False Flags
Prologue. Why did I create this blog? At first, it's just a way for me to gain a better understanding. A form of therapy. I started blogging in high school and used the word True, because it's an attempt to be as honest as possible. This is not for anyone to like me. It's not to be popular. It's not for money. It's just a way for me to be honest without having to play along with their games and their lies. They're even watching me right now like the bitchass manipulativr liars they have always been. That's why it's useless to talk to them. They lie and fake it and play dumb and try to force me to act how they act. This blog allowed me to be real without having to play their game.
Namesake. Lies, traps, manipulation, fakes, etc. Everything coming from that side of the behavior, the fake side. They lie on my name. They use my name behind my back. They talk about me behind my back and say that they're my friends. They try to erase my memory and leave me out of the way as a mental handicap. Here's another reason for this blog. It allows me to speak for myself. They could be out there anywhere, talking to somebody I may have had good relations with, and spreading lies behind my back when I'm not there to defend myself. These types of humans seem to love talking about somebody behind their backs. It seems imperative that I speak for myself now, because I have no idea what they're saying or doing behind my back. All I know is that most of it has been negative, manipulative, and has only made them richer. Also, I'm in this Truman Show surveillance bubble, so anyone I encounter could be one of their agents. I put my realist and truest thoughts out on here instead because I believe someone real out there will find it, almost like a message in a bottle. Yes, anyone can read my words and take advantage of it, manipulate it, and abuse it but at the same time, I'm always under surveillance anyways so it's not like only of these bitchass liars is the only ones that have access to it. I feel it's more dangerous for me to not say anything, because I'm always under surveillance, they're always extracting information, they're always trying to manipulate me, and they're always lying about me behind my back. They might even be deepfaking some of my old shit so I just keep going and I keep speaking for myself and I keep fighting against them, their lies, and their bullshit. What's in a name? What's in a word? It's the meaning behind the words. Some can talk without any meaning. They only talk shit, kiss ass, or try to sell u their bullshit. It has no meaning. Their words are just weapons of manipulation and control. My words have meaning. I mean what I say and I say what I mean. I am not perfect, but I try to be as honest and as direct as possible. My words are not weapons. My words are my best attempt at describing the truth.
The more they try to false flag me and lie behind my back, the more important it becomes for me to speak for myself and be honest in the open.
I really have not thought of any other way. If I didn't say anything, everyone would just be mad at me and blaming me for shit that I had no control of. Even if they weren't pussies about it and I could actually get at them instead of dealing with their dogs, parrots and puppets, it wouldn't matter because it would just make me look even worse for getting physical while they lie and play dumb and fake it. Fuck them and fuck their lies. I don't come from the fake side. They all lie and play dumb for money. I represent the real side. It's much harder being real.