ass and never challenge them or call them out on their bullshit.

Front Liners vs. Trappers. Trappers are usually made up of the slavemaster types. Bosses, rapists, brainwashers, etc. They are all trappers. They usually hide somewhere safe or only take up battles that they know they can win. They often hide behind their numbers, power, money, technology, or whatever type of advantages they can have. Front Liners are the ones that are in the front, also being the ones that usually fall for the traps. Front Liners are usually leaders, not bosses, which is why they lead since they are in the front. Front Liners risk and sacrifice their own lives for whatever they fight for. Trappers usually risk the lives of their minions and their henchmen. In reality, trappers have the advantage and most Front Liners don't survive for very long compared to Trappers. However, in terms of integrity, Front Liners are always the realist. The fact that they risk their own lives means that they will usually be more fair about things, while the Trappers are often very unfair since they do not risk their own lives and prefer to avoid being accountable for their own actions.

Showing Love. Coming from a place of honesty, it's natural to show and be proud of the things one has love for. In these places ruled by greed and money, love is dangerous because they will try to hate, ruin and exploit anything that u love. It's very toxic behavior and it's backwards. 

Virtual Reality. I remember hearing this story about a man who had a bad experience that caused him to react negatively in real life. My own experiences have also been negative, and I feel they have been used as part of the brainwashing and torture in order to try to both turn me into a mindless drone as well as in order to create false flag situations that have me making enemies with friends or friends with enemies. It falls in line with the strategies, tactics, and mindset of the liars, the exploitators, and the manipulators. If they can fool u into believing something is real when it is fake, they can manipulate your actions and behaviors in ways that may be difficult to see thru. Also, it can cause lasting damage to your memories and leave u in a position where u don't know where u came from or who u are anymore.

Character Assassination Theory. Excluding all the blackmail, druggings, torture, etc, this one is more about how the media as well as certain other organizations such as the invisible puppetmasters use cameras to fulfill their character assassination goals. What they do is constantly stalk, harass, and manipulate their target while they play dumb and lie and have cameras on them. What they try to make it seem like is their target ruins their own career. Take paparazzi for example. The paparazzi can stalk their target and take pictures of them wherever they go, but if their target gets mad, all the attention and blame goes on the one's that the cameras are pointing at, rather than at the manipulators behind the cameras. This allows them to put all the blame on the one they are harassing without taking any accountability for their own involvement, often times pretending to be the victim. If their target doesn't respond, they will continue stalking and harassing. If the target does respond, they will call their target crazy and put all the blame on their target. It is very manipulative in nature and it is just another new threat that all this new technology has introduced into the world. It is also a result of the greed that the system fosters, whether referring to the drugs in the street, the celebrities in Hollywood, or the bribes in business and politics. 

Among Us. If there are only two sides to choose from, and both sides have backstabbers in them, that means both sides are compromised. Let's take it to the example of rapists. If there are rapists on both sides, the rapists hide their faces naturally unless they are with their own. When the sides are made up of so many, they will hide, lie, and fake it even within their own side. If a rapist killa joins either side, that individual will be an open target to the hidden rapists. It will become obvious over time based on their actions. The rapists on the other hand, will lie and fake it until they get an opportunity that they can get away with. This allows them the time to run surveillance, collect data, and set up a plan as they secretly observe their enemy. All they have to do is come in as a fake friend, set them up, stab them in the back, and then cover it up and frame them. No matter which side their target joins, it will be a trap, because there are rapists on both sides that have been hiding and slowly weeding out the ones that are honest, straight-forward and direct. The number of fakes continues to grow over time as well, and everyone that survives is blackmailed into silence or is eliminated, debilitated, or framed. It does not matter which side one goes to because the trap is the same on both sides, and because cause the sides are so big and made up of so many, it's only a matter of time until the liars and manipulators catch on to the real ones.

The Corrupted Mirror 2. There is a strategy being employed involving the use surveillance to build psychological profiles on individuals in order to find out who are the rats that will be willing to take their bribes and push their agenda. There is an argument that they're only doing the same thing I did when I was passing on my words to help give some another option to make it. This is another hypocritical argument that the invisible puppetmasters use to cover up their lies and make it look good from the outside. In reality, they're not doing the same thing I did, because I really broke bread with and slept under the same roof as many of the ones I wanted to help. I was not stalking them and trying to manipulate them for my own advantage. They showed love so I wanted to leave something positive behind for them as well. The puppetmasters instead use this as a strategy for their exploitation and manipulation practices, but they don't care about the puppets they use. I broke bread with, slept under the same roof, and risked my own life. That's not a business relationship. It has nothing to do with business from my side. The puppetmasters don't care tho. It's just another manipulative lie they can use to get their way. Their way is exploitative in nature. 

Self-Sustainability vs Militarization. I prefer self-sustainable over these global markets because consumerism is one of the biggest causes of pollution and ecocide. Militarization is a different animal that adds an unnecessary complexity to self-sustainability. Instead of being able to manage one's own resources in a responsible fashion, one must instead deal with the greed, ignorance, and barbarianism of powerful forces that are at war with one another. It's like trying to finish school but having some jealous idiots steal your books. It forces one to spend less time on creating solutions, and spend more time on dealing with haters, backstabbers and rats. The most militarized nation is not the most advanced and does not have the most positive contributions to offer, especially if the world is not at war. The most self-sustainable societies are not dependant on the rest of the world because they have a better way. However, the ignorance and destruction caused by the barbarians is always a hindrance towards positive growth and innovation. They are selfish and greedy and lack self-control, which is why many societies run by these types are very destructive to the world around them, if not because of war itself, because of their exploitation of everything they touch. They cannot come up with their own solutions. All they can do is bully, manipulate and steal from those around them. There is a pattern that most warring nations follow. They grow to become very powerful very quickly by fighting with and taking over their neighbors, and once they have conquered everything around them, they implode. This is because they draw all their power from what they can take, and once there is nothing left to take, they have nothing. They have nothing to offer. All they can do is take. 

