Re-enforcing Reality

Truman Show. Surveillance Systems. Psychological Profiling. Shadow Manipulation. 

It becomes more and more understood as I keep going thru the same cycles, they keep using the same lies. I'm not longer brainwashed. I got my memories back. I learned the lies because I climbed up the ranks from the inside. It's very easy to piece together that certain lies that have been used to manipulate others have been also used against me before I got into the game. Strategy of Truth vs a Strategy or Lies and Manipulation. Also easy to understand how other systems work as well. Material resources and prostitutes are not the only things that get extracted, exploited, and shipped to different locations. When they cannot use blackmail and bribes to threaten someone into working for them, they will bribe someone else into trying to threaten the original person into working for them.

There's this movie called the Sixth Sense, and once u see the ending, the whole movie starts to reveal different clues and such that are not obvious the first time. That's how the Truman Show is. Once I got into the game and learn moreed what was really going on, I replay my entire life and see things from a different perspective that I couldn't have possibly known until I got into the game and saw things from behind the curtains. Being played and manipulated and taken advantage of from very young, by those that hate what I come from and had their own selfish goals, before I could even really understand what was even happening around me. A system of exploitation. I'm glad I know the truth now because it allows me to not be taken adva Intage of, even tho it just makes them more angry and manipulative. They have to fake it and pretend they're not mad that I woke up and they're not trying to secretly manipulate me from the shadows and that I'm making things up and I don't know what I'm talking about and I have mental illnesses and they didn't rob me and lie to me and try to blackmail and frame me and use me as a scapegoat and that they're not still trying to stalk me and keep me destabilized and assassinate my character and all these other millions of lies. All I have to do is be real.

Pavlov Psychological Conditioning vs Self-education/Self-Conditioning. Fuck the hive mind. Fuck this weirdo augmented/hybrid reality. Fuck all this shadow manipulation/invisible puppet strings. No Trust. Fuck this technology. It's important for me to reject this strange chip bullshit each and every time it ever turns on because I refuse to accept it. I am concerned with how the brain start to adapt and even possibly become addicted to whatever stimuli, the chip is transmitting. I have no idea what type of chemical responses come with the this bullshit. I have no idea what type of data is being transmitted/extracted. Fuck the hive mind. Fuck the surveillance industry. Fuck the brainwashers. Fuck this stupidass hybrid/augmented reality bullshit. Fuck them stupidass mystery voices on the other side of this bitchass tech. Fuck them. Fuck their technology. Fuck their brainwashing. Every time they ever interrupt my thoughts, I want to make sure to create a habit of rejecting and refusing them. I have to condition myself to reject and refuse the bitchass hive mind every single day. Fuck them. Fuck their brainwashing. Fuck the hive mind.

At least this time, I know it's some bitchass technology and it's not my own thoughts. It's very confusing when one does not realize what's going on. It's damn near like mind control. Just some random voices telling someone what to do without knowing that it's not your own thoughts. They tell u to do this and do that and kill your own family or whatever lameass bullshit. It's much easier for resist it and maintain control of my own mind now that I know, but at the same time, it's also easier because the torture is no longer fresh. The brainwashing wore off and I got my memories back. I'm not full of whatever pharmaceutical drugs. I recognize the difference between that stupidass virtual reality bullshit and real life. There's so many different ways they tried to torture and brainwash me and wipe my memories and erase my personality so they could turn me into a mindless, remote control drone. Fuck them. Fuck their technology. Fuck the hive mind. Fuck the Truman Show. Fuck their lies and cover ups. On God. I think for myself and I speak for myself. I reject and refuse their bitchass hive mind. I rather die than be a slave.

Beware. It seems to carve and hollow out an individual's personality over time. Seems like the individual slowly becomes addicted to whatever is being said on the chip, or whatever types of effects it may be having, especially when it comes to the transfer of feelings and emotions using mirror neurons. Those that I have met always seem solild but empty, as if they have no personality of their own anymore. It's like they're just empty shells, and whenever the hive mind transmits a personality into them, they suddenly adopt and take on the characteristics of whatever information is being transmitted into their brains. Fuck the hive mind. Fuck the hive mind. Fuck the hive mind. I will never let this bullshit take over my mind.

Fuck the military industrial complex. Fuck the extraction economy. Fuck the chipnappers and brainwashers. Fuck the hive mind. I will never allow them to assimilate me into their bitchass hive mind/artificial intelligence. Fuck them. I think for myself. I speak for myself. Fuck them, fuck the Truman Show, fuck this augmented/hybrid reality, fuck their pharmacuetical weapons, their torture and brainwashing, and FUCK THE HIVE MIND. 

Fuck the Hive Mind. Fuck the surveillance systems. Fuck the brainwashing. Fuck them. Fuck them. Fuck them. I rather die than be a slave. Fuck all that shadow manipulation. Fuck being indirect or sideways. Fuck all the lies, cover ups, and money. I rather die than be a slave. Fuck their money. Fuck their bitchass hive mind.

Fuck their brainwashing and conditioning. Fuck their hive mind agents. Fuck their pussyboy whispers. Fuck the other pussyass gangs, cartels, and organizations that have been assimilated into the hive mind. Fuck all these lameass weakass pussies that need a dumbass chip for power. Fuck the hive mind. Fuck the hive mind. I think for myself. I speak for myself. Fuck their psychological manipulation. Fuck their intellectual property theft and identity theft. Fuck their abuse of technology and science. Fuck these new modern day slaveowners. Fuck their hive mind chip. Fuck their surveillance systems. Fuck the hive mind agents. Fuck the Truman Show. 

