Free Will
The question of whether or not I have free will has been brought up often in many debates and arguments. I find this question especially interesting due to my experiences with fighting against the Truman Show, the torture and brainwashing, pharmaceutical drugs that can affect my mood and behavior, the plata o plomo threats, and the constant mental conditioning that goes on inside ever since I was released from their brainwashing program. Does one have free will?
I find that within this surveillance system, this society of lies, and all these traps, psychological manipulation, pharmaceutical drugs, blackmail, brainwashing etc, my free will is always at threat. Besides all these crazy new technologies and sciences is the simple threat of being told to obey or die. The idea is that u have to do what they say or they will kill u. Meaning that u either give up your free will or they will kill u. I find that I have the most free will when I choose to die. I force their hand, and so far, they have done everything except for killing me. This means they have not taken away my free will. I find this amusing even tho they hate me and try to hurt me even more for it, but they still haven't killed me. It's like a giant middle finger in their faces.
In terms of free will, I find I have the most free will whenever I accept death as a consequence. Now that isn't to say I should let myself fall for traps carelessly, because they have slaves and puppets that they use to manipulate one's perception of reality. This is the Truman Show, after all. It's just to point out that as much as they can manipulate the illusion of this false reality, when it comes down to it, they have threatened to kill me a lot but they have failed to keep their word. I have not taken their money either. Most of their target's take the money and keep their mouth shut. They thereby become slaves to the money instead of the threats and harassment. I still have not taken their money, and they still have not killed me. In terms of free will, I still have mine. However, they do keep me under constant surveillance and are always trying to destabilize me, because I have free will and that makes me a threat to them. I am a threat to them because I'm not one of their puppets or their slaves. That's not the hard part. The hard part is figuring out the most effective and efficient way to utilize my free will to take apart their lies and bullshit. This free will debate will probably come up many more times in the future.
1984. The Truman Show. The Giver. Brave New World. And then there's real life outside of this bubble. This free will debate is not so much a question of whether I have free will or not. It is more a question of how is society trying to rob or tax me of my free will and what are the best ways of fighting back against this half-system/half-trap society and maintain my free will without being driven mad by their games, being manipulated by their lies or being forced to compromise my integrity and playing along with this Truman Show, especially because I understand that many problems are systemic and a result of the values this false society tries to brainwash, miseducate, enforce into or condition out of the minds of the youth.
Everything I think, say and do is a representation of how I refuse to be what the system wants me to be and instead I think for and speak for myself.
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On the other side of things, in terms of manipulation and possible mind control, I find that I have more free will when I choose to do nothing. Let's say in terms of consumerism and advertising, I find that I have more free will when I don't buy whatever is being sold. I do not want to be a human drone, and in this day and age, these new technologies are extremely powerful. These stupid, selfish and scared human beings always try to turn everything into a weapon.
Free Will, Independence Day update. Being told to do what they say or they will kill your children. Being told that I have to choose between saving one party or another. Being told I have to take their money and keep my mouth shut or they will kill me. These are all challenges to my free will. The second challenge in particular because ause it provides a target at the same time they offer a fake choice. If I have to choose between one side or another, why don't I instead go at the ones that were asking me that question and putting me in that position in the first place? Looking back at the invisible puppetmasters that have been trying to manipulate my life since childhood, as well as the ones that tried to brainwash, frame and wipe my memory afterwards, as well as the ones that as still trying to blackmail and threaten me either into silence, into working for them, or into pushing me so far off the edge that they assassinate my character and discredit me... these are all challenges to my free will and my ability to live my own life instead of the life the puppetmasters want me to have. It doesn't matter how they try to use psychological manipulation and surveillance blackmail to justify their exploitation of third world countries around the world or how they have used the same equipment and technology to try and exploit me and turn me into a mindless remote controlled drone because actions speak louder than words. All their Truman Show cover ups and Truman Show lies is an assault not just on my character and against who I really am versus who they want me to be or what they