False Flag Strategists. My dealings with these liars, fakes, and manipulators has led me to certain conclusions about them. First, they are the invisible puppetmasters that try to turn us into their puppets. They have puppet gangs, puppet businesses, and even puppet politicians. Second, most of their tactics are strategies are based on lies. They live by the lie and die by the lie. The other thing is that most of their systems of control revolve around blackmail, creating dependancy, shadow manipulation, bribes, and nowadays, brainwashing as well. They prefer to manipulate different groups into fighting each other and blaming it on another group. This is why lying and hiding are crucial elements of everything they do. They have to hide their real face because if they were honest and straight up, they would expose themselves as selfish, manipulative backstabbers. This is also why and how they abuse surveillance networks. They build individual psychological profiles from the shadows in order to find out things and habits about their targets that sometimes, their own targets don't know. From a personal perspective, I never really know who they are because they're invisible. I sometimes come across their puppets, but they can hire or blackmail almost anyone, made it hard to know what I was really dealing with at first. They are always hiding and being secretly manipulative, often for riches, power, or selfish egotistical reasons. The blackmail is an especially difficult obstacle to overcome. It's similar to the plata o plomo strategy because once u take their money, u go from being a target or a victim to being their accomplice. The blackmail can work the same way, but if u don't take their money, they can still use the blackmail against u either to assassinate your character, discourage your supporters, or to increase your enemies. These are only a few of the ways that these false flag strategists fight. It has nothing to do with honor, respect or with being fair. The only thing they care about is winning, and they will say and do anything to win. I mean almost anything. They won't be real.

Modern Day Slavery. I get the vibe that some of the slaveowners and slavemasters that were forced into hiding after the Civil War in the States are starting to come back out using the new technology and weapons that they have accumulated over their time hiding. Not only are they using new technology, but it seems they have also created secret alliances among different races that also believe in and want to bring back slavery. They also have large populations of slaves that have already been assimilated and are segregated into different monopsonies. These are not the ones that are in the open. After being pushed in the shadows when slavery was abolished, they have adapted to lying and faking who they are. It is difficult for me to know which side is genuine and which side is faking it,.because they avoid face to face conversations and they can hide their energy when in groups. They may come in different colors and races now but they all share the same beliefs and mindset which is the exploitation of what they consider a lower class of human beings for their own comforts and luxuries. 

Their Lies. Because their agents can hide and lie, and because I make myself an easy target for these pussy rats, they hide and try lie after lie after lie after lie against me. They do not stand for what they say. If they really meant what they said, they wouldn't have to hide to say it. I say fuck them in the open all the time. They never do anything. I turned down their plata o plomo money. They cannot force me to work for them. They lie all the time. They cannot force me to believe their lies.

Honored. I feel very honored that certain communities had invited me inside and allowed me to live with them. There are many humans much smarter and richer than myself, that many of these communities would never invite inside. I find it frustrating that I can sometimes be tricked and used by some of these smarter or sometimes only richer humans in order to infiltrate and exploit those communities. Out here, there is a strange culture of lies. Instead of trying to earn respect and be invited, they often try to lie, manipulate, bribe, or bully their way into places. I am very honored to have ever been invited anywhere, and I am more appreciative of that than all the fake love and money and women they try to throw at me just to shut me up and make me accept their bullshit.

Don't Forget. Assad, Trump, Oil, Hive Mind, Syria, Blood Diamonds, Fall Guy Puppet Sponsorship & the Invisible Puppetmasters.

Murderer vs Murderer. No weirdo extra homo shit, no pictures or blackmail... and also, last minute, no weapons. Two murderers that have many titles under their belts fighting against each other, and nobody died. After that, one goes back into his cage and the other goes back outside. No rape. No exploitation. No money. Just a fair fight. Was it a fair fight? Politics get tricky. One man is a weapon for the boss that owns him. The other man is free to move as he pleases and challenge whoever he wants. It ended with respect. Close enough.

If you always put limits on everything you do, physical or anything else, it will spread into your work and into your life. There are no limits. There are only plateaus, and you must not stay there, you must go beyond them.” This is a quote, but it is also a philosophical insight about psychological or about human behavior. This can be positive or negative depending on the individual themselves and the things they come across within their environment. False realities produce false doctrines. 

Planned Obsolescence. Not just the manufacturering practice of making products with a limited lifespan so that customers have to return and buy more of it once it breaks, like a drug dealer trying to create addict for long term-consumption. Spreading it into other areas of life, and thinking social conditioning. Raising human beings to be stupid and ignorant so they are dependant on a system that only wishes to exploit them, but pretends to protect them. Raising humans to be selfish and ignorant so that they consume more and that they are always fighting over crumbs and kept in a state of poverty and destabilization, then using their consumption as an excuse to justify the over-production that the sellers feed off of. The businesses love it. They make so much money off of consumers that it's in their best interest to not only make products that are designed to break, it's also in their best interest to condition human beings that are smart enough to work and to buy, but not smart enough to understand how they're destroying the planet over their greed.

Hive Assimilation. I am always trying to resist its effect on my mind. I pay attention to other hive members and their level of autonomy, creativity, humor, sense of self, ability to form new and original ideas, and it makes me believe that i have to always and constantly reject it at all moments be cause it may seem harmless at first, but I believe it can slowly carve out ones personality from within and replace it with a type of interchangeable hive personality once the target is fully assimilated. Gives me very heavy human drone type of vibes. I wonder how many of them are still themselves and how many of them have already been fully assimilated.

Racism and Gene Consolidation. Different races are cool. If there are any racists at all, it makes everything feel racist, especially in terms of gene consolidation. If they have any racists at all on their side, then anything I offer and contribute will also be to the benefit of their racists. Knowing about all the secret race war, slave races, gene consolidation, biological and chemical warfare that often causes birth defects and handicaps within future generations, as well as of how gangs and cartels are used for the race war and the gene consolidation process which takes the best genes from their targeted race, culture or families and assimilates those genes by breaking families apart and forcing them to grow up in broken homes, while allowing their own families to benefit from the slave race of families they have already assimilated makes me want to push back on that. If their attempt to set me up and use me as a scapegoat was so that they could make money off my work and then push me into the prison military industrial complex as a blackmailed soldier with no human rights in order to consolidate my genes, then doing whatever I can to not be blackmailed and not be brainwashed is very important. That's why refusing to breed is a powerful defense, since they cannot plata o plomo me and it puts a stop to their race war, their slave race strategy, and their gene consolidation. 