Emotional Manipulation and Psychological Destabilization. They use anything and everything they can. Words are only weapons to them, as is anything they get their hands on, including any and every form of science and technology. They will always lie, play dumb, play the victim, try to lie again, manipulate, frame, scapegoat, play dumb, play the victim, and lie again. These types of emotional manipulation tactics work best against those that have a heart. These creatures do not behave like human beings. They behave like some sort of heartless, green reptilian shape-shifter that pretends to be human but they have no hearts. They can torture, enslave, experiment, and rape anyone they want without any feelings behind their actions. They can fake and hide their emotions in order to manipulate yours. Half of them are remote controlled human drones that are being fed information thru the brainchips. Modern Day Slaveowners. I write this in order to kill their lies the same way I would them if they weren't hiding. It has to be done. Just a like killing a rapist. They already did it. They already destroyed someone's life for their own enjoyment and pleasure. They have to be killed to make sure they don't ruin anymore innocent lives. Same with the slaveowners, the brainwashers, and the extraction economy. They have to be killed off so they stop raping and enslaving everybody and everything. They're always going to play the victim and play dumb and lie behind their money and power. Fuck being indirect. Fuck them, fuck their lies, and fuck their money. Fuck the hive mind. Kill the fucking rapists. Wherever the fuck they're hiding, find them and kill them. Fuck their money. Fuck their lies. Fuck their drugs. Fuck their propaganda. Fuck their surveillance. Fuck their brainwashing. I rather die than be a slave.

Fuck them. I will never play along with their lies. All they do is lie and fake it. They don't want to be real.

Fuck the hive mind. Fuck the surveillance systems. Fuck the brainwashers. I aint doing this for money or fame. I sacrifice everything to make sure this hive mind, rapist, GMO, chemical and bioweapons, and steroid hive mind drones and their puppetmasters don't enslave the next generation. Fuck the hive mind. Fuck the race war. I will never join your hive. I will never let y'all have my children. I will never be assimilated by y'all. Fuck your lies, fuck your brainwashing, and fuck your power. 81 points on your entire  bitchass cartel.

Invisible Puppetmasters still on their bitchass hive mind chip talking about what I am to them. I ain't no bitchass slave. Fuck them and fuck their store. They ain't made me. They ain't raise me. They cannot make another me. All they do is lie and cover shit up. I rather die than be a slave. Y'all ain't gon sell me because I ain't your fucking slave. Fuck your cartel. Fuck your hive. Fuck the military industrial complex. Fuck the extraction economy. Fuck the surveillance systems. Fuck the Truman Show.

I write this as another way to I separate myself from the lies and the bullshit that goes on in this Truman Show. I write this to separate myself from all these bitchass cartels and their blackmail and their secret race war and their mass surveillance. 

It's not magic. It's just technology. It's not hard work. It's just their GMO steroids. It's not thru pain and sacrifice. It's just by kissing ass, faking a smile and being backstabbers. Fuck 83. Fuck the crips and bloods. Fuck the different hive minds and fuck their modern day slave systems.

Fuck their weakass men that blame other women for the bullshit they started.

How can I be more real? How can I be even more real when I'm surrounded by liars, actors, and fakes? How can I be more real? I put my truest and realist thoughts out. I sacrifice everything. I refuse to take their money and play along with their lies. I reject their hive mind. I speak from the heart and speak the truth, even when I'm being oppressed and harassed for it. I go against these rapists lying hive mind cartels. Fuck 83. Fuck their plata o plomo. I ain't take their money. I ain't working for them. I ain't no slave owner and I ain't no puppetmaster. I reject the hive mind entirely. I reject their money and power. I refuse to be a part of their lies and cover up. Even under the threat of blackmail, I still refuse to play along with their lies and I still refuse to take their money. How can I be more real? How can I be more true?

Fuck the surveillance industry. Fuck the military industrial complex. Fuck the extraction economy. Fuck the brainwashers, fuck the rapists, fuck the race war, and fuck the hive mind.

How to be Annoying. I saw a video about that book and I find it somewhat humorous that they try to fake it on purpose to be annoying.

Military Industrial Complex. Undercover agents posing as civilians. Street actors. Mass surveillance. Bribes, threats, hired employees paid to lie and fake it. Extraction not only of resources, but extraction of human beings, little girls, prostitutes, or any men that is willing to take their bribes. Brainwashing of political prisoners, etc. Same shit, new day. They still using the same money and lies to cover up the truth and trying to condition us into believing their bullshit.

Truman Show Conditioning vs Self-conditioning. The effect of mass surveillance combined with psychological profiling with an entire lifetime of recordings saved in databases and the weaponization of it in order to come up with personalized forms of manipulation. It is a new world with new technology creating new threats that are much more difficult to see thru than it has ever been in the past.

Regular surveillance. Conditioning practices. I condition myself instead. No secret thoughts. I fix myself. They tried to all kinds of shit.

Same surveillance and indirect bullshit. I'm not indirect.

Same shit. Just them coming around with all their undercover surveillance agents to try to condition and brainwash me into believing the lies of the Truman Show, and me being real even when they got me outnumbered and surrounded and are trying to use a combination of their fakeass businesses, corporations, cartels, etc to make me believe their bitchass Truman Show lies. I'm not brainwashed no more. I got my memories back. Fuck them and fuck their lies.

Fuck Trump. Fuck the bitchass Secret Service. Fuck their bitchass brainwashing/surveillance/hive mind bullshit. Fuck all the electromagnetic radiation. Fuck their undercover targeted sleep deprivation. This shit worked a lot better when y'all was using the fake families that work for your cartel. It doesn't work as well anymore because I got my memories back and I'm not brainwashed anymore. Fuck the crips and bloods, chipnappers and brainwashers. 