try to make me look like, but it's an assault on my free will as well. I write these words so that I can gather my thoughts. I don't have a solution to it yet, but I am just trying to identify and analyze the problem the best way I can. Better than the rest of them tho. All they do is promote the lie that's going on while they lie to their own selves as well do to financial incentives and profit-based biases. The money itself is a problem, because if I make the money, I promote their system and pay taxes to their extraction industries, surveillance systems, and their military industrial complex which I do not support. I end up supporting and paying taxes to the invisible puppetmasters behind the scenes. Fuck them. I'm trying to figure out a different way, but they try to limit, control, and tax my free will. My intellectual property. My ability to solve the problems that they're getting rich from is stifled and oppressed because no matter how much they pollute the planet, destabilize communities, or rape the land, they will not let anyone get in their way because they make too much money from it. Free will is one thing and true nature is another. A bird must fly. A rat must chase cheese. A rapist killa must kill rapists. These profit-driven exploiters are the rapists, no matter how much money they try to cover it up with. Make no mistake, the difference in who has free will and who is exploiting free will is not only in money. It is a responsibility to take care of the planet, it's animals, and maintain balance and harmony with nature. It is not to say that one may do whatever they like whenever they want. Free will is a responsibility and not a privilege. It can be taken away if it is abused and mistreated, but this is different from enslavement. Slavery itself is already an abuse of free will. It is the power of free will being controlled and maintained by a corrupt and selfish institution that will only exploit their free will the same way they exploit everything else they can get their hands on. The challenge is to live one's best life without becoming one of them. The free will challenge is the challenge to be one's self as true and authentic and honest as one can make it, in this world full of controllers and manipulators that will challenge your ability to be free.
They can do whatever they already threatened to do in the first place. I will cut my dick off before I ever fuck with them. I rather die than be a slave. Fuck the Army. Fuck the military industrial complex. Fuck Orange. Fuck Santa Ana. Fuck the extraction industry. Fuck the secret brainwashing program. Fuck all their gangs and cartels. I rather die than be a slave.
Phantom of the Opera. Story of a man who had gotten into a fight with a soldier because he charmed the soldier's woman. The soldier, out of jealousy, had scarred and ruined the man's face, forcing him to drop his career and hide in the basement wearing a mask to hide his scars for the rest of his life. I think about the best life I would have wanted to live, and how this game and these different sides have robbed me of so much, and I think that even if I was robbed of such a life, I want to do whatever I can to make that life more possible for the next generation growing up, so they do not get robbed of being able to live their best lives.
The Invisible Strings. I am trying to be hypersensitive towards anything that may be manipulating or controlling my decisions. It seems to play off of my own natural wants and desires. I may be doing something that I had already been thinking about and wanting to do, but the timing of when makes it seem like I may be getting manipulated without my awareness. So how does one maintain self-control in a world full of advanced technology and science? Especially when it comes to mass and targeted surveillance that is always recording us and creating psychological profiles while using their agents to push their agenda. Something as simple as a flash of an image thats too fast for the eyes to see can be influencing what somebody decided to eat later on during that day, but they will assume they just wanted to go there and they thought of that idea on their own. It seems like no matter what one decides to do or decided not to do may be manipulated by some unseen and invisible force whether one realizes it or not. My question is how can I be more real and how can I be more of myself? I'm not sure but I know I won't be more real or more of myself by lying and faking it. Also, I know most of these fake humans/human drones have already been assimilated into the hive mind and no longer think for themselves. They are just being manipulated by some hive mind control center somewhere far away that is receiving whatever data they collect and moving them around like puppets on a stage. Fuck the hive mind. It's getting harder and harder to just be myself when I'm in a fakeass Truman Show world that is trying to make me be what they want me to be instead. Fuck the hive mind, fuck their surveillance systems, and fuck all these human drones and invisible puppetmasters.
Everything they do is for money and power. Everything I do is for the truth.
Fuck their false reality, fuck their surveillance, and fuck their brainwashing.
Also, fuck how these pussies never talk face to face, but they will send their dogs and puppets and pet rats to cover for them and speak for them instead because they're pussyass cowards.
I ain't one of their pets and I'm not trying to be another puppet master.