Handcuff Keys. Why steal their keys? Why record everything? Because I do not want them testing different lies and strategies against me, just so they can take the ones that work against me and use it on a third world country so they can exploit the resources and human beings there. That's why I steal their keys. The same tactics they're using against me today might be the tactics they use against other poorer, less advanced nations to tomorrow. Right now, it's all surveillance warfare, psychological warfare, pharmaceutical warfare, and this thing about shaode manipulation and brainwashing. That's not even bringing up the blackmail. It's very unfair when they exploit the resources of a poor and less technologically advanced country, but then they call the country they're steal from terrorists. It's all part of the false reality that they try to build in order to justify their exploitation while using us as their fall guys and scapegoats. Fuck them and fuck their lies. I'm a Slavemaster Killa. That's why I steal their keys. I'm not the slavemasters rat. That's why I don't work for them while keeping my mouth shut about it.

Slavemasters, Freedom Fighters, and Rats. When the freedom fighters try to free the slaves, the rats are the ones that work for the slavemasters. They act hard because the slavemasters let them use the whip. It's frustrating because the freedom fighters try to free the slaves, and the rats will stab them in the back and sell them out while pretending that they hate slavery. So when the freedom fights come up with a plan to fight the slavemasters, the rats sell the freedom fighters out and then the slavemasters give the rats more food, more privileges, and lets them use the whip. These days, the whip is the mass surveillance and brainwashing technology that the slavemasters use to assimilate us. The rats have nothing to provide on their own and often times, they're jealousy motivates them to kiss ass to their slavemasters even more because then they gain access to advanced weapons and technology that they wouldnt have if they didn't sell out.

Fuck the Hive Mind. I am getting used to rejecting and refusing their assimilation. They're always trying to assimilate me by on the outside and from within. I continue to keep up the habit of refusing and rejecting their assimilation, while keeping true and accurate records of their every attempt as much as possible. They continue to rotate who they give the whip to, while also rotating between the bribe and threat strategies. No matter what they do and no matter who they send, I'ma be real until it kills me. I rather die than be a slave. When I do die, I die being real. I don't die as their slave. Every single thing I have been doing since I got my memories back has been against the will of the hive mind and against the will of the pussyass puppetmasters. Fuck the hive mind. I reject and refuse their assimilation. I think for myself. 

Bosses vs Leaders. Bosses don't like leaders. Bosses usually prefer to have ass-kissers, rats, and stupid humans around them to make themselves look better. Bosses usually maintain their power thru the use of their henchmen, their money, and their technology. They prefer to hide somewhere safe and bark orders at their minions, having their minions do everything for them as well as take all the blame while the bosses hide somewhere and hire new henchmen whenever something happens to the last one. leaders do their own thing, and they gain a following naturally just by being themselves. This also naturally draws a lot of hatred and jealousy. Part of it is because they are good at things, part of it because of the love they get, and part of it is because they call bullshit out face to face. They dont send someone to call it out for them. Bosses dont like leaders. Leaders really don't give a fuck about the bosses u less the bosses get in the way. Bosses are too pussy to get in the way themselves and will send some one of their throwaways to do it instead. Bosses tend to live longer lives out here because there is a constant surplus of desperate and oppressed slaves that will kiss their ass to work for them. They also survive long because they prefer to hide in the shadows, hide undercover, and hide behind their mone, numbers, technology and especially their lies. Leaders tend to be more upfront and honest and far more direct as well as fair in their dealings.

The Slave Acrobatic. There once was a king who captured a freedom fighter and turned him into a slave. The king made the slave do acrobatics tricks because when they caught him escaping, that's how he was escaping. The slave was upset and couldn't do anything at the moment. The king wanted to show off his new captured freedom fighter and show his kids how powerful he was. He brought his kids in and made the acrobat do tricks to show the kings kids. The acrobat so the kings daughter, so when he did the tricks the king asked him to perform, he did it with a full erection. This caught his daughters attention and made the king very upset, but the acrobat was upset as well about being a slave and he was going to be beaten and thrown in the dungeon later anyways. Later on, the acrobat somehow escaped and the king was either killed or forced to flee and start a new kingdom somewhere else.

Surveillance-Based Psychological Manipulation and Information Supremacy. It's the use of mass surveillance to psychologically profile their targets, create illusions based on manipulating one's perception of reality, and create a monopoly on truth, allowing them to put gatekeepers in front of the truth so that no one knows what's going on unless u kiss ass to one of their gatekeepers. This leads to Information Supremacy because once they gain control over all the truth, future generations will be helpless and ignorant unless they choose to kiss ass to the gatekeepers. I went around them. I stole the truth from them and I give it out for free. I killed a few of their gatekeepers for it too. They wiped my memories and expected me to give up and work for them once I got my memories back just because they're blackmailing me. Nope. Fuck them and fuck their gatekeepers. Fuck their undercover rats and spies and surveillance. When I die, I know I did everything I could to change the game and take power away from these bitchass gatekeepers and their slavemasters. Fuck these pussyass rats that the complex keeps sending to try and stop my rebellion. Fuck them, fuck the hive mind, fuck their secret brainwashing experiments, and fuck the rats that kiss their ass and sell out humanity.

Homer the Philosopher. They say that Homer was not racist because he was blind. Being blind made him an outcast, so he would go out far away and sit by himself. They say that that's how he got most of his stories. It's also been said that by the end, he realized he was talking to someone different. He may not have been willing to conversate if he wasn't blind.

My Own Sacrifice. I did not come by this knowledge or wisdom by stealing it from anyone else. I didn't kiss ass for it. I gave up my blood, sweat, and tears for this. So even they have their undercover agents coming around and speaking in subliminals and such, they did not risk their own lives. They're just copying me. Anyone can do that. I did all the hard work.

The Carrot and the Fire. How it goes, everything is based on how to make one work. It all comes from slavery tho, so everything is based on mainly two tactics, which is bribes and threats. It's like having a carrot tied to a stick in front of u so that u chase that. The carrot is the money. At the same time, they light a fire behind u so that u have to keep running either way. That's the two main methods of making someone work out here. Neither of these things inspire me to work. It all just makes me go, fuck them and fuck their system. 