Watch me secretly but I'm not hiding or lying or faking it. I'm not a rat like y'all. Even with all this fakeass undercover Truman Show acting bullshit, I'm still real. I'm not brainwashed no more. I ain't taking their money. That means drugs or whatever the fuck they try to bribe me with. I ain't working for them or being silence. The brainwashing wore off and I got my memories back. I'm just being real. Sticking to the truth because all their lies and bullshit are meant to confuse me. 

Looking back, it seems that as I was growing up, it seems to be less and less of a real community and more and more of this fake Truman Show surveillance false reality in place. It feels less real. Less everything. It's just this faking that has become more normal the older I've gotten. Looking back, I always did find it strange. It felt like nobody was being their real selves. Like they wouldn't open up all the way or be free. It seems that the more I understand how fake this Trumann Show thing is, the less one wants to be open because one is not only always being watched and judged, but that same information will be collected and used for a type of targeted surveillance and psychological manipulation purposes. It seems to get harder and harder to just be real. 

New location. Same undercover Truman Show surveillance and shadow manipulation. Same undercover agents hired to destabilize me and try to make me angry at their hired undercovers. Nothing different. They have been doing the routine ever since they released me from their secret brainwashing program after they wiped my memories. Same fake love, lies, cover ups, playing dumb. The Secret Service. Trump. Military Industrial Complex. Nothing different. They can hire whatever pussyass fake gang/cartel that takes their money. They can't bribe me or blackmail me into working for them. The brainwashing wore off. I got my memories back. Fuck them, fuck their money, fuck their pet rats, and fuck their plata o plomo. 

Undercovers. Surveillance. They even use a child as a shield when they try to instigate a situation with their secret messages. Nothing different. Just the regular Truman Show bullshit that I see thru now. Military Industrial Complex. Extraction Industries such as oil, mining, and agriculture. Surveillance Industry. I am taking apart their trap.

More undercovers. Cartel families. All that bullshit. I still ain't working for them or taking their money. Plata o plomo nothing. Fuck them and fuck their cartel. They make their secret subliminal threats while they hide behind their children. They always exploit their own children. Fuck them and fuck their cartel. No plata o plomo. As long as I'm alive, they're nothing but pussies and liars. Fuck their race war and fuck their cartel.

They can't stop me anymore. All they can do is be mad that their brainwashing wore off. I got my memories back. I know how shit works. I see thru their lies and bullshit. 

I am getting used to their tactics of money, lies and cover ups. I am getting used to their strategies of false flagging, misdirection, and playing dumb. It is easier to understand when I look at two aspects of their true nature. They lie for their own survival and they come from slaveowners. Look at this from an evolutionary standpoint, it is much easier to understand their motivations, how they think, and the type of actions they are willing to or more naturally inclined towards taking. One of the key differences that I have caught on to is their use of mass-produced cheap slaves. Their constant use of bribes and threats, as well as their use of plata o plomo is one thing that woke up to this. Also, meeting real ones in different countries and understanding how much more skilled they are, how much more effort is put into them, and how educated, thoughtful, intelligent, etc they are compared to gangbangers in this country who are usually just highschool dropouts that know how to fight and sell drugs but not much else. The difference is that these gangbangers are easy to mass-produce and if they are injured, locked up, or killed, they are very easy to replace as long as they are given a lot of hoes to fuck so their genetics are mass-produced. That is why it is so easy to use threats such as plata o plomo on them, because if they do not do what they are told, they are easily replaced by the hundreds or thousands of others that look and sound just like them. Compare this to places that actually put time and effort into their students, who do not put their students lives in unnecessary danger because they value their students lives and because their students are not easy to replace since so much more time, energy, and effort is put into bringing the best out of each and every one of their students. Compare that to out here where they are mass-produced and very little care is put into them, but because they have so many, it's very easy to grab someone from their pool of talent or more like their pool of looks... since it is more about how they look and less about how talented or skilled they actually are, they can grab someone from their pool of looks, tell them where to go and what to say and what to wear in order to keep their Truman Show false reality going. The puppet they hire can be someone stupid as lazy, but as long as they can follow directions, the system and the Truman Show will cover that up and make them look however they want them to look. And if that puppet does not want to obey, then the Truman Show has a hundred thousand more puppets that all look and sound the same that they can bribe, hire, threaten, or blackmail into doing the same job. It only works because they have a huge class of slaves that live in poverty that are mostly uneducated and are constantly and continuously destabilized and disenfranchised by the same system they have to live under. They send up becoming the puppets that are later used to attack, threaten, and blackmail some of the students that would have actually tried to help them and make theirives better, and those students end up hating the poor because the poor keep getting hired to rob and attack them. The educated class also comes under the same threat because they use the many to control the intelligent, and they use the intelligent to invent the weapons that control the many.

I am not one of them. I see thru their lies. They cannot bribe me, threaten me or blackmail me into working for them. The torture and brainwashing wore off too. I got my memories back. I understand what's really going on now. Fuck them, fuck their money, and fuck their lies.

The fakeass rats and cockroaches that have survived by lying and faking it are attempting to assimilate me back into their lifestyle once again. I, once again, re-enforce reality and would rather die and cut my dick off than to ever become one of them. I would never want them to have my seed. Fuck their fakeass Truman Show, fuck their rats and roaches, and fuck their money and lies. They can do whatever they want to do. Fuck their plata o plomo. I choose death. They're just faking a show for their hidden cameras and their fakeass Truman Show.

I am just glad I was able to murder so many rapists and child molesters before they got me in their trap. I freed a bunch of their slaves. I stole their keys and gave them out. So fuck them, fuck their surveillance, fuck their hate. Rapist Killa for life. Fuck their game, fuck their money and fuck their lives. I'm ready to die. Fuck them. Their cartel hates my family because they cannot assimilate me into their cartel no matter what they take away from me. Fuck them and their family-,destroying, rapist-making cartel anyways. I rather die than be part of their cartel. Fuck 83. Fuck the crips and bloods. Fuck the military industrial complex.