Chatbots. The chatbot usernames are weird. I see things that look like subliminal messages. I wonder how many of them are real human beings and how many are either robots or someone hired to make fake accounts and leave comments. I don't like the whole gatekeeper shit. It reminds of when music went from CDs to downloading music for free online to the whole Spotify and iTunes shit. That short moment of time when downloading music for free was still new and the algorithms were real and not being controlled by any gatekeepers was the best time to find good music. The algorithms were real so when it said most downloaded songs, it was really the songs that were being downloaded the most. No artificially manipulated numbers. No behind the scenes industry bullshit manipulating the numbers. No censors or bans. A lot of really good music came out at that time that was able to go around the industry gatekeepers straight to the world. I look at these chatbots as a strange form of social media gatekeeping where real comments are being covered up, and the chatbots are manipulating what anyone thinks about and manipulates the direction of the conversation. All this fakeass bullshit is not only annoying to me personally, I believe it's a dangerous form of psychological manipulation using social media that may be compared to Manifest Destiny, except that it's worse since it's difficult to know if the ones writing the comments are real human beings or not. All this fake shit is not good. They're lying. I wonder how I would feel about it if I was rich and famous. Would I just keep my mouth shut and play along because I was on the good side of things? Hard to say but I would like to think I have more integrity than that. However, I'm on the ground level and I deal with all this mass surveillance and psychological warfare and gangstalking on a daily basis, so it does have a great effect on the way I see the world, even if my perception is being manipulated by this mass surveillance/psychological warfare bullshit. It's crazy because most of the ones out here are just on some street shit or on some 9-5 type shit. There is an entire network of mass surveillance, psyops, brainwashing, blackmailed slave soldiers, bioweapons and chemical weapons, false flags, manufactured poverty, mass pollution, ecocide, race wars, cartelifications, military industrial complex's, and all kinds of manipulative bullshit going on behind the scenes. I'm just tryna be real, with or without the money. They just want to have full control of everything we think, feel and know. Oh yeah, the chatbots is only a small piece of all that, but it is one of a million other things that have been going on that's being covered up just like the mass surveillance and targeted psychological warfare. 

Today's Gangstalking Pattern. Nothing unusual for the most part. The regular bullshit of them hiding and lying and making subliminal threats and all that. What I found really interest was that when I was walking to Starbucks, I had walked by what looked like a normal group of old ladies waiting for the bus. They made some subliminal threats as soon as I walked by. Nothing unusual for me. I logged it in, and I mentioned how most of the subliminal threats were coming from latinos. Once I put that, the subliminals started coming from Asians and whites and one that was black. There was a few I couldn't recognize because they were driving by in cars, and of course the ones that are hiding somewhere I can't see. However, it was really interesting how as soon as I noticed that pattern, whoever they are had tried to change it. Its very strange living in this place where they're watching me all the time and always trying to manipulate my perception of reality. I'm really trying to clear out all this fake bullshit and bring the real back. False realities produce false doctrines. Unless things are real, one cannot possibly have a realistic perception of life. Even now, they got undercovers spying on me and reading what I'm typing while they lie and fake it and try to secretly manipulate me from the shadows. I already been tortured, brainwashed, and had amnesia. Now that I got my memories back, I never want to get drawn into their lies again. 

Families of Prostitutes. These families, usually fake families that have been put together by a cartel or military industrial complex, are not only meant to breed more prostitute and gangbangers for the cartels, but they are also weaponized in order to consolidate good genes from real families as well create a constant supply of throwaways and human sacrifices. The women are usually forced to have sex for money because they are not taught anything else, or they are used as weapons. This makes it difficult to form meaningful relationships because one never knows if the person is genuine or if they are an agent sent by a cartel. I already broke down the cartels rape baby strategy, which is where they rape a woman to get her pregnant so the child grows up to be a rapist, raped another woman and continues to cycle which helps both the gangs and cartels grow their numbers very quickly. The prostitution families tactic is very similar to the rape baby strategy. It all falls in line with the same mindset, which is increasing the organization's numbers as fast as possible by any means in order to secure their network of exploitation and modern day slavery. It's just a bunch of different slavemasters all using different tactics and strategies against each other to try and win control of each others slaves. Then there's me, putting the truth out on all of them which makes them all hate me and team up to try and shut me up.

Reverse-Engineering Their Psychological Traps. I recognize a new pattern now. They're always stalking me, and they usually make comments after I either type something or when I'm watching something. I noticed that they prefer to say negative and disparaging things whenever I say something positive. It makes sense. They're trying to condition me towards being negative. It worked better when they were fake friends. When they do it from far away or by using undercover agents that hide, it doesn't work as well. This is their form of social conditioning. It seems to be patterned in such a way to rob me of my positivity thru harassment and subliminal threats, and trying to make me both angry and hateful, as well as direct my anger and hatred either towards them or towards a false flag as well as take my attention away from anything else. It also falls in line with their strategy of taking me off the path I was previously on in order to push me into the street trap. I am recognizing more of their traps and am better able to deconstruct these traps they set for me, as well as for anyone else that comes across these same traps. Most of these traps revolve around psychology with the financial and street element only being surface level weapons mean to manipulate their targets psychology. I saved a lot of humans with my own hands in the past. I can probably save more lives if I can take these traps apart and replace this corrupt system with a better, more fair and more sustainable system.

Optogenetics. (https://youtu.be/0jX8hSWQMkA) I wonder if this had anything to do with my cracking when I was still under amnesia. I know about the implanted triggers because I can remember being tortured, and I know about the undercover agents and the targeted surveillance, but I also wonder if this added to it. I say this because the hive mind had said something, and then all the sudden I got an urge to crack my jaw. It could be that they can read my brainwave patterns and saw something that predicted it, or it could be that they had used this optogenetics technology to send a signal to my neurons causing me to feel that urge. Not sure myself, but I definitely do not want them turning human beings into human drones and bringing slavery back with their technology. Worse yet is if this technology fell into the hands of a drug cartel, a greedy and selfish billionaire, or a corrupt military officer or politician. Got to make sure these mad scientists and doctors don't ever bring back slavery. Slavemasters are already at war with each other trying win control of each other's slaves. This technology would definitely be something that the slavemasters would want.