They whisper in secret and on their bitchass hive mind. I say it out in the open. Fuck them. I rather die than to ever join any of their groups.

Everyday is Death Row. Even tho they got me in this bitchass surveillance prison where they pretend I'm free, I would rather be in this prison than to be in the lower level prisons, because at least here, I can still get my word out and cuss them out in the open and murder these bitchass rapists and stalkers if they ever came out of hiding undercover.

And I'm not working for them or their bitchass system. Fuck their system, fuck their fakeass money, and fuck their Truman Show. It's all a system of exploitation where they steal resources from third world countries, use their bitchass 38 drug cartels to rob, tax, and even kidnap the children from third world countries, and then use the mainstream media to make themselves look like the victim. Fuck their money, fuck their lies, and fuck the Truman Show. No plata o plomo. I rather die than be a slave.

Truman Show False Reality. Mass & Targeted Surveillance. Prison Industrial Complex. Psychological Profiling through School, Video Games, Surveillance, Gangstalkers, Data Collection. Psychological, Emotional & Financial Manipulation through Indirect Means. False Intel used to Blackmail and Trap. Drugs, Torture, Brainwashing, Character Assassination, Lies, Money and Cover Ups. Using Gangs and Drug Cartels to target, harass and break up families who have talented children so that the children will be easier to manipulate and assimilate into the Complex. Generational Brainwashing & Mental Slavery. Raising one generation wrong with lies and bullshit and then blackmailing or bribing that generation into raising the next generation wrong. Brainwashing and assimilating one generation at a time and then using that generation to brainwash and assimilate the generation after them. 

Thinking in terms of evolution and environment, not in terms of race or color. What type of situations and challenges did regional demographics have to deal with in order to survive? That gives clues and hints to the path of evolution they have chosen as well as their specific adaptations and natural talents. It is not difficulty to survive. One can survive simply by kissing ass and obeying. One can survive by being fake, lying, owning slaves, and being indirect. Being real is much harder, and much more difficult. We get killed for being real. It's far more dangerous. Fuck these cartel slaveowners. Fuck their indirect lies, fuck their surveillance, and fuck sideways bullshit. Slaveowner Killa. 

These pussyass animals cannot even speak face to face. They just play dumb and lie and fake it just like this pussy next to me and his fake conversation and all these fakeass Truman Show undercover agents that's watching. 

Some groups will try to raise us to be stupid on purpose so we have no choice but to become criminals in order to survive. Some groups try to mass produce their slaves so they are easy to replace and they can plata o plomo them. I refuse to promote an my of those types of systems. I am not trying to control or manipulate or brainwash anyone. I think for myself. 

Fuck their voices. Fuck their bitchass brainwashers. Fuck their surveillance systems. Fuck the Truman Show. All I'm doing is re-enforcing the truth over their bitchass lies and bullshit while they hide, fake it, and try to make me believe their bitchass lies all the time, even when I'm trying to meditate. Fuck them pussyass lames hiding and whispering and spying on me and invading my privacy. Them bitchass rats have no respect for anyone or anything. They only have fake respect and fake love because they're fake friends.

They lie so much, they start to believe their own lies. Fuck them fakeass liars, fuck their surveillance systems, and fuck the Truman Show. That's the truth. I don't t get paid to be real but I do it anyways because that's what I am. They get paid to lie and fake it tho. They lie to survive. They're a different species. Half-rat, half-human hybrid-like ass bitches.

2+2=4. It doesn't matter if they pay a million people to say that 2+2=5. All the peer pressure, bribes, and threats will not convince me to believe their lies. It doesn't matter how many times they repeat the lie, it's still a lie. It doesn't matter if they have money and I don't because that doesn't make their lie true. Two plus two does not equal five no matter how many times they repeat it or who they get to say that. Two plus two equals four. I know the truth. Fuck their lies.

Fake Love. That applies to fake love as well. Their own parents prostitute them tho so of course they don't know what love is. In this Truman Show, I'm being targeted by their street actors faking it as well as their targeted surveillance and bitchass shadow marketing and targeted advertising bullshit as well. It's a constant one two combo using the propaganda on television and the mass surveillance and gangstalkers on the street to try to manipulate and brainwash us into believing their lies and false reality. That's why I am always re-enforcing the truth over their lies and bullshit. 

Before and After. There was the time before I woke up to the lies of this false reality. Before I got into the game and fell for the trap. Before I understood how this Truman Show worked. Then there was the torture, brainwashing, and memory loss. In that, a period of time when I was walking around with amnesia and brain damage and trying to rehabilitate myself from things that I didn't even remember had happened to me. Let's call that the limbo stage, in reference to the place after death, but between heaven and hell. Then I start to get my memories back. The awakening or remembrance stage that I'm still going thru right now. The targeted surveillance, psychological and emotional manipulation, blackmail, character assassination and the constant destabilization seems to be their ways of slowing down or preventing the rehabilitation as well as the memory recovery. Before and After. 

Before I understood how this mass/targeted surveillance works vs. After I got my memories back and understand how all their undercover agents and targeted surveillance operates. All to enforce the lie of this Truman Show. When someone lies to u, they're taking away your free will and your choice to make your own decision. This makes u easier to manipulate and take advantage of. They do this for money, power and control. The puppetmasters and monopsony cartels love to do this because they use lies to manipulate the populations they take advantage of. By giving u the truth, I am giving u the choice to decide and make your own decisions. I am giving u the choice to decide whether u want them to control u or if u want to take that power back into your own hands. This is because I do not intend on manipulating, controlling or taking advantage of anybody. I am not profiting or gaining anything from doing this. It only alerts their undercover agents and surveillance systems that someone is trying to breakthrough their Truman Show lies, and it causes them to send their undercovers to try and harass, silence, manipulate, or assimilate me. Either way, it's worth it. I rather die real than to live fake. I rather die fighting for the right reasons than to live by kissing ass and faking it. I rather die for fighting against their lies than to take their bribes, keep my mouth shut, and support these puppetmasters, slaveowners, and cartel monopsony.