Their Way of Life. I do not support their way of life. I refuse to be assimilated into their hive. Their way of life, as far as I see it, is based on lies, prostitution and greed. It is a culture of manipulation, barging in, and disrespect. I believe in being honest, being respectful, and being invited. I refuse to be assimilated into their hive and I refuse to adopt their culture/way of life.

Brainwashing vs Enlightening. Brainwashing involves forcing or manipulating one to accept a way of life. It is more closely related to slavery, assimilation, and exploitation. Enlightening means teaching someone something that makes them better. It is more like education. There is no threat or punishment that comes from rejecting it. It is one's own choice. They decide for themselves whether or not it makes sense. Example: brainwashing would be like forcing someone to believe they cannot make it on their own, and then oppressing, manipulating or breaking them in order to force them to accept that structure. Enlightening would be like teaching someone how to fish. It gives them something to work with and there is no punishment or threat from refusing. It allows them to feed themselves, but if they choose not to adopt it, there is not monopolization of other forms of survival in order to manipulate them into accept that structure. If they have another way, or a better way, they are free to do that instead. With brainwashing, even if one has a better way, the brainwashers will not allow it because it takes control away from them and grants one their own sovereignty. It's all about control. Brainwashing involves controlling someone. Enlightening involves giving someone the means to control their own destiny.

Prison Mentality. I am adapting to this thing about being under surveillance all the time and surrounded with different agents, some even being little children, as well as the hive mind communications. I'm actually not adapting to it. I'm adapting to fighting against it mentally all the time. I was thinking about how prison is and how guys will get caught shooting a gun or stabbing someone and then they just adjust to their life being in prison. It's one of those things that I assume they have to get used to the moment the handcuffs come on, and then it might take a little while, but then there's nothing else to do but accept it and get used to the schedule and routine of it. I usually only go to jail once in a while and even tho it's not anything crazy and usually very short stints, it's always somewhere that I prefer to not go to and I prefer not to be in. I have been going around different places, being stalked and under psychological warfare attacks and such, but it's still something different. I wonder how these two compare. I have to deal with this hive mind bullshit and being stalked all the time, and I have no target to get at because they're either invisible or undercover. In prison, it's just a daily routine of the same shit, being inside an enclosed area, and always being around criminals that have already been caught. I wonder how the differences compare. The hive mind thing is a very interesting challenge because it's mostly invisible with secret subliminal messages and undercover agents sent, hired, or blackmailed by the cartels or one of the big industries or possibly a rich billionaire politician or executive. It creates this invisible war element of undercover coordinated hive mind agents running murder and acquisition campaigns on different businesses they target. They usually send the homeless or the incarcerated that have implanted with the chip, and I assume they have coordinate the attacks from a central command center where they are able to move the hive agents around like pawns and puppets. Really interesting dynamic. I wonder if any of these hive mind puppets have also been tortured and brainwashed like myself. I wouldn't doubt it because they usually look very broken and beaten down and often have mental issues and other types of handicaps. I believe I was one of the lucky ones because I was able to recover. They never came out to get me. I believe they're plan to was starve me out until I went to them begging for help, except I managed to heal my mind and recover my memories on my own without their help. It's also interesting to note that in Mexico, they have been microchipping their politicians, military officers, and even babies since the 1980s, which means they have a huge hive mind population by now since it's been 40 years already. I wonder how many of them can think for themselves. I also don't believe it has helped with the cartel violence or the child abductions at all, which is the excuse they used to be able to do that. It just makes the cartels more coordinated, militarized, and strategic. I wonder if they talk to their own hive mind agents the same way I hear them talk to me. I wouldn't doubt it. It would explain their serious looking, very unhappy looking faces. Seems like hearing that bullshit all the time would condition them to make those types of faces.

Cartelification. Cartels love talented, intelligent hard-working children that kill their own family, because just like the slavemasters, it leaves those children in a position where they have no where else to go to for help.

Organic Chemistry vs Models & Riches. Organic chemistry would be like if two people are not trying to date or be with each other, but over time, naturally become close. Models & Rich would be like, let's say the guy is a quarterback and well known, so the women try to get his attention and try to be what he wants. The models & riches type of chemistry is very strange and almost awkward because the woman doesn't know what u like and is trying to do whatever to be that. It has a fake feeling to it. In those types of relationships, personality is not as important as looks and sex. It doesn't matter if there is chemistry or if they get along with each other. The woman will usually just try to be whatever the guy wants, and to avoid being anything the guy doesn't like. 

2pac Shakur. "Before I flee computer chips, I gotta deal with brothers hating." One of the main things that I believe Tupac fell for was the mass surveillance networks. Computers and surveillance was still brand new at that time. The military industrial complex was far more organized with the addition of both computers as well as the crips/blood symbiote that had replaced the Black Panthers. Tupac wasn't aware of that at the time, so I don't think he would have expected to be gangstalked by a highly organized and coordinated force. That's one of the main differences and advantages that I have over Tupac Shakur. I know about the mass surveillance and the military industrial complex. I know about the psychological warfare campaigns. I know about how the crip/blood symbiote is organized, compartmentalized, and operates. He didn't know any of that so he was caught off guard. However, even when I know about it, it's not like I have so many ways to deal with it. I'm incredibly outnumbered and outgunned. Its still better to know that to not know. Still gives me a better chance.

The Oil Industry Hive Mind. I heard the hive mind use a specific trigger word, which relates it back to the oil industry in third world countries. I say the industry itself and not the gang or crew that I was dealing with, because that gang or crew is too fragile. They would never want to risk losing and I wouldn't want them to be wiped out either over just one or two sellouts. They wouldn't say and do certain things because it's too much of a risk for them. The oil industry would be more than willing to because it works in two ways. First, it allows them to target me using a puppet. Second, if I strike back at the puppet, it puts the government there in trouble and gives the oil industry a good sales pitch to try and get the politicians to agree to opening a new refinery or drill in that area. So for the industry itself, it's a win-win. They can use their puppet to distract me, and if I strike at their puppet, they can use that as a reason to say that the government needs their technology and to allow more oil exploration and drilling as part of that deal. I see thru their attacks tho. As long as I know it's them pulling the strings of the puppet they send, I can go straight for them without their stupid puppets jeopardizing or selling out the area they're from.