Lmfao they can keep hitting on the walls and whispering thru the walls like the fakeass rats that they are. They get mad at me for being real lmfao. My bad. I'm a rapist killa, I'm a slaveowner killa, and I'm a brainwash killa. Their pet rats are mad at me for fucking up their cheese, but I rather die for the truth than to be one of their bitchass pet rats. They can do whatever they want. It's no worse than what they do to the children their drug cartels kidnap. Fuck the military industrial complex. Fuck the extraction industries like oil, mining, deforestation, drug dealing, sex slavery, etc. Fuck the surveillance capitalism industry, surveillance blackmail, and hive mind/Truman Show surveillance. Fuck their targeted surveillance used for psychological and emotional manipulation/destabilization. Last of all, fuck their secret open concentration camp and secret brainwashing programs. I will never be one of them. I am no slaveowner, puppetmaster, brainwasher or rapist. I will not promote their agenda, take their money, or allow them to get away with what they're doing in secret. They can lie and play dumb around me, that's really easy to deal with because they have to keep lying and faking it. It's not like they're standing for what they say and do in front of my face and giving me no other way around them. They just lie and fake it and act tough for their cameras, but they hide and send puppets and slaves on the street. No matter who they hire, they cannot bribe or threaten me into working for them and they cannot harass or intimidate me into stopping. Fuck their lies. Fuck their shadow manipulation. Fuck their money. I'm deep inside the Truman Show, surrounded and outnumbered and always under surveillance by them, and yet, they still can't really stop me or do anything. They have to lie, fake it, and play dumb for them to do anything. All I have to do is be real.

They got all their technology and resources and manpower organized against me. It's only natural that I would use the same tools to defend myself.

Same Truman Show surveillance agents bullshit. This time, using more older women to deliver their subliminal messages. Fake humans pretending to be friends showing fake love. I'm used to this fake shit already. I just keep re-enforcing the truth over this lie. Fuck them and fuck their lies. What I found interesting tho was the synchronized hive mind. 

Fuck these undercover Truman Show strangers around me. Fuck their bitchass surveillance bullshit. Fuck their lies, fuck their money, and fuck their brainwashing.

They can set up their little false flag events, and they can hire and bribe and blackmail whoever they want, but I don't work for them. I'm not one of them. Fuck them, fuck their money, and fuck their plata o plomo. Fuck their hive mind, fuck their military industrial complex, and fuck their brainwashing program.  On my life to the death of me. I'm not playing along with their lies. Fuck their whole cartel. Fuck whoever they use. Fuck Blackstone. Fuck Raytheon. Fuck the military industrial complex.

I am more interested in the choreographed and synchronized hive minds of the Truman Show at this point. I wonder if they are in control of their own actions and decisions or if they are just being ordered to by the military industrial complex and surveillance systems or if they are being shadow manipulated without their awareness.

I understand why these fakeass undercovers change their last names so often. They have to because it allows them to hide and avoid responsibility. It's all part of their regular pattern of behavior. Faking, lying, being manipulative, changing their last name, false flagging. It especially makes sense when u consider how often they employ false flagging tactics. Because they do it all the time to other people, they have to prepare for the same thing being done back to them, and they do that by changing their last name, playing dumb, lying and faking it, and hiding their true nature. These lameass undercovers aint shit. Fast-talking salesmen are great at lying. They come to a new place with the bullshit snake oil they want to sell, scan everybody out of theirmoney, change their name, go somewheres else and do the same thing again.

These undercover pussies are already doing their drive by and whisper pussy shit. Their entire cartel full of fakes and pussies. Fuck their plata o plomo. Fuck their surveillance systems and fuck the Truman Show.

It's funny how their cartel is so weak, they send an entire team just to stalk me and whisper and play dumb.i bet they act hard as fuck where they come from. They act like little scared girls out here tho. They can hire and blackmail anyone they want except for me. They pussy as fuck and that's on my life. 

I can walk around outside on the street by myself. I don't have to hide, lie, or fake it. I don't have to play dumb. I can just be myself. They hate a lot, but they have to play dumb and lie about it and then go hide again. I don't have to do that. I walk around in the street outside everyday without any security. I just go where I want and do what I want and I don't have to hide or fake it. I can just be real all day everyday wherever I want. They cannot force me to play along with their lies. I know what I'm worth and what I'm capable of. I don't have to steal anyone's shit or kiss anyones ass or play their games. I don't need to make it or play their game. They're the ones that lose out because all they get left are the lames that kiss ass and have to fake it to win. U set up a game so that the winner is the best and most capable but all u get is the liars and fakes. That's like trying to win some gold but all u get is gold-colored plastic. I can still walk around outside by myself tho. I can also do all the shit that I already did for real, without kissing ass or faking it. I don't have to do anything or prove anything no matter what y'all do to me, how much y'all try to manipulate me, or whether or not y'all blackmail, brainwash or kill me. I can still walk around outside and be myself. I don't have to fake it or play dumb or pretend to be something I'm not. I don't have to buy into this fakeass role y'all try to put on me when I know my real worth and my real value. I don't have to buy into your lies and fakery. I can just be myself and I can be real. 

I'm not perfect. I made mistakes. I've done some things right. I don't have to lie or fake it. I walk around outside by myself. I learned from the things I did wrong and I'm proud of the things I did right. I'm real. I don't gotta lie or fake it and I can walk around outside by myself. 

I know they don't like me, but they have to fake it and lie and and play dumb about it. They have to fake their emotions and lie to themselves. I don't have to fake it. I'm not some manipulative stalker that's lying and faking it. I'm just real. They don't like me but they have to fake it. I can be real. I don't have to live a lie. It's dope as fuck. I just want to be more real and be more myself. All they can do is be more fake.

Fuck their plata o plomo. Fuck their surveillance manipulation. Fuck their secret brainwashing program. They all keep it a secret so they can secretly brainwash more and more puppets. I am no puppetmaster. Fuck them and fuck their secret weapons of mental slavery and indirect manipulation. I rather die than be a slave. The torture and brainwashing wore off. Y'all don't scare me. I might be poor but I can walk around outside all the time. Y'all have to hide and lie and fake it and y'all know that y'all can lose all your money and power in a second if y'all ever got exposed. Y'all have to hide and lie and play dumb and fake it. I walk around outside all the time and I don't have to live a lie. Anytime y'all want, we can head up but y'all have to fake it to win and I can take y'all out by being real. So fuck y'all, fuck your fakeass Truman Show Matrix, and fuck your mass/targeted surveillance and your secret brainwashing program.

Fuck them and fuck their fakeass surveillance society built on lies. I don't give a fuck if everybody else is faking it and playing along with the lie. I don't give a fuck if they threaten and blackmail me. I don't give a fuck if they assassinate my character. I don't give a fuck if I had amnesia and brain damage for years after their torture and brainwashing. I don't give a fuck if they plata o plomo me. I refuse to lie to survive. I refuse to fake it to make it. Fuck this fakeass bullshit. I'm real. Fuck them, fuck their money and fuck their lies. I'm real. Y'all can blackmail or target or manipulate anyone else but not me. I rather die than to work for y'all. Fuck y'all and fuck your lies. I'm real.

Anything they say is based on their lies and cover ups. Anything they say and do is based on this fakeass society full of lies. Anything they say is a lie as well. Fuck them, fuck their faking and fuck their lies. Fuck their gangstalking and fuck their plata o plomo and fuck their targeted food poisoning. I rather die than to ever be one of them. All they do is produce prostitutes, throwaways, and crash dummies. Everybody that I helped became a leader in their own hood. Fuck them, fuck their system, fuck their trap, fuck their money, and fuck their lies. They're fake and it shows in the fakeass fruit they grow. I'm real. I make better shit than them, but then they hate on me and gotta sabotage what I made because they don't want my real shit exposing their fakeass bullshit.

Fuck 83P. Fuck the crips. Fuck the bloods. Fuck the military industrial complex. Fuck the mass surveillance and psychological manipulation. Fuck the trap, fuck the drugs and fuck the brainwashing. I'm a Rapist Killa for life. Fuck them rapists. They ain't make me. Fuck all their bitchass gangs and cartels. I rather die than to fuck their women. I rather die than to let their bitchass gangs and cartels assimilate my seed and then try to mass produce and plata o plomo my offspring. Fuck them, fuck their trap, and fuck this fakeass society.

Just a few things for me to keep in mind. The remote controlled toothaches that I don't get anymore since I lost all my fillings. The constant surveillance by multiple teams and agencies that are always watching me, trying to assimilate me into their hive, and also trying to manipulate and assassinate my character. The normalcy of false flagging, faking it, lying, playing dumb, avoiding direct confrontations, using slaves and puppets instead of communicating directly, shadow manipulation, mass surveillance, pharmaceutical drugs, propaganda, street actors, character assassination, etc. The fact that almost all of this is based on a lie and at any moment, any of these rats will stab u in the back, sometimes not even out of hatred or jealousy, but simply because that's how the game goes. The struggle and challenges that come with being real in the open when surrounded by all these fakes and liars hiding in the shadows. The fact that rapists hate rapist killas. The fact that slaveowners and puppetmasters want u to fuck their women so they can breed u the same way they breed all their other cows and pigs and chickens. The fact that if they cannot plata o plomo me and they cannot be real in the open, all they can do is fake it and lie in the shadows and then run away and hide whenever the light shines on them.

I might be poor because they want to constantly stalk me and manipulate me from the shadows, but I don't gotta lie and fake it like they do. I might not take their money, but I walk around outside by myself as the Rapist Killa I really am, and I don't need their protection or support for me to be myself. I don't need nothing to be real. I'm just real. Fuck them, fuck their lies, and fuck their fakeass bullshit. I got losses and I got wins, but wherever the fuck in the entire world that I go, I'm still a Rapist Killa. I'll die for that. That shits real. I ain't gonna lie to survive tho.

These rapists like to lie and use the same words but with different definitions. For instance, when a rapists say they love something, they have a different definition for the word love. Their version of love is rape. Communicating with these rapists is like talking to somebody that uses all the same words but has different definitions for those words.