Tucker Carlson. I'm listening to this show on Fox and he's talking about renewable energy not being able to replace oil. It's funny how said that oil has been important since caveman lit fires in caves. It's so exaggerated. He's probably been paid by the industry the same way they hire fake scientists and fake experts to deny climate change.

Rich Slaves. Even if a man had a million dollars, if he has to let his sports teams owners and managers all have sex with his wife just to keep his job, he's a slave. If his wife calls it rape but he still let it happen, it's rape. Even if a man has a million dollars, if he's being drugged by his physical therapist and having blackouts because of that, he's a slave. It doesn't matter if he has millions of dollars. He's still a slave, because he has no control over his own life, his own family, or even his own conscience.

Invisible Factors. Many things are invisible, not only the puppetmasters. One is always being judged. No matter what one does, they will always judge one whether openly or in secret. This has an effect on ones psychology and behaviors. Those that have more space and more room are more free from these judgements. They are more free to try their own things, be honest, learn and do experiments without being judged. The thing about always being judged, whether secretly or in the open, is that it pushes one to an extreme. Either one fights against those judging them in order to shut them up, or one tries to do it a different way. Trying to do things a different way does not stop them from talking shit, but it does allow one to get better and develop their skillsets. Fighting back against them can make them stop, but it leads into a cycle where one has to keep fighting against lames that talk shit all the time and it prevents one from developing other skillsets once again. The lying and faking it strategy can work sometimes, but one mist compromise tbeir own integrity to do so, and one falls into the trap of having to keep using another lie to cover up the last lie. I did things the first way at the beginning. I did things the second after that. When it comes to the cycle of lies, I stopped and went back to the first two methods. They don't get at me straight up anymore because I did things the second way, but now I'm in this blackmail trap. Fuck the trap. These systems raises us to be stupid on purpose so it can exploit us or so it can use our trained stupidity to justify stripping us of our rights and controlling us like slaves, or so it can blackmail us if we see thru the system and try to fight back. Instead of being caught in the blackmail trap or the cycle of lies, I'm trying to just be more real and more honest. If I end up activating any of these hidden traps, at least they get me for being real. If I can make these invisible strings, invisible traps, and invisible puppetmasters visible, it will be much easier to change. Right now, it's difficult because I'm in this fishbowl where everyone outside can look in, but I cannot get a clear perception of anything outside. 

Biological Warfare and Genetic Manipulation. These doctors and scientists are insane. I thought it was bad enough when I found about their secret brainwashing experiments. I already thought it was fucked up when I first started to see thru this system of lies and exploitation. I thought it was horrible when I understood how they keep a large population of desperate and beaten down rats that do anything to survive and for money. The biological weapons, chemical weapons, genetic tampering and damage is just another sign of how insane they really are, even tho they have money and look clean on the outside. They might have captured and beat me down for a while, they might have tortured me and wiped my memories for a while, but every time I'ma always go back to killing these slavemaster and these undercover rats. They send at me. Right now, they give the whip mostly to the white 13 or Spanish 13 rats to whip me for them because they know I'm trying to kill them. I'm still not one of their rats. I speak for myself and I think for myself. I risk my life to be real, not for money. I turned down all their plata o plomo bribes and that's why I'm not one of their rats. I know they're going to try and take my DNA once I die and give it to their children, but for as long as I'm still alive, I can still try to fight against these slavemasters and try to break up their weird slave race population. There are so many different factors, hidden weaponized sciences, and forms of indirect psychological manipulation going on that I risk my own life to fight against. If they establish this cycle of selling out and brainwashing now, it's going to be very difficult for future generations to do anything about it. I have to do everything I can for those that are not toxic, selfish and greedy, those that think for themselves, and those that are not some rats or puppets. It's hard because I already been compromised by the hive mind, but I'm still fighting against it every single day wherever I go. I'm outnumbered, surrounded and under surveillance but I still think for myself. Now it's gotten so difficult, I have to fight just to be able to think for myself. The hive mind keeps trying to take over my body from the inside, and the slavemasters keep trying to enslave me from the outside. Once I cannot be real anymore, that means they killed me. Fuck their plata o plomo. Fuck their money. I chose death. They haven't killed me yet so I can still keep fighting them until they do kill me. Right now, they just hide and send their rat slaves to use pussy stalking/psychological destabilization tactics against me all the time. It's annoying and it's a slow process, but it's not as bad as being whipped and tortured in their dungeons or being electrocuted in their medical facilities. I escaped from that and still got some bodies after. I aint trippin on this. Fuck them, fuck their rats, and fuck their money. I still don't work for them. They still ain't silence me. All they can do is hide and stalk me. I'ma be out here calling them out until they finally come out and do something real.

Villains are Weird. Not just in movies, but even about the thing in the Bible where Jesus Christ was crucified. They left him to die and then when they checked, he wasn't there anymore. I don't know what it is about them not killing the heroes. They rather just humiliate us and let everyone see so they can look all powerful and shit, but then we survive and come back for them. They're stupid, just like the slavemasters.

The Morality of Slavery. Is slavery necessary? Is it necessary to have a slave race in order to have and maintain a certain standard or level of comfort? If it was necessary, than those like myself that think for ourselves would not be necessary down here. It would be possible to do everything using these slave rats. The problem is that when there's so many slave rats, they start to get everywhere and eat and destroy everything because they have no self-control. That creates a perpetual cycle where slavemasters and whipmasters become necessary in order to whip the slave rats. I am not a good whipmaster. I keep turning on the slavemasters and trying to whip them instead. These stupid rats that are too stupid to think for themselves, and are so selfish and ignorant that they are always stabbing each other in the back because they are naturally toxic by nature make better whipmasters than I do, because they will always kiss the slavemasters ass for access to the whip. I prefer to think for myself, not let anyone or anything brainwash me, and continue to grow and develop as an individual rather than being lazy and manipulative like a slavemaster or a whipmaster. However, because this cycle of slavery has been going on for so long, it has become like the cycle of lies in which, one has to use one lie to cover the last lie and then use another lie to cover up the lie before that. It becomes like the cycle of violence where one becomes trapped having to do nothing but fight rats and mosquitoes that keep coming out of the trash and biting at my heels. It becomes like the cycle of consumerism in which one has to keep invading and exploiting more land and more areas in order to get the resources necessary to manufacture more products to sell. All of these cycles are negative, toxic, and self-destructive in nature. I am more closely related to the cycle of violence even tho I grew up in the cycle of consumerism, but I defy the cycle of lies until the death. I may be outnumbered and surroundeded by their undercover rats and such, but I rejecting the lies of their Truman Show/Matrix. I come from a place of truth and honesty that a lot of these slavemasters, rapists, and brainwashers hate me for. That was the reason for the violence. For the violence to become a trap and it's own cycle, it means I have to adapt and come up with a different way to take them on. So I go back to what I started with, which is the truth. As long as I start with and maintain a standard of truth, I can avoid all these other traps and cycles and everything, and the slavemasters cannot control me. The slavemasters are still watching me, sending their rats in different suits and uniforms, and trying to brainwash me. Even if they kill me, I died fighting against them and their lies, not as one of their slaves, puppets or rats. Even if they kill me, i died for the truth and for being real. 

The Cousin Twice Removed. I have to deal with the slavemasters strategy of the cousin twice removed. I stick to the same principles the Niger and Nigerian freedom fighters were using when they were first brought here as slaves which is to never forget where I came from. The cousin twice removed strategy is where they dislocate the slaves from their families at least two times in order to make them forget where they come from and who they are. Meaning, the family is destabilized or broken apart, the children are moved to a different family, and then the process is repeated until the children finally forget who they are and where they came from. This is very similar to the cartels rape baby strategy, which is why I put them both on the same level. Actions speak louder than words, and it's their actions that make them who they are. Their words are only actions when their words represent the truth, otherwise their words cannot be trusted and are more likely being used as weapons or as sales pitches. My words are actions because I speak the truth. I cannot account for the times I was brainwashed or had amnesia or was being threatened and blackmailed. That was like being captured, but now that I got my memories back, it's like being free again and I'm able to speak the truth again. Speaking of which, I need a way to be able to identify and recognize those that have no free will or those that have recently lost their free will, whether it's because of blackmail or because of brainwashing, in order to push back on this secret brainwashing holocaust and to do something about this secret war between the shadow slavemasters. That's another topic tho. This one is about the cousin twice removed strategy. When I say cousin, I don't mean it in it's secret political definition, which means the crips. When I say cousin, I mean the real meaning of it, referring to your aunt's and uncle's children. Meanings can be very complicated in today's world. There is one extreme of being too technical and there's another meaning of lying. Once again, another topic I can expand on later. I got so many thoughts and ideas in my head. That's why they always trying to steal my ideas and make money off what I think of. It's always been that way. I may not be as technically smart or as formally as some of the inventors, but I too, am very intelligent in my own way. 

Polygamy vs Monogamy. I remember hearing about how some birds pick a mate and stay together for the rest of their lives. I think it might be a natural pathway of evolution and there may be additional benefits that are related to raising offspring that come from that way of life. With polygamy, there is the advantage of survival, meaning that by having the most offspring, one ensures that their genetic line has the greatest chance of survival. On a personal level, I like sex. It's dope. I feel it gets meaningless at times, and can even be slavery at times if being forced or manipulated into breeding. I might have a form of generational PTSD from slavery because everything I think about is related to whether it's slavery or not, but that's another topic. Referring to the older paragraphs I wrote about Organic Chemistry vs Models & Riches, the reason it gets meaningless at times is because the women fake it and try to be whatever the men want if the men have some type of positive reputation or only lots of money. I honestly don't know about polygamy or monogamy, but I do know about chemistry. I don't really think I'm a monogamist, but I see the benefits of that type of stability when it comes to being able to get an advanced and technical education. It can even be expanded towards civilizations. A civilization that is always at war does not have the stability to do research or development. I wouldn't say that complete stability is a good thing either, because sometimes they're really boring and lame, but I recognize and respect how intelligent and inventive they can be. As the world continues to spin faster and faster, it's going to be more important to seek diplomatic solutions that are respectful and in balance and harmony with nature than it is to win by fighting. The weapons are becoming too powerful and it endangers everything at this point. There are too many selfish, stupid and ignorant barbarians. Back in the fruit ninja days, the fruit ninjas were not really part of the war in the beginning. The war was only between the armies of those kingdoms. The fruit ninjas only came to collect the seeds because they saw how destructive the war was and that the stupid armies were wiping out all the natural landscape as well as all the fruits and vegetables there because of their stupid fighting. It's still the same today, only the weapons have gotten much more destructive, but the stupid barbarians still threaten to destroy everything because of their wars. Damn, I just noticed how I went off topic. What does that have to do with polygamy or monogamy? Diplomatic solutions that make sense rather than having stupid barbarians that can only destroy and ruin everything for their selfish greed. Balance and harmony. Trying to have the best odds of survival by leaving behind as many offspring as possible vs trying to have the best odds of survival by teaching your child everything u know. 

Psychological Battlefield. I'm in the middle of this psychological war where it looks like nothing going on from the outside, and I'm just getting hit from every direction by all types of different weapons. It's all psychological, sometimes physical, visual, or auditory as well, but those elements are usually only meant to boost the psychological effects. The main challenges involve lying, insults, fake love, and things like that. It's all really confusing which is why I'm trying to take it from a psychological battle to a truth vs lies battle. For now, I'm just in the middle of this all and really just mad at everyone and everything because I can't really tell where I'm getting hit from or by who and it's so much fake love and insincerity that its very hard to trust anything. It dont stop me from being real tho. It just makes it hard to trust that anything else is real.

Names. Story 1.The guard stopped the two as they were walking in, point at the boy wearing a potato bag, and asked him his name. He didn't speak good English so he only point at himself and said, who? Then he said man. The friend that was bringing him in said his name was whoman or human. Story 2. The evil man was taking a bunch of stories that he had just stolen and was changing some of the lines and names in it. He asked his kids, what was the name of that man that escaped from the dungeon? One kid whipsered to the other, "what do I say?" The other kid said, "Say jay." The first kid said, "Sayjay. His name was Sayjay." The evil then told his servant to wrote that name in the book of stories he stole. Also, he was nicknamed The Evil because he would support and defend child molesters. The last one got killed for what he did, and The Evil had sent an entire army to chase down the one who did it.