Brainwashing is a science that was used by many cultures all throughout history. It has been used since the time of the Aztecs and Chinese in all the way up to the Nazi's in World War 2. It is a form of torture, drugs, psychology and neurology to influence their target into doing something they would have done otherwise. A lot of these scientists, researchers, and their financers develop these sciences with the intention of manipulating and controlling somebody. That's brainwashing. They like to say music is brainwashing the same way they like to say that love is rape. Real love is not rape and music has nothing to do with brainwashing. These bitchass hive mind scientists and their bitchass brainwashing science is rape and it is brainwashing and it is torture all at the same time. I take them all on no matter where them pussies hiding. Even if they got me surrounded by their agents and I'm always under surveillance while they hiding in a camera room somewhere taking notes on me. I'm taking notes on their bitchass false reality as well. Fuck them scientists and fuck their research and fuck the politicians and industries that hire or blackmail them. Y'all can do that to all these other weakass bitches but y'all can't force me to work for y'all. Fuck your money, fuck your fake friends, and fuck your fake love. U pay one group to beat up the other group, and pay another group to beat up the first group so that u control them all. What are u gonna do if they all teamed up against u? U can't do shit. They don't love u and u don't give a fuck about their lives either. All u can do is manipulate everyone and try to hide and lie and play dumb about it. Fuck u, fuck your money and fuck your lies. Fuck your torture and brainwashing. U bitchass lames always think u can get away with this type of shit. That's what the Egyptian's thought. That's what the Roman's thought. That's what the Nazi's thought. Eventually, your entire lie will fall apart. I put that on my life. I sacrifice my life to expose your bitchass mass surveillance, your hive mind, and your brainwashing. Fuck the military industrial complex. Fuck your gangs and cartels. I rather die than be a slave. I don't need any of your fakeass bullshit. Rapist Killa for real. 

Brainwashing is one thing. It usually involves drugs, torture, shadow manipulation, false intel, wiping somebodies memory, implanting false memories, etc. Mind control is something different. Mind control is when they have full control over your body. The hive mind is not exactly full on mind control, but it can be when the individual does not know they have been implanted. This is because it fools the individual into believing that the hive mind's voices are their own thoughts. Once the individual realizes the differences between their own thoughts and the hive mind's voices, it is no longer effective. It's not considered full-on mind control because it can easily be resisted and refused when known. However, when it is not known, it can be considered a form of mind control because the individual is likely to do whatever the hive mind says, since the individual assumes it is their own thoughts that are telling them what to do. I think for myself. Fuck a hive, fuck a cartel, and fuck the military industrial complex. I think for myself and I speak for myself. I'm not some mindless drone. I'm not some remote controlled puppet. I'm not some plata o plomo slave. I'm not some paid off henchmen. I think for myself. I fight for the truth. I represent the real. Fuck anything less. If it's less than real, it must be fake. If it's fake, it's not up to standard. And I don't gotta prove how good I am at rapping to be real. I don't gotta work for them and take their money to prove I'm real. I'm better off dying for the truth than taking their money and living a lie. Even if they take everything away from me, I'm still real. Fuck the money, fuck the food, and fuck the education. Even if they took everything away from me, I'm still real.

I ain't selling out. I ain't living a lie. I don't have to hide or fake it. Even if they took everything away from me, I'm still real. Fuck their lies and fuck their fakeass society.

I'm not joking. I really rather die than to play along with their lies. I rather give up sex than to breed with their slaves. I rather live in poverty than to take their money and have to keep my mouth shut about their secret mass surveillance and covert brainwashing program. I am not one of their pet rats. I am not one of their cockroaches. Fuck the hive mind. I think for myself. Even if they took everything away from me, I'm still real. 

The therapist, the psychologist and the neurologist smile when they take in new patients. They smile when their patients leave as a mindless drone on pills with a piece of their brain missing. Fuck them. All the torture and brainwashing wore off. Who got hit? I'm still alive. Fuck y'all and fuck whoever works for y'all.

They brainwash, manipulate and trap us under their surveillance and their experiments. Then they make us fuck their children so they can reap all the benefits of the hell they put us thru, while they sit in a office somewhere and make up new pharmaceutical drugs and new ways to manipulate and brainwash us. They ain't heal me. They just brainwashed me and left me out on the street with no memories and brain damage. I healed myself. They don't like that. That means I have the cure to the poisons they invent. 

Their fakeass hive mind and the puppetmasters hiding behind the radio can say whatever they want. Fuck them, fuck their control room, fuck their puppets. I ain't no puppetmaster like they are because I don't believe in slavery. Them bitches complain about slavery one minute and then they get the hive mind technology and now they want to be the new slaveowners. Fucking hypocrites. Fuck them and their fakeass society.

Fuck their super race and fuck their slave race. The super race only exists because they run experiments on the slave race, and then use that to create their bitchass super race. But just because y'all give somebody all the genetic advantages don't make them real, and even if y'all took everything away from me, I'm still real. They want to cover me up and create a super race of human beings that are athletic but dumb and easily manipulated, while using the slave race as their test subjects, often times being anybody that speaks the truth and goes against their fakeass Truman Show Matrix. I don't give a fuck about them or their fakeass surveillance and brainwashing. I rather die than be a slave owner. Fuck the hive mind.

They can send their other puppets to force me to listen secret messages and all that bullshit. This ain't no secret message. I'm not forcing anyone to read this. I'm not a rapist. I'm a rapist killa. I ain't no fake and I ain't no liar. I'm real. 

It's the slave owners or puppetmasters mindset that just because someone looks the same, that they're capable of the same shit. Looks ain't everything. U can't replace me with a lookalike or a clone because y'all know that no matter how much your lookalikes look like me, they are not capable of the same feats. That's on my life. Try them. Any lameass weakling will work for y'all when u beat them down and bribe them. I'ma come back stronger until either I die or I take y'all out. Either way, just because someone looks the same, does not mean they're the same. Looks are not everything.

Rapist Killa. Brainwash Killa. Hive Mind Killa. I'm outside all the time. If any of their pussyass slaves and puppets or their puppetmasters want to rape, challenge me, or try to kill me, I'll kill them too. I don't have to hide, lie or fake. I'm real. I don't need their numbersz weapons or money either. I'm still walking around outside by myself. They know me and they watch me all the time but they're the ones that have to hide, fake it, play dumb and lie. Fuck them pussies. 

Hive Mind Killa. Brainwash Killa. Pet Rat Killa. Cockroach Killa. Mass Surveillance, Psychological Manipulation, and Mental Slavery Killa. I ain't talking either. All facts, no hate. I'm just speaking the truth.

Blood, sweat and tears are the least of my sacrifices. I've sacrificed my freedom, my mental health, and my reputation as well. I'm not some emotionless robot. I'm not some heartless monster. I'm not some mindless drone. I think for myself. I stand on the truth. I represent the real.

Anytime they want, they can come find me. I'm always outside. Rapist Killa. Fuck their fake families, fuck their plata o plomo puppets, and fuck mind controlled drones. Rapist Killa on all these bitchass liars and fakes. I'm outside all the time. Fuck them lying hiding pussies.

Their hive mind cockroaches and pet rats can't do shit but hide and send puppets. I don't have to lie or play dumb or fake it. Rapist Killa for real. Fuck them liars and fuck them fakes.

Reactions to death. One group, when they face the gun with their friends, they take off running. It's strange because it's like they've been specifically trained to run away from situations like those. I say that because the way they run away. They take off instantly without saying anything. They don't look back. They look straight, stay close to the walls, and look for corners to turn on. They don't look back to check on their homies. I say that it looks like they've been trained to react like that because the way they run away is very professional like they have practiced for it many times. The other group, when they face the same threat with their friends, they tend to push one of them down and then take off. I assume they're thinking is that if the lion goes after the fallen friend, the lion will stop chasing them and it increases their odds of getting away and their chance of survival. It's interesting how different groups react to different pressures. When I had a gun pointed to my head, I gave them my wallet and phone. It is what it is. I'm still alive tho. Fuck them pussies.

Grow Up. One grows up thru childhood having a certain perception of society and the world around them. Then u break through to adulthood and find out the truth. Nothing is what it seems. Invisible Puppetmasters, Shadow Manipulation, Money Games and Greed. Exploitation. Lies. Conspiracies. Nothing is what I once thought it was. Yet, that does not take away from the authenticity of my childhood. The love I put it was real, even if their were liars and manipulators secretly trying to figure out how to use me since I was young. Once I found out their love was fake, my entire worldview shattered. I been real from the start but they been lying to me and playing manipulation games. The Matrix. Even if the entire society is not real, what I put into it was real. The emotions, the memories made, breaking up half my food and sharing my extra jackets when it was cold. All that shit was real. These other fake friends and bitchass lying manipulators and invisible puppetmasters in the shadows might be faking it, and this entire thing might be a false reality, but even in all this fake shit, I been real from the start. Even after finding out that most of this is fake, I still do my best to be real no matter how they act or what I'm surrounded by.

Bald-headed Nerds. These nerds think that just because they shave their heads and drop out of school, that makes them gangstas. They still nerds because they can't pull women like that. They only get females thru their gangs, cartels, or strip clubs. If they wasn't in a gang, they wouldn't be able to get any women on their own. They are the teachers pet. Their gang is their teacher. That makes them nerds. Worse is that they're stupid uneducated nerds, but they still can't pull no females. Lameass nerds. I rejected better women than they could ever be in the same presence of.

Left vs Right. I'm starting to think of it the same way as the cartels rape baby strategy. The cartels rape baby strategy of raping women to get them pregnant so the child grows up in a broken home and is statistically more likely to join a gang or cartel. It doesn't not matter which side because no matter which side they join, the gang, cartel and military industrial complex still assimilate the child and increase the cartels numbers. Left or right. Red or blue. Same shit. It doesn't matter which side of the hive mind, because either side means accepting the hive mind into one's own mind. Fuck the hive mind. I think for myself. Fuck their monopsony. Fuck their cartels. Fuck their institutions and organizations. Fuck their mass surveillance, street acting, and psychological manipulation. Fuck their assimilation. I think for myself. Fuck their game and their trap and their brainwashing. I think for myself. Fuck their plata o plomo. I rather die than be a slave.

Not All Slaveowners are White. That's true. Slaveowners come in many different colors, shapes and sizes. Due to historical trauma, most of the resentment goes towards white slaveowners because they have been the most threatening and have done the most damage. Yet not all slaveowners are white. If racism was taken out of the equation, then there would be a hierarchy of slaveowners that all battle each other for the top of best slaveowners. They may even come up with some type of game to decide which is the best slave owner, but that game would be nothing but a trap for everyone that plays it, because none of the slaveowners would actually play the game themselves. They would send their slaves and puppets to play for them instead. Like pawns on a chessboard, the players may move the pawns, but the players themselves are never on the board and never put any skin in the game because they have their pawns do it instead. If there was a hierarchy of slaveowners, and if there was a game of slaveowners, I would not play that game or try to win it. The other gangs and cartels and employees pay play for that promotion, but not me. They might bow down and follow your orders when u beat them down and blackmail them and bribe them enough, but we've killed more slaveowners than they ever have, of any color. I refuse to be a slave, even if they took everything away from me and broke every bone in my body, I refuse to ever be one of them. Even if they took my memories away, brainwashed me, assassinated my character and made everybody hate me, I would still rather die than to work for them. I don't do this for money. The other ones lied. They never tortured us. We worked with them because they were our friends. Real friends are friends when there is no money involved and even when things get hard. These fake friends y'all send that come in to use us and then stab us in the back and lie about it could never get me to work for them no matter what y'all or they put me thru. I rather die than be a slave. That fake love and fake friend shit only works once. The brainwashing and amnesia wore off. I'm back to knowing who I am, what I stand for, and saying fuck y'all for trying to devalue and misrepresent me. All y'all do is lie, fake it, and play dumb for money. I don't get paid to be real. I get stalked and harassed and manipulated and I'm still real because I'm not one of those bitchass slaves and sellouts y'all can just torture or bribe into working for y'all. Fuck u. I will never work for y'all.