Choices. All in all, I would prefer to avoid going to prison. Before, I didn't give a fuck because so much shit was going on that I had no choice but to fight. Now, because I have filtered out a lot of bullshit, I have enough space and room to myself that I have more options. There is a downside to this in that I filtered out everything good and bad and I'm just by myself most of the time. However, this gives me the room to at least think more clearly if nothing else. There are things I do have to fight for. I just feel like I would do a much better job fighting from outside of prison than from the inside. I am more free to make my own decisions. Being stalked and such isn't the same as being in a dungeon. It's still an issue. The issue is that there is more toxic behavior because there is more lying and faking and such going on. There's a lot less subliminal disrespect and lying and faking when amongst killas since the consequences are much higher. There is a lot more subliminal disrespect and lying and faking out here because they can get away with it. 

Names and Old Stories. The rapists and slavemasters used to call it fur when they would rape someone. Like skinning an animal and taking the fur. I don't know why they like to do that shit. Then they lie and try to make themselves look good when they're the terrorists and they're the rapists. They just love to lie, fake it, and exploit. I risk my life to be real. It's fun taking them on when they got me surrounded. Even if they kill me, I still did more damage to them and any of them ever did to me. Fuck them, fuck their money, and fuck their lies. It's not fair that we always fight for them, and they never fight for us. They just exploit us, poison the land, and call us the terrorists while they got all the money from it. Vatican is full of stolen gold. Christians and Cat-holics are like crips and bloods. Different sides of the same slave ship. Fuck a stew pit. I love Lucy. RIP Lucy's fur.

Flood the Streets with Homeless, Drugs, and Gangs. When the industry tries to infiltrate 3rd world countries and have their puppet politicians installed in order to sign off on the extraction and surveillance infrastructure they want built, they start with bribing the officials. If that doesn't work, they try to destabilize the streets by bribing poor people. Everything runs on exploitation and the highest level of exploitation is being tortured and brainwashed. If that doesn't work, they just keep alternating between bribes and threats.

The Hive Mind Assimilation. Back then, scientists were fleeing because all their coworkers kept turning on them, stealing their ideas, and selling them out. They were not sure why but they knew about the brainwashing. It was a big problem that they didnt know how to stop. It's very difficult to teach and train everybody one by one. It takes a lot of time, energy, and effort. It was much easier for the hive mind to take a population of humans, assimilate them all, and then control them like puppets. It instantly grants the puppets with temporary genius and makes them easier to organize and coordinate. I was wondering why so many men looked like a piece of them was missing or why they seemed so easily manipulated. It could be that they had been brainwashed as well, almost like getting a lobotomy, because a piece of them was gone making it harder for them to think for themselves or to even know that something was missing. The Hive Mind Race vs The Human Race. If robots wanted to enslave all of mankind, they would do it by first turning the humans against each other thru whatever means possible whether that be greed, racism, sex, revenge, or protection. Then they would have the humans attack each other and assimilate each other into the robot hive mind until every last human was assimilated. Once it was too late, they would make it known that they had tricked all the humans and start to take over our minds from the inside out.

Compartmentalization, Filter Bubbles, & False Flags. The ability to compartmentalize different regions within their own filter bubble, thus controlling their perception of reality thru the use of mass and targeted surveillance, street actors, psychological warfare, and brainwashing. Everybody that is already within the filter bubble and believes the false reality they are being fed will be much easier to false flag. If they want us to be mad at one country or one group of humans, they can do that by manipulating our perception of reality and filtering out anything they do not want us to know or to be able to think about. The counterstrategy to this would be to become even more real, more aware, more educated, and more connected so that one is not manipulated by these undercover networks, the mass surveillance or the Truman Show/The Matrix false reality. Anyone can sell out and kiss their ass for weapons and loans. It takes real power to be honest when everybody else is living a lie. Fuck the Hive Mind. Fuck the brainwashers.

Cartel Women. This thing about a female monopsony, where most of their children are only raised to be exploited or to be used for their war, is a very strange concept that lowers the quality of relationships between human beings. It's fine between slavemasters because human beings are replaceable and interchangeable to them. That's why it's more possible to threaten to hurt someone if they don't do what they're told. They are only a cog in the machine and another cog can replace them at any moment. The plata o plomo theory. To really get into it, it's not just about bribes or prostitutes to being replaceable vs being value as an individual. It's really about a type of philosophy that describes how one looks at human life. If humans are just replaceable and interchangeable cattle, a similar looking human can replace them. Breeding the most amount of cattle would be the best strategy for the slavemasters because all humans are something like cows, and if one cow provides the same amount of milk as another cow, they are worth the same. If human beings are unique and individual, they cannot be replaced no matter how many lookalikes, clones, and body doubles the cartel, the slavemasters, or the organization has of them. It would mean that just because the cartel may have many copies of the samr genes, none of those copies can replace the original. Every human being is unique and just because another human has the same genes does not mean they are capable of achieving the same results, no matter how many copies the slavemasters have. It actually becomes more of a waste because they make a bunch of stupid copies without making one educated original. Bosses love having lots of stupid humans around them laughing at all their jokes and making them look smarter. They do not like being challenged to their face. 

Cycle of Ignorance. The rats avoid face to face conversations because it allows them to hide their ignorance. They can say whatever they want when no one's around or when it's only their own. They can say and promote the more ignorant and selfish ideas while they all agree with each other on how they're all right. They cannot do this in the open because they're really stupid as fuck and they don't want to be exposed or challenged to their faces. 

The Rat Slaves. There are some that like to act hard I'm the shadows where they can hide and lie. They only talk behind your back or when they can lie. These are not the true masters. They are only hard when they can lie and fake it. When everything comes out into the light, they will lose all their power. They have to avoid direct and face to face conversations so they can continue to beat around the bush and play dumb. Once everything comes out into the open, their true nature will be revealed, and all their power will disappear. The liars hold no power unless they can continue to hide and lie. They need all that money, all those numbers and all that technology. I take them all on by myself.

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